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      <div1 type="dedication" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
        <p>This book is made and sold to benefit the Scholarship<lb/>founded by<lb/>
The Springfield Hampton Club
<lb/>
in memory of<lb/>
ELIZABETH MITCHELL AMES</p>
        <p>FOR SALE AT<lb/>
JOHNSON'S BOOKSTORE<lb/>MAIN STREET</p>
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            <p>MARY AMES (L)<lb/>EMILY BLISS (R)<lb/>[Frontispiece Image]</p>
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<hi rend="italics">From</hi> A NEW ENGLAND<lb/>
WOMAN'S DIARY <hi rend="italics">in</hi> DIXIE
<lb/>
<hi rend="italics">in</hi> 1865</titlePart>
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        <byline>
          <hi rend="italics">By </hi>
          <docAuthor>MARY AMES</docAuthor>
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<pubPlace>SPRINGFIELD</pubPlace>
<docDate>1906</docDate>
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<docDate>
<hi rend="italics">Copyright</hi>, 1906</docDate>
By MARY AMES</docImprint>
        <docImprint>
          <hi rend="italics">The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. U. S. A.</hi>
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        <pb id="pv" n="v"/>
        <head>INTRODUCTION</head>
        <p>SOME of Miss Ames's friends, who
have enjoyed listening to the stories
of her southern school life, have frequently
begged her to print them.</p>
        <p>This opportunity of helping to educate
a pupil in that wonderful school,
which is so great a contrast to the scene
of her early efforts, has decided her to
allow the diary to be prepared for
publication.</p>
        <p>In making this gift to Hampton, she
emphasizes her first gift to the negro
of eighteen months' service, and perpetuates
the memory of the sister who
was her closest friend and dearest
<pb id="pvi" n="vi"/>
companion, and whom Springfield will long
remember as strong and brave and
helpful; but especially will she be
remembered for “her wit that woke their
laughter and left a kindly glow.”
Even the boy who left the daily paper
at her door felt her kindness and
“caught the secret of her character.”
On the day of her funeral, in June,
1903, he left three roses at the house,
with the following words:</p>
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          <l part="N">“ ‘She doeth little kindnesses</l>
          <l part="N">Which most leave undone or despise;</l>
          <l part="N">For naught that sets one heart at ease</l>
          <l part="N">And giveth happiness and peace</l>
          <l part="N">Is low esteemed in her eyes.’</l>
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            <signed>From the morning newsboy, for whom she
placed out such splendid apples.”</signed>
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          <dateline>JUNE, 1906. </dateline>
          <signed> E. L. C.</signed>
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        <head>FROM A NEW ENGLAND<lb/>
WOMAN'S DIARY IN
<lb/>DIXIE IN 1865</head>
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          <p>MISS WARE, of Cambridge, came to
Springfield to visit Mrs. Farrar. The
story of her experiences with the colored
people in the South was so interesting
that my friend Emily Bliss
and I became enthusiastic to follow
her example. </p>
          <p>We went to Boston, saw the chief of
the Freedmen's Bureau, were examined,
and enrolled as teachers.</p>
          <p>We were ordered to leave at once for
Hilton Head, and report to Mr. Dodge,
the agent there. Our families ridiculed
<pb id="p2" n="2"/>
our going and tried to stop us,
prophesying our return in less than a
month. We made our preparations,
which were not elaborate,—a chair, a
plate, knife, fork and spoon; cup and
saucer, blanket, sheets and pillow-cases,
and sacking for a bed of hay or
straw to be found wherever we should
be situated, and we added some crackers,
tea, and a teapot.</p>
          <p>We sailed from New York on the
steamer <hi rend="italics">Fulton</hi>, May 1, 1865, and after
a pleasant sail reached Hilton Head
on the morning of the fourth day.</p>
          <p>We landed after breakfast, and
walked to the place where we took the
oath of allegiance to the United States.
We called upon Mr. Dodge, and found
<pb id="p3" n="3"/>
with him five or six teachers. We
were not cordially received, and evidently
were not wanted, and were advised
to proceed to Charleston and
report to Mr. Redpath, who was in
charge of the Freedmen's Bureau there.</p>
          <p>We met a Mr. Blake from New
Haven, a pleasant young man, who
offered to escort us to Charleston. He
is employed by the Boston society to
look after forlorn females who come
as teachers.</p>
          <p>At eight in the evening, we left Hilton
Head on a small steamer loaded
with soldiers on their way to Charleston,
to be discharged from service.
There was no place for us. We had
to sit the long night through, on a
<pb id="p4" n="4"/>
bench with no back, surrounded by
soldiers smoking, playing cards, and
telling stories—the longest night I
ever knew.</p>
          <p>Arriving at Charleston early in the
morning, we were taken to Mr. Redpath's
office. He being absent, Mr.
Pillsbury, of Massachusetts, came to
meet us. He gave us a most cordial
greeting.</p>
          <p>Emily, weary, discouraged, and
homesick, threw herself sobbing into
his arms, saying, “Oh! sir, have you
a wife?”</p>
          <p>At once, he took in the situation,
called an ambulance, and put us in
charge of a sergeant with a note to his
wife.</p>
          <pb id="p5" n="5"/>
          <p>Mrs. Pillsbury, a lovely, motherly
woman, took us in and made us
comfortable. They were living in one of
the most elegant mansions in Charleston;
the furniture, pictures, and ornaments
were all as their owner had left
them. The garden was a delight; I
never saw finer roses.</p>
          <p>Mr. Redpath came to see us in the
evening, wished us to remain in the
city and teach in the public schools,
and was quite disturbed and disappointed
that we objected. We felt
that we were not fitted for regular
teaching. We were then offered a
position on one of the islands where
several thousand negroes were sent
after Sherman's march. That suited
<pb id="p6" n="6"/>
us, and we were ordered to leave in
two days.</p>
          <p>Meanwhile, we visited different
schools, and saw how <hi rend="italics">un</hi>fitted we were
for teachers.</p>
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          <head>MAY 10, 1865.</head>
          <p>At one o'clock we left Charleston
on the propeller <hi rend="italics">Hudson</hi>, for Edisto
Island. Sailing along the shore and
up Edisto River, we reached the
landing-place just at sunset.</p>
          <p>It seemed like fairy land—everything
so fresh and green—the air so
soft.</p>
          <p>We brought on the boat a hundred
and fifty negroes, who, as soon as they
landed, built fires to cook their supper;
<pb id="p7" n="7"/>
the live-oaks in the background, with
their hanging moss, had a very
picturesque effect.</p>
          <p>We spent the night on the boat, the
captain giving us his stateroom. We
had a visit from a Mrs. Webb and one
of the officers of the 32d Regulars,
colored infantry, two companies of
which are stationed here to protect the
island from guerrillas. We were asked
to breakfast at headquarters, about
half a mile from the landing.</p>
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          <head>MAY 11.</head>
          <p>At seven we started for camp, which
was on the plantation formerly owned
by William Seabrook. They gave us a
good breakfast; then the Colonel placed
<pb id="p8" n="8"/>
at our disposal a large army wagon,
drawn by four horses, to take us with
our trunks and boxes to find a place to
live. The drive was delightful, the
road shaded and cool, winding under
immense live-oak trees covered with
moss; the wild grape was in bloom,
and the air filled with its perfume.
We passed several houses crowded with
negroes, and could not make up our
minds to stop at any. We drove on
some three or four miles further and,
as it began to be very warm and
uncomfortable, we decided to stop at the
very next house, negroes or no negroes.
Soon we reached what must have once
been a pretty avenue, now rather forlorn.
Driving in, we found negro
<pb id="p9" n="9"/>
cabins on either side, and a large house
at the end.</p>
          <p>The inhabitants of the cabins came
flocking out to welcome us with howdys,
and offers of service to the
missis. The former owner of the
plantation was Dr. Whaley, the possessor
of a hundred slaves, many of
whom were now returned and living
in the cabins. He deserted the place
four years before, and the house had
a desolate appearance—the windows
gone, and shutters hanging by one
hinge. Our trunks, box, and chairs
were placed on the piazza and the
army wagon was driven away. We
looked at each other; our hearts were
full, and if we could have seen any
<pb id="p10" n="10"/>
honorable way to escape and go home
we certainly should have gone.</p>
          <p>However, we choked down our feelings,
and the front door being opened
by a black man and a woman, with
half a dozen children hanging to her
skirts, we entered our home to be.
The rooms were large and airy (minus
windows), but filled with sticks, plaster
from the ceilings, and dirt of all kinds.
We selected two rooms and asked if
they could be cleared and cleaned.
Uncle Jack and Aunt Phoebe, who lived
in one of the cabins, came to our assistance,
and having no brooms, mops,
or any conveniences for cleaning, managed
with the gray moss to wipe off
the upper dust from the floors; then
<pb id="p11" n="11"/>
dashing on cold water, and with their
feet shuffling the moss, contrived to
wash the floors decently clean.</p>
          <p>Meanwhile, the woman, Sarah, made
the tea, which, with some crackers, we
took out of our trunk;—and this, the
first meal in our new home, we ate on
the piazza. It was fortunate that we
had chairs. The bedsteads were accidentally
left behind in New York, but
were to be sent on the next steamer.
We spread our bed-sacks on the floor
after it was dry, for we soon learned
there was neither hay nor straw to be
had to fill them, covered them with
our waterproofs, and, as we had blankets
and pillows, our beds were soon
ready.</p>
          <pb id="p12" n="12"/>
          <p>About sundown Mr. Blake appeared,
and with him two young women teachers,
also members of the Freedmen's
Bureau. They brought a few blackberries,
picked by the roadside, which
were a welcome addition to our crackers
and tea. On our way up-stairs to bed,
we were met by an angry old woman,
who said we had taken possession of
her quarters, and must pay her for
them. We were frightened, and explained
that we were sent by the United
States Government, and must be respected
accordingly. She went away,
but soon began to throw stones and
pieces of crockery into our open windows.
