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Copyright 1900
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THE ABBEY PRESS
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Miss Belle Kearney, the writer of this book, belongs to an old, conservative, Southern family. She was born on a plantation near Vernon, Mississippi, and was educated in her native state. A few years were spent in the gay society of the times, but the changed social and economic conditions that followed the civil war led her to a nobler, more useful life. When quite young she became a teacher and for six years was ranked among the successful educators. In 1889 she was called to enter the lecture field and has since risen to be one of the most logical, brilliant and popular speakers upon the American platform. Her public life has made her an extensive traveler; carrying her into Canada, Europe, and throughout the United States from Alaska to the Gulf of Mexico. In the years of varied experiences that have come to Miss Kearney, she has made a deep study of humanity and the problems of life; this has caused her to be looked upon as one of the leaders of thought in the nation.
THE PUBLISHERS
I wait for my story - the birds cannot sing it,
Not one as he sits on the tree;
The bells cannot ring it, but long years, O bring it!
Such as I wish it to be.
- JEAN INGELOW.
A land without ruins is a land without memories; - a land without memories is a land without history. A land that wears a laurel crown may be fair to see; but twine a few sad cypress leaves around the brow of any land, and be that land barren and bleak, it becomes lovely in its consecrated coronet of sorrow, and it wins the sympathy of the heart and of history. Crowns of roses fade - crowns of thorns endure. Calvaries and crucifixions take the deepest hold on humanity. - ANON.
THE South was in its glory. It was very rich and very proud. Its wealth consisted of slaves and plantations. Its pride was masterful from a consciousness of power. The customs of society retained the color of older European civilization, although the affairs of state were conducted according to the ideals of a radical democracy. Its social structure was simple, homogeneous. Three castes existed. The slave-holders constituted the gentry. Generally, those of this class served in the legislatures, studied law, medicine, theology; conducted
extensive mercantile enterprises and controlled their private finances, - seeking recreation in hunting, traveling, entertaining, and in the cultivation of the elegant pursuits that most pleased their particular turn of mind.
The life of the great landowners and slaveholders resembled that of the old feudal lords. The overseer stood between the master and the slave in matters of detail. He conducted the local business of the plantation, managed the negroes, and was the possessor of almost unlimited power when the less serious-minded planter preferred his pleasures to his duties. The middle class carried on the concerns of commerce and the trades incident to a vast agricultural area, and were the men of affairs in its churches and municipalities. The third class constituted a yeomanry, - small farmers who, for the most part, preempted homesteads on the poorer lands, sometimes owning a few slaves, and who lived in a world of their own, - the westward drift from the Atlantic seaboard and the Blue Ridge mountains, with an inherited tone of life that defied change until the public school, of post-bellum origin, began its systematic inroads on the new generation.
Ladies of wealth and position were surrounded by refinements and luxury. They had their maids and coachmen and a retinue of other servants. There was a time-honored social routine from which they seldom varied; a decorous exchange of visits, elaborate dinings and other interchanges of dignified courtesies. Every entertainment was punctilious, strongly suggestive of colonial gatherings. No young woman went out
unchaperoned. Marriage was the ultimatum of her existence and was planned for from the cradle by interested relatives. When the holy estate had been entered, women glided gracefully into the position of the most honored occupant of the home and kept their trust faithfully, making devoted wives and worshipful mothers.
The popular delusion is that the ante-bellum Southern woman, like Christ's lilies, "toiled not." Though surrounded by the conditions for idleness she was not indolent after she became the head of her own household. Every woman sewed, often making her own dresses; the clothing of all the slaves on a plantation was cut and made by negro seamstresses under her direct supervision, even the heavy coats of the men; she ministered personally to them in cases of sickness, frequently maintaining a well managed hospital under her sole care. She was a most skillful housekeeper, though she did none of the work with her own hands, and her children grew up around her knees; however, the black "mammy " relieved her of the actual drudgery of child-worry.
The women of the South, in the main, realized their obligations and met them with reflective efficiency. Notwithstanding their apparent freedom from responsibility and their outward lightness of character, there was the deepest undertone of religious enthusiasm pervading their natures; and this saving grace has clung to the Southerners through all their changing fortunes. They are the most devout people in this nation to-day. Among them is found less infidelity, - fewer "isms"
have crept into their orthodoxy. As they have remained the most purely Anglo-Saxon, so have they continued the most reverent. The army of governesses and public school teachers was made up of gentlewomen of reduced means, the large middle class, and of women from the North. Teaching, sewing and keeping boarders were about the only occupations open to women of that day by which they could obtain a livelihood.
Mississippi, like her sister states, was at the height of prosperity. The wealthier classes were congregated in the counties bordering on the great river, and its tributaries, and in the rich prairie belt of the north-east section. Madison was one of the leading counties. Around the little village of Vernon, located in its southwestern portion, there stretched vast landed estates owned by ten or twelve families. On each plantation was an elegant residence for the master's household, and a cluster of small cabins known as the "quarters" where the negroes lived. On one of these plantations my father established himself after his marriage. It came to him with his slaves as an inheritance. The majority of his neighbors were his relatives, the rest were personal friends. These constituted a congenial and delightful society. At the beginning of each summer the families migrated to the Gulf of Mexico, to the mountains of Tennessee and Virginia, or to the Northern states and Canada. The ennui of the winter season was avoided by visits to New Orleans and other Southern cities.
After father had completed his college course he went
to Lexington, Kentucky, to study law. On arriving he
began to argue with himself that it was absurd to spend
months in gaining knowledge of a profession which he
did not expect to follow, as he should always have his
slaves and hundreds of acres of land to provide him
with an income. After traveling several weeks he returned
to Mississippi, married mother, who was handsomely
provided with property like his own, and settled
down to the complacent life of a planter. Although
born to that vocation, it was very soon manifest that
his heart was not in it. He shut himself up with his
books, became a close student of politics, and in 1858
was elected to the legislature, since which time he has
been vitally interested in the political life of his state
and country.
Father was a fine type of the Southern gentleman of
the old régime; in person, tall, slender, well-proportioned,
blue-eyed, brown-haired, with delicate, clear cut features,
and noble expression; cultured, high-bred,
courtly; full of an intense family pride - brave, generous,
chivalrous.
The election of Mr.
Lincoln in 1860 to the lofty position
of president of the United States was regarded by
the Southern people as foreshadowing the destruction
of slavery. The senators from South Carolina were
so impressed with this conviction that they almost immediately
withdrew from the national Capital. Legislatures
were called in extraordinary session by the governors
of the states in the far South for the purpose
of devising means of protection from the troubles which
they presumed would soon follow. A convention assembled
in Jackson, Mississippi, on the 7th of January,
1861, and in two days an act was passed called: "An
Ordinance to Dissolve the Union between the State of
Mississippi and Other United States with Her under
the Compact Entitled, 'The Constitution of the United
States of America.' " In short, Mississippi seceded, in
an hour freighted with exultant confidence, with tears,
with a sense of solemn responsibility. Her national senators,
acting on command of the state, retired at once
from Washington. Almost every state in the South
pursued a course nearly identical with that of Mississippi.
The proposed amendment to the Constitution of the
United States, declaring that states would be protected
perpetually from the interference of the general government
in the maintenance of slavery, was defeated
in the Senate. A few months after seven Southern
states held conventions and adopted their famous "Provisional
Constitution for the Confederate States of
America." Belligerent preparations began, followed by
the bombardment of Fort Sumter, which brought forth
the proclamation of President Lincoln calling for volunteer
troops to suppress the insurrection. After that
came the civil war which raged four years, - unsurpassed
in history for deeds of valor, heroic endurance,
terrible suffering and sweeping desolation.
Father was in full sympathy with the leaders of the
Confederacy in the cause they espoused. As soon as
the first breath of impending strife reached him he began
to struggle with military tactics, and was among
the first to volunteer. He entered the service as first
lieutenant of the Eighteenth Mississippi regiment, and
was promoted after the battle of Leesburg to the position
of lieutenant colonel. In the spring of 1862 he
came home on furlough from Virginia. Soon after returning
to his command, he was stricken with an illness
of such a serious nature that he was compelled
again to retire to the plantation in Mississippi. Commodore
Farragut was attacking Vicksburg. The governor
of Mississippi called for volunteers in its defense.
Father had sufficiently recovered to answer and, going
at once to the City of Bluffs, witnessed the first bombardment.
When General Sherman made his subsequent
movement against Vicksburg, father again volunteered
his services.
A requisition had been made by the Confederate
government on Southern planters to furnish slaves to build
fortifications around Vicksburg. They were sent in
vast numbers to do this work which had hitherto been
done only by soldiers. Grandfather owned an old negro
man, by the name of Moody, who did nothing but make
a daily tour of the different residences of the Kearney
relatives in the Vernon neighborhood to inquire into the
state of health of the occupants, report to grandmother,
and in the afternoon to drive up the cows. In his military
life father carried a servant with him. On going to
Vicksburg the second time he took Moody along to allow
the old man to see his sons who were working on
the fortifications, as well as to play the role of attendant.
It was the last day of the year 1862. My father and his
kinsman, James Andrews, a young Confederate officer,
were on the train going over to Vicksburg with hearts
on fire and restless with eagerness to be in the midst
of the war. It was a glorious winter afternoon, ripe
with sunshine and balmy with the breath of Southern
winds.
"What a beautiful ride we are having, cousin
Walter!" Just as the words were uttered the engine
was thrown violently from the track. A horrible railroad
wreck followed, mangling and killing the soldiers,
with whom the cars were crowded, as completely as a
broadside from the enemy's gunboats could have done.
Old Moody escaped unhurt. In wild despair he carried
the terrible tidings back to the home of his master.
Bursting into grandmother's room he exclaimed:
"Lor, mistis! Marse Jimmie done killed, and marse
Walter nigh onto daid!"
As soon as the news reached mother she ordered her
carriage and drove as quickly as possible through the
country to the little town of Edwards near which
Moody said the wreck had occurred, and where father
had been removed. There she found him, with spine
injured, three ribs broken, right hand and arm crushed
and raving in delirium. After many wretched weeks
consciousness returned to the maimed soldier; one by
one he picked up the tangled threads of his broken life;
little by little the tide of strength swept in, and he was
carried tenderly back to his plantation home.
Every overture made to the Southern states by President
Lincoln, backed by the national government, for
the cessation of armed hostilities was rejected with firmness.
In consequence, the Emancipation Proclamation
was issued the 1st of January, 1863. The 6th of March
following, on the plantation at Vernon, my eyes caught
their first glimpse of the light of life, - just two months
and six days too late for me to be a Constitutional
slaveholder.
Our
life is always deeper than we know, is always more
divine than it seems, and hence we are able to survive degradations
and despairs which otherwise must have engulfed us. -
HENRY JAMES.
Two more years passed -
hideous in bloody strife.
The Southern armies, decimated by battle and sickness,
were almost destroyed. The Federal forces, overwhelming
in numbers, victorious, jubilant, forced their
way into every Southern state.
Mississippi was held by them from the Tennessee
border to the Gulf of Mexico. Robert E. Lee, with his
pitiful band of starving men numbering under 25,000,
was entrenched at Petersburg and Richmond. Then
came the evacuation, the unwavering pursuit of Grant
and Sheridan with their solid lines 150,000 strong,
the surrender; 175,000 starved and ragged Confederate
soldiers, all told, laid down their arms at the feet
of a conquering legion of 1,000,000 men; - and the two
armies that had faced each other unflinchingly for four
long years melted into civilians with mutual respect and
sympathy. Slavery was abolished, and the Southern
states were conquered at a cost to the United States of
three thousand million dollars and a sacrifice of nearly
six hundred thousand lives.
Immediately after the surrender the governor of
Mississippi was informed that neither the State government
organized since 1861, nor the officers appointed
under that government, nor their official acts were recognized
by the President of the United States. A command
was given to deliver into the possession of the
Union armies the public archives and every form of
State property. It was done, and Mississippi stood
dismantled and dishonored. Every vestige of civil rule
was thrust from sight. There was not an executive,
not a judiciary; the right of trial by jury was not
allowed, nor the writ of habeas corpus; there was nothing
that bore the semblance of government except martial
law which was administered by provost marshals,
military commissions and freedmen's bureaus.
The negroes had been taken from the fields by thousands
and turned into Union soldiers. Those who were left
were free, and defied the control of their old masters, as
well as made it difficult for officers to bring them under
authority. Anarchy triumphed, grinning, red-handed.
Desperadoes infested the land. Women were afraid to
leave their front doors without being armed or accompanied
by a male escort. Wagons were stopped on the
public highway and the cotton they were carrying to
market to supply the wants of needy families, was forcibly
taken. Crime swept like a prairie fire over communities.
The constant violations of law were passed by
unheeded, unpunished, or the penalties were too feeble
to effect fear or prevent recurrence. Industry was
dead. "The hands" went to the fields with umbrellas
over their heads and resplendent in yellow buckskin
cavalry gloves; they began work when they pleased
and quit when it suited them. At the same time the
planter was furnishing the land, paying the taxes and
insurance, providing lodging, implements, work-stock,
seed, and giving wages, or a certain proportion of the
crops, stipulated for by contract. He was himself in
the throes of readjustment. His precedents were gone;
he was as uncertain, and almost as helpless as the black
man in the midst of his new and untried conditions.
The land which had been celebrated for its prosperity
was the habitation of wrecks of human beings and ruins
of fortunes. All Southern hearts were smitten with
desolation and gripped with the horror of despair.
Lovely homes had been destroyed. Thousands of persons
were on the verge of starvation, and many others
had fled to foreign lands, in voluntary exile. All this
and far more - unutterable - the struggle to maintain
slavery cost the South.
The Federal government, in its emancipation act,
had set afloat an army of aged and infirm negroes who
were perfectly helpless, becoming paupers at once on
receiving their freedom. So in addition to other burdens
the white people were forced, in their extremity,
to continue to care for these, as when they were slaves.
As soon as father was physically strong enough to
perform the trying duty, he went to the negro quarters
on his plantation, assembled his slaves, and announced
to them that they were free. There was no wild shout
of joy or other demonstration of gladness. The deepest
gloom prevailed in their ranks and an expression of
mournful bewilderment settled upon their dusky faces.
They did not understand that strange, sweet word -
freedom. Poor things! the English language had
never brought to them the faintest definition of liberty
- that most glorious gift of God. They were stunned.
What were they to do Where should they go? What
would become of them? Who would feed and clothe
them, and care for them in sickness, when they went out
from "marster" free?
Noticing their consternation and dumb sorrow, father
told them that they might stay and work for him
as hired hands. Some of them did, but the majority
drifted away, and finally all.
The record of the devotion of the slaves to their
owners is deeply touching.
During the war a band of Federal soldiers filled
mother's yard, front and back. Sally, one of the plantation
servants, stood calmly surveying them, with
hands peacefully clasped behind her back, while her
turbaned head-handkerchief illuminated the scene. An
officer stalked up to her and demanded to know where
the silver was hidden. With a lofty air of disdain Sally
exclaimed: "Silver! Bless Gord, mister! yo' doan't
know dem white folks!" pointing in the direction of
of "the house," as the master's dwelling was always
designated in slave parlance, and where at that time mother
and her little children sat trembling with fear. "Dey
am de stingiest white folks yo' ebber sot yo' two eyes on.
Silver! dey ain't nebber had no silver in dere lives!
Got a fine house? Sho 'nuff; but powerful pore inside!
Ugh! I ain't see'd no silver myself!" Walking off with
infinite disgust, she muttered between her teeth: "Dat
Yankee man sho' am foolish if he thinks I'se gwine ter
tell him whar dat silver am!" The officer and his men
moved away convinced by her contempt and earnestness.
Within ten feet of where Sally stood the silver
lay securely buried. She had helped to put it there.
A raid of the Union army was expected through
Madison county. Father gave his sword to Aunt
Dicey, one of our most devoted allies, and told her to
hide it, explaining the reason. No more was thought
of it until General Hardee, a Confederate commander,
came to the neighborhood to review the troops stationed
near Vernon, and who, with his staff, spent the previous
night at our home. The next morning one of the officers
asked father to lend him a sword, as his own was
lost and he did not wish to appear on inspection without
one. Dicey was called to bring the hidden weapon.
She marched in, bearing it triumphant. The scabbard
was rotten and the blade covered with rust. The old
woman had buried it.
A year after the slaves were given their freedom they
had a great meeting at one of their churches near Vernon.
A delegation waited on father to invite him to
attend. Having always been a friend of the black race,
he accepted their courtesy, although ignorant of the
nature of the gathering. On arriving at the appointed
place, he found a vast crowd assembled: among them
was a body of negro cavalry, charging to and fro with
becoming military hauteur. Father was escorted to the
platform where the orators of the occasion were seated.
These consisted of several Republican white men and
one or two black ones. Speaker after speaker was presented
to the audience and made flaming orations on the
subject of emancipation. It dawned on father, by degrees,
that this was the anniversary of the negroes
freedom and that he was to participate in its celebration.
At last he was introduced without a word of explanation
to him or to the black masses in the foreground.
Fortunately he had entered into the spirit of the meeting
with enthusiasm. With face aglow with emotion of
the holiest character and voice strong with a manly
and sincere sympathy, he said: "My friends, I honor
you for rejoicing over the acquisition of your freedom.
If I had been born a slave and the shackles had been
broken from my hands I would make every day a time
of exultation, and every night upon bended knees would
I thank God for my liberty."
The Constitutional Convention of 1865, composed of
Southern gentlemen and their sympathizers met and a
universal rehabilitation began.
A horror of negro suffrage was expressed and the
convention refused to ratify the Fourteenth Amendment
to the Constitution of the United States. However,
the Ordinance of Secession was declared null and
void; slavery was acknowledged to be dead, and proper
adjustment of laws was made.
Then came the days of reconstruction with their attendant
terrors. Mississippi was the first to conform
to the new order. Other sates did not hold constitutional
conventions until weeks after hers had adjourned.
In the course of the three years following that event
the Republican party was dominant in Mississippi.
By order of Congress a constitutional convention
was called which met in Jackson on the 7th day of January,
1868. This body was a motley assemblage. It
has gone down in history as the "Black and Tan
Convention." It was composed largely of negroes,
many of them wholly illiterate, direct from the cotton
fields, but belonging principally to the class of barbers,
hotel waiters and livery stable hirelings. With the
exception of a small sprinkling of Mississippi Democrats
the other members were Republican white men
from the North; most of whom had failed to command
the respect of the people from whose midst they had
come, - and who were held in complete disrepute by the
Southerners. The entire expense of the convention
has been safely estimated at not less than a quarter of a
million dollars. A special tax, real and personal, was
voted to be levied upon the state, to pay the expenses of
the convention.
"The present and all previous constitutions of the
state of Mississippi" were "declared to be repealed
and annulled." Enfranchising the negro was approved
and every effort was made to obliterate the color
line in social, civil and political life. Thousands of
white citizens of the state had been disfranchised by
provisions of the 39th and 40th Congresses; and now
the convention of 1868 imposed an additional oath of
affirmation on the voters before they would be permitted
to express their principles by the ballot.
The taxes levied were exorbitant, apportioned on
assessments made at the will of corrupt officials. Land
was valued at $100 per acre, which would not have
brought $20 if offered in the market. In consequence,
millions of dollars worth of property was published
under tax sales, which was virtual confiscation. The
United States government had placed a tax on all cotton
raised in Mississippi. This tax was as high as $10
a bale. Afterward it was disallowed, and an effort was
made to secure the refunding of the tax money, which
was not accomplished. Imagine the struggle for bread
when the people paid a tax of $10 per 500 pounds on
the product which constituted their chief means of support!
The Republicans were in the majority in the following
legislature. They occupied all the state offices and
sent their representatives to Congress. Then began,
in full force, the reign of the "carpet-bagger" and the
"scalawag." 1
B. K. Bruce, the Mississippi negro who afterwards
occupied so many prominent positions under the Federal
government, was elected United States senator.
The lieutenant-governor was a negro; also the state
superintendent of education, and other important offices
were filled by colored men. Sometimes every member of the
board of supervisors was a negro. Under this
dark-tinted régime a monument was erected in Jackson
by the legislature to the memory of a negro man,
who had filled the office of secretary of state.
The Republican legislature
of 1870 ratified the Fourteenth
and Fifteenth Amendments to the Constitution
of the United States.