We were alarmed, for we did
not know how many were leagued with
<pb id="p13" n="13"/>
her. It began to rain and a heavy
thunder shower soon dispersed our
assailants. But sleep was impossible.
Having no doors to close, we did not
know what might happen in a strange
land among strange people. I got out
the hammer we had brought in our
box and kept it in my hand all night,
ready to beat out the brains of any one
attacking us.</p>
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          <head>MAY 12.</head>
          <p>The first thing we did this morning
was to get our flag hung out in
front of the house. It is quite large
and floated out finely. The negroes
appeared glad to see it. We
unpacked the big box, turning it on
<pb id="p14" n="14"/>
its side to serve for a table and washstand.</p>
          <p>Jim and Sarah, with six children,
are living in the back part of this house.
We are glad to have them for protection,
and find them useful.</p>
          <p>Sarah is a fine-looking woman, quiet
and sensible. She has always been
a house-servant, was born and reared
in Richmond, was sold with three
children to Dr. Leavitt of Charleston,
leaving the father of her children in
Richmond. Since that, she has had six
children, having had five husbands, or
men with whom she was obliged to live,
as she was sold from one master to
another. Jim was the last one. At
the beginning of the war, Sarah and
<pb id="p15" n="15"/>
her children were sent with her mistress
to Sumterville.</p>
          <p>When Sherman and his army came
along, Sarah was told by her mistress
that if she followed the army she must
take all her children, not thinking she
would go.</p>
          <p>When the mistress found that Jim
and Sarah were actually going, she
asked one of the Union officers to make
Sarah stay behind. He told her he
had no power to do that; the woman
was free and could act her own pleasure.</p>
          <p>Sarah had a mind to stay on, as her
mistress had always treated her kindly,
but Jim insisted on joining Sherman's
train. Just before they left, one Saturday
Campbell, who had been one of
<pb id="p16" n="16"/>
Sarah's five husbands, and was the
father of her child Anne, came and
claimed Sarah. Jim fought and conquered
him, thus winning Sarah and
her children. They walked nearly a
hundred miles, Sarah carrying Margery,
a two-year-old child, in her arms.
She kept the other children in front of
her, for many lost their children.</p>
          <p>After dinner of tea and crackers,
which was our breakfast and supper
also for nearly three weeks, we visited
our neighbors. Their faces shone when
we told them why we had come. They
all seemed decent and sensible creatures.</p>
          <p>We learn that there are ten thousand
<pb id="p17" n="17"/>
negroes here. The officers and the
teachers are the only white people
allowed on the island, except the 
commissary, who is four miles away.</p>
          <p>The negroes go to him once a month
for rations. Sherman's plan is to
have the negroes take care of themselves;
they have planted corn, 
beans, and cotton, and are to repay
the Government when their crops are
gathered. This seems to be understood
by all.</p>
          <p>We walked down the road to a
church, which bore marks of destruction
similar to those of our house.
The frame of the organ remains, the
windows are gone, doors off their
hinges, and pews mutilated, but we
<pb id="p18" n="18"/>
decided that it would serve our purpose
well as a school-house.</p>
          <p>We have announced that we will
open school Monday. Many of the
older blacks ask if they are too old to
learn to read. They cannot come to
school during the day as it is planting
time, so we have promised to have an
evening school at the house twice a
week.</p>
          <p>We have engaged Sarah, for five or
six dollars a month, to wash, iron, and
do the little cooking we shall have.</p>
          <p>Her second son, Zack, about fourteen,
is to wait upon us. He was
with Dr. Leavitt, at Fort Sumter, and
one day a horse on which he was riding
was killed by a Union shell.</p>
          <pb id="p19" n="19"/>
          <p>At the sutler's we found a man
who is both baker and carpenter. He
is to put locks or bolts on our doors,
and to set some window glass.</p>
          <p>All the negroes we have seen are
industrious, and their cabins look neat.
We found plum trees loaded with fruit
all along the way, and plenty of
blackberries.</p>
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          <head>MAY 13.</head>
          <p>Mr. Blake came to see if he could be
of service. He, with the aid of Jim,
took our big packing-box and made us
a table to eat from, and a bench to sit
upon at meal time, so that we need
not bring our chairs down from the
bedrooms. Chairs are a great luxury.</p>
          <pb id="p20" n="20"/>
          <p>In the afternoon, we walked to the
“Mikell Place,” two miles away, where
live two teachers, also belonging to
the Freedmen's Bureau,—Miss
Kempton, from New Bedford, and Miss
Stanton, from Framingham. Their
house was large, dirty, and dilapidated.
About a well in a large courtyard in
front of the house, several blacks
with tubs were doing their week's
washing.</p>
          <p>Returning, we met many people coming
from the commissary with their
rations. Some had sacks, others boxes
or tubs on their heads. They asked
if we had rations, and being told that
we had not yet been supplied, they
lowered their tubs and offered to give
<pb id="p21" n="21"/>
us some of theirs. We thought them
very generous.</p>
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          <head>SUNDAY, MAY 14.</head>
          <p>A beautiful day, though rather warm.
We started for church, but to our surprise
met the congregation coming
away. There was to be a funeral at
a distance, and the minister had to
omit the church service. Later we
saw the procession, a long one. They
were singing a melancholy dirge as
they walked. As they passed, they
spoke to us, the men touching their
hats, and the women curtsying.</p>
          <p>Seating ourselves on the steps of a
deserted house, we soon had a crowd
about us. One girl amused us—a
<pb id="p22" n="22"/>
regular Topsy, who had come from
Georgia with Sherman. She examined
our clothes, got behind Emily,
felt of her dress, and said, “Big plaits
in skirts are just coming into style.”
The fashion had reached the South,
and all the ladies had been changing
their skirts.</p>
          <p>Then catching sight of the “waterfall”
on my head, she was amazed,
and said, “Rebel ladies don't know
how to make them.”</p>
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          <head>MONDAY, MAY 15.</head>
          <p>The weather is much the same that
we have in June, cool mornings and
evenings, warm in the middle of the
day.</p>
          <pb id="p23" n="23"/>
          <p>We opened school at nine o'clock,
with fifteen scholars, nine boys, and
six girls. Some were decently clad,
others filthy and nearly naked. One
or two knew their letters. None could
read. We dismissed early, as the children
seemed tired and we were decidedly
weary.</p>
          <p>On the way home we met the old
woman who threw crockery at our
windows the night of our arrival. She
told us she was “great on religion,”
and read us a long sermon—how to
live that we might die when called—
and ended by saying she was “as poor
as Job's turkey.” When asked how
poor that was, she said he had but
one feather, and that all she had
<pb id="p24" n="24"/>
was on her back, and mighty little of
that.</p>
          <p>We have hired boys to collect and
cure the gray moss for our bed-sacks.
At any rate, it will be better than the
bare boards, on which we are now
lying.</p>
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          <head>MAY 16.</head>
          <p>Passing a tumbled-down house on
our way to school, we heard hammers,
and going in, found some men making
a coffin out of the boards. During
school, we saw them back of the church
digging the grave, hoeing out the dirt
with their large cotton hoes (their only
implement).</p>
          <p>We had twenty-eight scholars. Two
<pb id="p25" n="25"/>
of the new ones can read. This is
pleasanter than teaching ABC. Two
children, John and Eliza, came five
miles to school. John was fourteen
and a bright boy. He was nearly
naked, and so filthy that I did not
think I could have him near me, and
advised him to go into the creek to
bathe.</p>
          <p>Every noon I take home with me a
troop of children, to whom I give
thread, needles, and pieces of cloth,
that they may have their garments
patched at home. We are trying to
teach cleanliness as well as reading
and spelling, but it is a tough job, for
the poor creatures have lived so long
in a filthy condition that they don't
<pb id="p26" n="26"/>
know what it is to be clean. Soon
after we reached home, Eliza came running
to tell us that her brother John
had been drowned in the creek. He
went in with several others, got beyond
his depth and did not know how
to swim. The tide, which was coming
in, is very strong just at that point,
and John was carried beyond the
reach of those with him. It was a
terrible shock to us, and I felt partly
responsible.</p>
          <p>Our dinner was excellent. We had
hominy, brought by a man we met on
the road one day, and one of our children
caught some crabs, which Sarah
boiled. We feel as if we had had a
<pb id="p27" n="27"/>
sumptuous feast—such a change from
tea and crackers!</p>
          <p>There is an open fireplace in Sarah's
room, where she makes our tea in a
small tin cup, which we brought from
home, and boils hominy in—I don't
know what,—nor do I ask. At night
all the family (six children) stretch
themselves on the floor in front of the
fire, and so sleep. They have no
bedding of any kind, neither chairs
nor tables. They have a bowl, one
plate, and one spoon. At meal-times
they take turns in using these. They
sit on the floor of the piazza; a portion
is put into the bowl,—hominy or
beans with a tiny bit of salt pork,—
and they eat by turns. The children
<pb id="p28" n="28"/>
are well behaved. George, the eldest
boy, is religious and dull; Zack, our
waiter boy, is a high-flier; Charlotte,
quiet and not well; Ann, a pert piece,
bright-eyed and devoted to us. Ben
is a nice, chubby little fellow, who will
go to school and can't keep awake.
Ann flies at him every few minutes,
and shakes him up. Margery, two
years old, is a pretty little creature.</p>
          <p>To-day I found a singular insect on
my neck. We have been warned we
should meet with such enemies, but
this is the first of this kind. Wood-ticks
we have already had, mosquitoes
and fleas are yet to come.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p29" n="29"/>
          <head>MAY 17.</head>
          <p>A very warm morning. We find
our half-mile walk to school tiresome.
A large school, sixty-six scholars, and
rather unruly. Poor Emily is not
adapted to deal with rough boys. I
am obliged to go to her aid and, stamping
my feet and shouting my commands,
bring them to order. We are teaching
the children the days of the week, the
months, and also to count.</p>
          <p>Mr. Blake visited the school, and
we had a call also from the colored
Baptist minister, who has a school
somewhere on the island.</p>
          <p>He asked to what denomination we
belonged. He had never heard of
Unitarians and asked what was our
<pb id="p30" n="30"/>
belief. We told him, and then he
asked us to teach in his Sunday school,
which we agreed to do in the fall when
it is cooler.</p>
          <p>Mr. Redpath has issued a mandate
forbidding the reading of the Bible in
school—no religious exercise except
saying the Lord's Prayer.</p>
          <p>John's body has been washed up
by the tide and recovered.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 18.</head>
          <p>Mr. Blake made a blackboard for
us, wasting several eggs and nearly all
our ink before he succeeded.</p>
          <p>Jim killed a snake, which he called
a chicken snake, as they come where
there are chickens. Our neighbors
<pb id="p31" n="31"/>
have many chickens so tame that they
are in our house constantly. Last
week a big rattlesnake was killed in
our garden, and a huge black snake in
our yard. We have seen only one,
and that the children called a glass
snake, for when struck it flew into
many pieces all wriggling and alive.
We see lizards everywhere.</p>
          <p>Six new scholars. A woman came
with a prayer-book, asking to be taught
to read it. We told her we would
teach her willingly, but it would be
some time before she could read that.
She was satisfied, and as she was leaving,
put her hand under her apron
and brought out two eggs—one she
put in Emily's lap, the other in mine.</p>
          <pb id="p32" n="32"/>
          <p>Our first rations came to-day, brought
by the men from headquarters. A
large box—a soap-box—with beans
at the bottom, covered by a piece of
dirty paper, then a layer of brown
sugar, and on top of all a bar of soap
and six candles. Some ground coffee
in a paper, a smaller bag with fat
bacon and salt pork, and a half barrel
of flour.</p>
          <p>Emily came down and viewed the
lot, burst into tears and wished that
the grave we had seen hoed out at the
church was to lay her in. Poor Emily!
I was disheartened, but knew we must
make the best of it. We walked up to
the sutler's, who said he would take
all we did not want, and give us in
<pb id="p33" n="33"/>
exchange from his stores. We got
condensed milk, butter, cornmeal,
and other things, and Sarah cooked
us a royal supper. We felt better
after a decent meal, and Emily
concluded to live a while longer.</p>
          <p>Later a woman came in suffering
severe pain. We administered cayenne
tea sweetened with brown sugar,
and she was relieved.</p>
          <p>The evening was delightfully cool.
We had our first evening school for
men and women on our piazza. It
was well attended, all sitting on the
floor and steps. One woman, who
was much bent with rheumatism, and
seemed very old, said she was “Mighty
anxious to know something.”</p>
          <pb id="p34" n="34"/>
          <p>Late in the evening Dr. Mason
came to tell us that Jefferson Davis,
Stevens, and Clay had been taken
prisoners in Georgia and sent North.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 19.</head>
          <p>School went off very well—boys
less noisy. A man came in and sat
at the back of the church to listen to
our teaching, and the boys thought
we had engaged him to whip them if
they misbehaved. We have found out
that the boys are afraid of their fathers,
who are “Great on licking,” so we shall
threaten to report them if they are
unruly.</p>
          <p>The ivy round our house is beautiful;
the lower part of the building is
<pb id="p35" n="35"/>
covered. We have got the men to
trim up the trees in our avenue, and
to hoe out the road. On either side
of our door are clove trees, full of fruit,
and in the yard we have found a
Cape Jessamine in full flower and a
white Crêpe Myrtle. We are trying
to get more sun on the house.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 20, SATURDAY.</head>
          <p>No school, and we devote the day
to house-cleaning. We feel so much
better for having more food. Crackers
and tea are not strength-giving. Dr.
Mason came in the large army wagon,
bringing us from Beaufort a stove, tea-kettle, and coffee-pot. We cannot have
our stove put up, as Jim, our Prime
<pb id="p36" n="36"/>
Minister, is having toothache and cannot
attend to matters. We already
see a change in the appearance of
our scholars. They are cleaner, and
though wearing the same garments
the rents are sewed up and patches
are put on.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 21.</head>
          <p>Lieutenant Jenkins, who with Mrs.
Webb had invited us to spend the day
in the camp, came for us in his carriage.
The three-mile drive was
beautiful. We did not half appreciate
it the day we came. The six officers,
who were smoking on the piazza, gave
us a cordial greeting.</p>
          <p>At the end of a shady walk back of
<pb id="p37" n="37"/>
the house are the fish and terrapin
ponds. Around the fish pond is a
broad carriage drive shaded by
immense oak trees. A lovely grove of
large trees beyond was approached by
an avenue of tall laurels, planted so
closely that they formed a thick hedge
on either side, and met over our heads,
shutting out completely the rays of the
sun. At four o'clock we went out to see
the dress parade of the colored soldiers.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 23.</head>
          <p>Nearly the whole school escorted us
home to-day.</p>
          <p>We sat on the piazza, and dealt out
needles, thread, combs, and dresses
from Mrs. Pillsbury's store.</p>
          <pb id="p38" n="38"/>
          <p>One girl brought back a dress she
had taken home, for “Ma says it don't
fit, and she don't want it.” It was
rather large and rather short, but she
was very dirty and ragged, and we told
her she must keep it. Another girl
promised to bring us a chicken if she
could have a dress. We gave her one,
and she soon came back with six eggs.</p>
          <p>We live with hens, pigs, and quantities
of rabbits, which the children
have for pets. Occasionally, a rabbit
is killed and eaten.</p>
          <p>Jim has put up our stove; the pipe
being too short for the chimney, he
has put it out a window.</p>
          <pb id="p39" n="39"/>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 24.</head>
          <p>It was one o'clock when school
closed. We have so many grades that
we cannot put them in classes, and it
takes longer. The big boys are unruly.
Emily is a good singer, and
when the school is too much for us,
we start singing, and that calms them
down.</p>
          <p>Several children came and demanded
clothing as a right. A girl brought
back a dress, saying it was “scant.”
She wanted a fuller skirt and a hoop-skirt.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 25.</head>
          <p>School was getting pretty unruly
when a big man appeared to ask for
<pb id="p40" n="40"/>
“learning.” The boys quieted down.
I had threatened to get a man to help
me whip the bad boys, and evidently
they thought he had come for that
purpose.</p>
          <p>We paid Sarah her wages; the first
money she ever earned or handled.</p>
          <p>We found, growing in great quantities
beside the road, the Passion flower,
in full bloom.</p>
          <p>Some men brought the dried moss
for our beds. It is cured by soaking
it five days in salt water, then drying
it in the sun. It is jet black and very
dry. We have paid Uncle Jack for it.
Jim will pick it over, and fill our bed-sacks.
We shall have soft beds to lie
upon to-night.</p>
          <pb id="p41" n="41"/>
          <p>Dr. Mason advises us to go to the
bay soon. It will not be safe to stay
on the island after the weather becomes
hot. There is danger of fever.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>SATURDAY, MAY 27.</head>
          <p>No school. The morning being fine
and the roar of the ocean plainly heard,
we decided to drive to the bay. I cannot
describe our conveyance. There
were large spaces between the floor
boards of the cart; both horses were
skeletons, one large and the other
small. The harness was of ropes and
small cords, with twine for reins.
The road was much overgrown,
flowers of all kinds lined the way, and
turkey buzzards were sitting in solemn
<pb id="p42" n="42"/>
conference. Within a quarter of a
mile of Edingsville—as the bay is
called—we reached a creek, which
we crossed on a flat-bottomed raft and
walked to the long row of houses on
the beach. Once this was a famous
summer resort, and some of the houses
are very pretty. The beach is broad
and hard, and the surf was grand.
We went to several houses, looking
for one that suited us for a summer
home.</p>
          <p>Meeting Mr. Everett and the two
ladies, they invited us to share with
them a pleasant house they had found.
We will decide later.</p>
          <p>After we had gone to bed we heard
a clatter of horses' feet, and Dr. Mason
<pb id="p43" n="43"/>
and Captain Crissy appeared with our
mail. Fatigue and headaches were
forgotten; we sat up half the night
reading our letters and talking of home.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 28.</head>
          <p>The army wagon brought our long-delayed
and much-needed bedsteads.
With them and our moss beds we shall
not want to get up at five every morning.
We have lain on the bare floor
nearly three weeks.</p>
          <p>Our shutters and blinds have been
mended, and we sent to Charleston for
glass for the windows.</p>
          <p>Uncle Jack's pig was stolen last
night, the second within a few weeks.
He says he is going to Charleston to
<pb id="p44" n="44"/>
consult a fortune-teller to find out the
thief. We advise him to stay at home
and to watch for the guilty person.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 29.</head>
          <p>Walker has made us a chair and
table, for which we paid a good price.