Adelbert Ames, of Massachusetts, a son-in-law of
General Ben Butler, was appointed military governor of
Mississippi in 1868. His administration was characterized
by bitter hostility to the whites, which culminated
in race riots. The intolerable acts of the governor
sealed his doom. Twenty-one articles of impeachment
were preferred against him when the legislature
of 1876 met and all of them were sustained. He
sent in his resignation as governor of Mississippi, which
was accepted, and the case dismissed.
Articles of impeachment were also filed against the
negro state superintendent of education and the negro
lieutenant-governor. The former resigned at once and
left the state; the latter stood trial and was found guilty.
The struggle for white supremacy had lasted ten
years. The entering wedge for Democratic sovereignty
had been made in the autumn of 1875 when, at the
election, a compromise had been effected in the way
of a division of offices between the Republicans and
the Democrats. Regardless of the turn affairs had
taken the energy of the carpet-baggers and scalawags
fagged not a moment. Night meetings were held with
the colored men, in which they were urged to stand by
the Republican party as the one that had brought them
freedom, and were terrified with the threat of being
forced back into slavery if they voted otherwise. With
a few rare exceptions the negroes defined freedom as
the liberty to be idle. For years they entertained they
idea that the lands of the South were to be divided
among them - "forty acres of land and a mule, the gift
of the Government," - and they rested in that hope.
Hordes of them wandered through the country, beating
drums and sowing seeds of discontent among those who
were peaceably inclined and given to habits of industry.
The masses of them were destitute.
The election of 1877 was carried by the Democrats.
There was no organized opposition, but every negro
knew that he was safer in his cotton-patch than anywhere
else. Every man felt that he who would longer
submit to the rule of an inferior race deserved to be a
slave. Anglo-Saxon blood, North or South, is the
blood of free men.
In the enfranchisement of the negro the Federal government
laid a heavy curse on the black race. License
is not liberty, nor the ballot a blessing unless it has become
the expression of a moral principle; and this
cannot be until men have been trained to the holy duties
of citizenship, and have caught the spirit of an intelligent
loyalty to all that for which a righteous government
is the standard-bearer.
The
human soul is like a bird born in a cage. Nothing
can deprive it of its natural longings, or obliterate the mysterious
remembrance of its heritage. - EPES SARGENT.
IT seemed impossible for
father and mother to realize
the terrible change that had come into their fortunes.
They continued to live extravagantly for the first few
years after the war, keeping the same number of
house-servants and giving them exorbitant wages; also to the
field-hands who were hired by the month. After awhile
the last dollar was spent and the last servant dismissed.
The land that had yielded bountiful harvests worked by
the slaves, now brought a pittance rented to the freedmen.
The struggle for bread became hard both for the
laborer and the land-owner. Affairs were growing desperate.
Then mortgages were unhappily entered into,
and the inevitable failure to meet them was followed
by foreclosure. Of all our former possessions only four
hundred acres of land, around the old home, were left
us.
Among the many destructive agencies to the attainment
of independence were the lien laws instituted in the
South at the close of the civil war. Before a spool
of thread or a pound of flour could be bought on credit
the purchaser had to give a lien on available property -
cattle, horses or land. Failing these he mortgaged his
unplanted crop for supplies during the year. The rate
of interest as well as the merchant's profits on goods
was enormous, usually as high as 100 or 200 per cent.
At the end of the year the buyer found himself in debt
or escaped with only the clothes on his back. Although
the premiums on money have increased, the lien laws
are still in force and are a prime cause of retarded prosperity
in the cotton states. One afternoon a young
brother of mine met an old colored man returning from
town, where he had been settling up the year's account
with his merchant. Hearing a half suppressed soliloquy
on the part of the negro, the boy asked: "What is the
trouble, 'Uncle' Willis?"
Without looking up he exclaimed disconsolately: "I
knewed it! I knewed it!"
"Knew what, 'Uncle' Willis?"
"Knewed I warn't gwine ter pay fo' dat mule. I
knewed it all erlong!"
Alas! for "Uncle" Willis, and alas! for thousands
of others who yet know that a penniless state will be the
result of their hard year's labor.
In the midst of the social and financial convulsions
that surrounded us in those sad days, father stood facing
the ruin about him with right hand hopelessly injured
and depressed continually by a frail constitution.
Mother's health was wretched; she was a martyr to neuralgia.
Worst of all, neither of them knew how to
work, nor how to manage so as to make a dollar, nor
how to keep it after it was gained. Children were being
added to the family and sorrows multiplied. My
oldest brother, a boy of brilliant promise, was taken
ill at boarding school and died in his fifteenth year, soon
after returning home. While my only sister was at college
in Oxford, Mississippi, she formed a romantic attachment
for a young University student, whom she
married when she was but sixteen. Although just five
years old at the time, the memory of that wedding was
indelibly impressed upon my mind: the guests, the
handsome bridegroom, my lovely sister in her bridal
robes, my head aching, and eyes swollen from much
weeping, the good-byes, the roll of the carriage down
the long avenue of cedars to the gate, the after-loneliness
and gloom of the house. Just four years later, when I
returned from school, one afternoon, father folded me in
his arms and sobbing carried me to the parlor where
the still form of my sister was lying in her coffin; - the
child-wife, just twenty years old, and the mother of
two little daughters! Very soon these went away from
us with their young father to establish another home.
The death of my sister left me the oldest child in the
family. There were three small brothers. The iron
entered my soul very early in this great battle we call
"life." I looked about me with wide-open eyes, full
of comprehension and a heart full of bitterness.
Mother's father, William Owens, who had been a Mississippi
planter, died when she was a child of ten.
When only three, her mother, a native Kentuckian of
French descent, passed into the shadow-land. Mother
was reared by a married sister who kept her in boarding
schools from an early age. She attended an academy
in Nashville and spent her last school-days at the
Episcopal Institute for young ladies in Columbia, Tenn.
Returning to Mississippi, she married father when she
was twenty years old.
Mother was endowed with a strong mind and added
to her mental acquirement by constant reading of the
best literature. Throughout her book-filled life she has
followed national issues and the world's history with
keen penetration. She was ever a devoted Methodist
and a profound Bible student, a staunch friend, an adoring
mother, unselfish, independent in thought and
action, energetic in spirit, swift in movement, brief but
positive in speech, unswerving in purpose. Her rich
brunette beauty made her a belle in girlhood. Though
fortified by a nature broad and noble enough to endure
bravely many severe strokes of unhappy destiny, yet
the loss of her fortune was a blow from which she
never recovered. She has lived in retirement, never but
once in thirty-four years leaving the seclusion of her
home except to attend church, to minister to the sick
or to pay an occasional visit to friends in the neighborhood.
Like thousands of other heroic women of the
South, however, she did not fold her hands in idleness
nor weep her eyes blind over the inexorable, but, with
admirable courage, went to work. Silk dresses were
displaced by cotton ones, the parlor was deserted for
the kitchen, the piano for the sewing machine. The
grind was upon us. We were too pressed in finances
to hire anything done but laundry-work and wood-cutting.
When nine years old I put
my small "shoulders to
wheel" to ease mother's burdens. For four years I
worked systematically and attended school regularly.
Mother's frequent attacks of neuralgia usually prostrated
her for a week. On such occasions the cooking
and house-work fell to my lot in addition to other duties.
If a low moan issued from mother's room early in the
morning my heart sank, for it boded no good to me.
Hurrying from bed a rush would be made for our old
kitchen, twenty yards from the dwelling, very spacious
and very uncomfortable, where efforts were begun at
once to build a fire in the stove preparatory to cooking.
In winter, blowing my hands to keep them from getting
numb; in summer sweltering with the heat and fuming
with disgust.
Affairs went on in this way for two years. One
morning I was trying to get breakfast in a hurry, as it
was late, an unusual amount of work was on hand, and
my dress had to be changed for school. In attempting
to turn some batter-cakes the hot lard splashed on my
fingers, burning them cruelly. With a loud cry, I sat
down on the floor, folded my hands above my head and
rocked to and fro in an agony of body and spirit. Suddenly
a light step entered the door. There stood my
oldest brother, a little fellow just two years my junior,
with an expression of pity strongly tinctured with scorn
playing about his half-smiling lips. "Crying, sister?"
he asked coolly; "Oh, yes!" was sobbed in reply; "I've
burnt my fingers and ruined the batter-cakes, and it's
so late, - and there's so much work to be done and get
to school. O, how dreadful it is to have to cook!" and
the swaying was begun again in despairing misery.
"Sister!" how solemn the blue eyes looked, how dignified
the boyish figure. "Sister!" - with increasing
emphasis - "I have no respect for a girl who is eleven
years old and doesn't know how to cook. If you will
go into the house I will get breakfast and take it into
the dining room." Frantic with delight, but maintaining
due outward composure, "Well," I answered,
"suppose we make a bargain? If you will cook every
time mother gets sick I will tell you one of Dickens'
stories or one of Sir Walter Scott's novels as regularly
as the nights roll around." "All right! I'll do it!"
was the ready assent; - and the compact was sealed. It
was never broken.
As the days went by and mother's health failed to improve,
and my work failed correspondingly to grow
lighter, the younger boys were pressed into service by
similar agreements. My second brother was to wash
the dishes and help with outdoor labor. The youngest
was to do the sweeping as far as his stature and
strength permitted. This condition of domestic engineering
continued until the time came for me to go away
to school. Every night after our lessons were learned
for the next day, we gathered around the hearth in
mother's room and I told the boys the promised stories;
going into smallest details; dwelling on peculiarities of
characters, painting minutely their environment, waxing
humorous or pathetic according to the situation; all
the while watching closely the faces of my auditors.
There they would sit for hours, my little brothers, listening
intently to every word that was uttered; at times
clapping their chubby hands with intense enjoyment, or
doubling up their small bodies in convulsive laughter, or
holding their lips together with fore-finger and thumb to
prevent too boisterous an explosion of hilarity; at other
times allowing the great tears to roll down their cheeks, or
with bowed heads sobbing aloud. My precious little
comrades! They constituted my first audience, and it was
the most sympathetic and inspiring that has ever greeted me
in all the after years.
One day the announcement was made that a baby had
been born in our home, who was to be our brother. The
feeling of indignation that swelled into my inmost being
surpasses description. Rallying the three boys in the dining-room
a caucus was held. Our ages were respectively eleven,
nine, seven and five years. I was self-elected chairman on
the momentous occasion. "Boys," my voice came trembling
with growing wrath, "a child has been born into our family.
He will have to be supported. We are disgraced. We were
too poor to have any more children. It was just as much as
we could do to get along with us four. We must do
something to show how angry we are about this baby's
coming to add to our troubles." Forthwith we piled all the
chairs together in a towering heap and knocked them down
by two's and three's, breaking several, and making an awful
din. After the fury of the tempest had subsided we met in
council again and took a solemn vow never to look at the
intruder until we were forced, by unhappy circumstances, to
do so; and we never did until we learned that mother was
about to die.
A week later Fannie, one of our ex-slaves, came to the
rear gallery and said: "Baby!" - all of our ante-bellum
negroes called me "Baby," as I was the last infant
born in the family before the war closed. "Baby, Mistis is
pow'ful bad off an' yo pa, he say 'go fo' de doctor!' " I
waited for no further command, nor took time to search for
my sun-bonnet, which was usually sewed on by mother to
preserve my complexion, and as regularly cut off by some
negro woman at my urgent solicitation, but ran rapidly up
the hill to Vernon for the neighboring physician. On my
return, the boys and I formed a procession and marched into
mother's room with shamed faces and bursting hearts. We
were all nearly grown, however, before we forgave the baby
for being born.
The comradeship begun at the hearthstone with my three
brothers continued. They were ever my most devoted friends and
enthusiastic allies. The oldest always came to my assistance in
domestic matters and even after he had become a man and entered
into business he would give out the meals for me on his visits
home, if mother was ill. He would keep my breakfast warm if I did
not care to arise when the others did, saying always tenderly,
after a gentle tap on my door, "Do you want to sleep this
morning, sister? Very well, I will attend to everything." We four
shared every hardship and rejoiced together in every happiness.
In summer we went wading and fishing; the boys chivalrously
taking off their jackets for me to wipe my feet on, and baiting my
hooks. When we were older we went hunting. They carried my
gun but I did my own shooting. Their unselfish acts were returned
by me in the intimidation of rowdy boys at school whenever
domineering
the little fellows was attempted. In all the association of our
lives my three companions were always loving and generous
to me, never harshly criticizing any action, however absurd,
or the causes I espoused later on, whether or not they were
in accord with the spirit of them. The affinity between my
second brother and myself was most pronounced. We read
Shakspeare together, had long walks and confidential talks,
discussing books and life and laying great plans for the
future. We were both ambitious for the widest culture, and as
the chances narrowed, shutting out every hope of a liberal
education we became more closely united in spirit through
our common sorrow. Mother taught my brothers that as they
had but one sister they should render to her the highest
homage, - and they did, most loyally. By degrees every
species of rough work of which they could relieve me was
taken from my hands. If an article was wanted at the table a
boy arose to get it. If a sacrifice was to be endured - an old
garment longer worn - a choice bit of food surrendered, - the
boys undertook the renunciation. Father set them the
example in his exquisite courtesy. His considerateness for
woman never failed him. How sweet that old home-life
was! - the manly gentleness of my brothers, the royal
graciousness of my father, the tender devotion of my mother!
A law was passed by the legislature of Mississippi in 1846
establishing a system of public schools. Almost nothing
was accomplished, however, up to 1861, then, of course, the
Confederacy absorbed every other question. In the South
generally the attention of the
people was beginning to be drawn toward public education
just before the opening of the civil war; but, during the
black days of reconstruction there was little inclination to
encourage a system of education that would have to be
supported for colored as well as white children, the taxes for
the purpose being paid by the latter almost entirely.
Especially, while the whites were being threatened by the
government at Washington with co-education of the races.
The Republican convention of 1868 made provisions for
the revival of the system of free schools which went into
operation in 1870.
The nearly tax-crushed people objected to an educational
law made by a legislature composed of ex-slaves, few of
whom could read, and of carpet-baggers and scalawags,
- and administered by an alien, non-tax-paying
governor and superintendent of education. With such a
revival it is marvelous that the free school found any
tolerance in Southern life.
Public schools were a costly luxury in those days. The
whites paid the expenses of public instruction and, as much
as possible, educated their own children in private schools.
If a public school teacher had but one pupil he drew his full
salary as punctually as if there were a hundred in
attendance.
Among my first teachers was a young woman whom
mother boarded in order to give me instruction. Her time was
divided between reading Byron and drilling me in the
multiplication table in vast disproportion. Afterward my
public school life began. The patrons of the Vernon school
selected a teacher for a certain
term, and thought, of course, that the Board of Education,
although composed of men of a different political party,
would have regard to their opinion and appoint their choice.
Instead a strange lady from Maine was given the place.
Every parent felt grossly insulted by such a high-handed
measure, and refused to send their children to school.
Father said he stopped me on principle.
I was growing up like a weed, and heard nothing
discussed but Republicans. Conjectures began to form in
my brain as to what sort of creatures they could be. I heard
them called "black," but one day a Northern man, who was
said to be a Republican, passed sufficiently near for me to
discern that he was as fair as the proverbial lily and shaped
like an Apollo. Gradually my cranium cast out its terrifying
myths, and reached an adjustment so far as that
Republicans looked like other men, but should never be
spoken to, and must be shunned like the small-pox.
For a whole term the new teacher went to the
schoolhouse, stayed the number of hours required by law,
and drew a salary of $75 at the end of each month. She had
only one pupil; he was her nephew. The following year the
political storm had abated; the Democrats were regaining
power. Patrons could now elect the teachers of their
schools. The quiet dignity, and superior attainments of the
Northern lady had made their impress. Fair play was not
neglected when the Southern men's turn came; the patrons
who had rebelled and seceded when coërcion was afoot,
now selected this same teacher for the next session.
That was the beginning of a bright era for me. As soon as
Mrs. Fenderson was met, with her pure, sweet face, and
gracious, elegant bearing, my heart was laid at her feet. We
became close friends. On rainy days when there would be
no pupils at the school-house, but the small nephew and me,
my beloved teacher would take us home with her to "hear
our lessons." She lived on a plantation not far from ours,
with a widowed sister, Mrs. Woodman, whose husband, a
colonel in the Federal army, had died soon after coming to
Mississippi. They were beautiful women, and so pathetic in
their loneliness. It was touching to see how yearningly they
reached out after me, only a child, treating me as
courteously and as lovingly as if I were a distinguished
guest of grown-up proportions. They would talk about their
far-away New England home, describing the customs of the
people, so unlike the Southerners; show me pictures of
noted persons and places; read to me from magazines and
attractive books and feed me on delicious "buns" and "cookies,"
names unknown on a Mississippi menu. I began
to think there was no spot in all the world so alluring as the
dwelling of these friends, nor any human beings as lovely.
My first wide outlook upon humanity was gained through
them, and they brought to my vigilant soul the awakening of
my first inspirations.
Our delightful intercourse and mutual devotion
continued without a break until two years later, when Mrs.
Fenderson fell a victim to the dread malarial fever. When her
tired body was laid away in its last resting place it was in a
land of strangers, for unto the end she
had lived in unbroken isolation. All the light seemed to die
out of life for me. To this day I mourn her loss and revere
her memory, with deepest gratitude and with a love
unspeakable; but, with Mrs. A. D. T. Whitney, "I believe
that there is no away; that no love, no life goes ever from
us; it goes as He went that it may come again, deeper and
closer and surer; and be with us always, even unto the end of
the world."
SOON after the close of
the war, nearly every old family
moved away from the Vernon neighborhood except father's
and that of one of his brothers. Three or four worthy,
agreeable ones took their places, but the majority of the
new-comers were poor, unlettered people, with strong class
prejudices and an intense jealousy of the planter-caste. The
splendid ante-bellum homes were rented to these and to
negroes. Our social circle had pitifully narrowed down. We
were literally shut in from the world with nothing to relieve
the pressure but books. I read, read, read, - English and
American poets, standard fiction, travels, histories,
biographies and philosophies. So, in the midst of poverty
and desolation, my mind was being fed with the very manna
of intellectual life. Reading was done with pencil in hand
and note book and dictionary conveniently near. The habit
proved invaluable.
Father was struggling heroically with adversity. His first
venture at bread winning was in the insurance business; but
the returns were paltry enough to make him discard it for the
rejected profession of his youth. He studied law, and
secured a license to practice in the Magistrates' courts. His
clients were poor and troubled and father's missionary spirit
so large that the gains from the legal calling were as meagre
as from the insurance business; and, after a few years it was
abandoned. Agencies for several plantations later fell into
his hands and eventually he returned to his planting
interests.
The boys soon became old enough to work in the field.
Never having been trained as plowmen, their first efforts
were crude, developing the most ludicrously crooked rows
of corn and cotton. Father was disgusted with the result of
their attempts, and, in desperation, took hold of the plow,
one spring morning, to teach them precision. "I am ashamed
that the outcome of your work is so wretched, after living on
a plantation all your lives. Let me show you how to manage
a plow!" he exclaimed, grasping the implement with stern
determination. It was heavier than he thought - he had
never touched one before, and, never after, it is well to add -
and the mouth of the mule tougher than he dreamed. Away
went the plow! up and down, right and left, here and there;
demolishing the serpentine rows and scattering clods and
confusion broadcast. The boys were convulsed with
laughter, which, however,
they wisely concealed. Father kept on trying to conquer the
mule and the plow until exhaustion came. Throwing down the
lines, he said, very bravely, "Now, boys, you see how it ought
to be done. Never let me hear of your failing again!" and walked
away with assumed stateliness to hide his crestfallen condition:
back to his den and his law books. Dear father! he was born for
happier abodes than a Mississippi plantation. The post-bellum
world was too much for him. He was not alone in his position.
Thousands of ex-slave-holders throughout the South were
grappling vainly with conditions that "try men's souls."
My father's youngest brother, "uncle Kinch," as he was
familiarly known to us and to the world, had moved from
Vernon to Canton; the latter a beautiful town, the county
seat of Madison. Here he and his wife, "aunt Henrietta,"
kept open house in the charming home where they had
established themselves. They were both happy-hearted,
fond of bright company, devoted to music and blessed with
a handsome competency. My aunt had inherited a goodly
portion from her father's estate in Louisiana, just after the
war, when the cotton planters of Mississippi were enduring
terrible financial depression. Uncle Kinch had lost a leg at
Cold-Harbor, in the Confederate service, but this misfortune
did not imbitter his spirit nor check the flow of his brilliant
wit that had descended to him from a long line of Irish
ancestry. His captivating jokes and hail-fellow-well-met air
attracted the young people in a wide relationship; his home
became headquarters for every one in search of a royal time.