Some coarse straw hats, suitable only
for bathing, cost us a dollar and a half
apiece.</p>
          <p>In our walk this afternoon, we saw
a man and woman who seemed
well-informed. They hope to prove to the
“Secesh” that colored folks can work
and accomplish something without
masters or overseers; for it has always been
said that “Niggers wouldn't work unless
compelled.” The woman's name
<pb id="p45" n="45"/>
is Lydia Polite. She gave us cucumbers
and peanuts.</p>
          <p>We asked another woman if she
is contented. She answered, “God
bless you, I reckon I am—I heard for
a long time of war and the coming of
the Yankees, and I spects my bones
be white before I see that time, but I
did live to see them, bress de Lord.”
She said she had raised “Ten head of
childen.” Three little ones were with
her.</p>
          <p>Mr. Everett brought us some school
books, for which we are thankful.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>MAY 31.</head>
          <p>We walked across the fields to the
Baptist Church, where the colored
<pb id="p46" n="46"/>
minister has his school. He came to
meet us—said his mother was upstairs
sick with smallpox, so we only
went through the lower floor, and out
the back door into the pretty garden.
In the evening the family sang for us,
“Heaven's bell ringing—won't turn
back heaven's bell ringing for believers.”
Another was, “Sister, you come
too late, the Devil been and shut the
gate and carried off the keys”; then
“Don't judge me, Lord, O Lord—
don't be offended,” and “Thar's rejoicing
ober yander”; “Let me go,
Jacob will not let me go,” this repeated
over and over, and “Oh, my Lord,
help us.”</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p47" n="47"/>
          <head>JUNE 1.</head>
          <p>President's Fast—no school. Zack
is in trouble again; he did not go to
church as ordered. We have told
Sarah we cannot have so much “licking”;
it is too much for our nerves,
to say nothing of Zack's back.</p>
          <p>Mr. Everett arrived, sick. We
have cleared out one of our back rooms
making it as comfortable as possible,
and have put it at his disposal. He
has overworked, and walked too much
in the hot sun.</p>
          <p>A rattlesnake was killed in the yard.
It had wound itself round a hen, that
was sitting on her nest under a laurel.</p>
          <p>At the store we met the captain of
the little boat that brought us to the
<pb id="p48" n="48"/>
island, and the boat agent. They are
surprised that we have stayed, thought
we were “too fine.” As our rations
seem to have been overlooked, they
offered to get them for us.</p>
          <p>Mrs. Pillsbury sent us a bag of rice,
and we have been living on that, with
the few eggs and vegetables we could
get.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 2.</head>
          <p>Mr. Everett is quite sick. We sent
to the commissary for the Government
doctor, who had gone to Beaufort.
Then we sent to headquarters for Dr.
Mason. He says Mr. Everett has
typhoid symptoms.</p>
          <p>At school there were seventy scholars,
<pb id="p49" n="49"/>
who behaved pretty well. A girl
came just recovering from smallpox.
She was indignant when we sent her
away, but we pacified her by telling
her she could come back in a few
weeks. Going up to our bedroom we
met on the stairs a rattlesnake. We
screamed lustily, and Uncle Jack,
Jim, George, and Zack appeared. I
jumped over it, and it fell through the
balusters to the hall, where the men
killed it. We find in our room many
holes where it could have come up in
the walls from the cellar. To-morrow
we shall paper our walls with newspapers.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p50" n="50"/>
          <head>JUNE 3.</head>
          <p>Our regular cleaning day. Phoebe
came to scour the floors. She was much
pleased with a pink calico apron I
made for her. Uncle Jack brought
us a ripe fig. Never saw one before.
We shall have plenty if the children
don't steal all that are on the tree.</p>
          <p>Mr. Everett has been telling us the
amount of rations the Government
allows each person. It is ample, and
we are sure we have never had our full
allowance.</p>
          <p>We have papered part of our chamber
with newspapers, covering the
places where the plastering is broken,
where the snake may have come up.
Little Ben went to walk with us.
<pb id="p51" n="51"/>
Passing Sandy's house, he said, “When
Sandy no at school, me make no piece
of noise.” Passed the evening listening
to George and Zack. Their owner
rented them out to a hotel-keeper in
Sumterville. They were worked day
and night, never going to bed until
after one o'clock, and getting up at
four to go to the station on arrival of
trains. Sundays they were allowed
one hour to go home, three miles
away, for clean clothes. The hotel-keeper
paid their master twenty dollars
a month for each.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>SUNDAY, JUNE 4.</head>
          <p>No churchgoing—too warm, and
the walk too long for Sundays, as we
<pb id="p52" n="52"/>
are obliged to take it every week-day.
We seated ourselves on the piazza to
write letters. Soon a crowd of children
were around us, all wanting
books, and before we knew it we were
teaching school. George and Zack
came with the others. George is patient
and promising. We are surprised
at the ease with which he acquires the
sound of words. He teaches his father
after leaving us.</p>
          <p>Dr. Mason does not think Mr.
Everett will be sick long. He needs
rest and nourishing food.</p>
          <p>The captain of the <hi rend="italics">Hudson</hi> offered
to get our rations in the city. We
gave him our bags and trust they will
be returned well filled. At bedtime
<pb id="p53" n="53"/>
we heard a boat whistle. We may
have letters to-morrow.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 6.</head>
          <p>The store-keeper brought two stools
for our use in school; we found it so
hard to stand all the time. At eleven,
Mr. Blake brought our letters, papers
and rations. Emily left for home.
Four letters for me, and sixty scholars
to attend to before I could open them!
We forgot our dinner and spent the
afternoon reading each other's letters
and talking of home. The rations
were ample; we made exchanges at
the store.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p54" n="54"/>
          <head>JUNE 7.</head>
          <p>Coming home I met Lieutenant Jenkins,
who told me twenty rebels had
been caught on the island. They
landed at a place, three or four miles
away, called Upper Landing. The
object of their coming is not known.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 9.</head>
          <p>School over for the week. Very,
very hot weather. Emily has much
headache from the long walk and
exposure to the sun. School and waiting
on Mr. Everett take so much time that
I cannot write. He is better, but not
able to leave his room. Mr. Blake,
who came to see him, was surprised
and delighted with our school; he said
<pb id="p55" n="55"/>
Miss K.'s and Miss S.'s school bore no
comparison,—and <hi rend="italics">they</hi> “certified”
schoolma'ams! We are quite elated.
Our books number a hundred and
forty scholars, and from sixty to seventy
are in daily attendance. Our evening
school on the piazza is well attended,
and we enjoy our labors. All are respectful
and eager to learn. We notice
that all the children and grown-ups
also hold their books sidewise; when
we asked why, a man answered “We
wish to learn to read on all sides.”</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 10.</head>
          <p>Phoebe came to wash the floors, and
Julia, the windows. I gave the latter
a pink calico apron, and Phoebe some
<pb id="p56" n="56"/>
flour and coffee, which satisfied her.
She said she would give herself to us
every Saturday. To Uncle Jack, who
cleaned up the yard, I gave a hat. He
was tickled, never having owned a
covering for his head before. We had
a good dinner,—some ham, salad of
lettuce, which Henry's grandmother
sent us, and some biscuits without
butter. Dr. Mason took supper with
us. He was much amused with our
rooms neatly papered with Springfield
and New York papers.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>SUNDAY, JUNE 11.</head>
          <p>Hottest morning we have had—not
a breath of air. Dr. Mason advises
us to leave the island as soon as possible
<pb id="p57" n="57"/>
—not safe for us to stay much
longer. A woman who brought some
cucumbers said she would make any
sacrifice to serve us, who were doing
so much to teach her children, who
knew nothing but how to handle a hoe.
George killed another rattlesnake under
the plum tree,—they are after the
figs—horrid creatures!</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 12.</head>
          <p>Three colored clergymen visited our
school. They told the scholars to be
neat and clean, and to heed all that
was taught them.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 13 AND 14.</head>
          <p>Intolerably hot days—rather cooler
at night. Had a very large school,
<pb id="p58" n="58"/>
one hundred and one scholars—too
many—cannot keep order with so
many. I am well worn out before
noon with shouting and stamping, for
I am obliged to help Emily when she
gets into difficulty. We stayed after
school closed with three unruly boys,
rough and tough customers, who confessed
that they liked to tease us; but
they were ashamed and promised to
do better in the future.</p>
          <p>Captain Storrs called. He told us
there were five guerrillas at camp;
they had been caught on the island,
but there is no evidence to convict
them and they will probably be set
at liberty.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p59" n="59"/>
          <head>JUNE 15.</head>
          <p>Hot, hotter, hottest! Impossible to
go up to the church for school. The
children came down to see why we
did not appear. We kept them and
had school on the piazza; Emily
there, and I down in the yard.</p>
          <p>Mr. Blake brought whisky and remedies
for Mr. Everett. He went to
Beaufort for them, and nearly lost his
life coming back. A storm arose, and
the high wind blew their little boat
thirty miles out to sea; if he had not
had a small compass, he could not have
got back. Mr. Blake gave us liberty
to stop teaching when we like, and
we have decided, as it is so fearfully
hot and Emily's head troubles her so
<pb id="p60" n="60"/>
much, to have school in our house
until we can go to the bay for our
vacation. Mr. Blake has left his poor,
half-starved white horse for Mr. Everett
to ride to his home. It is in our shed,
tormented by mosquitoes and flies.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 16.</head>
          <p>Jim and Uncle Jerry have cleared
out our big front room and arranged
some boards on blocks for seats for the
older children. The little ones can sit
on the floor. Fifty came this morning.
They are to bring stools—as many
as have them—so we shall get on well.
Mr. Everett bade us farewell, riding
off on his white beast; he seemed
pretty weak. Mr. Redpath writes that
<pb id="p61" n="61"/>
we are to report to Mr. Pillsbury, as
he himself goes North on the next
steamer, and advises us to close our
school. All the Charleston schools are
closed, as there is much sickness; one
northern teacher having died. He
thinks we had better go North for our
vacation. We cannot do that, for we
should never return.</p>
          <p>If our friends at home could only
see our flowers! Cloth of gold roses
and lovely Cape Jessamines. The
evening was pleasant; the children
sang to us and we told them stories,
—Red Riding Hood, etc. They had
never listened before to stories of any
kind, and were most attentive.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p62" n="62"/>
          <head>JUNE 18.</head>
          <p>Still close and hot. A shower at
noon with lightning and terrible thunder,
as we never heard it before.
Spent the day writing letters home
and had Sunday school in the evening.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 19.</head>
          <p>We like the new school arrangement,
for we do not get so warm, can wear
loose sacks, and can spare our lungs.</p>
          <p>When we feel tired, we sing, which
they all enjoy. They particularly delight
in singing “Hang Jeff Davis to a
sour apple tree.”</p>
          <p>The children told us some of their
experiences in slave life. One boy,
<pb id="p63" n="63"/>
Tom, showed us deep scars on his
arms; said they were from severe
whippings. When about eight years
old, he rode a horse to a distant place,
and lost the colt that was following;
and of course was whipped. Many
of the negroes were born on the island,
and are glad to get back to their old
homes.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 20 AND 21.</head>
          <p>Rain for two days. No children
came, and we enjoyed the holiday.
Heard a boat whistle, but the rain will
prevent our sending the boys to camp
for our letters. Sarah came to our
room after dinner, and we had a nice
talk. She is very quiet and never
<pb id="p64" n="64"/>
talks of her experiences unless questioned;
then she speaks with reluctance
and much feeling. She says “It's
time slaves were free, they've suffered
enough. Only Jesus knows what
they've endured.” The song, “Nobody
knows but Jesus,” tells the story.
She said no slave mother could have
her children after they were old enough
to be of use; they were sold or hired
out. She had often seen her children
abused—punished severely for small
faults.</p>
          <p>She had prayed and prayed that one
child—her oldest—might die. The
girl was not very strong, and had the
care of a fretful baby, when little more
than a baby herself. At last God
<pb id="p65" n="65"/>
heard her prayer, and her child died.
No one could tell how thankful she
was. Talk of the happiness of slaves!
None were ever happy. They became
hardened to their lot and were cheerful,
but mothers were always anxious,
dreading separation from their children.</p>
          <p>Walter, one of our scholars, told us
that he saw a box addressed to us on
the Charleston boat. He sat on it all
the way. What news! probably it is
on the wharf soaking in this rain.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 22.</head>
          <p>Rain still coming down in torrents,
but we must have our box, so we
started off some boys with umbrellas
<pb id="p66" n="66"/>
to find out about it and bring our letters.
They brought a big packet of letters,
and the camp wagon brought our box
from home, and three barrels from
the Pillsburys in Charleston. We
worked hard all the evening unpacking
and looking over our treasures.
Oh! such gingerbread was never before
made and eaten. We did not care
for supper. Phoebe was transformed
by her new dress. Uncle Jack says
“She will be getting a new man now
she is so fine.” Uncle Jack and Jim
are resplendent in new coats and
trousers. Zack is a picture in a
Zouave suit of Jack King's.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p67" n="67"/>
          <head>JUNE 23 AND 24.</head>
          <p>The rain continues and everything
is damp and sticky. The roof leaks
badly and our chamber is in a sad
state. George and Watson arrived
early, having heard of our box of
clothing. They will mend the roof,
and we shall pay them with clothing.
Watson demanded a whole suit.
We thought that a large order, but
found we could fill it, even to the hat
and boots. We first dressed up our
immediate family, Sarah and the children.
Ann is fine in a blue Garibaldi
of Jeannie G.'s, and Abby in white
pantalettes and a blue poplin, once
Jeannie's. George wears a suit of
Henry Freeman's and Fred Harris's hat.</p>
          <pb id="p68" n="68"/>
          <p>Mr. Blake came to say good-by
for two months.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>SUNDAY, JUNE 25.</head>
          <p>The sun came out and we had Sunday
school in the school-room. I do
the preaching and Emily attends to
the singing. She is highly amused at
my teachings. What surprises me is
that they know so little of the life of
Christ; not knowing even of his birth,
but they all are familiar with his sayings.
They all believe in a hell! I
asked the children whom they love
best. Some answered “God”; Zack
said, “Ma; she loves me and feeds me.”
After school, George came and reproved
me for telling stories to the
<pb id="p69" n="69"/>
children on Sunday. He considers it
sinful.</p>
          <p>Lydia Polite came to tell us that her
baby had died. She is a very good,
sensible woman.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 26.</head>
          <p>Eighty children, and not enough
room for them. We heard the alphabet
classes and turned them out in the
yard to play. A thunder shower freshened
the air so we could walk to the
store to inquire how we could get to
the bay.</p>
          <p>Since the boxes of clothing came,
we have been besieged by half the
island. Some, whom we do not know,
and who live miles away, demand
<pb id="p70" n="70"/>
clothing and say they have a right to
it. I have called Uncle Jack to the
rescue. He knows how to deal with
them, and explains that the clothing
does not come from the Government,
and that they must pay for it with
vegetables, eggs, chickens, or whatever
they can bring in exchange. Before
we were up this morning, Phoebe
appeared with a live rooster some one
had brought. She said she would
make a pen for it, as we were provided
with food for the day. Before night
two more were brought. Soon we
shall have a rooster house.</p>
          <p>A girl came to school with traces of
smallpox on her face. When questioned,
she said her baby had died
<pb id="p71" n="71"/>
recently. We sent her off, indignant
that she came, and she was equally
indignant that she was dismissed.</p>
          <p>Uncle Jack has heard of a man who
owns a horse and cart, and we have
told him to find out what day he will
take us to the bay. Uncle Jack says
we have “Done spile the people here.”
Well! we can soon un-spile them.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 28.</head>
          <p>Clear, and a refreshing west wind.
We had a sumptuous dinner,—fried
chicken, new potatoes, green corn, and
watermelons for dessert. Sounds well,
our <hi rend="italics">menu</hi>, but the corn was so dry it
could not be eaten. Phoebe brought
the live chicken in her arms “For
<pb id="p72" n="72"/>
Missis' dinner, Mum.” The potatoes
came from a man who brought a
cracked looking-glass and asked for
a gun in exchange. We took the glass
and gave him coat, trousers, and a hat.
The holes in our bedroom were filled
with plaster made of mud and dried
moss.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JUNE 30.</head>
          <p>We told the children when we dismissed
them, that this is the last day of
school, but as we do not mean to leave
the island immediately, we will teach
a few if they will come to us.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 2.</head>
          <p>A visit from a Mr. Curtis who keeps
a store at Peters Point, seven miles
<pb id="p73" n="73"/>
from here. He brought the news that
the soldiers stationed here are ordered
to leave at once for Beaufort, to join
the rest of the regiment. We are
troubled because we depend upon them
for our mail and packages. All the
afternoon we wrote, that our letters
might be ready for to-night's steamer.
George, Zack, and Uncle Jack took
them to the landing and gave them
into the hands of Captain Storrs, who
sent us a good-by.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 3.</head>
          <p>It is a great relief to have no school.
Got out the materials sent from
home and cut and fitted our bathing
suits.</p>
          <pb id="p74" n="74"/>
          <p>We took a walk through the fields,
and saw Lydia Polite hoeing her cotton,
which looks well, full of blossoms.
Next we saw our friends, Jerry and
Louisa Pious, with the children, Abby
and Ellen. They were setting out
slips of the sweet potato vine. Abby
handled the hoe as well as a man.
The baby, on its back between the
ridges was happy.</p>
          <p>From a row of cabins that we passed
many of our scholars ran out to meet
us; their nakedness was barely covered,
but we are used to that. They asked
us to go into their homes, which were
miserable, dark, and dirty. Another
friend showed us a cotton-gin soon to
be put in order and worked. We
<pb id="p75" n="75"/>
walked by a rice field; the blades
were just above the ground, fresh and
green.</p>
          <p>We had a call from Mr. Everett,
who is quite well again. He offered
to go down to the bay to select a house
for us; we have agreed to go next week
if we can find a conveyance.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 4.</head>
          <p>Independence Day. Perfect quiet
reigns. We imagine we hear the cannon
and firecrackers at home. It is
so very warm that we have no life, and
lay on the bed all the morning. James
Russell offered us his horse and cart
for the day for two dollars and a half.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p76" n="76"/>
          <head>JULY 5.</head>
          <p>Up early. James Russell came with
horse and cart, and at nine we set off
with Zack, Ben, and our luncheon.
The cart is what we call a dump-cart.
We seated ourselves in the middle to
balance, but when the horse went
faster than a walk we were so thrown
about that we had to sit on the floor.
The harness was of rope—mostly
twine; the shafts fell to the ground
every few minutes, and Zack, who
drove, was on the continual jump to
replace them. We were nearly two
hours going the three miles. When
we reached the creek back of the bay,
the bridge was gone, but the tide being
low we were able to cross. Such a
<pb id="p77" n="77"/>
delicious cool breeze welcomed us,
and such a beautiful, broad, hard beach.
We enjoyed the day, eating lunch on
the piazza of one of the most imposing
houses. We visited a dozen or more
houses, looking for one suitable for
our summer abode. The only one
that pleased us is that selected by Mr.