He had no children: one of his
adopted daughters was married, the other a young lady in
society: but his numerous nieces and nephews were taken
into his affections, all called "honey" and treated with
lavish cordiality. When I reached the age of thirteen, my
public school course was finished. At this turning point of
the way, uncle Kinch invited me to make his house my home
and attend the Young Ladies' Academy for as long as father
would be able to bear the expense of tuition fees. The
hospitality was gladly accepted. In a few days, my little
trunk was packed. I had been making my own clothes for
four years, so did not go away hopelessly ignorant of how
to take care of myself. Good-byes were said to mother and
the boys, and early one September morning father and I
climbed into the buggy - the carriage had long since been
disposed of - with my baggage securely settled at our feet
and, started on the long journey of twenty miles through the
country to Canton. There was at that time no nearer railway
station. Those lonely, lengthy drives, which were so often
enjoyed with father, stand out prominently in my life's
history. It was in these hours that we had sweet communion
and laid the foundations of an enduring friendship. He
talked to me unreservedly of the most sacred things in his
experience, and philosophized upon human existence, upon
science, religion, politics, interspersing his remarks with
kindly advice and tender sentiment. Father had the happy
faculty of calling out the best that was in one, and in turn
fascinating his companion with the seemingly limitless
resources of his well-stored mind and broad Christianity. He
had always been a companion to his
children, drawing us closer year after year, entertaining us
with incidents from the lives of great men and women and of
obscure though beautiful characters whom he had known or
of whom he had heard, thus inciting us to high aspirations;
best of all, holding up before us daily, though
unconsciously, the "white flower of a blameless life."
In later years it was a source of intense gratification to me
to know that my father was devoid of a suggestion of
sectional animosity. He had the highest regard for the true-hearted
people of the North and a cordial admiration for their
sterling worth and wonderful accomplishments. The civil war
left him with a profound respect for the valor of his
opponents. He told of their heroism with enthusiasm. After
the battle of Leesburg, his company, with three others, was
ordered to conduct the prisoners captured to Centerville,
Virginia. They left Leesburg at twelve o'clock at night. It was
comparatively warm at the start, but by daybreak it had
become severely cold. Some time during the following
morning, father noticed among the captives a mere youth -
not more than sixteen years old - who was without shoes or
socks. On inspection it was found that he was nude with the
exception of an army overcoat. Upon being questioned, he
stated that when the Confederates drove the Union army
from the field back to the Potomac, he had pulled his clothes
off and jumped into the river with many others to swim to an
island where the Federal troops had landed, and where he
hoped still to find some of his comrades. "When we got into
the river," he said, "the Confederates opened
fire, and to keep from being shot, I returned to the Virginia
shore. When I looked around for my clothes they were
gone." That bare-foot boy, covered only with an old army
overcoat, had marched for hours uncomplainingly over the
stony roads of Virginia in a temperature at freezing point,
while others in the ranks, well-clad, were complaining
heavily. Father made an effort to secure some clothing for
the young Federal hero, but failing, had him put into a
wagon and carried the remainder of the way.
Along with his unprejudiced regard for the Northern
people, father cherished an ardent love for the land of his
birth and was eloquent over the courage, patriotism and
pathetic endurance of the Southern soldiers. Among the
numerous instances, illustrative of their unselfish
attachment to the cause for which they were willing to lay
down their lives, he told, with especial pride, of a noble
exhibition of loyalty on the part of a young officer from his
own state. While on the Peninsula, near Richmond,
Lieutenant Brown, son of ex-Governor A. G. Brown, of
Mississippi, the latter at the time a senator in the
Confederate Congress, was detailed by the colonel of his
regiment to go to Richmond on business for the army. He
went to father, who was lieutenant colonel, and asked him to
secure his release as the 18th Mississippi was expected
every day to enter into an engagement and he did not want
the news sent home that he was not in the battle. The young
lieutenant could have executed his commission and had a
gay time at the Confederate capital, avoiding all the dangers of
war, but he preferred to face death in his country's service
rather than have his devotion questioned.
Going to Canton with father was not my first separation
from home. My aunt and uncle had received many visits
from me since my childhood, so it was not hard to go.
Besides, I was hungry to be in a school of a high grade, and
was willing to suffer to accomplish it. Professor Magruder, a
very scholarly man and able teacher, was Principal of the
Academy. Associated with him as assistants were two
cultivated women. My examinations were safely passed and
admission was given to the Freshman class. A solemn
mental resolution was taken to make the best of my
opportunities. All the force of my intellectual and physical
being was brought to bear upon my studies with an energy
that knew no stint nor relaxation. Midnight found me at my
books, and it was a rare occurrrence for me to go upon the
play-ground at recess. Every morning I arose with the sun,
wrote a diary of the preceding day and looked again over my
lessons.
On Saturdays essays were prepared for the following
Friday afternoons. I began to dream dreams of graduation;
afterwards of going North to a Woman's College, and later to
Germany for further culture in certain branches. Alas! for my
fine schemes; destined to premature destruction! After being
at the Academy for only two years, father was compelled to
take me home because he was unable longer to pay the
monthly tuition of five dollars. My humiliation was the most
crushing, and my disappointment the keenest, cruelest,
that can come to me in this life. I could not cry. The
fountains of tears were dried up by the deadly eastwind of
despair that was sweeping over me. It would have been folly
to rail at my unhappy fate; it would only have exhausted my
vitality. It would have been sinful to upbraid father; he
would have given me millions if he had possessed so much;
he did not have an extra dollar, and was probably suffering
much more than I. Besides, the boys were growing rapidly,
and the oldest must be given at least one year at the
University, and every possible economy must be practiced
to accomplish that object.
I had never heard of a woman working to pay her way
through school. Numerous instances of men acquiring an
education by hard labor had been related to me, but never of
a woman. All the women who were known to me personally,
or through books, or tradition, had their bills paid by male
relatives, and made fancy work, and visited, and danced,
and played on the piano, or did something else equally
feminine and equally conventional, and all were equally
dependent and equally contented, - at any rate, asked no
questions. Industrial institutes and colleges where poor girls
could work their way through were not in existence, and the
doors of the State University, where tuition was free, were
then open only to boys. There was nothing in Mississippi
for young women except high-priced boarding schools and
"female" academies. It is humiliating to women for colleges,
academies and boarding schools established for their
education to be called "female." There is no sex in
institutions of learning. The word
"woman" is strong and dignified and suggests courteous
consideration. "Female" is weak and almost insulting. It
stands now as the exponent of the inferior position of
women as early conceptions of the nature and province of
women are illustrated in the sculpture and painting of the
old masters.
There is a statue in the great cathedral at Pisa
representing the temptation of Eve where the serpent has
the head of a woman; and upon the ceiling of the Sistine
Chapel at Rome, in Michael Angelo's marvelous production,
the devil is painted with a woman's body down to the waist
while the remainder of his satanic majesty is in the form of a
reptile.
If the thought of working to continue my education had
entered my brain, which it did not, it would have been
throttled at its inception, for my family would have
considered it an eternal disgrace for me to have worked
publicly. It is true that for four years I had been in a pitiless
tread-mill, but it was at home; the world did not know of it;
and money, that degrading substance, had not been
received for my labor. Household drudgery and public work
were very different questions. The former was natural and
unavoidable; the latter was monstrous and impossible. I was
fairly bound to the rock of hopelessness by the cankered
chains of a false conventionality, and sacrificed for lack of a
precedent.
Of all unhappy sights, the most pitiable is that of a human
life, rich in possibilities and strong with divine yearnings for
better things than it has known, atrophying in the prison
house of blind and palsied custom; -
because there is no one in the passing throng brave and
great enough to break the bars and "let the oppressed go
free," - into the larger liberty where God meant that all His
creatures should live and grow and shine.
We are
haunted by an ideal life, and it is because we have within us
the beginning and the possibility of it. - PHILLIPS BROOKS.
My
early and invincible love of reading, I would not exchange for
the treasures of India. - GIBBON.
SINCE the close of the
civil war as complete a change had
taken place in the South as followed the revolution in France
of the latter part of the eighteenth century. Under the new
régime which began with the liberation of over 4,000,000
slaves the upper and the middle classes have become
amalgamated by the action of the elements of circumstance.
Many of the old families,
boasting a long line of descent
from blue-blooded and distinguished ancestors, soon were
the most sorely pressed financially. Thousands of
middle-aged - and younger - men had come home from the last
battle-field maimed by wounds or weakened in health by
privations. When they entered the gloom of lost fortunes,
added to the sorrows of a lost cause, they quickly sank
under the triple weight. Hundreds of them were followed to
the grave by communities that sorely felt the need of their
ripe judgment, their accustomed leadership. The stress of
poverty,
the paralysis of indolence and the want of purpose
benumbed the energies and stultified the pride of other
descendants of the old slave-holders, many of whom bore
the pitiless stamp of incapacity to wrest success out of new
conditions.
The middle classes were equal to the emergency.
Adjustment is easier than readjustment. Trained to activities
they sprang rapidly to the front, becoming possessors of
wealth and leaders in church and state. The inevitable in
social life has developed. Marriage into the higher class
followed as a matter of course with the middle, for the one
wanted prestige and the other money. The distinctions of
half a century ago have gradually lost their outlines. The
"strenuous life" of the day now engrosses the mind of the
Southerner more than the ancient "family tree."
Next to the destruction of caste, the most radical change
that has followed in the wake of the surrender of the
Confederate armies is that young Southern men and women
have learned that work is honorable. Idleness has grown to
be a shame. No boy and girl can now hope to realize their
highest destiny except through hard, earnest toil of hands
or brain. The unsafe and unnatural code of the manorial
leisure of other days vanished with slavery. This transition
of sentiment, however, has been the slow growth of years.
The blossoming "of the tree" whose "leaves" are "for the
healing of the Nations" had scarcely begun when my feet
stood on the threshold of eager life, - wrestling in strong
agony with hopeless but unconquerable purposes.
One of the most unfortunate conditions in all the
world is a state of aimlessness. It saps the springs of power
and dulls the finest soul. It drags down and destroys. I was
only fifteen. What was my future to be? Never to go to the
Academy again? Never to attend a Northern college? Never
to cross the sea? What was there for me to do? How could
the days be filled so as to keep down the heart-break?
Those were the questions that were never stilled. If my life
had to be spent on the plantation, and if living meant no
more for me than it meant for the women about me, what
was the use of reading, of trying to cultivate my mind when
it would have the effect of making me more miserable and of
widening the intellectual gulf that already stretched between
most of the neighbors and myself? What a terrible thing life
seemed! And how every impulse of my being hated it with
an immeasurable hatred! In those days I died ten thousand
deaths. I died to God and to humanity.
From the hour of leaving school in Canton a deadness
settled upon my soul. "The door was shut." The night
closed in. That was the beginning of an unbelief that
haunted me for ten dreary agonizing years. My natural
tendency to questioning had been intensified by the
environments of my childhood; but the spirit of inquiry had
not led me further than the human side. The orthodox
version of Creator and creation was accepted as credulously
as the air that was breathed or the perfume of flowers. It was
only the grindings of poverty, the raspings of the jagged
edges of every-day existence and the perpetual witnessing
of misery in the world about me that caused me first to ask:
What is
life? Up to the age of fifteen my soul had hoped and prayed
and listened for the voice of God. I believed in Him, and
waited - not patiently but imperatively, - but - I believed
and waited. In the great storm that engulfed me at that time
my faith let go its moorings, and I found myself drifting,
without a gleam of light, out upon the waste of midnight
waters known as skepticism. As the darkness deepened and
thoughts heavy with increasing doubts surged through my
brain like a lava-tide, my soul demanded verification for my
convictions.
There was no one in the home with whom conversation
on such a subject would have been particularly satisfying,
so, in desperation a search was made through the library for
some book that would answer my queries; but nothing was
found touching infidelity except the materialism of certain
philosophers. These works were devoured until my mind
became saturated with their ideas. I grew to despise
Christianity and sneered at every profession of trust in a
Supreme Being. Church members were observed critically and
every sin and inconsistency which was discovered in them brought
out that degree of derision and contempt to which only youth,
ignorance and prejudice are equal. Mother had a habit of
devoting several hours each morning to study of the Bible.
On seeing her surrounded by rows of commentaries and
bending over the Scriptures, comparing passages or
memorizing texts, I felt my heart hardening, and was
conscious of an increased aversion to religion. Our home was
headquarters for all Methodist ministers who passed that way,
to mother's intense delight and my intense disgust. It was a
rule of mine to avoid them whenever possible. My voluntary
entrance into the church dated from my twelfth year, during
a great revival. Now, when the scene occurred to me I
laughed at myself for having yielded to so much emotion,
and requested that my name be removed from the church books.
Our home was headquarters not only for Methodist
preachers but as well for Democratic politicians. Every
candidate for office in the county found his way there, to
mother's infinite chagrin and the unbounded delight of
father and me. Mother often declined to appear at the table,
so I would preside and afterward go into the parlor and talk
with the visitors for hours on the situation of public affairs.
The aspirants were of all descriptions - from the sleek, town-bred
lawyer, "out" for the Senate, to the thin, country
granger, who yearned to be a constable. They afforded me
ample opportunity to learn the methods of political
campaigns and to study the motives and natures of men.
Often requests were made by the different candidates for my
support in a canvass; but there were others who had little
regard for a woman's assistance.
One summer when the roads were kept dusty by the
continuous goings to and fro of the anxious office-seekers,
one of these interesting subjects dined at our house. He was
a most forlorn specimen, with heavy, drooping eyes,
straggling moustache and languid movements. His clothes,
from the disconsolate set of his collar down to his
edge-frayed trousers, draggling over his well-worn boots, gave
evidence of a long, hard race on the
war path. My sympathies were so aroused that as soon
as dinner was over I followed him to the front gallery
and, in a burst of condolence, said impulsively: "Mr.
F., it is my intention to throw the whole weight of my
influence to have you elected!" Looking at me in a
sleepily - quizzical fashion, he replied in a droning tone:
"It had never occurred to me to ask the assistance of
ladies in a political campaign. I supposed they were too
busy in other matters to be interested in anything so
weighty."
Then he proceeded to tell this joke: There was a
great convention of women held somewhere, and a certain
local society sent its delegate. When the representative
returned a meeting was called that the ladies
might hear her report. When this was finished she remarked
that questions were "in order." A slim little
woman, with a weazen face peering out from a flaring
poke-bonnet, arose in the rear of the room, and in a
thin, high key called out: "Sister, what sort of hats did
the women wear?" Then my hopeful candidate, turning
towards me more fully, with a glimmer of something
in his eyes which he would have called humor,
said: "It was my impression that all ladies thought
more about hats and such things than politics."
It is needless to say the facetious gentleman, with
the well-worn apparel and Don Quixote air, lost my
support suddenly and completely.
As the days went by they found me more and more
deeply immersed in reading. Father bought me translations
of the Greek, Latin and Italian poets. An old
physician, quite a literateur, who had recently come into
the neighborhood, loaned me valuable books that we
did not own. He put me under special obligations by
sending Allison's "Essays" and Montesquieu's "Spirit
of Laws." From other sources some of the works of
Ruskin, Carlyle and Herbert Spencer came to me and
found an honored place among my treasures. Although
applying myself sedulously to books, I was being consumed
with a feverish restlessness. My wretchedness
went beyond the power of words to express. A deep-rooted
desire to do something definite was always present;
but every undertaking that suggested itself seemed
walled off by insurmountable barriers.
Finally I concluded to study law under father, but
when my intention was announced to him he discouraged
it utterly, arguing that if there were in my possession
the legal lore of Blackstone and the ability of
a Portia it would not guarantee me the opportunity
of practicing in the South. No woman had ever attempted
such an absurdity, and any effort on my part,
in that line, would subject me to ridicule and ostracism.
After this fatal ending to my aspirations, I again sought
refuge in books. With no definite object ahead and
with not the faintest rim of a crescent of hope above my
dull horizon.
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It was the summer of 1878. That terrible scourge,
known as yellow-fever, crept relentlessly over the
South. For the period of time that it lasted its deadly
ravages exceeded the destruction of the civil war.
Thousands stood shuddering in "The Valley of the
Shadow." Death, grim and awful, stalked through the
land knowing no surfeit. It was the blackness of despair.
The acme of desolation. Pitiless quarantines
were instituted; families were separated by a short
dividing line never to be reunited. Others fled in terror
from their homes in towns, seeking refuge in tents
and cabins; while those who could, went to distant
states. Food supplies failed. Hunger, gaunt and hollow-eyed,
stole in at the open doors. Men, women and
little children moved about listlessly, abandoning all
work, looking hopelessly into each other's eyes, wondering,
with a speechless fear, who would go out first from
among them to return no more. Friends did not visit
nor church bells ring. All was silent as the tomb - waiting,
waiting, waiting. In the cities, the roll of the
death-cart broke the stillness of the streets as it passed
swiftly from house to house, collecting the bodies and
carrying them to the cemeteries. There was the thud
of spades in the earth, driven by men digging grave
after grave, but all else was silent - waiting, waiting,
waiting. A white woman and her two little children
died near us and were buried by a negro man. He dug
the graves and, unaided, lowered the bodies into the
earth. The husband dared not leave the bedside of the
other sufferers in the afflicted family. A physician
stopped one morning at the gate to give father a list of
fresh victims. In four days the young doctor was dead.
A family of ten persons, friends of ours, living near
Vicksburg, were all stricken at one time. Nobody dared
go near the house but the Italian nurses who had been
sent out from the city. As death followed death the
plantation bell would be tolled to notify those who acted
as undertakers that another grave must be dug. For
the sake of those still living the dead were lowered in
sheets from the windows, to avoid the slow, ominous
tramp of feet through the hall. All were gone but two
- the father and a young widowed daughter. A
swarthy Dago sat watching the latter, while the blood
settled in her hands and neck. The bell began to toll.
"What is that for?" she asked. "To have your grave
made ready, lady," was the answer.
Late in the autumn the pall lifted. The quarantines
were raised. The refugees returned to their deserted
homes. The voice of traffic was heard. Life waked up
with startled, saddened eyes from her long, deep sleep.
It was the middle of November. Some said that Mrs.
Woodman, our Northern friend, was very ill. Mother
and I walked over the fields to see her. The dying sun
streamed across the faded grass and lay in long, glinting
lines upon the distant woods that had many days
since laid aside their summer vesture. The tall rows
of golden-rod and yellow coreopsis that fringed the
winding path swayed noiselessly in the passing breeze.
The houses of the little village, scattered here and there
in a lonely way, had a pathetic mournfulness. Away to
the east a glimpse could be caught of the headstones
that marked the quiet resting place of our dead. The
surrounding country, with its gentle undulations, was
wrapped in unbroken solitude. A peculiar sadness
brooded over all. There is an inexplicable heart-break
in those early days of a Southern winter; - changing
sunshine, shifting shadows and still air full of a mystic haze.
I was peculiarly
susceptible to it all at that time, for
my soul was full of its vague unrest, its ever present
inquiry into life's meaning to me, overshadowed by a
grieving unbelief of a Divine Providence.
Soon we were standing in Mrs. Woodman's sick
room. As I bent over the bed to greet her, she threw
her arms about my neck and, drawing my face close
down to her lips, she whispered, "Dear child, I have
been so lonely. When I get well you will come to stay
a whole week with me, won't you? Ah! if I ever get
well!" She sighed and closed her eyes. In an hour
she was unconscious. About sunset a happy smile
broke over her face and sitting up suddenly she clasped
her hands over her heart and cried out joyously, "Here
are letters from home! letters from home! Oh! I am
so glad, so glad!" I did not know then the meaning of
that cry; but now that it is given me to see clearly and
not "through a glass, darkly," a realization comes that
the "letters from home" brought the blessed call from
her Lord, "Arise, let us go hence" where "there shall
be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying," - neither
suffering nor loneliness, - where the "many mansions"
are - in the "city which hath foundations whose maker
and builder is God." The next day the tender, beautiful
friend of my childhood was dead, - from yellow fever.
THE following January,
I went to Canton to visit
my uncle's family. While there an unusually cheap excursion
to New Orleans was offered by the railway. I
had never been to a city and had all of a girl's eagerness
to see one; especially our flowery, fascinating, dear,
dreamy Crescent City. In a letter to mother the fact
was mentioned that a number of my friends were going
to take advantage of the low-rate trip, and expressed
the wish that such a joy were possible for me. In a few
days father came to Canton, and handed me a package
and a crumpled note. On opening the latter I read:
"Your Affectionate Brother."
and his wife and two young ladies besides myself.
After being comfortably located at a hotel we entered
upon the usual sight-seeing. As we went from point
to point, to the amazement of my chaperones nothing
astonished me. All things were surveyed without a
ripple of excitement or surprise. I had read of or heard
"the sights" of New Orleans discussed until my imagination
was familiar with them. The French market
with its delicious coffee and chocolate; the picturesque
bend of the great river beating upon its breast the huge
ships from foreign waters; Canal street with its wonderful
breadth, Clay's statue and everywhere beautiful
women; Jackson Park, and its equestrian bronze of the
old general who "fout the Britishers;" the street-cars,
the opera-houses, the handsome residences were as
thrice-told-tales to me.
My love of adventure and spirit of enterprise led me
to separate myself from my party, while visiting the
mint, and to go in search of some relatives in a distant
part of the city. The most explicit directions were
given, the right car was boarded and the desired
street reached, but at a point far beyond the number
wanted. While nervously going backward and forward
scanning doors, footsteps behind were heard coming
with a persistence that made me know I was followed.
In a flash the remembrance came into my mind
of all that had been told me of country girls being
gagged, chloroformed and murdered on their first visits
to cities. A scream was in my throat when the man
reached my side. Instead of a ruffian, a courteous voice
said: "May I take the liberty of helping you find the
number you are evidently in search of? I too am a
stranger in the city and am experiencing some of its
difficulties." It is said that dogs and children are fine
judges of character. Many women also do not outgrow
this elemental power. Without an instant's hesitation
his aid was accepted. In a few moments the right house
was reached and the gentleman had presented his card,
bowed and walked rapidly away. I read "J- W-
B-, Attorney-at-law, Philadelphia, Pa." This incident
set two thoughts germinating in my brain: The
interdependence of human beings, and, That humanity
will bear trusting; it responds according to the faith
put in it. Wider experience has convinced me of this
more and more largely.
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Since gaining their freedom, the negro women's natural
love of dress has developed inordinately. It is one
of their strongest predispositions - rivaled only by their
religious emotions. Those about us bought brilliant-hued
stuffs and had them made with most bizarre effects,
- a favorite being bright yellow calico trimmed
with blue. Red was at a discount as it made them
think of "hell-fire," they said. They were ignorant
of sewing except of the plainest, coarsest order, so they
paid to have their "Sunday-go-to- meetin' " dresses
made. My desire for employment was so great, and
there being no other opening, though it nearly crushed
me, I swallowed my pride and asked the negroes to
bring their sewing to me. They did it cheerfully. Day
after day they came bearing their precious bundles, and,
finding their way into mother's room, which was the
scene of all our labors, would drop them on the floor
and stand until negotiations were concluded. None sat
in our presence. There has always been a very nice
adjustment of this point between the families of
ex-slave-holders and negroes; the latter have a fine sense
of when to accept or refuse an offered chair. It would
be useless to explain it. "Oue must be born to it" to
understand, as is said in South Carolina about cooking
rice properly.
The old servants usually began with "Mistis, how
old I is?" When told they would invariably give vent
to their surprise by an ejaculation beginning in a long,
high-keyed crescendo and ending in a diminuendo as
abrupt as it was full of softest musical rhythm. "Lor',
mistis, yo' say I is! Marster, he done put it down in de
book fo' de surrender, but I sho fergits it."
The age of the negro always seems a puzzle to him,
and judging by his face alone, is a problem impossible of
solution, for he may by sixty-five or eighty-five, twenty
or thirty. In old slave days the master kept an accurate
record of their ages. How many generations of caretaking
for themselves will be needed to register the true
flight of time on their cheerful, unreflecting faces as it
is recorded in white features, not by years but by the
thought and responsibility and the spiritual force of the
life?
The younger women introduced their business with,
"Miss Belle, I done brung yo' a dress fer to make fer
me. I has all de needfuls excusin' uv de fread. Ef yo'
will gin me dat, I'll bring yo' some aigs nex' time I
come." In sewing for the negroes mother did the cutting
and fitting and all of the hand work; I did the
stitching, bending over the machine week after week,
until my back ached and my eyes grew dim from the
awful strain. These dresses were often ruffled to the
waist and otherwise elaborately trimmed, for which we
charged only fifty or seventy-five cents. By this means
we helped to "make both ends meet."
One of the most popular places for the exhibition of
al this gaudy apparel was the church, especially during
protracted meetings. These are still the chief diversion,
beginning as soon as crops are "laid by," in July, and
continuing until the cotton picking season opens in
September. The services, always at night, are indefinitely
extended until near daybreak. In dimly lighted, meagrely
furnished frame buildings vast crowds gather. In
the pulpit with the preacher is the precentor - not
known by that name - some brother of noted devotional
gift who begins the service by "lining out" a hymn,
his voice intoning and dimly suggesting the tune with
which the congregation follows, - one of those wild,
weird negro airs, half chant and dirge, so full of
demi-semi-quavers that only the improvisator-soul can divine
it, yet, so full of strange, sweet melody and pathos, rendered
in their marvelously tuneful voices, it is no
wonder a suppresssed emotion begins to communicate
itself through the audience. Fiery prayers increase the
spiritual temperature. These are full of pathos and
frequently close with: "Please, Sir, Lord Jesus, do dis
here thing what yo' pore ole servant ax yo' fer."
Ejaculations, groans and a measured tapping of heels on
the bare floor becomes general.
Snatches of song and more prayers prepare the way
for the sermon. Words cannot picture the fervor of it,
the facial expression, the wild, funereal cadences of
voice.
One that I heard during March, 1899, in one of the
earliest settled and most cultured parts of Mississippi,
was preached by a typical African, very black, much
white in his prominent eye, long under jaw and the inside
of his hands a light cream color. A favorite gesture
was to hold the palms out, towards the audience.
He wore a clerical black suit, but around his neck, just
under the coat collar, a flaming red scarf appeared, the
ends hanging over his waistcoat. The occasion was the
funeral of a respectable colored man, Felix Jackson,
who had died on the plantation which I was then visiting,
and whose body was in front of the pulpit.
The preacher began by saying, "I doan' fool my time
'way much er preachin' funeral sermons. I'se got sumphin'
better to do in dis here worl'. I'se in er sing'ler
persishun here ter day. Yo' all is Baptis' an' I is Methodis';
but I think I can prove dat my doctrin' is de
correc' one. I done studied all de ologies wid dat eend
in view. I been studied geology, an' zoology, an' sociology,
an' ethnyology, an' Christianology. I'se read
Demosthenes, an' Cicero, an' Plato, an' Moses, an'
Josephus an' Jehosaphat an' all de udder translaters er
de Bible. But all dat ain' here ner dar; it doan' 'mount
ter nothin' in der presence er yer daid an' when yer
think er de jedg'men' day, (whining) Brer Felix Jackson
doan' cyar no more 'bout it. He done gone whar
yer cyan't go wid 'im; er - er - (groans). Yer'll neber
see 'im no more er follerin' behine he mule in der fiel';
yer'll neber see 'im agin er comin' 'long der road ter dis
here church; yer'll neber see 'im gwine inter his house
ter his wife an' little chilluns when de day's wuk's done
(moans, screams).
"Brer Felix Jackson's body's in dat coffin 'fore yer.
But he ain' dar! O - oh! No! - L-o-rd! He done rise!
He done rise wid taller (pallor) on his face (shrieks),
to meet de 'possle Matthew, an' de 'possle Mark, an' de
'possle Luke, an' de 'possle John. An' ebry one on 'em
say, 'Felix Jackson, what yer been doin' in de life yer
jes' lef?' Oh! Lo-r-d! brudderin' dat's er solem' momen'!
(groans). Got ter face de 'possles an' 'count fer
yer deeds done yere on de yearth! Ebry one on 'em
knowed 'im, dough he ain' take his body wid 'im. De
Word say what some folks kin go to glory widout dyin'
- translated dey calls it. But brudderin, I say whedder
yo' dies er yer doan' die, somewhar betwix dis worl' an'
de nex' yer got ter lose de body. Our daid brudder
done got ter de presence er der angel Gabrell, an' Gabrell
he say, 'Brer Felix Jackson, what yer been doin'
in de udder worl'?' But de angel know, an' Brer Jackson
know, he kin gib er good 'count er hisself. Brer
Jackson ain' got no taller (pallor) on his face den. De
angel done tech it wid glory, an' glory ter God! he go
right in! (shouts).
"But what yer niggers gwine ter do when yer stan's
whar Brer Jackson done stan'? What yer gwine ter
do when yer's on yer coolin' boa'd lak he done bin?
What yer gwine ter answer when yer call on fer yer
sins what yer done while yer's awalkin' aroun'? Some
er yer say dar's white sins an' dars black sins; but doan'
fool yerselves! Dar ain' no meaner sinner ner a nigger
when he gits ter sinnin'; an' sin is sin whedder it's
white folks' sin, or black folks' sin; an' yer got ter quit
yer meanness if yer eber means ter git ter glory. (Yes,
Lord!); fer de trumpet'll be er soundin' an' de jedgmen'
day'll be on yer lak' er thief in de night. Whar'll
yer be, sinners, when de graves is er openin' an' de daid
is er risin? (Eyes rolling, palms out.) O - Oh! L-o-r-d!
whar'll yer be when Brer Jackson'll be er risin wid er
boa'd (board - his coffin lid) ober his face! Whar'll yer
be den! er-er-er!" (Wild excitement.)
Women sprang to their feet with unearthly screams
and began to rend their clothes, upon which other sisters,
whom "the Sperit had not got" yet, held the frenzied
hands. Some went into trances and fell on the
floor; others grappled with the shouters, trying to "hold
them down." Failing in this they laid them on their
backs and sat upon them.
During all this violent demonstration the preacher
continued his sermon, gradually cooling down his hearers.
The men did not shout, but sat with the "holy
laugh" on their faces, ejaculating fervently, tapping
their feet in metre, and under as intense, if less noisy,
excitement as the women. The trancers stayed where
they fell until they regained consciousness; then they
related with wild inflection and gesticulation what the
angel Gabriel had "done tole 'em" while their spirits
sojourned between heaven and earth. My friend and
I sat surrounded by the distracted multitude trembling
with fear, not knowing what moment we would be
stunned by a blow or crushed by a falling body. When
the climax of wildness was reached, a family servant
of my hostess pushed her way to us through the struggling
throng and touching my companion on the shoulder
said: "Miss Hattie, yo' an' Miss Belle had better
leave. It's er gittin' dangerous here." We beat a
hasty retreat and did not feel secure until we were once
again under the sheltering roof of the old plantation
home.
At the close of the protracted meetings the baptizings
begin. Multitudes assemble on the banks of a pond, or
creek, or river, and the candidates are led out into the
depths by the pastor and the deacons. It requires a heavy
squad for the shouters are more unmanageable
in the water than in the church. Some of the members
are baptized twice in successive years as their conversion
is found not to be genuine the first time.
It is customary among the colored people to preach
the funeral sermon of a deceased church member or
relative several weeks, or even months, after the death,
- just as is convenient. These are particularly prominent
occasions, calling for extra "finery" and parade.
Everybody who can afford it is newly gowned, and the
"siety" to which the departed friend belongs is
conspicuous. The society in the church represents the
club-spirit of the negro. The wife of the deceased is
permitted to sit as chief mourner at the funeral sermon,
provided she has not married again before that ceremony.
In the event, however, that another spouse has
been taken, and she had yet had the effrontery to occupy
the chief seat, the deacons lead her in shamefacedness
and deep disgrace to the rear of the church. The same
rule applies to the husband of "de ceasted."
Some of the widows are gay indeed. One of uncle
Kinch's ex-slaves, a few years ago, went to Canton on
business and called to pay her respects to my aunt. In
course of conversation the latter asked: "What is the
news down at Vernon, Hester?" Stuffing her handkerchief
into her mouth to prevent an explosion of
laughter, she giggled out hysterically, "Nuthin'
strange, Miss Henretter! Jes' my husban' die las'
week!"
One day I asked an old colored woman who was
doing house work for us, "aunt Burley, how many
children have you had?" "Nineteen," she answered
laconically. "How many have died?" was my next
question. "All but two," she replied. "You have been
unfortunate, aunt Burley," was my sympathetic rejoinder.
"Ugh! chile! I think I'se been pow'ful
lucky! she exclaimed with a triumphant shrug of her
shoulders and a satisfied twist of the ends of the bandanna
handkerchief that adorned her woolly head.
In negro life, as among all lower races, the woman is
the slavish subject of the man. It used to be declared
on a plantation, after the war, that the only man who
did not whip his wife was the man whose wife whipped
him. It was said to be pitiable to see these wives come
to the old master for protection. "I want yo' to make
Zeke stop beatin' me, marster! I can't stan' it no
longer!" one would complain. "I don't see what I
can do," would be the answer. "I have no authority;
he is as free as I am. You will have to go to the Freedman's
Bureau about it." "What I got ter do wid de
Bureau! Yo' allers did 'low dat he shouldn't whip me
when he b'longed ter yo'!" All that a planter could
do under the circumstances was to threaten to put the
man off his place; but this did not remedy the evil, for,
if he left, he took his family with him.
The tyranny of the husband over the wife largely
destroys the sacredness of the unity of the two lives,
and brings marriage into disrepute. A negro woman,
who is the mother of several children although unmarried,
upon hearing of the wedding of a colored girl
living on the plantation of a friend of mine in Louisiana,
exclaimed scornfully: "Dat nigger sho was er fool ter
git married! she doan' know what trubble she is er gittin'
inter. I allers sade I was er gwine ter be er ole maid
an' I is!" A most appalling looseness of morals exists
among the negroes.
Recently an investigation was made into the causes
of the excessive death-rate of the colored people. This
inquiry was conducted under the supervision of Atlanta
University, assisted by graduates from other colleges
and universities for the higher education of the negro,
such as Fisk, Berea, Lincoln, Spilman, Howard and
Meharry. Conferences were subsequently held to ascertain
the social and physical condition of the race.
After a close study of the question, involving accurate
comparisons of statistics gleaned from different cities,
and a personal visitation to the homes of numerous
negroes, it was declared that this mortality is not the
result of diseases produced by unsanitary surroundings,
but is due to the colored people's "disregard of the
laws of health and morality." Valuable papers were
read, entirely void of race prejudices, making a frank
acknowledgment of the degradation of the blacks, and
expressing an earnest desire for remedy. Eugene Harris,
of Fisk University, one of the most broad-minded
negroes attending the conference, stated: "The constitutional
diseases which are responsible for our unusual
motality are often traceable to enfeebled constitutions
broken down by sexual immoralities. This is frequently
the source of even pulmonary consumption,
which disease is to-day the black man's scourge.
"According to Hoffman, over 25 per cent of the
negro children born in Washington City are admittedly
illegitimate. According to a writer quoted in Black
America, 'in one county of Mississippi there were during
twelve months 300 marriage licenses taken out in
the county clerk's office for white people. According
to the proportion of population there should have been
in the same time 1,200 or more for negroes. There
were actually taken out by colored people just three.'
James Anthony Froude asserts that 70 per cent of the
negroes in the West Indies are born in illegitimacy. Mr.
Smeeton claims that 'in spite of the increase of education
there has been no decrease of this social cancer.' "
It should be remembered that a race, like an individual,
has its period of youth. The African in America
has not yet advanced beyond that age. We must not expect
too much of him at once. It has taken many centuries
to bring the Anglo-Saxon to his present imperfect
ethical development. It will not take less time to perfect
the negro, - and whoever reckons for him without considering
the thickness of his skull and the length of his
under jaw, the relative smoothness of his brain and the
amount of gray matter at his nerve centres will be disappointed.
It is higher ethical training from the pulpit and in
the schools that the negro needs. He likes a preacher
and a teacher of his own color. While this is well in
that it gives him a leader near enough to his own level
to be in sympathy with him, it has the disadvantage
of depriving him of close and constant contact with the
standards to which an African must come, if he survives
in an Anglo-Saxon civilization.
This is the "negro problem" - part of it. What shall
be done with it? "The slow process of the ages" is
the message that comes to our reflection. Meanwhile
those who care, - and there are many in the South who
do, - vote more money for the public schools, and help
the negro to build his churches, and wait - because they
do not see what else to do. The end of another century
will be time enough at which to take the next reckoning
of what American civilization has done for "Our
Brother In Black."
Rather
the ground that's deep enough for graves,
WHEN I was sixteen
years old an invitation was received
from some relatives in Oxford, Mississippi, to
attend the Commencement exercises at the State University.
This was my first entrance into society as a
young lady. My wardrobe consisted of inexpensive
Swiss and organdie dresses trimmed with some old laces
that mother had rescued from the wreck of time. My
appearance was that of a woman and long since the
decision had been made, to "put away childish things."
My girlhood griefs were buried out of sight.
The desire of my heart
had been to lead the life of a
thoroughly independent creature; but I soon found
that it seemed absurd to differ from other persons.
Now there was nothing to do but drift with the tide.
I laughed and talked and acted like the women about
me; but there was a sting in it all to which the world
not blind. My society chat had a current of sarcasm
my merriment a tinge of bitterness. A knowledge
of card-playing had been gained while attending
school in Canton, and my first lesson in dancing was
taken in such extreme youth that it is impossible to recall
it. During Christmas holidays there were always
several parties given in the neighborhood of Vernon,
and in summer there were numerous out-of-door festivities.
I attended them all and often danced through a
winter night and a long, hot summer day when not
over ten years old. Dancing was a part of a Southern girl's
education. It was as natural as eating or laughing.
After a young lady had made her debut, she would soon
become "a wall-flower" in society if she did not dance.
On going to Oxford it was an easy thing for me to fall
in with the trend of custom. The days were divided
between playing croquet with the University students
and returning fashionable calls; the nights were given
to games of euchre and attending entertainments.
The last and greatest social function of the season was
the Commencement ball. Mother had unearthed
an old ante-bellum blue silk and put it in my trunk for
an emergency. This was now brought forth and laboriously
transformed into an evening costume. The stains
of years were covered up with the inevitable lace or hidden
by sprays of flowers. My escort called at ten
o'clock in a carriage with another youthful couple and
we went to the ballroom. The dignified custom of
chaperonage was then nearly obsolete. My program
was filled out and I danced straight through it until
the last strain of music ended with the advent of the
sun next morning. With me nothing has ever been
done by halves. Whatever has been undertaken at all
has been undertaken with intensity.
The summer at Oxford was the beginning of gaieties
that continued, almost without interruption, for three
years. The winters were spent at my uncle's home in
Canton and in Jackson with very dear cousins. Another
visit was made to New Orleans under happier circumstances.
In summer my friends visited me at the plantation.
While in the country we rode on horse-back,
had buggy drives and out-door games; went on fishing
and camping excursions; attended picnics and barbecues;
gave dinners and teas, and exchanged visits with
two delightful families who had guests with them
throughout the warm months. These families and ours
had only recently become acquainted as they lived miles
away from us; but distances are small considerations
when "life is new" and pleasure the one pursuit in
existence.
My stays at home were comparatively brief during
these three years; but while there my reading was continued
and mother and I managed to do a great deal
of sewing for the negroes. My oldest brother had one
year at the University and immediately after secured a
position in a mercantile establishment in the northern
part of the state. During my visits to the towns there
was a ceaseless round of balls, theatres, receptions and
card parties, nearly every one of which I attended; from
the Governor's inaugural entertainment at the Mansion
to an impromptu dance in a private home.
Those were fateful months. The foundations of
ill-health were laid which haunted me for fifteen years.
Often in freezing weather my thick shoes and heavy
clothing were put aside for thin slippers and gauze
dresses and bare neck and arms. After dancing till heat
or fatigue became unbearable a rush would be made
into the deadly night air, with only a filmy lace shawl
thrown over my shoulders for protection.
There were few days in those three years in which
I did not have a desperate fight with my soul. Conscious
of not living up to my high conceptions of life,
I hated myself and abhorred the way my time was
spent. The truth forced itself upon me that theatres
were rarely elevating, that the trail of the serpent was
over every card, that round-dancing was demoralizing
and that many of the young men who danced with me
were not worthy of my friendship. Night after night
on returning from an entertainment, I have sat before
the fire pouring out my contempt for myself and all my
world in scathing denunciation, always ending with the
moan that had been in my heart since childhood, "What
is there for me to do? Life is so empty, so unsatisfying!