Everett for himself and the other
teachers; as it is large enough to
accommodate us all, we shall ask our
friends to let us have one half the house.</p>
          <p>Because of the tide we had to wait
until after sunset, starting for home
about seven o'clock. Our horse refused
to enter the creek; one of the
men led him in, the water being only
a little above the man's knees. Half
<pb id="p78" n="78"/>
way across, the horse stopped and
refused to move. Suddenly he started
down the creek and lay down, the
water nearly covering the cart. I
wanted to jump out, but Emily held
on to my dress. The men came out
and carried us over to the land, then
unharnessed the horse and led him
back.</p>
          <p>The fright and lateness of the hour
(for our three miles drive was through
thick woods) decided us to remain all
night on the beach. We went back to
the piazza; Zack and Ben were soon
asleep; Emily and I were not so fortunate.
We were heated by our long
walk, and disturbed in mind. The
night was glorious. A bright moon
<pb id="p79" n="79"/>
made it as light as day. We walked
the beach and watched the waves.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 6.</head>
          <p>A cool and refreshing morning after
our uneasy night. The water's edge
is only a few feet from the house. All
the houses, sixty or more, are built
close down on the beach. After we
made our toilets, Zack built a fire and
boiled some eggs. Before we had
eaten them, we heard voices, and soon
Jim and Uncle Jack appeared. All
the people in our yard had been greatly
worried and unable to sleep, fearing
we had been drowned. At daybreak,
Sarah had sent Jim and Uncle Jack
in search of us. Soon George arrived<corr>.</corr>
<pb id="p80" n="80"/>
He could not wait for the others
to return. We had a fine escort as
we went back to the place where we
had left the horse and cart. A little
higher up the creek was a raft on which
we crossed.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 7.</head>
          <p>Robert came to borrow money to
buy a “shoat.” Three dollars for the
pig and “a little more,” if we could
spare it. As Rhoda, his woman, is to
work for us this summer, we lent him
five dollars.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 9.</head>
          <p>Phoebe said Louisa was going to
have some friends for tea—would we
<pb id="p81" n="81"/>
contribute the sugar? They were going
to have a Praise Meeting in the
yard, but Jim asked permission to
have it on the back piazza if it would
not disturb us. We consented, and
told him we should like to be present.
An Elder who could read, led the singing.
George held for him a lighted
candle, which we supplied. The leader
read one or two lines from the hymn-book;
then they all sang, each man for
himself. After the singing, the Elder
prayed. He asked the blessed Lord
to raise the window curtains this blessed
night and let the poor sinners look in,
and if it was the blessed Lord's will,
would he this blessed evening send
down his angels with a hammer and
<pb id="p82" n="82"/>
knife and knock at every sinner's heart,
for many there are this blessed evening,
weeping and tearing their hair
and searching for religion, and not
knowing how to get it. They sang
again, then the sisters walked round in
a circle with short, quick steps, swinging
their arms and singing, “Oh!
Lord, don't be offended. Oh! Lord,
don't judge me hard,” and much more
of the same strain. They kept this
up a long time; the meeting lasted till
long after midnight. One song was
“Sister, you come too late, the Devil
came and shut the gate and carried
home the keys.” Another, “When
Gabriel blow his horn for Massa Jesus
would he please blow a little louder?”</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <pb id="p83" n="83"/>
          <head>JULY 10.</head>
          <p>Packed more of our belongings and
finished the bathing suits. I put mine
on and went into the yard, which
greatly amused the children, who had
never seen such a rig.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 11.</head>
          <p>When the man came with his wagon,
we doubted if the horses could carry
us three miles, they were such skeletons,
and the man said they could not
drag a heavy load. We put in our
most desirable articles and started the
load off about ten o'clock, Jim and
Uncle Jack walking. Cuffee came to
sell watermelons in a nice cart, with
a seat and a back to it, and we offered
<pb id="p84" n="84"/>
him two dollars to take us to the bay.
We waited for Jim to get back because
we were determined to have all our
possessions moved before night. He
did not get here until three o'clock
because the horses could not pull the
load through the sand, and the trunks
and everything had to be “toted” on
the men's heads across the creek and
up the beach to the house. Then
another load was put on the cart, and
we packed ourselves and what we
most needed into Cuffee's wagon and
started. Cuffee walked. Emily held
the strings, and I, the tin pail, box,
etc.</p>
          <p>They carried the things across a
broken bridge, a shorter way than by
<pb id="p85" n="85"/>
the ford; and we were glad to be in
our summer home by the sea.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>EDISTO BAY, JULY 12.</head>
          <p>A beautiful morning, fresh and cool.
Our friends soon took their departure
for the island. We were sorry to part
with them.</p>
          <p>Soon some soldiers appeared, inquiring
for the house which is to be
occupied by Mr. Alden, the Government
Superintendent of Edisto Island,
who is to arrive to-day.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 13.</head>
          <p>Such a morning and such surf never
were known. New life has been given
us. We ought to have come here a
<pb id="p86" n="86"/>
month ago. We were surprised this
morning by receiving a quart of new
milk from Mr. Alden's house, with the
request that we send for it every morning.
Such luxury—the first milk we
have seen since leaving Charleston.
As for bread, we have forgotten how
it looks. We have corn-meal (white),
which stirred up with water and an
egg makes a very nice cake.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <head>JULY 15.</head>
          <p>Received a letter from Mr. Blake
in Beaufort, saying that the Government
has stopped our rations, and
that we must either supply ourselves,
or the society, by which we are employed,
must do so. He advised us
<pb id="p87" n="87"/>
to go north, but we have decided to
remain for the summer, at least; it is
too warm now to take the long journey.</p>
        </div2>
        <div2 type="entry" org="uniform" sample="complete" part="N">
          <p>Our house is pleasant and comfortable,
though minus a front door and
some of the windows. We have taken
two lower rooms; one looking on the
water, for our sleeping and living-room,
and, the other for the dining-room.
The kitchen is across the yard,
which is deep with sand, washed up
by the creek. At high tide we are
wholly surrounded by water.
Besides Rhoda and “her man,”
Robert, we have George, who sleeps
across the threshold where the door
should be; so we feel safe.</p>
          <pb id="p88" n="88"/>
          <p>We have called upon Mr. Alden,
who has horses, servants, and some
colored soldiers, and he has promised
to bring our mail from the landing,
seven miles away. This is a great
relief.</p>
          <p>We find the bathing delightful, and
ventured out quite far, until Robert
caught a shark in shore.</p>
          <p>Jim has been down, bringing little
Ben for a visit. I have dressed him
in a suit of underwear which came in
a barrel of clothing from the “Church
of the Disciples” (Boston). He sleeps
on the floor beside my bed. One
night, as he hung over my chair, he
was uneasy, and I asked what troubled
him. He whispered, “Is the reason
<pb id="p89" n="89"/>
you don't kiss me 'cause I'm black?”
I took him into my lap and held him
till he slept.</p>
          <p>Miss Kempton and Miss Stanton
will occupy two rooms of this house.
They will do their own cooking and
will not interfere with us.
We have only two chairs—mine,
a steamer chair; Emily's, a pretty
straight-backed one; very tiresome to
sit in long at a time; we often exchange
and oftener stretch ourselves on the
floor to rest. Our great need is drinking
water. There is an open cistern
back of the house; this we used till a
party of our colored visitors in a frolic
threw their hats into it. A burly old
darky waded in and fished them out,
<pb id="p90" n="90"/>
and since then we have used watermelons
to quench our thirst. A coat,
vest, or hat in exchange will get us a
plenty. We keep a pile on the floor
of our dining-room, and cut one when
thirsty.</p>
          <p>Our food is getting low. We are
often hungry. Government flour is
full of weevils, little bugs, that baking
does not kill. We pick out the wriggling
creatures and eat the bread
dipped in molasses, but soon we shall
have eggs and vegetables.</p>
          <p>A child has been born to Sarah.
She has not named it yet, as it is considered
bad luck to give a name to a
child before it is a month old. She
means to call her Mary Emily.</p>
          <pb id="p91" n="91"/>
          <p>We carried some clothing to our
namesake, a light-colored individual
with a large head of wool, and found
poor Sarah in great trouble. We knew
that Zack and Marjorie had been sick
with fever, and now Jim is very ill.</p>
          <p>The bill from the store made to
“Mrs. Mary teacher,” is a curiosity.</p>
          <p>Mr. Everett has astonished us all.
He has received from the society in
Boston one hundred dollars for two
months' rations for the five teachers
on Edisto.</p>
          <p>The blacks at the landing are dissatisfied.
There is trouble about their
rations, and they complain that Willis,
<pb id="p92" n="92"/>
the man in charge, is cruel. He says
he has acted under Mr. Alden's orders,
and so they are angry with him too.
There are some three hundred of them.
Several were put under guard Saturday,
and the trial comes Monday. We
are anxious, but Mr. Alden has no
fears.</p>
          <p>On Sunday Mr. Alden went to the
two churches and talked to the people,
telling them “the law.” The women
were turned out of church before the
men began to talk.</p>
          <p>When Jim was sick, Sarah sent her
baby to the neighbors to be cared for,
and devoted herself to the sick ones.