I wish I had never been born!" The girls who
kept the vigils with me would greet my torrent of grief
and rebellion with peals of laughter. Bessie Fearn, my
cousin and constant companion, a most brilliant and fascinating
young woman, would say, "It is impossible
for me to understand you. How can you see any harm
in cards or dancing or theatres? I am as untouched in
spirit to-night as a child could be!" In later years,
when a personal knowledge of Christ came to her, these
things in which she once saw no "harm" palled upon
her and in renunciation of them her life became a glad
song of consecration until the time came of "entering
into rest" where her eyes beheld "the King in his
beauty" in "the land that is very far off."
After the last fierce struggle with the finer elements
of my being, a definite determination was made to abandon
the shallow, aimless life that had been entered
upon; - and it was done, - suddenly and forever. It
was concluded further that I must go to work, that an
occupation uplifting and strengthening must be secured
if every family tradition was shattered and if my life
were forfeited in the attempt.
Father and I had always been congenial except along
certain lines. In the light of after experiences we both
became wise enough to avoid all splitting issues. Up
to this time, however, the depths of his convictions concerning
work for women had never been sounded.
Mother believed in me utterly. She was my devoted,
changeless, unquestioning ally. Father, on the contrary,
with all his gentleness and affability, was a severe critic
and, at times, a most sarcastic opponent. Consequently,
whenever an embryo scheme was on hand, he was invariably
sought in order to get an expression of opinion,
regardless that his views might be totally different from
mine. When a child rest never came to me until every
important occurrence of my daily life had been related
to him, heedless of the consequences of the confidence.
He had been terribly grieved over my indulgence in
round-dancing. At the country festivities, I had been
allowed to attend in childhood, only the dignified quadrilles
of earlier times were in vogue. It had not occurred
to him that my inclinations might reach out
tendrils towards the customs of my own day. He had,
often tried to dissuade me from round-dancing, but
was unable to extract a promise that it would be given
up. However, when my decision was reached to dance
no more I went at once to him and announced it. "Well,
my daughter," he remarked, surveying me calmly,
"you do not deserve a particle of credit, for you do not
stop because it is right, but because you are disgusted."
This diagnosis of the case was accepted, but with a
tremendously offended ego.
Soon after this encounter, father was again interviewed.
Broaching the subject abruptly I said: "Life
has grown very tiresome to me and some change must
be effected. It is my intention to work at some employment
that will make it possible for me to support
myself." Father looked at me a little dazed, and answered:
"Work?" with a high-tide inflection on the
word. "Work?" with renewed emphasis - "and may
I ask of what nature your work will be?"
"Certainly," was my quick reply, "I intend to teach
school." "Indeed!" said father, with a peculiar drawl
of the prefix which would have sent terror to my soul
when a child.
"Yes, sir!" came my answer with decision, "I am
going to teach school."
"But you forget," he exclaimed, making a desperate
effort to control the quaver in his voice and to hide
the tremor of his eyelids that revealed the storm in his
heart, "you forget that I am able to give you a support.
You forget that you are my only daughter. Do you
mean to tell me that you are going to teaching? I will
never consent to it!" - and he walked off with an air
which told too plainly that the conference was ended.
Without being in the least dismayed, and saying not
word to any one, I put on my sunbonnet and gloves
and started forth determined to settle the school question.
There were few children in the immediate neighborhood
and the majority of these were very poor; but
wherever there was a shadow of a chance for success,
their homes were visited and a request made for pupils.
An upstairs bedroom in our dwelling was transformed
into a schoolroom, and the following Monday morning
I entered upon my career as teacher. Father did not
say one word. His courtesy was never at fault; besides,
he had discovered in me a certain will-force, inherited
from both "sides of the house," and an indomitable
energy which he began to respect. At the end of the term
he said to me: "Allow me, daughter, to congratulate
you upon your fine success." Mother was radiant
with delight from the beginning, for she understood my longings.
Everything was made to bend to my wishes.
The children were permitted to eat their lunches on the long
front gallery upstairs, and to romp in the yard under
the closely matted branches of the great cedars and
among the trailing periwinkle vines whose green leaves
carpeted almost every foot of ground. There were only
seven pupils in my school and their tuition fees amounted
to but $12 a month; but those twelve dollars were as
large as twelve full moons in my eyes and as precious
as blood-drops. Among the seven children there was
only one at all well advanced; while teaching him I had
a good chance to review text-books and to again get into
the habit of study. While managing the others an excellent
opportunity was afforded for the cultivation of
the grace of patience, which was sorely needed, and of
gaining some practical knowledge of the methods of
teaching.
I was nineteen years old at the beginning of my little
private school.
Nothing's
small!
AT the close of my
private school session a determination
was made to expend my energies no longer on so
few children and with such small financial returns; but
that an application should be made for the public school
where there would be more pupils and a larger salary.
Once more my plans were revealed to father. His
amazement and opposition were greater this time than
before. "Teach the public school!" he echoed after
me. "The public school!" incredulously. "Why, I
would not have you brought in contact with its rougher
elements and subjected to dictates that would surely
come, for all the world! A little private school in the
seclusion of our home was a different matter entirely.
Nothing could induce me to consent to your going out
as a public school teacher."
The next day I called on the trustees of the public
school at Vernon and asked to be their teacher for the
autumn term. They were astonished, but readily consented.
Keeping my own counsel, one of my brothers
was induced, in the course of a week, to drive me to
Canton where a call was made on the County Superintendent
of Education. With straightforwardness I said,
"Mr. S. it is my intention to support myself. You will
oblige me forever by granting me a first-class certificate
for a public school without requiring an examination.
It has been over four years since my school days ended.
It would be impossible for me to stand an examination;
but it is equally certain that I am competent to teach
the Vernon school and make a success of it." The
superintendent smiled indulgently, filled out a certificate
and handed it to me. The law then in reference to examinations
was not as rigid as now.
With a joyous spirit my face was turned homeward
and my official document was displayed with all the
pride of a conqueror. At the opening of the fall term
I was seated in my chair of state viewing with satisfaction
the half hundred boys and girls who greeted me.
They were of all shapes and sizes; from young men
with beards on their faces to roly-poly urchins just out
of bibs. Oh! what a time we had! The boys chewed
tobacco during school and spat upon the floor. Every
now and then an especially genteel fellow walked to the
nearest window to expectorate. The girls were piously
and prettily demure while they thought I was looking
at them; but the instant my gaze was removed they
threw spit-balls at the infant class and love notes to the
giant rustics who were wrestling with their quids and slates.
They were unclassified; there were not ten books
among them which were alike. The grading was found
to be an unending task, for every week there was a new
set of pupils. The children in the different families
took turns in doing the work and resting from their
mental labors. Before the close of the session, however,
several solid classes had been formed and impressed
with the importance of attending school regularly.
These stood by me to the end and delighted my heart
by making rapid progress.
The struggle with the "submerged tenth" continued.
There were fights among them at recess and while going
home in the afternoon. Some of the girls swore
like troopers and the boys struck them for it. Only
my presence in the midst of the hordes prevented rough
language and blows. Court was held as regularly as
school and justice administered according to testimony.
It was impossible to use my judgment in selecting
studies for the pupils as their parents bought the books
that suited them and refused to get others. One day a
boy handed me a note from a patron which ran as follows:
"Mis I doant warnt mi Sun ben To studdie
Nuthin but reedin wrighten spelin and Figgers Respecfuly
Willium L-."
A terrible strain on my patience was realized in
teaching a fat, little, five-year-old boy his alphabet. It
seemed impossible, after all the other letters were conquered,
for him to learn "u." Seizing his chubby hand
in mine, the invincible character was written in his palm
with a piece of chalk. Then holding it before his eyes
I said, "Now, John, this is u." Puckering up his face
as if in mortal agony he gave a loud yell that ended in
a heart-broken wail, and sobbed out, "No, Miss Belle,
dat ain't me-e-e-ee!"
Some of the boys were manly, home-spun fellows
with imagination. One of them, on a memorable morning,
was given the word squirrel to spell and define.
Tom rattled the spelling off in grand style with startling
vehemence. Then came a dead pause. Looking up I
said: "Well, now, the definition? What is a squirrel?"
"A varmint." "Oh! that won't do! Try again. What
is a squirrel?" "Somethin' what runs up a tree." "No,
sir! that won't do. Try again. What is a squirrel?"
A long pull at his "gallusses," a puzzled searching
of the ceiling with a look that suddenly broke into light,
then a glad shout: "Oh! I know! A squirl's somethin'
what eats nuts with his tail standin' up!"
When the spring opened all the large boys had to stop
school to work in the crop. My salary depended on the
number of pupils in attendance, dropping some months
as low as $18.00, and never going beyond $25.00 - the
daily attendance ranging from five to fifty. Regular
visits were made to all my patrons in the effort to inspire
them with the importance of educating their children.
Poor little homes were entered and parents met
who had lived within two miles of our plantation since
my early childhood, but who were unknown to me. At
first this was an ordeal, but by degrees my interest in
the children deepened, and the poverty and ignorance
of their home-protectors became a positive burden on
my soul; profound pity began to push out less noble
feelings.
Those were days of quiet growth for me. In that
little school-house, which was not more than a hut,
among those rude girls and boys was learned my first
real lesson in self-command. In the beginning there
was a fire of insubordination smouldering in the hearts
of even the meekest looking of my undisciplined rabble
that only needed a spark to set it into a blaze. There
was one particularly mild-mannered boy, with large,
dreamy eyes and the languid air of a "Vere de Vere."
He never knew his lessons. Finally my patience
reached its last gasp and I told him if he failed the next
day he would have to suffer punishment. He was utterly
deficient and was called forward. Thrusting his
hand into his pocket and drawing out a large, open
knife he struck at me. My movements were quick
enough to seize his wrist and divert the blow, and my
hands were strong enough to wrest the knife from his
grasp. He was dealt with, after the Scriptural suggestion,
according to his sin. After that his scholarship
was unexcelled and his conduct irreproachable.
Another severe test soon came to me. There was a
tall, muscular fellow, seventeen years old, who made a
dismal failure on a certain day. He was commanded
to stay in at recess and study. A heavy frown gathered
but he said nothing. When the noon hour came he ate
his lunch, picked up his books and started for the door.
"Where are you going, Jim?" I asked. "Home!"
he muttered. "If you do go," was my reply, "remember
that you cannot come to school to me again." He made
no answer and went out.
The next morning Jim was in his seat with head bent
low over his books. After calling the school to order
the incident of the previous day in connection with Jim
was related and the case taken up. Turning to the offender
I said sternly, "Take your books, sir, and go
home!" The boy's head sank lower and lower. There
was a profound silence. Looking up finally in an abject,
pleading fashion he said: "Miss Belle, please forgive
me for acting so bad yesterday. I'm truly sorry. If
you'll let me stay I promise never to disobey you again."
The amende honorable was accepted, peace reigned and
the spirit of insurrection was quelled forever. Jim was
ever after my loyal vassal, helping me to dismount on
rainy mornings and the first in the afternoons to bring
my horse to the stump which was my stepping-block
to reach the saddle, meekly handing my whip as the
reins were gathered for the homeward gallop.
I became Argus-eyed and learned to control my
pupils by sheer will-power. A rebuke was seldom
given, a scolding never. They were simply looked at.
The highest class moved along steadily; when it was
finally surrendered, at the close of my régime, it would
have been entitled to enter the Sophomore class in a
college. Coming in contact with such rough specimens
of humanity and expending so much energy in the effort
to control them, told heavily upon my nervous system.
Every afternoon, on returning home, during my earlier
experiences, my first thought was to seek the privacy
of my room. Falling upon the bed in exhaustion my
pent-up emotions found vent in a passion of tears. I
had always regarded crying as an evidence of weakness
and when quite a girl determined that no one should
ever doubt my strong-mindedness; so, on going to the
supper-table, my appearance would be freshened up and
my face wreathed with the blandest of smiles. I studied
until midnight regularly to keep ahead of my pupils;
mastering books taken up by them that had not been
taught me in my school days, and applying myself
closely to mathematics which I had unwisely neglected
while at the Academy, for history, rhetoric, philosophy,
English literature and kindred branches.
For four years in heat and dust, in rain and mud I
trudged to that little school-house by the roadside. I
drank from the neighboring creek when the cistern was
dry or filled with debris, in either of which conditions
it was usually found. On freezing days I crouched
over a cracked stove that radiated little heat, with the
snow drifting down upon my head through the defective
roof. In the winter season I went again and again
to find the house empty, to come back home weary and
disgusted, with my little brother trotting by my side
sputtering indignantly because he had not been allowed
to stay at home "like other folkses childerns."
Sometimes mid-summer sessions would be taught to
accommodate the larger pupils who had to be in the
field until the crop was "laid by." The heat was almost
intolerable, the days seemed unending. The drowsy,
germ-laden, suffocating hours would be lived through
in dreariness and suffering: but, hard as it all was, nothing
would be taken in exchange for the self-knowledge
and self-power that I gained in this struggle.
The money that was made during the first session
was invested in a course of study in the Normal College,
at Iuka, Mississippi. At the close of the term a visit
was made to the Southern Chautauqua, at Monteagle,
Tennessee. Portions of other vacations were spent in
Canton taking private lessons in mathematics from my
friend, Mrs. Amelia Drane, a teacher of wide experience
and unusual ability. She was the only woman, at
that time, who had graduated at Soule's Commercial
College, in New Orleans.
In the afternoons, at the close of her school, she
would stand with me at the blackboard or sit near me
for hours giving the most patient instruction regardless
of weariness or the hot, chalky atmosphere. When our
engagement was ended and when, according to contract,
the requisite amount of money was brought to remunerate
her, the tears sprang to her eyes and laying her
kindly, blessed hands in mine she cried: "My dear child,
do you suppose I would accept a dollar from you? Some
day, if it is ever needed, you may pay me, but not now."
Only in eternity can this noble, unselfish friend realize
what she did for me in helping to make smooth the
paths which, at that time, stretched bare and stony
through my struggling life. Such a deed as that is far
above price; it can find a recompense only "in kind."
Some time after my experience in teaching was begun,
a new railway brought into existence the little
town of Flora, within four miles of father's plantation.
I was invited to accept the position of assistant teacher
in the public school there; a male principal having already
been installed. As the salaries were still dependent
upon the number of pupils in attendance, my remuneration
would not have been an inducement had not
a promise been made that it should be brought up to a
certain monthly sum by the patrons. Board was offered
in a pleasant family with the understanding that I
should every night supervise the study hours of the little
daughter.
The offer was accepted and the term finished without
a jar in the school-room. Going away from home to
board and playing the governess, after nightfall, was
a repugnant prospect; but my association with the
happy household was so agreeable and my small pupil
so gentle and studious that the dread faded away, and
a friendship which has suffered no change in the passing
years was the fortunate result.
The public school session closed in April - there were
only five months allowed by the law. I opened an independent
private school in the Methodist church building.
The principal of the public school occupied the
school-house. Three months were passed pleasantly.
The following fall another private school was taught
in Flora, which was conducted as easily as the first.
My only hardship was in having to buy all the wood that
was used and in making the fires. Finally, I was relieved
of the latter through the goodness of a kindhearted
patron.
Father was elected to the lower house of the legislature
again and served in the session of 1880. In 1891
he was sent to the state senate. My oldest brother was
still in business in North Mississippi. My second
brother had entered the Agricultural and Mechanical
College, but, his health failing, in a few months he went
to Texas for a dryer climate and sunnier fortunes. My
third brother, after a course at a Business College, assumed
complete management of the plantation, developing
a decided talent for "turning a dollar."
Our financial affairs were now on a firmer basis but
none of us had thought of relieving mother. While in
the school-room, at Flora, one day the conviction suddenly
seized me that she was ill. The impression grew
with the hours. In the afternoon I mounted a horse
and alone rode home to have my presentiment confirmed.
In an agony of remorse I threw myself by the
sick-bed and cried: "O, mother, please forgive me for
all my thoughtlessness and selfishness! In these years
since the way was opened for me to make money my
only purpose has been to cultivate my mind, and it was
forgotten that you were growing old, and now you have
failed through work and care!"
A cook was hired before sunset and never since that
sad day has the home been without one, nor without
a woman to do the housework as well as servants for
harder forms of labor.
If
you would not cease to love mankind,
BY degrees the public school won its way to favor in
the South. It triumphed "over prejudice, over poverty,
over opposition engendered by a large negro population
which pays little tax and whose schools are a
heavy burden upon the property owners." In the years
immediately following the re-establishment of the "free
school," after the civil war, it was considered scarcely
respectable to patronize it, and the person who undertook
to teach one was brave indeed.
To-day there is no position more highly honorable
than that of a public school teacher. This revolution
has been the blossoming of thirty-two years of budding
sentiment, - from 1868 to 1900. For fifteen years the
system was at low tide in Mississippi. In 1886 a complete
change was made in the school law by the
legislature. Teachers were required to stand rigid
examinations before certificates would be issued.
Superintendents were ordered to apportion salaries according
to the grade credential held, the executive capacity
of the teacher, and, though not dependent as formerly
on the number of pupils in attendance, the size of the
school was taken into consideration. Payments were
made promptly at the end of each month and new life
was infused into methods.
The benefits of the Peabody educational fund were
restored to Mississippi in 1893; institutes were held and
in 1896, five summer normals were established for the
white and an equal number for the black people. The
moneys for the support of the public schools in each
of the years 1898-99 amounted to $950,000, including
the poll-tax, which is $2.00 per head. If there is a
deficit in the school fund the state treasury supplements
it. When needed, special local taxes can be levied
by the district; also by the Board of Supervisors for
continuing the school year longer than the uniform term.
The legislature, which met in the winter of 1900,
appropriated one million dollars to common schools for
the year 1900; also for 1901. Appropriations to the
state colleges were very liberal. All of this, added to
local taxation for extending terms, etc., will run the
public expenditure to $2,000,000 for each year.
The school fund has steadily increased notwithstanding
disastrous agricultural conditions and the facts that
the census of 1894 showed that there were 100,000 more
negro children in Mississippi than white. During the
scholastic year of 1896-97, 367,579 pupils were enrolled
in the public schools; of that number 170,811 were
white and 196,768 were negroes, - the latter being in
excess of the whites 25,957. The sum set apart for the
support of the schools is prorated among the educable
children of the state irrespective of color.
The proportional number of negro tax-payers in
Mississippi is pitiably small; consequently, some idea
can be easily gained of the relative amount of taxes
paid by the white people for the support of colored
schools. It is difficult to determine what is the best
policy to pursue in the distribution of the school fund,
as the races are very unevenly distributed over the state.
The negroes are massed in the productive districts - the
Delta, the river counties where planting is conducted
as extensively as in ante-bellum days. By a strange
misadjustment, according to the Constitution, in those
counties where the negro population so heavily preponderates,
third grade teachers receive higher pay than
first grade instructors in the counties where the white
people are in excess. From the report of a State Superintendent
of Education the following facts are quoted: "In the white
counties the whites are three-fourths of the population;
in the black counties the whites are one-fifth of
the population.
"The ten white counties received $87,226 from the
state distribution. Of this sum they paid in polls
$30,166, or 38 per cent of the whole.
"The ten black counties received from the state distribution
$170,353, of which they paid in polls $32,459
or only 19 per cent of the whole. The white counties
paid practically the same amount in polls as the black
counties, while the black counties received nearly twice
as much from the state distribution."
In the Superintendent's report of 1891-93, for Mississippi,
it was declared: "It is a matter of common
assertion by the uninformed throughout the state that
the negroes attend school better than the - whites. The
statistics for 1892-93 show that 73 whites in every 100
of school age were enrolled in our public schools, while
less than 60 in every 100 negroes were enrolled. The
enrollment of both races was 64.8 per cent of all the
educable children. This is a remarkable enrollment
when we consider that the legal school age in Mississippi
covers 16 years, from 5 to 21.
"According to the report of the Commissioner of
Education (1889-90) Kansas in 1890 enrolled 27.98
in every 100 population, which was the highest percentage
in the United States, the average being 20.27.
The enrollment of Mississippi for 1892-'93 was 25.97 in
every 100 population which places us second in the
Union when both races are considered.
"But our enrollment of whites was 28.61 in every
100 of white population, which is greater than the enrollment
of Kansas in 1890 by 63 in every 3,000 of the
population. It is thus shown that our white population,
as measured by enrollment, are availing themselves of
the educational advantages provided by the state to a
greater extent than the people of any state in the
Union."
In the same report it was stated that Mississippi "led
among the Southern states and is ranked eight among
the states in the Union in the amount expended for education
in proportion to the valuation of property." The
State Superintendent of Education for Alabama makes
this statement: "Alabama expends annually for her
schools and education more than one million dollars;
while her taxes amount scarcely to two millions."....
It is said: "The state of New York has an assessed
valuation greater than all the thirteen Southern states
combined (Missouri not included), while New England
and the Middle States together, with an area only two-ninths
as large as the thirteen Southern states, and with
a population about equal have three times as much assessed
property.
"It is apparent, therefore, that with equal levies these
wealthier states can maintain schools for ten months
in the year, while in the South the length of the term
will not average four months."
In all comparative statistics between the North and
the South on the subject of education, or any other,
it is well to remember the sparseness of population in
the Southern states. For instance, in the city of New
York alone there are 1,515,301 inhabitants! while in the
entire state of Mississippi there are but 1,289,600 persons;
there are but three cities of 10,000 or over, and but
two others, with a population over 5,000.
In a paper entitled, "What the South Is Doing for
Education and What Education Is Doing for the
South," read by Dr. W. T. Harris, U. S. Commissioner
of Education, in Atlanta, Georgia, October 26, 1895,
the progress of education was briefly and interestingly
summed up as follows:
"In the past twenty years the South has increased
fifty-four per cent in population, but its school attendance
has increased 130 per cent; that is to say, more
than twice as fast as the population. This means that
there is a larger proportion of the population kept in
school during the year; while in 1874 an average of 14 1/2
out of every hundred were enrolled in school, ten years
later (1884) the average had risen to 18 3/4 per hundred,
and in 1894, or twenty years later, the number enrolled
is twenty-two in the hundred. Of all the people of the
South, white and black, one in five is in attendance on
school for some portion of the year. This is a large proportion
of the people to be in school. Even in Saxony,
which excels all countries of Europe in its school enrollment,
the per centum in school is only twenty.
"Even after making allowance for the fact that the
South has a larger proportion of children in its population
than any other section of the Nation, this remains
a wonderful showing for the wisdom of self-sacrifice
of the Southern people. They are, indeed, building a
'New South' and its corner-stone is the school."
According to
the order of nature, men being equal, their
common vocation is the profession of humanity. - ROUSSEAU.
AN effort was made to
secure from the auditors and
treasurers of the thirteen Southern states an official
statement of the relative amounts of taxes paid by the
whites and the negroes. Every state of whom the inquiry
was made was heard from; but the information
desired was unattainable as few keep a separate list of
taxes paid by the two races. They concurred, however,
in the following statement: "The great bulk of the public
school fund in the South is derived from taxes paid by
white people. Yet, that fund is distributed on a
basis of population, so that the negro receives vastly
more than his proportionate share. And the laws governing
this taxation and distribution were voluntarily
enacted by the Southern whites themselves."
The amount of property listed for taxation by the
white citizens of North Carolina, as per returns for
the year 1896, was $221,138,146; for the colored
$8,516,353. The poll-taxes paid by the whites for the
same year were $260,865.58; by the negroes, $100,103.74.
Taxes accruing from general property of
whites, $399,554.48; from that of the blacks, $15, 349.76.
Taxes from polls and general property were
given to the support of the public schools, but no
discrimination was made as to the races.
The total enrollment of colored children in the public
schools of South Carolina for 1898 was 150,787; there
was spent on their education from state funds $204,383.30.
The white people of Arkansas in 1898 paid taxes
to the amount of $2,621,538.31; the negroes, $132,111.20,
- about one-twentieth of the whole tax - but no
distinction of race was made in distribution of the school
fund.
These instances, although probably very much more
to the credit of the negroes' capacity for aiding in the
support of the government than some other Southern
states would show, are sufficient to illustrate what the
South is doing to lift the colored race by education.
Very many poll-taxes of the negroes are paid in election
years by white aspirants for office who want the
colored vote.
The laws of each Southern state, while they provide
for the education of every youth as nearly as possible,
yet make distinct provisions for the establishment of
separate schools for white and black children. Co-education
of the races is not tolerated. It is an unwise
friend of the negro who attempts to alter this custom. It
is futile to advance a plea for the unreasonableness and
unrighteousness of race prejudice. It is enough to say
that it exists in the South and that it will persist there.
It will not be disputed that the Anglo-Saxon and the
African in America occupy the relation of superior and
inferior races. The inappreciable number of the latter
in the population of the Northern states precludes the
question of social equality, - just as nobody thinks of it
in connection with the Chinese scattered throughout the
South. In some Southern states the negroes far out-
number the whites, and are so numerous in all of them
as to constitute what is called a "problem." Until the
present generation they have always existed there as
slaves. Nowhere on the earth have two races who bear
or have borne the relation of master and slave existed
together as social equals; nor do superior and inferior
so co-exist anywhere until the superior is degraded to
the level of the inferior. It is doubtful if there is natural
race prejudice; that is, if white and black children
were reared together from the cradle as equals whether
they would feel an antagonism of stock. Therefore,
never will the South consent that its tender, unformed
youth shall have the opportunity in the school-room to
assimilate with an element that, in its present state, can
only drag down the high ideals which the Anglo-Saxon
has wrested from the centuries. Better than any other
the South knows that if slavery was an evil for the negro
it was infinitely more a curse to the whites who
owned the slaves. The blacks leave their deadly, immoral
trail wherever massed in large numbers.
This must be said, notwithstanding a most earnest
desire for the advancement of the negro by education
and all other wise means; and it is said with an old-time
affection which is a redeeming legacy of the days of
master and slave, which was a tie of love often stronger
than blood, whose power a stranger cannot understand;
and which, alas! will be known no more when the remnants
of ante-bellum days are gathered to their fathers.
There is a plantation in Mississippi where until recently
five generations of the old slaves have dwelt as
tenants upon the soil where most of them were born,
and to which they clung with an attachment equal to
that of the owners, and as much more pathetic as it was
more helpless. "Old Handy" came into the library
one winter afternoon a few years ago, to pay his "respec's"
to his "white folks." "I'se pow'ful glad to see
yo' lookin' so well, Marse William, I sho is!" "Yes,
Handy, I am well, but I begin to think I'm getting aged.
I've not realized it all along, but you and I have lived
quite awhile, Handy!" "That's so, Marse William,
an', please Gord, we'll live a pow'ful time yit. Yo' ain'
broke a bit, suh, not a bit. How long's it ben, Marse
William, sence yo' bought me?" "Fully fifty years;
we were both almost boys then, Handy. You are older
than I am, you know." "Do yo' 'member dat day yo'
cum to look at dat batch o' ole marse' niggers what was
put up to be sole?" "Oh, yes, I remember it well! It
was the first time I ever bought a hand." "When yo'
look at me as if yo' had sum intrus' in me, Marse Gillispie
he say, 'Lor', Bill, yo' doan' want dat nigger;
he'll neber do yer no good; he's dat fractious he's in de
cane-brake near 'bout de bes' part o' his time.' Member
dat, Marse William?" "Just the same as if it were
yesterday." "An' den yo' kinder sarch me all ober wid
yer eyes, an' at las' yo' say, 'He doan' look lak a bad
nigger, I doan' b'lieve he'd run away ef he wur treated
right. " "Yes, and I bought you then and there!"
"An' I ain' neber run away, 'fore Gord, from dat day
to dis! Is I, Marse William?" "No, no, Handy, you
and I have had no trouble all these years, - and now we
are old men, not boys any longer." "Folks talk 'bout
hard times! I ain' neber seed no hard times sence I cum
home wid yo' dat day. I'se had plenty ter eat, an' ter
war, an' a house ober my haid an' good lan' ter wuk,
an' good white folks to cyar fur me. I doan' know de
meanin' o' hard times."
Not long after the plantation was shocked to hear
that "Marse William" was sick, a thing they had never
known to happen in all the long past. His present factotum,
once his coachman, later his butler, brought a
cot-mattress, and said firmly to the wife, "Miss Annie,
I ain' gwine ter leave Marse William, day ner night,
I'm 'bleeged to wait on him. We ain' neber hyeard o'
his bein' sick in our lives. Tom, dat grown boy o' mine,
'ill sleep out in de hall ter keep up de fires." Two by
two others volunteered to be within call in the library
where they waited many nights.
Anxiety deepened and soon groups of old slaves were
ever to be found in the hall down stairs waiting for the
latest word from the sick-room; moaning out to "Miss
Annie" or the doctor as they passed, "Doan' let Marse
William die! Who'd take cyar o' us ef he went. We
cyant gib him up! We ain't nebber knowed nobody else."
Faithful old George stayed day and night by the bedside
of pain, till he came out sobbing aloud one morning
to tell the waiting crowds that "Marse William" had
gone beyond the sound of their voices into the greater
worlds where they could not follow yet. Then the heart
of the plantation seemed to break. The oldest of the ex-
slaves requested that they might be "Marse William's
pall-bearers," - and they were. The rest of them filled
the galleries of the church from which he was buried,
and in which for so many years he had been an elder;
and to-day he is the highest ideal that life has brought
to his ante-bellum servants. Those who are left are the
most self-respecting and respected, as well as most efficient
and faithful helpers on the plantation.
Let it be said here, and said with all the emphasis
the fact involves, that none of the "outrages" which
have so often disgraced the nation since the civil war
are the deeds of the old slave, nor is the "vengeance"
that of the old master and rarely that of his sons. It is
the new element of both races that wars one on the
other. This statement has been made of late many
times, in many ways, by the Southern press. The following
from a leading South Carolina journal fully expresses
the sentiment of all in respect to the men
engaged in the atrocity of lynching: "They represent
Southern chivalry as little as the residents of the New
York slums represent the Christian civilization of the
North. Ravening mobs are not composed of gentle
men." The "Atlanta Constitution" had just said, in
reference to that appalling lynching in Georgia, "Unless
public opinion in the South begins to act in an unmistakable
way, the lawless and ruffianly element which exists
in all communities will make itself judge, jury and
public executioner, and its victims may be innocent or
guilty. It will only be necessary to suspect them of
some crime. We shall have the courts abolished, and
all classes of crime will be punished by the lawless element.
Negroes will not be the only victims. Whites
will fall under the ban of ruffianism, and we shall have
such a state of things that civil war will be necessary
to restore to the courts and to society their normal
functions."
Another journal, in reference to the recent horrible
occurrence in Kentucky says, "It is to the credit of the
South that her public men and newspapers have been as
earnest, if not as bitter, in their criticisms as have those
of the North. Hardly a voice has been raised or a line
written in condonation of the affair." The people representative
of the best element throughout the South
are strongly opposed to lynching and deeply deplore
outbreaks of mob violence. They are urging as a
remedial measure that as soon as possible after a crime
is committed court shall meet, a jury be impanelled and
inquiry be made into the charge. If an indictment is
found that a short and fair trial shall be held immediately
or as quickly as the ends of justice may require."
There is now and has been for a long time a feeling
of insecurity in the South wherever there are many
negroes. The ladies of a household - especially in rural
districts - are seldom left alone day or night; and care
is taken that they do not linger late upon the road when
walking or driving in the afternoons or remain unprotected
anywhere at any hour for any length of time.
Southern women have perfect faith, however, in the
power of the courts to protect them and believe that the
prompt enforcement of law is the safeguard of any community.
That the punishment of crime by any other tribunal
than the qualified and authorized one is a rapidly infectious
and highly dangerous lawlessness, is proven by
the fact that within the last decade there has scarcely
been a state or territory in the Union which has not
suffered from one or more of these atrocities. The
question, therefore, is national in its bearings. Still, as
the South has the bulk of the negro population, the burden
of the responsibility for the negro problem, of which
the lynching is but one phase, rests there, and sooner or
later the Southern people will settle it in justice and
righteousness.
The world is scarcely beginning to realize the enormity
of the situation that faces the South in its grapple
with the negro problem which was thrust upon it at the
close of the civil war when 4,500,000 ex-slaves, illiterate
and semi-barbarous, were enfranchised. Such a situation
has no parallel in history. In forging a path out of
the darkness there are no precedents to lead the way.
All that has been and is being accomplished is pioneer
states-craft. The South has struggled under its
death-weight for over thirty years bravely and magnanimously.
As an ex-governor of a Southern state has
truly said: "The South has her ills, her sins and her
crimes. What section has not? The South has had
and will have violent shocks to her civilization. What
section has not? The South has had her sorrows.
God knows they have been grievous and hard to be endured.
Whenever the South finds an ideal government
without sin, a people perfect in law and perfect in its
enforcement, the South will do its respectful obeisance
and ask to be led into its broader civilization and its
better power. Till then, and not till then, we shall stand
abreast of all other sections, claiming as broad a civilization
as any and challenging those without sin to cast
the first stone at us."
"What shall be done with the negro?" far outweighs
for the American people all questions of territorial
expansion, for we have the African as a factor
of our internal relations, our domestic policy and our
every day life. It has been thought by some social
scientists that a process of amalgamation would gradually
absorb the negro.
There is no state in the South where legal miscegenation
exists. Intermarriage is rendered void, the contracting
parties are driven from a community and the minister
who performs the ceremony is subjected to
punishment. Besides, instinct and tradition oppose
insurmountable barriers to such a solution.
As to the extent of illegal mixture of the races the
following figures, from a reliable source, will afford
some light: "Of the whole African population 728,099,
in 1890, in the North Atlantic, North Central and Western
states, 28 per cent were mulattoes. In the South
Atlantic and the South central divisions at this time,
there were 6,741,941 persons of African descent, of
whom 13 per cent were mulattoes."
Another proposal has been the colonization of the
negro in Africa and our newly acquired possessions.
Left to himself, as in Hayti,
the negro has always degenerated,
and proved incapable of self-government.
Whatever attempts have been made at colonization, as
in Liberia, have been abortive. The negro himself is
violently opposed to transportation; only the unsettled
and thriftless want to go; and as has been said by
leading journal, "If 2,000 were sent out every week of
the year, that number would simply equal their natural
increase in this land."
Although the death rate among the negroes is great,
as has been shown in a previous chapter, it is not probable
that the problem will be solved by extinction. According
to the last census there were almost twice as
many in the United States as when the civil war closed.
Southern statesmen are trying disfranchisement of
the colored men as a solution of the vexed question. The
white people of the South are equally intolerant of the
social equality and the political domination of the black
man. Every device has been tried to prevent the power
of his vote - from a shot-gun to a Constitutional amendment.
By the latter method, in 1890, Mississippi, with
an educational qualification, legally and peacefully
ejected the masses of the negroes from politics. This
initiative has been followed by South Carolina and by
Louisiana. The South's representation in the national
government is not thereby lessened, as it is based upon
population and not upon voters.
This system has worked admirably, so far, in substituting
a rule of intelligence for that of ignorance; it
is worth the serious consideration of all states that have
a large foreign population. Every year the, movement
to make the wishes of the rank and file supreme is gaining
ground with the American people, as is evidenced
by the growth of the initiative and referendum and by
direct primaries. Only an intelligent suffragist is capable
or worthy of so high a prerogative, and especially
must he be educated in and imbued with the spirit of
the American government. A large part of the foreign
population that lands on our shores is less capable than
the negro of American citizenship; it not only has no
more education but must divest itself of previous predilections
as to government.
If educational and property limitations of the franchise
are not sufficient to ensure white supremacy at
the South it could certainly be established by the following
plan, submitted by Henry B. Blackwell, of Boston,
Mass. He says, "The enactment of a law enabling
women able to read and write to vote would at once so
enlarge the political forces of intelligence and morality
as to control the negro vote and the illiterate vote, absolutely,
in every Southern state, as will be seen by the
following figures taken from the United States census
of 1880, the latest available ones for the purpose of comparison:
In every Southern state but one there are
more educated women than all the illiterate voters,
white and black, native and foreign, combined. An
overwhelming political preponderance of intelligence
can be fairly and honestly attained at any time by the
enfranchisement of the women who can read and write,
ten out of eleven of whom are white women.
"By the last available census there were, on the present
basis of universal male suffrage, in the Southern
states and District of Columbia, 2,947,434 white voters,
of whom 411,900 were unable to write, and 1,252,484
colored voters, of whom 951,444 were unable to write.
But in these states there were also 2,293,698 white
women over 21 who could write, and 236,865 colored
women who could write. If these two and a half million
educated women were made voters, their votes would
offset the entire illiterate voters, both black and white,
who number, all told, only 1,363,344, which surplus,
when added to the 2,836,574, educated male voters,
would make an educated voting majority of over
4,000,000."
To my mind, the solution of the negro problem lies
in the establishment of the home and in industrial education.
The word home is as foreign to the negro's vocabulary
as to the Frenchman's. As a rule the colored
people dwell herded in their cabins, which usually consist
of but one room. In this men, women and little
children "live and move and have their being -" often
most numerously. Remaining long in one location is a
sort of intimation of slavery, so they change their quarters
frequently. They, as yet, have acquired little sense
of the dignity of ownership. Prosperity can attend no
people who are indifferent to possessions, for this indicates
a want of purpose, and a failure to grasp the
fundamental principles of personal and public welfare.
There is, however, a more potential factor in the
development of the home than the proprietorship of an
abiding place, and that is the maintenance of the family
life in unity and sanctity. Hon. James Brice has wisely
said: "The family is the fundamental problem of civilization."
The negro's condition will remain hopeless
until he acquires higher moral ground. That is the
secret of his destiny. This elevation will be effected
through a truer concept of Christianity. Stonewall
Jackson said: "It is necessary to put the strong hand
of the gospel under the ignorant African race to lift
them up." It is a matter of rejoicing that the negroes
have built since the civil war 19,753 churches, costing
over $20,000,000. It is not the church that will redeem
them, however, but the spirit of God in the church; the
possession of a religion that will purify the life - at least
from the grossest sins. "The hope of the black race,"
Bishop Haygood thought, "lies mainly in the pulpit."
Industrial training, resulting in the power to produce,
will lead to the ability to gain and retain property, and
will thus become an agent for the acquisition and
development of the home. The two leading institutions
in the South for the education of the negro are Hampton
Normal and Agricultural College, at Hampton, Virginia,
and Tuskegee Normal and Industrial Institute,
at Tuskegee, Alabama. The principal of the latter is
Booker T. Washington, who was born a slave, but is
now the most noted colored man in America, and the
foremost educator and the leader of the 8,000,000 negroes
of this country. The institute at Tuskegee under
his able and discreet management, has grown to vast
proportions and its influence for good is broadly felt.
In the session of 1898 it enrolled 1,047 students; they
came from twenty-four states and territories and from
two foreign countries. Work to the amount of $45,288.10
has been done by the students while pursuing
their course of study. They cultivate 650 acres of land
besides keeping in constant operation twenty-four other
industries. Graduates from this institution are now following
almost every industrial and professional avocation.
By giving to the world trained, self-supporting
workmen Booker T Washington is doing much to solve
the problem of his race. He says, very truthfully, "In
our education of the black man so far, we have failed in
a large degree to educate along the very line along
which most of the colored people especially need help.
. . .The fact is that 90 per cent of our people depend
upon the common occupations for a living, and, outside
of the cities, 85 per cent depend upon agriculture for
support. Notwithstanding this our people have been
educated since the war in everything else but the very
things that most of them live by. . . . First-class training
in agriculture, horticulture, dairying, stock raising,
the mechanical arts and domestic economy, will make
us intelligent producers, and not only help us contribute
our proportion as tax-payers, but will result in retaining
much money in the state that now goes outside for
that which can be produced in the state. An institution
that will give this training of the hand, along with the
highest mental culture, will soon convince our people
that their salvation is in the ownership of property, industrial
and business development, rather than mere
political agitation.
"The great problem now is, how to get the masses
to the point where they can be sure of a comfortable
living and be prepared to save a little something each
year. This can be accomplished only by putting among
the masses as fast as possible, strong, well-trained leaders
in the industrial walks of life."
It has been said by an educator of colored youth, in
reference to ante-bellum days, that "There never was a
peasantry better trained in agriculture peculiar to the
South, and in the mechanical arts necessary to its successful
operation, than the colored people. Spinning,
weaving, cutting and making garments, working in
iron, wood and leather were parts of the industries of
every plantation of any size." With the introduction
of a new régime this form of education was supplanted
by training in the classics and professions. To-day the
young Southern negro, born since the war, en masse, is
the most untrained, inefficient yeoman in existence in
any civilized country.