We did everything in our power, giving
<pb id="p93" n="93"/>
money and other things to make them
comfortable. Jim died the twelfth of
September. Sarah had succumbed to
the same disease, and two weeks later
she died. The last time I saw her, she
asked me to take her seven children
north to my “plantation.” I promised
to do all I could.</p>
          <p>We told Judy, who had taken the
baby, that we would clothe it and pay
her for its care, but she got tired of the
child, and one day left it at our house
and slipped away. Rhoda begged me
to keep it and let her care for it, but I
declined, knowing Mistress Rhoda and
myself too well to enter into such a
partnership. One of our neighbors, a
young woman, took it for a time.</p>
          <pb id="p94" n="94"/>
          <p>We consulted Mr. Alden about the
children. George was old enough to
take care of himself. Zack was given
to a woman, who promised to treat
him as her own. The younger children
and baby were sent, several weeks
later, to the Charleston orphan asylum.</p>
          <p>Mary Emily did not live long, nor
did Charlotte, who was a sickly little
girl. Poor little Ben, the most affectionate
of them all, refused to eat, and
died of homesickness the next winter.</p>
          <p>My sister, who came down to visit
us, carried Ann, aged seven, and another
little girl, Maggie Murphy, home
with her. They have lived in Springfield
ever since. Both are capable
women. After we went north I sent
<pb id="p95" n="95"/>
for George and Zack, that they might
work on our place, but they were so
well employed at the Phosphate Works
that we thought they would be happier
if left among their own people.</p>
          <p>We gave the stewardess of one of
the New York boats money to bring
little Marjorie to us, but when my
brother-in-law went to the boat to get
her, he was told that she was dying.</p>
          <p>In October Mr. Alden was told to
bring the people together that General
Howard might talk to them about their
future. On the nineteenth a cavalcade
of twenty negroes, mounted on horses
and mules of all kinds and sizes rushed
down to the landing, and formed two
<pb id="p96" n="96"/>
lines, through which General Saxton
and General Howard, with the other
gentlemen, passed, receiving the horse-men's 
salute.</p>
          <p>The church was crowded. General
Howard, in simple words, said that
he, being their friend, had been sent
by the President to tell them that the
owners of the land, their old masters,
had been pardoned, and their plantations
were to be given back to them;
that they wanted to come back to
cultivate the land, and would hire the
blacks to work for them.</p>
          <p>At first the people could not understand,
but as the meaning struck them,
that they must give up their little
homes and gardens, and work again
<pb id="p97" n="97"/>
for others, there was a general murmur
of dissatisfaction. General Howard's
task grew more painful. He
begged them to lay aside their bitter
feelings, and to become reconciled to
their old masters. We heard murmurs
of “No, never.” “Can't do it.”
General Howard proposed that three
men be chosen to represent the people,
to consult and report to him.</p>
          <p>Meantime they were asked to sing,
and burst forth with “Nobody knows
the trouble I see,” and “Wandering
in the wilderness of sorrow and gloom.”
Two of the largest owners came down
with General Howard. Many of their
old slaves were in the church. It was
touching to see them saying. “How dy”
<pb id="p98" n="98"/>
to each other. The gentlemen also
felt it. Tears were in their eyes. One
of them made a long address.</p>
          <p>Still the negroes would not trust them
or their promises, declaring that they
never could work again “for the Secesh.”
One said “It was very distressful.”
Another that he could
forgive his old master, as he hoped
to be forgiven, but he had lived all
his life with a basket over his head,
and now that it had been taken off
and air and sunlight had come to him,
he could not consent to have the basket
over him again. It was a hard
day for them, poor creatures.</p>
          <p>The committee came back after some
time, saying they could come to no
<pb id="p99" n="99"/>
decision, they were too much shaken
to see things clearly.</p>
          <p>A few days later, they drew up the
following petition to the President:</p>
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                  <opener>
                    <salute>DEAR PRESIDENT JOHNSON
OF THE UNITED STATES</salute>
                  </opener>
                  <p>Wee the freedmen of South Carlina
wish to adress you with a few
lines Conserning the sad feelings that
is now resting upon our minds wee
pray that god may guive you helth &amp;
good spirets that when you receive
theas few notasis that you may receive
them as the father did the prodical
son wee have for the last four yars
ben studing with justis and the best
of our ability what step wee should
<pb id="p100" n="100"/>
take to become a peple: wee have
lernt to respect all Just Causes that
ever came from the union.</p>
                  <p>“Mag genrl howard has paid the
freedmen of South Carlinah a visit &amp;
caled a meating on Edisto Island South
Carliner in the Centrel part of the
island at the priskple Church thair hee
beutifly addressed the freedmen of
this island after his adress a grate
many of the peple understanding what
was said they got aroused &amp; awoke to
perfict sense to stody for them Selves
what part of this law would rest against
us, wee said in rafarence to what he
said that nothing did apier at that time
to bee very opressing upon us but the
one thing that is wee freedmen should
<pb id="p101" n="101"/>
work for wages for our former oners
or eny other man president Johnson
of u st I do say . . . man that have
stud upon the feal of battle &amp; have
shot there master &amp; sons now Going
to ask ether one for bread or for shelter
or Comfortable for his wife &amp; children
sunch a thing the u st should not
aught to Expect a man (to do) . . .”</p>
                  <p>Continuing, they said: “the King
of south Carolina ask the Privalage to
have the stage that he might a Dress
the ordenence [audience] of the
freedmen. . . .”</p>
                  <p>This was the beginning of a scorching
arraignment of the “old master,”
who had spoken at the meeting, who
pretended to “such a fealing to Comply
<pb id="p102" n="102"/>
with the best order &amp; also what
was the best for the freedmen. . . .”
“Here is Plenty Whidow &amp; Fatherles
that have serve you as slave now losen
a home,” and they beg that you “give
Each one of them a acres &amp; a 1/2 to a
family as you has the labers &amp; the
Profet of there Yearly [early] Youth.”
And when “the Questin was asked
him by General Howard, what would
it sell your lan for a acres his anser
the I would not take a hunderd $100
of a acres that is a part of his union
fealing so then we therefore lose fate
[faith] in this southern Gentelman”
And then they beseech “the wise presidon
that sets on his seat” to give them
“a Chance to Recover out of this
<pb id="p103" n="103"/>
trubble,” . . . “these 3 Committee
has Pleg the Trouth to you dis day.
Oct. 25 1865.”</p>
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          <p>All of us at headquarters were invited
to dine on Christmas with Captain
and Mrs. Towles, and their friends
on Wadmelaw Island. It was a foggy
morning, and we were not in the best
of spirits. Four of the soldiers rowed
us in a pontoon. The dinner of wild
turkey, etc., was excellent. The ladies
who were asked to meet us, and whom
we liked, had been sent out by the
Philadelphia Society.</p>
          <p>Captain Towles had got a fiddle and
an old negro to play it, and insisted
upon our dancing, because it was
<pb id="p104" n="104"/>
Christmas and we must be merry. It
was bad music and worse dancing,
but we danced ourselves into a great
heat and great good spirits.</p>
          <p>At seven we started for home, thinking
an hour's rowing would bring us to
Edisto. The night was lovely, a clear
moonlight, and the tide in our favor.
Soon we were in a dense fog, and it
was difficult for the gentlemen to know
where and when to turn to find the
various creeks leading to Edisto. We
were weary and uncomfortable, in fact
lost, and at one o'clock, when the moon
had set and we were in darkness, Captain
Bacheller gave the order to land.
We went ashore through deep mud,
climbed a steep bank and found ourselves
<pb id="p105" n="105"/>
under some trees on what seemed
to be an uninhabited island. The
soldiers made a big camp-fire, and we
lay down upon rubber blankets, a log
covered with pine boughs and moss
as a pillow. We were aroused by
voices of men, who with their dogs
had been hunting coons. To our surprise
we learned from them that we
were still on Wadmelaw Island. They
told us how to get home. We slept
once more and at six o'clock set off
on the waters again, the fog being still
very thick.</p>
          <p>Again it was all a mystery and we
proceeded much in the way of the
night before, when suddenly we heard
the drums at headquarters.</p>
          <pb id="p106" n="106"/>
          <p>As we stepped upon the landing a
note from Mr. Alden was given to
Captain Bacheller with “Sad news”
written upon it. He hurriedly opened
the letter, and told us that our friends,
Miss Kempton, Miss Stanton, and
their friend, Mr. J. P. Blake, had been
drowned in St. Pierre Creek. We
were stunned, but drove immediately
to their home, the Middleton Place.</p>
          <p>They had been to see some friends
two miles down the creek, and had
nearly reached the landing on their
return, when screams were heard; the
boat, which was small and unsea-worthy,
had been overturned, and they
were in the water. Mr. Blake was
lame and unable to swim, and the
<pb id="p107" n="107"/>
young women could not. A boat was
quickly put out, but only the hats and
cloaks of the girls were found floating
near the spot.</p>
          <p>Miss Kempton's body was recovered
the next day. She was buried in
the graveyard, back of the Congregational
Church. Captain Bacheller read
the service. All her school children
came to look upon her, and walked to
the churchyard singing as they went.
Two of our hymns were also sung.
Three weeks afterwards, Miss Stanton's
body was brought back by the
sea, and she was buried beside Ellen.
Stones to mark the graves were sent
down by their own people.</p>
          <pb id="p108" n="108"/>
          <p>When we broke up the pleasant
summer home in October, we
established ourselves at the beautiful
Seabrook place, which had been
headquarters when we first came.
We were much more comfortable than
we had been in our first home. To be
sure, the roof leaked and we were in
danger of being drowned out, but we
had become used to that. The windows
were unglazed, except in those
rooms in actual use. There were disturbing
sounds in the garret where,
upon investigation, we saw bones of
birds and rats and heard unearthly
spittings and hissings from behind a
board. We thought these were made
by “'possums,” but later, when a
<pb id="p109" n="109"/>
pretty white owl was caught in the
garret, and several flew past our
window to the top of the house,
we concluded that it was owls and
not “'possums” that we heard at dead
of night.</p>
          <p>The school was in a building once
used as a billiard room, which accommodated
a large number of pupils.