In the slave states alone, it is said, the blacks have
281 normal schools, 238 universities and colleges and
270 institutions for secondary instruction. Yet all this
education has not perceptibly advanced the moral status
of the race.
It has been proven that the negro is able to grasp
the higher education; but the number of those who
seek it is small. On the testimony of teachers among
the negroes it has been stated that only about six per
cent out of the thousands who have been instructed in
the great missionary schools in the South have seized
the opportunity for advanced education. A negro has
won prizes of distinction at Harvard; others have
graduated from leading colleges and universities; a
colored man has written a Greek grammar; an ex-slave
of General Joe Davis, of Mississippi, graduated at Fisk
University and at Oberlin and went as a missionary to
Africa. He has helped to reduce a native language to
writing, prepared a dictionary and grammar of it, and
published a translation of much of the New Testament.
The president of a State Normal College in Mississippi
for the negroes says he had a student who could
read one hundred and twenty-five consecutive verses of
Homer's Iliad without one mistake; but it was impossible
for that same student to copy a figure in analytical
geometry. To others who had mathematical gifts the
languages were unattainable. Of course, these cases of
unusual attainment are exceptional.
In a lecture given in Memphis, Tennessee, February,
1899, Judge James M. Greer presented a definition of
the negro that will be endorsed by every Southerner
who knew him, as the judge did, in ante-bellum days.
The one generation since has not been long enough to
materially change him, except as he has fluctuated in
the chaos of his upheaval from slavery to the freedom
to follow his undisciplined will and his disorganized
circumstances. There will be much sympathy with
these true and kindly words of Judge Greer: "I knew
him so intimately in my own childhood, knew him as
the trusted, loyal slave; knew him as my friend and my
inferior, that I believe I may say to you that he was an
anomaly in history and a contradiction in human nature.
If he was wanting in settled purpose and determined
mental effort, he was also without malicious hatred or
puling complaint. If he had the thoughtlessness of
childhood, he had also its faith. If he was religious
without reason, he was devout without hypocrisy. . . .
If he was without fixed principles in his life, he was
kind in his impulse. If he was without the knowledge
of books, he had gained much from observation. If he
never originated, he readily imitated. If his courage
was small, his rebellions were few. If his family ties
were weak and his domestic life fickle, his humor was
great and his charity enormous. If he was uncertain
in the line of meum and tuum, he was generous in distribution,
hospitable in the extreme, and improvident
always. If he was without profound wisdom, he was
also without deep sorrow.
"I may say of him truthfully that he was a humorist
without wit, a lover without constancy, a poet without
words, a father without control, a husband without
rights, a slave without hatred, a friend without equality,
an inferior without resentment, a human without
ambition, a man without a country. He became a
soldier without discipline, a politician without statesmanship,
and a freeman without ceasing to be a child."
The only
conclusive evidence of a man's sincerity is that he
gives himself for a principle. Words, money, all things else
are comparatively easy to give away; but when a man makes
a gift of his daily life and practice, it is plain that the truth,
whatever it may be, has taken possession of him. - LOWELL.
DURING the
Southern Exposition in 1884, my second
trip was made to New Orleans. The world had
changed considerably to me since my first visit: my eyes
had grown accustomed to larger visions. Since beginning
to teach, every question that related to the attainments
and possibilities of women was of intense
interest to me; but especially her developed power of
bread-winning.
Julia Ward Howe was
lecturing in the city. She was
the first woman I had ever heard speak before a public
audience, except students on a school rostrum. Never
can the eagerness be forgotten with which my feet
hastened to the hall where she was to be heard, nor the
absorption with which my listening ears drew in every
word, nor the critical attention that was given to every
detail of the speaker's appearance, from the lace cap that
rested on her brainy head down to the toes of her
common-sense boots.
She spoke on "Woman's Work." As she talked
brilliantly and fluently my enchantment grew The remark
that she had visited several foreign countries and had
addressed the women of each in their own tongue
particularly impressed me. How far away those strange
lands seemed! How wonderful to be looking at a person
who had really seen them! Going to Europe had been the
dream of my life, and here was a woman who had actually
been there! For many years an earnest desire had possessed
me to behold a genuinely strong-minded woman, - one of
the truly advanced type. Beautiful to realize, she stood
before me! and in a position the very acme of independence -
upon a platform delivering a speech!
Since the development of my reasoning faculties I had
believed in the rights of women, although in an article on
that subject, written at the age of nineteen, I had affirmed
"that we do not ask for the ballot." It would have been too
shocking, and my radicalism at that period was in the
chrysalis state. There was born in me a sense of the
injustice that had always been heaped upon my sex, and
this consciousness created and sustained in me a constant
and ever increasing rebellion. The definite idea of the
political emancipation of woman, as a happy and logical
solution of the vexed question, did not present itself to me
in a positive guise until some time after my entrance upon
the list of wage-earners.
Mother and father had reared me in a very liberal
atmosphere concerning the intellectual and political status
of women, for they were both advocates of woman suffrage;
father was particularly ardent. He had often
said that it filled him with humiliation to think that his wife
and daughter were not his equals before the law; and with
indignation that the mother of his children could be looked
on in any other light.
It gives me deep joy to remember that later on in our
experience, on mother's sixty-seventh birthday, she drove
with me four miles through the country to attend a suffrage
meeting which I addressed. An Equal Rights club was
organized in which mother assisted. Father, who was at that
time seventy-one years of age, was made its president.
Another fact that I remember gratefully is that it was my
privilege to serve the Mississippi State Woman Suffrage
Association for awhile as its president.
Notwithstanding father's broad-minded position in the
earlier days it did not occur to him that his daughter might
desire to enter the field of active modern workers. That was
"the pinch;" but since my way had been fought into public
school teaching he had never opposed my progressive
views nor interfered with my undertakings. By gradual
stages he became alive to every issue in which my interest
was involved and did all in his power to further my projects.
He began to consult my opinion on important affairs. Every
family trouble, every enterprise, every hope was discussed
between us. Perfect freedom of thought and expression had
been allowed me since my birth, and absolute freedom of
action since my thirteenth year. The privilege had been
granted of selecting my own clothes and choosing my own
companions. After the beginning of my teens father and
mother never said to me, "You shall do this,"
or "You shall not do that." Since my clash of ideas with
father at nineteen, he has asked me at the beginning of each
year: "Well, daughter, what are your plans?" Often when he
has been implored to direct me on certain subjects or to
criticize my actions he has invariably said: "You must
exercise your own judgment. I have perfect faith in your
powers of discrimination." Mother endorsed these
sentiments fervidly.
The freedom of my home environment was perfect, but I
recognized the fact that there were tremendous limitations of
my "personal liberty" outside the family circle. An instance
of it soon painfully impressed my consciousness. Three of
my brothers, the comrades of my childhood, had become
voting citizens. They were manly and generous enough to
sympathize with my ballotless condition, but it was the
source of many jokes at my expense among them. On a
certain election day in November, they mounted their horses
and started for the polls. I stood watching them as they rode
off in the splendor of their youth and strength. I was full of
love and pride for them, but was feeling keenly the disgrace
of being a disfranchised mortal, simply on account of having
been born a woman, - and that by no volition of my own.
Surmising the storm that was raging in my heart, my second
brother - who was at home from the West on a visit of over a
year's duration - looking at me, smiling and lifting his hat in
mock courtesy said: "Good morning, sister. You taught us
and trained us in the way we should go. You gave us money
from your hard earnings, and helped us to get a start in the
world. You are interested infinitely more
in good government and understand politics a thousand
times better than we, but it is election day and we leave you
at home with the idiots and Indians, incapables, paupers,
lunatics, criminals and the other women that the authorities
in this nation do not deem it proper to trust with the ballot;
while we, lordly men, march to the polls and express our
opinions in a way that counts."
There was the echo of a general laugh as they rode away. A
salute was waved to them and a good-by smiled in return; but
my lips were trembling and my eyes were dim with tears. For
the first time the fact was apparent that a wide gulf stretched
between my brothers and me; that there was a plane, called
political equality, upon which we could not stand together. We
had the same home, the same parents, the same faculties,
the same general outlook. We had loved the same things and
striven for the same ends and had been equals in all respects.
Now I was set aside as inferior, inadequate for citizenship, not
because of inferior quality or achievement but by an arbitrary
discrimination, that seemed as unjust as it was unwise. I too
had to live under the laws; then why was it not equally my
interest and privilege, to elect the officers who were to make
and execute them? I was a human being and a citizen, and a
self-supporting, producing citizen, yet my government took no
cognizance of me except to set me aside with the unworthy and
the incapable for whom the state was forced to provide.
That experience made me a woman suffragist, avowed
and uncompromising. Deep down in my heart
a vow was made that day that never should satisfaction
come to me until by personal effort I had helped to put the
ballot into the hands of woman. It became a mastering
purpose of my life.
The women of the South have not sought work because
they loved it; they have not gone before the public because
it was desirable for themselves; they have not arrived at the
wish for political equality with men simply by a process of
reasoning; all this has been thrust upon them by a changed
social and economic environment. It is the result of the
evolution of events which was set in motion by the
bombardment of Fort Sumter.
At the close of the war when the entire South was lying
prostrate and bleeding; her fertile fields left bare and
desolate, her lovely homes ravaged by fire and sword; her
young men slaughtered or disabled; her commercial streams
choked and stagnated; her system of labor utterly and
forever destroyed; her social affiliations blasted and every
feature of life dazed and revolutionized, the women of that
unhappy time arose in the majesty of their hitherto
undreamed-of strength and with forceful calmness and
unmurmuring determination, put their hands figuratively and
literally to the plow and have never faltered nor looked back.
Their heroism has not been known as it deserves. When,
after the war, the men were dying all about them from the
hardships that they had endured in the field of battle, the
mother-heart of the South said, "Somebody must live for
the sake of our children" - and the women lived and
worked. Those of the better classes had been
accustomed to the control and management of servants and
households, often of large planting interests. They were full
of resources, and their naturally flexible temperament made
readjustment easier to them than to men. For a decade or
more, the boys usually went to work at the time they should
have entered college, partly from necessity, partly because
many of them had served in the Confederate army and
preferred work to the confinement of a student's life. The
daughters were sent to college; every sacrifice was made for
this end, until, after fifteen years, the superiority of culture
of the young woman over the average young man was very
noticeable. Improving circumstances gradually corrected
this inequality: but the tide had set toward the advancement
of women in the educational and industrial field.
Now, over the South, boarding schools and academies
with their meagre curriculum have been supplanted by
industrial institutes and colleges where young women are
drilled in common-sense pursuits that will fit them to be
bread-winners; sending them out into the world with skilled
hands and trained minds. Medical colleges once devoted
wholly to men are now equally open to women. Among
these is the State Medical College of South Carolina, at
Charleston, Tulane University of New Orleans, Louisiana,
and Johns Hopkins at Baltimore, Maryland. The following
state institutions are co-educational: University of Alabama,
Arkansas Industrial University, University of Mississippi,
University of Missouri, University of North Carolina,
University of Tennessee, University of Texas, West Virginia
University, South Carolina College, Alabama Agricultural
and Mechanical College, Mississippi Agricultural and
Mechanical College; also for the negro race Delaware State
College for Colored Students, Alcorn Agricultural and
Mechanical College (Mississippi), and Agricultural and
Mechanical College (North Carolina). Very much after the
order of Harvard and Columbia, the doors of the University
of Alabama have been opened to young women. The annex
is named for Miss Julia Tutwiler, the noted Alabama
educator, who has done more to secure the opportunities
now granted the girls than any other woman in her state.
Four Southern states have industrial schools for white
girls: - Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi and South Carolina.
Mississippi was the first State in the Union to have a State
Industrial College; also the first to have an Industrial College
for Girls. There were industrial schools, but not as planned
in Mississippi by the State for the girls.
Nearly all public normal schools in the South are
co-educational. The custom is gaining in favor and there is a
pronounced sentiment for allowing women to hold
administrative situations in the educational system. In the
field of instruction Southern women occupy an honored
position. There are thousands of women teachers in the
common schools of the South to-day, besides hundreds of
college professors, principals of high schools, presidents of
normals, county superintendents of education, school
commissioners, members of school
boards and committees on examination.
Two prominent women asked the State Superintendent of
Education of Louisiana not long since what proportion of
women were employed in the public schools of that state.
He replied that there were about nineteen-twentieths. This is
a fair average of women teachers in all the Southern states.
Two-thirds of the 425,000 teachers now in the United States
are women.
There were 1,391 more women teachers in the city of
Baltimore, in December, 1896, than male teachers. It is a
significant fact that the salaries of women teachers in nearly
every Southern state, probably in all, are smaller than those of
male teachers, - which fact may be stated as general for most
states of the Union. Less pay for the same amount and
character of work is a cause as potential in arousing the
unrest of women as that they are taxed to support a
government that denied them representation.
Hundreds of missionaries go out from among Southern
women every few years into home and foreign mission fields
and almost every group of worshipers, however small, has a
woman's missionary society. The majority of churches
welcome women to their pulpits and Southern women
evangelists are counted with the most successful in the
United States of either sex. Some denominations allow
women to represent them in their local councils and send
them as delegates to legislate in ecclesiastical assemblies. In
the South, as everywhere, women constitute two-thirds of
the membership of the young people's church societies.
Young Southern women are beginning to ask for
deaconesses' orders and although not allowed to expound
the Scriptures
as ordained ministers, yet some have graduated
from schools of theology and many more are being prepared
unconsciously to officiate as clergymen in the
splendid drills they are receiving in gospel training
schools, and the active work of the Young Woman's
Christian Association. Women are superintendents of
Sunday-schools, collecting stewards and elders, and are
filling almost every office known to the church except
that of pastor.
From early Colonial times women have conducted
newspapers in the South, written articles on
strong-minded subjects and produced many works of fiction;
but it was left to the women of these later days to blossom
into full-fledged journalists, editors, reporters and
managers of great dailies, proprietors of magazines and
authors of books, forming a growing and brilliant host.
A young lady of New Orleans told me that she was
not allowed, several years ago, to go shopping on the
most elegant business street of that city without a chaperone;
afterward she became a reporter for one of the
most influential papers, going out alone at all hours of
the day and night. This has been the experience of
many Southern girls. Numbers of women belong to
press associations in the South, and some are presidents
of these important bodies. Clubs, literary, industrial,
scientific and political, abound from one end of the
South to the other. Railroads are employing Southern
women as bookkeepers and telegraph operators, and
they are acceptably filling the responsible position of
freight and passenger agent. They are seen behind
counters as clerks, in drug stores as pharmacists, in offices
by the score as typewriters and stenographers. We
find them successful merchants, hotel keepers, farmers
and cattle ranchers, state librarians, cashiers of banks,
postmasters, artists, sculptors, architects and musicians,
presidents of banks, police matrons, trained nurses,
superintendents of hospitals, instructors of gymnasiums,
steamboat captains, and officials in the employ of our
national government, supporting not only themselves
but often large families. Southern women are rapidly
entering the professions of law and medicine; many are
promising amateur practitioners, while others have already
reached the zenith of the expert.
When a man married a wealthy woman of the South,
a few decades ago, all of her property passed into the
hands of her husband. Mississippi claims the honor of
being the first state in the Union to bestow the right
upon married women of full control of their property.
Since it took the initiative, in 1880, the measure has
become popular, not only in the South, but in many
other states.
When the bill giving women the control of their
property was before the Mississippi legislature, its opponents
argued against it on the ground that if passed
and allowed to go into execution, it would disrupt families.
This idea of the disruption of families has been
a terror that has hounded the steps of the reformer for
generations, but the home tie seems to remain unruffled,
through all the revolutions.
Southern women have developed marvelously as
lecturers and organizers in philanthropic movements.
Nearly every state in the South can boast of women
orators who have addressed hundreds of enthusiastic
audiences and unflinchingly pushed their way through
overwhelming difficulties to positions of influence and
power.
Modern reformations have gained a foothold in the
hearts and lives of Southern women that is astonishing
to all who realize the intense conservatism that fettered
them in other days.
The Woman's Christian Temperance Union was the
golden key that unlocked tile prison doors of pent-up
possibilities. It was the generous liberator, the joyous
iconoclast, the discoverer, the developer of Southern
women. It, above all other forces, made it possible for
women to occupy the advanced and continually advancing
position they now hold. A position that is leading
steadily to the highest pinnacle that can be reached in
civil government, namely, the political emancipation of
women. The hungry avidity with which the brainy,
philosophical women of the South are taking hold of
this great subject is something at which we cannot wonder.
It is the natural outcome of their desperate
struggles for individual freedom. This sentiment for
woman suffrage is not confined to one sex, by any
means. I have always maintained, and do now insist,
that Southern men, as a rule, are stronger advocates
for the enfranchisement of women than men in any
other section of the United States except in certain portions
of the West. The old-time element of chivalry,
which constituted so largely the make-up of the Southern
gentleman, has been handed down through the generations
and now begins to crystalize in the direction
of equality before the law for men and women. Southern
people are hospitable to reforms, whether they come
in the guise of religion, philanthropy or politics, if
justice and righteousness lie at the foundation. The
movement for woman suffrage has advanced slowly in
the South, because very slight effort has been made
there to secure the ballot for women, and the thought
is somewhat a new one to the masses. For years, in
different Southern states I have heard prominent men
say: "If women want to vote, it is all right. We have
no objection. As human beings, they are entitled to the
same privileges as we are, and require the same legal
protection. We do not give them the ballot because
they do not seem to desire it. Just as soon as they demand
it, they will get it."
When the constitutional convention was held in Mississippi,
a few years since, suffrage came very near being
granted to the women of that state; and in South
Carolina, soon after, the bill introduced in the legislature
for woman's enfranchisement was lost by a
remarkably small vote in the senate. In 1898, the state
of Louisiana, by constitutional enactment, gave to all
tax-paying women the right to vote upon all questions
submitted to the tax-payers.
There are several states in the South that give women
the right of suffrage to a limited degree, and whenever
they have exercised that privilege they have been
treated with the utmost deference by the male citizens
who met them on an equal footing at the polls. Kentucky
enjoys the distinction of being the first state in
the nation to grant suffrage in any form to women.
This was done as early as 1838. Of course, there are
thousands of men in the South, as elsewhere, who are
heavily coated with an impenetrable crust of prejudice
concerning the hoary creed of "woman's sphere," who
would oppose bitterly any effort made for her enfranchisement,
just as they would fight any other progressive
measure. To this class belong the liquor dealers,
the wily politicians of the lower stamp, the ultra-conservative
ecclesiastics, the superfine "swells" and men
who have risen from the humbler walks of life deprived
of early advantages of education and the refinements
of elevated home environments.
Exactly as there are opponents among men, so are
there thousands of women in the South who have arrayed
themselves in a belligerent attitude toward the
movement that was instituted especially for their
well-being. There are multitudes of others who are still in a
deep sleep regarding the necessity of having the ballot,
and are continuing to drone the old song in their slumbers:
"I have all the rights I want;" but there are
many of their sisters who are beginning to rub their
eyes and look up with a glad surprise upon the new day
that is breaking, while scores of others have shattered
every shackle that bound them to the old conditions and
have walked out boldly into the flood-tide of the most
benignant evolution that the centuries have brought
to them, and are working with heart and brain on fire
to materialize into legislation the most potential gift that
civilization can bestow.
There are woman suffrage societies in every state in
the South, and equal rights conventions are constantly
being held. There are women everlastingly busy in
sending out suffrage literature, lecturing and organizing
political equality clubs, in supplying articles for the
press, in appearing before legislatures and committees
and interviewing representatives, in canvassing towns
and counties, and in every other way laboring to promulgate
the divine doctrine of equality, realizing that
when men and women "shall know the truth, . . the
truth shall make" them "free."