We often had a hundred and twenty,
and when word went forth that supplies
had come, the number increased.
Indeed, it was so crowded that we told
the men and women they must stay
away to leave space for the children,
as we considered teaching them more
important. They left in high dudgeon.
Our work was easier because the children
<pb id="p110" n="110"/>
were of a better class and had
had some instruction.</p>
          <p>When we made out the school report
to send to Boston, we were surprised
that out of the hundred, only
three children knew their age, nor had
they the slightest idea of it; one large
boy told me he was “Three months
old.” The next day many of them
brought pieces of wood or bits of paper
with straight marks made on them to
show how many years they had lived.
One boy brought a family record
written in a small book.</p>
          <p>A false report having been circulated
in Charleston, that the negroes
on Edisto were in a state of insurrection,
General Beecher sent here early in
<pb id="p111" n="111"/>
December eighty colored soldiers with
two (white) officers. We helped the
gentlemen to start their mess, and the
soldiers were a help to us in many ways.
We had been inconvenienced by the
lack of a chimney in the schoolhouse.
One day when, choking with smoke,
we asked the children if some of their
fathers could not come and fix the
stove, they began, “I haven't any
father”—“I live with Aunty,” and
so on. We were surprised to learn
how orphaned our school was. Eight
of Captain Bacheller's men built a
chimney for us. In return we gave
each of them a book, which pleased
them. They were fine-looking fellows
and all of them could read.</p>
          <pb id="p112" n="112"/>
          <p>On New Year's day we went to the
dinner given by the Captain to the
soldiers. Their mess-room, the old
storehouse of the plantation, was decorated
with pine boughs and gray
moss. The men spoke pieces, which
they had committed to memory for
the first time in their lives, and one,
who two years ago did not know his
letters, read the Emancipation
Proclamation.</p>
          <p>In January smallpox broke out
among the soldiers quartered on our
place. Many of our scholars took it,
and we closed the school for five weeks.
We escaped, although in continual
danger, for the negroes, even when
repulsively sick, were so eager for our
<pb id="p113" n="113"/>
gifts of clothing that they forced their
way to our very bedrooms, and our
carryall, drawn by men, was used to
carry the patients to the improvised
hospital. Several of our earliest friends
on the Whaley place died. When on
Monday, February twenty-sixth, we
began school again, we had thirteen
pupils. One of them, when asked if
there was smallpox at her plantation,
answered, “No, the last one died Saturday.”
On the third day one hundred
children had come back.</p>
          <p>Twice we had to go to Charleston.
Several steamers touched at Edisto,
but we sailed generally on the <hi rend="italics">John
Adams</hi>, a Boston ferry-boat, which
<pb id="p114" n="114"/>
the fortunes of war had brought to
these strange waters. Both times we
were detained coming back; once by
fog and once by nightfall, which made
navigation unsafe because of the
obstructions placed in the river during
the war by the Confederates. Anchored
out at sea, in an East Boston
ferry-boat, literally crammed with
blacks, pigs, poultry, and furniture,
was, to say the least, uncomfortable.
The novelty of these visits was meat,
which was a food unknown for months
at a time at Edisto; the pleasure was
in meeting Mrs. Pillsbury, who was
always the same dear, kind lady. They
had moved from their beautiful house
to one that was dark and disagreeable.</p>
          <pb id="p115" n="115"/>
          <p>A (government) horse was sent to
Emily; we had the carryall and a
buggy which came from home. We
were altogether so comfortable that
we invited my sister Elizabeth, my
friend Mrs. French, and Emily's sister
and her husband to visit us. They
came in February; helped us with our
school and criticised our housekeeping.</p>
          <p>Robert and Rhoda had come with
us from the bay. Rhoda was not the
best of cooks, and now that she was
“Striving for religion,” she and Robert
had to go to so many “Shouts” and
dances that we moved them into
the basement, so that they might not
disturb us by their late hours.</p>
          <p>Perhaps this “Striving” was the
<pb id="p116" n="116"/>
cause of her erratic cooking. We ate
in silence the dried beef which she
fried for breakfast, only wondering
why the bacon was so queer.</p>
          <p>Our friends, knowing that Emily
was unusually fastidious, were surprised
that we could live “In such a
shiftless way.” They said they “Would
have things decent and the food
properly cooked.” We offered them
the privilege of employing their New
England energy in keeping house for
us. One day was enough. At the
end of it I asked my friend where she
had been all day? “In the kitchen,
holding up the stovepipe so that Lizzie
could bake!”</p>
          <p>They taught the alphabet to the
<pb id="p117" n="117"/>
little children who had forgotten it
during the smallpox vacation, and
they clothed the older ones, who went
from the school to the house in squads
of four or five, coming back completely
metamorphosed, their mouths stretched
from ear to ear with delight.</p>
          <p>Among the many boxes of clothing
sent by our Springfield and Boston
friends was one from Mr. Wilcox, the
Springfield milliner, filled with Shaker
bonnets. The little negroes did not
know how to put them on, but they
liked them so well that they would not
take them off, and the school presented
a queer appearance to our guests, who
could not know our reason for permitting
this breach of decorum.</p>
          <pb id="p118" n="118"/>
          <p>The white people of Edisto have indeed
suffered, but now their homes are
to be given back to them. The island
negroes and those brought here by
our bewildered, blundering Government
have had, and will have, harder
days than their masters. Among those
that we have known, however painful
their experience, and whether accustomed
formerly to easy routine as
house-servants or to rougher field
service, not one among them would
choose ease with servitude rather than
suffering with freedom.</p>
          <p>In October we saw at the wharf
several sickly looking families sitting
round fires, waiting for the steamer to
carry them off. Two persons who
<pb id="p119" n="119"/>
had died in the night from fever and
exposure were lying on the bare ground.
In the building which we were to use
for our school, were two families in a
terrible condition. One mother, who
was dying, had seven half-naked and
half-starved children. All these people
had been too sick to leave by the last
boat and had crawled back here. Mr.
Alden had them taken care of and fed,
for they had already used their small
crop for food. Mr. Hubbard, of Boston,
to whom I wrote, sent me a bale
of blankets to distribute among them.</p>
          <p>Added to their natural dislike to
serve their old masters, many of them
have had bitter experiences, which increase
their unwillingness. One, named
<pb id="p120" n="120"/>
Venus, told us that she had just come
from the “Main,” where she had been
working all summer; she said: “I put
my finger to pencil to sign contract to
work all summer for one tenth of the
crop, and when it was harvested, I had
one quart of molasses and one bushel
of corn, and I and my family were
sent away.” She added that she never
would work for a “Secesh” again.
Many of them were industrious. One
warm day in December when we were
looking for a pupil on the Townsend
place, who, we were told, lived in
“The last nigger house on Nigger
Street,” we went into a cabin, where a
woman was so busy at a cotton-gin
that she did not turn her head when
<pb id="p121" n="121"/>
she greeted us. We asked how much
cotton she could gin a day. “Don'
no, missis, no 'casion for to task myself
now; Rebs gone.”</p>
          <p>Occasionally they were glad to see
their old masters, but I sometimes saw
the “How dy” and outstretched hand
rejected. Meeting after meeting was
held to reconcile them to the changed
and difficult conditions. On one occasion,
when explanations only seemed
to create greater antagonism, I ventured
a remark, and was quickly told
by Ishmael, their leader, that I had
“Better go into the house and attend
to study,” thus showing early in his
life as freedman, that he had learned
the proper sphere of woman.</p>
          <pb id="p122" n="122"/>
          <p>In February, when we went to the
Middleton place to pack the trunks
which belonged to Miss Kempton and
Miss Stanton, we saw all the negroes
coming in from the fields, their hoes
over their shoulders. They told us
that the guard had ordered them to
leave the plantation if they would not
agree to work for the owners. Sorely
troubled they appealed to us. We
could only tell them to obey orders.
After this many of the Sherman negroes
left the island.</p>
          <p>In the spring I went home for a
month to see my father, leaving my
sister to help Emily with the school.
During the winter and spring, planters
<pb id="p123" n="123"/>
were coming and going to arrange
with the government representative for
their repossession. Many of them
were gentlemen, who came into our
school and whom we entertained at
our table, but when they were in possession
and were joined by their families,
it was different. The women
ignored us.</p>
          <p>In May we moved to the bay
with our school benches and books,
and had a large school there, but a
month later the Freedmen's Bureau
was dissolved and we were notified
that our services were no longer needed.
As we were so well established, we
obtained permission from the Superintendent
<pb id="p124" n="124"/>
of Schools in Charleston to
continue, although our large salary
of twenty dollars a month was stopped.
My salary had always been paid
through the Bureau by Mr. Charles
Hubbard, of Boston, whose pleasure it
was to be responsible for one teacher.</p>
          <p>Mr. Alden was dismissed and the
island was again under military
supervision.</p>
          <p>We closed the school in July, but the
heat was so intense that we did not
wish to travel until it was cooler.</p>
          <p>In September we returned the
“Union” horse and confiscated carryall,
which had served us and the
smallpox patients, and sent to
Governor Aiken his furniture which we
<pb id="p125" n="125"/>
had bought from the negroes; one
piece was the armchair given him by
his mother when he was elected governor
of South Carolina.</p>
          <p>The houses all about us were occupied
by Edisto families, who had taken
possession of their own. Mr. Edings,
the owner of the house we had lived
in both summers, wrote that he too
wanted to come back. There was no
place for us, and in the last week of
September, 1866, we said good-by to
Edisto and our negro friends.</p>
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