A striking illustration of what sort of energy and
persistence is in the Southern character is shown in the
efforts of a young woman who was born in South Carolina,
and brought by her parents at the age of seven
to Mississippi, where she was reared on a farm near
Meridian. From her earliest years, she was possessed
of a great love for natural science, and was filled with
an ambition for a liberal education: but she was poor,
and the future looked shadowy and forbidding. It was
not so dark, however, as not to be overcome by a relentless
energy. At one time her brother playfully gave her
the large sum of five cents. With this a yard of
calico was bought, out of which she manufactured a
sunbonnet and sold it for twenty-five cents. That
amount was invested in more calico, and a dress was
made and sold; then reinvestments followed till $12 was
realized. She persuaded her father to let her have an
acre of ground to cultivate for a year; her request was
granted, and from her own labor and the help of the
$12 a crop of sweet potatoes was raised which netted
$40. This amount just covered the required deposit
necessary to enter the Industrial Institute and College,
at Columbus, Mississippi. Here she paid her board
for four years by doing dining-room work. In 1891 she
was graduated with the degree of B. A.
The next year was passed in Meridian studying medicine
under one of the leading physicians. In the fall of
'92 she entered the Woman's Medical College of Pennsylvania,
paying her way through that institution by
giving private lessons in physiology and chemistry to
the students, for which she received $2 an hour, and,
at odd times, working as a waitress in a restaurant.
During the summers she stayed in Philadelphia nursing,
thus making her expenses and gaining much
practical knowledge. In 1895 she was graduated from
the Woman's Medical College, and returned at once to
Meridian. Very soon she was requested by two mission
boards to go to China and take charge of hospital work
there, but she said she felt called to practice medicine
in the South, in her own state and among her own people.
Six months after her graduation as a physician,
she took the state medical examination and was granted
a license to practice - the first woman in Mississippi
who has gained such a distinction. Her reception by
the physicians of her state has been cordial and courteous.
Dr. Rosa Wiss is now an honored and independent
physician with a success assured by the precedent
narrated.
The mighty principles that are now being wrought
out in the splendid lives of the women of this nation
received their impetus several years before the Civil
war. Jessie Cassidy in her compact little book called
"The Legal Status of Women," published in 1897 for
the National American Woman Suffrage Association,
in the Political Science series, gives a concise but
comprehensive history of the woman's movement in these
words: "The first organized demand by women for
political recognition was made in the United States in
1848, at the memorable Seneca Falls Convention. That
suffrage should be included had not beforehand entered
the minds of those who issued the call for the convention,
but it was suggested during the preparation of the
Declaration of Independence and incorporated in the list
of grievances submitted by the committee. It came like
a bombshell upon the unprepared convention, and after
a long discussion was passed by only a bare majority.
Lucretia Mott was one of those who at that time could
not see her way to support it. The organization of different
State Suffrage Associations followed, continuing
the agitation. In 1869 Wyoming granted full political
equality to women.
"Different degrees of school suffrage are now
granted in twenty-two states and territories, partial suffrage
for public improvements in three, municipal suffrage
in one, and in Wyoming, Colorado, Utah and
Idaho women vote for all officers, local, state and
national, exactly as do men."
The following is a list of states and territories that
have given the franchise in some form to women: Arizona
and Oklahoma territories; Colorado, Connecticut,
Delaware, Idaho, Illinois, Iowa, Kansas, Kentucky,
Louisiana, Massachusetts, Michigan, Minnesota, Mississippi,
Montana, Nebraska, New Hampshire, New
Jersey, New York, North Dakota, Ohio, Oregon, South
Dakota, Utah, Vermont, Washington, Wisconsin,
Wyoming.
In 1869, John Stuart Mill introduced the question of
woman suffrage in Parliament. This was the first
movement that was made for it in England. Since then
women have been granted local franchise to a great extent
and now a strong demand is being made for Parliamentary
Suffrage. The cause of equal rights is gaining
constantly in many provinces and countries on the
continent. In a number of them local and school franchise
has been given to women. Full suffrage is enjoyed
in the Isle of Man, New Zealand, and South and West
Australia. The following is a register of foreign countries
that have given the ballot to women in some form:
Australasia - Victoria, Queensland, Tasmania, New
South Wales, New Zealand, South and West Australia;
Canada - Ontario, Nova Scotia, Manitoba, New Brunswick,
British Columbia; Cape of Good Hope, England, Guernsey,
Ireland, Isle of Man, Scotland, Wales, Finland,
Iceland, Norway, Sweden, Prussia, Russia, Austria,
Brunswick, Croatia, Saxony Schleswig-Holstein,
Westphalia, Austria - Bohemia, Galicia, Lodomeria,
Cracow, Moravia; Belgium, Italy, Luxembourg, Roumania.
Why
thus longing, thus forever sighing
MY last private school
in Flora was continued only
a few months. At the beginning of the New Year,
1887, my pupils were turned over to the public school
and I sought a much needed rest in a visit to some relatives
in St. Louis, Missouri, where six weeks were
spent. There was the usual round of society gaieties
but the extent of my participation was entertaining
numerous visitors, attending receptions and the theatre.
This breath from the old life found me as miserable
as five years before, full of the same restless and unhappy
questioning, and more disgusted than ever with
the emptiness of an existence without a definite aim,
I was yearning continually for an intangible Something,
but believing in nothing.
On my return from St. Louis a lengthy visit was
made to Canton. My mathematical studies under Mrs.
Drane were resumed and examination taken, for the
second time, under the new school law, in both of which
first-grade certificates were obtained. My plans were
unsettled but wisdom pointed to a state of readiness for
any emergency. Soon after going home a letter was
received from Mrs. Drane inviting me to join her in
the flourishing school she had established at Canton:
"Not as my assistant," she wrote, "but as my partner;
sharing equally my labor and my income." A short
time previous father's health had begun to fail. This
made it imperative for me to remain near him, so the
tempting offer had to be declined.
In the fall, my fifth public school year was begun near
home in a new school-house that had replaced the old
hut - the scene of my former struggles. It was not
necessary for me to go from house to house begging
for pupils as in earlier days, but the same visitations
were made because a great yearning over humanity had
crept into my heart, and the desire of my life was to do
something for its solace and its uplift. My eyes had
slowly opened to many truths; among the chief was a
recognition of my intensely selfish, inordinately proud
and uselessly embittered spirit. I saw that there was
poverty in the world infinitely more stringent and painful
than mine; that there was suffering cruel and exquisite,
to which my sorrows were as drops of rain to
the fathomless ocean; that there was hunger for light
and sympathy, the intensity and need of which I was
but beginning to comprehend; that there was ignorance
pitiful and paralyzing in the very air about me; that
there was degradation within reach of my finger-tips
terrible and communicable.
With the dawning of these realities there came the
conviction that one and all ought to be remedied, and
that I should be an instrument in a new dispensation.
Accompanying this consciousness was the knowledge
that my own shortcomings would have to be conquered
before it would be possible for me to help others. Then
began a closer self-analysis; my most prominent failings
were singly the subjects of excision. I forced myself
to think of others' wishes as superior to my own;
my pride was humbled by every crucifying device
that suggested itself. An effort was made to tear out all
roots of bitterness and to cultivate every tender sentiment.
Clothes were bought for the needy and journeys
were made around the country for the purpose of soliciting
food for the destitute. The sick were visited and
the lives of those who sat in the shadow brightened.
Books and periodicals were sent to persons who could
not afford such luxuries and an earnest endeavor was
instituted to soften their hard lots by sympathy with
their leaden atmosphere and sunless prospects. Sins
that were intolerably repugnant were overlooked and
outcasts, in the darkness of shame, were sought out.
The wider the windows of my soul were opened the
more distinctly was my true self revealed - odious in
conceit, selfishness and prejudice. The greater my humiliation
the stronger was my yearning for an infinite,
inexplicable, divinely satisfying Something. At this
stage of my spiritual awakening Robert Elsmere was
read, Mrs. Humphrey Ward's famous book, which is
said to have destroyed the faith of many. I was
profoundly impressed with the difference in the life of
Elsmere, before and after his renunciation of Christianity;
so radiant and useful when in the fullness of
belief, so gloomy and forceless when the light died
out.
My brain began to wonder if such could have been
the real experience of a human soul; if so, there surely
must be a marvelous power in the possession of faith
in Jesus Christ. Then came the remembrance of all the
striking characters whose acquaintance had been made
through books or personal contact, and they were carefully
weighed in the scales of spiritual beliefs. It was
found that the happiest and most useful professed a
changeless faith in God, and the most objectless and
miserable rejected Him. A desire grew to know that
wonderful essence called religion which could effect
such transformations and sustain such power in the
human heart. "What is God?" was asked again, not
impatiently this time, not imperatively, but with an undying
hunger that all the years had not quieted. "O,
my soul, what is God?"
In the solitude of my room the Bible was opened. It
had been closed ever since the hour the knowledge came
that my school-days were over, - soon after my fifteenth
birthday. I began at "In the beginning" and read on
through the Old Testament, finding nothing satisfying,
but numerous inconsistencies, unaccountable incidents
and mystifying statements. I laid the book down with
deep disappointment. A feeling swept over me of utter
repugnance. Acceptance of the story of creation was
impossible; the history of Adam and Eve was considered
an allegory. It appeared unbelievable that a man
as cold-blooded as Abraham in driving Hagar from
his home should be the "friend of God." Jacob, to my
mind, was a shameless deceiver and a thief, and could
never have been chosen as the father of his people
by God. Moses was a murderer and could not have
been divinely selected to lead the Hebrews out of Egypt
and to "talk face to face" with God. There was no
poetry in the Psalms because David wrote them, and
the sins he had committed were so hideous as to shut
him out forever from any suggestion of greatness or
connection with the mercy of God. So it was on down
to the last verse in the last chapter of Malachi.
A second darkness fell upon me. Heart-sick, my
daily duties were faithfully done, but my difficulties and
sufferings were not mentioned to a living being. The
crisis was too sacred for the human touch. There are
vast stretches of soul-land in the possession of every
unconverted life where none but God have a right to
tread. Silent and alone the fierce battle was fought to
bring my mind into an attitude of acceptance of "the
plan of salvation." There were no promptings of fear
in my struggles for a thought of hell did not appeal to
me. The pitiless restlessness swayed constantly in my
soul. My intellect rebelled, my heart was as stone. The
truth was no nearer my grasp than at first and my condition
was as wretched and comfortless as when, without
rudder or compass, my faith drifted out from me
on the ocean of night, ten years before. Work in school
and everywhere else was undertaken with more vehemence
than ever, but my despair only deepened as
the craving grew for a great Completeness. After
many dreary weeks, the Bible was again opened and the
reading continued where I had left off, - the first chapter
of Matthew, - "The Book of the generation of Jesus
Christ." What a strange, sweet thrill went through
me! what did it mean? "Of Jesus Christ." Rapidly
the pages were turned with eyes and heart aflame.
"The old, old story" of the only perfect Man; lowly,
yet kingly; gentle, but strong; tender and faithful -
"the same yesterday, and to-day, and forever;" fearless
in the denunciation of wrong, undismayed in the
defence of righteousness, unconquerable in integrity,
sublime in innocency, infinite in power and holiness;
the perfection of humanity; the fulness of divinity!
As the reading went on God was revealed to me -
translated in the life of Jesus Christ. What difference
did it make now about Adam and Eve, Abraham, Jacob,
Moses and David! I had found Jesus Christ. In the
glory of that possession all unbelief vanished. With a
triumphant, "My Lord and my God!" my soul passed
into the liberty wherein He maketh free. O, wonderful
revelation! O, divine consolation! O, perfect filling!
My heart was "satisfied" for the awakening "in His
likeness" had come. The hunger was gone. The unrest
was stilled. The questioning answered. Peace,
joyous and ineffable, that the world can neither give
nor take away, swept through my being.
What power
there is in an enthusiastic adherence to an ideal!
What are hardships, contumely, slander, ridicule, persecution,
toil, sickness, the feebleness of age, to a soul throbbing with an
overmastering purpose? - MARSDEN.
FOR many years the conviction had more and more
firmly settled upon my soul that a special mission in life
would be my destiny. My highest ambition had been to
be a writer. At an early age several short stories were
written and, later, articles on education and kindred
subjects were contributed to different newspapers. A
talent for authorship did not develop satisfactorily, so
nothing more pretentious in a literary line was attempted.
After my conversion the impression of being born for
a specific work deepened into a certainty. With this
consciousness came a definite act of consecration. All
that was mine - brains, hands, feet, life itself - was
given into the keeping of Christ to be used for His service.
With this surrender there came from the fulness of
a glad heart the cry: " 'Here am I. Lord, send me.' -
anywhere - to the foreign mission field - to the slums of
the great cities - to the self-renouncing vocation of a
deaconess or to the isolated calling of a temperance
worker - anywhere, O God!"
My school closed in April. A few days later father
said to me: "It is announced in the papers that Miss
Frances E. Willard, President of the National Woman's
Christian Temperance Union, is to lecture in Jackson
next week. I wish, daughter, that you would go to hear
her. She is a woman of international reputation and is
considered the greatest orator and foremost reformer of
the day. You should make it a point to come into contact
with such a beautiful character." "Oh! father,"
was my reply, "the weariness is so great after these
months of teaching that not enough vitality is left to
pack a valise!" The next day a letter was received
from Bessie Fearn, in which she wrote, "Miss Willard,
the famous temperance lecturer, will soon be in Jackson
to deliver an address. Do come down to hear her
and remain to visit me." "What a strange coincidence!"
was my comment, but still I did not think of
going. The third day after, a letter arrived from a relative
in New Orleans, saying, "I shall be in Jackson
next week and am anxious to meet you there. Please
do not fail to come." "This is a very unusual conjunction
of circumstances," I remarked to father. "Perhaps,
after all, it would be better for me to change my
mind and go."
The words, "Woman's Christian Temperance
Union," had never fallen upon my ears until the week
before Miss Willard came to Jackson, in 1889. Temperance
lectures had been listened to from Francis
Murphy and Luther Benson, and the Independent Order
of Good Templars had been heard of, but I had
never known of the existence of a temperance society
composed entirely of women. Father and mother had
reared me with the strictest ideas concerning total abstinence;
they held most decided views on the subject.
Mother had banished wine from her table before my
birth, and had not allowed even an egg-nog at Christmas.
The decanters and wine glasses were put high up
and far away in the cavernous depths of the china-closet
and the spiders had long used them to assist their constructive
enterprises. The children had been taught
that intemperance was more than a beastly vice and
drinking, in any degree, a disgrace. When a little girl,
attending a picnic, some gentleman offered me a glass
of wine and a bottle from which to refill. This incensed
me so thoroughly that glass and bottle were tossed into
the muddy creek on whose banks we stood and I walked
contemptuously away.
Uncle Kinch was more convivial in his tastes than
father, and at his home wines and cordials were freely
dispensed. By degrees my Nazarite teachings lost their
force, the customs of the society about me were adopted
and every sort of refreshment partaken of that was
served, - wined ice-tea being a specialty. It often happened
during visits to intimate friends that claret was
"handed around" at intervals to the young people; at
other times, while spending the day with a young lady
acquaintance that the mother sent in a bottle of wine to
be used at will as we played cards. I was accustomed
in towns to see champagne flow at dinings, and I did not
refuse it. Once a wine-party was given "to young
ladies only" at which I was present. Our hostess had
tasted the contents of different bottles before our arrival.
She soon become so visibly "under the influence"
that she had to be taken to her room. Of course,
after that, she was "cut dead" by the "set." It is only
the sin that "finds you out" with which society reckons
seriously. At balls and parties I usually took champagne
with the rest, but always in my heart there was
a sharp protest.
When the decision was reached that life held something
better for me than a giddy round of butterfly flittings,
wine drinking was renounced with the other so-called
pleasures that go to make up "society." My
young men friends began to be talked to earnestly about
the dangers of drink and success was completely attained
in making myself widely unpopular with the
fashionable ring. When the serious business of life
commenced there came a recognition of the dreadful
havoc drunkenness had made in the homes about me,
and the conclusion was reached that total abstinence,
and nothing short of it, was the only safe position for
any man or woman to occupy. The pledge was signed
but the temperance question did not take hold of me
with such absorption as to lead me to read on the subject;
in fact articles bearing upon it had always been
skipped as very tiresome. Up to the moment of hearing
Miss Willard my interest in the temperance movement
was not greater than in any other religious or philanthropic
enterprise. I was simply waiting on God, keeping
my heart ready to obey any command and my eyes
open to catch the faintest gleam of "Kindly Light "
that should show the unmistakable way.
There was an immense audience present to greet Miss
Willard. It was afterward told me that she had visited
Jackson seven times before but had never been able to
secure a satisfactory hearing, except when she spoke, in
1889, before the legislature, - nobody else, however, being
interested enough to attend. Mrs. Harriet B. Kells,
one of the brainiest, most cultured and advanced women
of the South, who had made her record as an educator,
and afterward became distinguished as a journalist and
leader of thought in the National Woman's Christian
Temperance Union, - had determined that Jackson
should hear Miss Willard this time, and, by the use of
wise methods, including elaborate advertising, had been
a potent cause of the assembling of the vast crowd that
sat and stood, anxiously awaiting the great speaker.
Many were turned from the door unable to gain entrance.
The State Medical Association, which was in session in
Jackson, adjourned in honor of the occasion.
Seats very near the front were secured by my friends
and myself so that not a word of the orator should be
lost and not an expression of her countenance be missed,
in order that we might judge what manner of woman
she was. She came quietly into the pulpit, modestly attired.
The small bonnet which was worn she removed
before arising to speak. One glimpse of that face almost
divine, one echo of that matchless voice, one
charmed moment under the witchery of that superb intellect
were enough to form an epoch in a life, to create
a memory unmated forever. Miss Willard that night
was the peerless orator, the gracious Christian, the marvelous
reformer who shall stand forth in history "until
there shall be no more curse" and "the kingdoms
of this world are become the kingdoms of our Lord, and
of His Christ." While she was speaking a vision arose before
me of the glad day when not one woman only,
but women of all lands shall have entered into the
human heritage - as man's equal in society, church and
state.
Mrs. Kells came to me at the close of the address
and said: "You must be introduced to Miss Willard.
I think she will like you," and drawing me forward to
the altar where the speaker stood, presented me. A
cordial greeting, an earnest hand-clasp, - then we
passed on with the throng. It is a little remarkable that
I had met Mrs. Kells but once before, and during our
brief acquaintance there had bean only a very short conversation.
The day following Miss Willard's lecture, in company
with Bessie Learn, a call was made upon a mutual
friend, Miss Sue Tarpley, who was visiting in Jackson.
When I was sixteen years of age this delightful woman
came to live at her plantation which was within six
miles of my home. We soon became constant companions
and for eleven years she was my closest friend, exerting
a blessed influence on my life. She came just
when she was most needed in my mental and spiritual
struggles. Although of the world and worldly-wise she
had kept herself "unspotted from the world;" was
intellectual, exquisitely refined and of the loftiest religious
nature. To use her own words in describing a friend,
"She was like a breath of autumn flowers, the undertone
in music and all things else that are sweet and unforgetable."
Although my senior by several years, she
took me into her "holy of holies" and we found ourselves
to be peculiarly congenial.
While we talked together in Jackson this friend said
suddenly, "I somehow feel that you must see Miss
Willard and have a conversation with her. These progressive
women are total strangers to the traditions of
my life, for I am hopelessly of the old régime, but you
are thoroughly interested in them. Please don't waste
another moment on me, but go at once." We arose to
do her bidding. When we reached the street Bessie
said suddenly, "It will be useless to try to see Miss Willard
at this hour; she is at dinner, and wouldn't have
time afterward to receive a call, for she speaks this
afternoon at three o'clock, and it is now 2:30. Let us
go around to the church and wait until she comes. You
may possibly have a chance to talk with her before the
meeting opens."
While waiting for Miss Willard, Dr. W. C. Black sat
near me. He was pastor of the First Methodist Church
in Jackson and an old friend of my family, having once
filled the pulpit at Vernon. He had since risen to distinction
in the Methodist Episcopal Church, South, and
had added to his reputation as a most invincible antagonist
of the liquor traffic, and by the publication of his
recent book, "Christian Womanhood," which fixed his
place as a scholarly, broad-minded thinker. In course of
conversation he was told of my late acceptance of
Christ, of my entire consecration, and of my willingness
to be sent to the missionary field, to enter the order
of deaconesses or to go into the temperance work.
These three forms of service had clung persistently in
my thought ever since my conversion.
Miss Willard came and went without my having an
opportunity for one word with her. There were a number
of prominent Mississippi women present, en route
to Crystal Springs, to attend the annual convention of
the State Woman's Christian Temperance Union. Miss
Willard left immediately after the service in company
with them. I supposed we should never meet again.
My disappointment was keen.
To
each man's life there comes a time supreme;
WHILE at the breakfast
table two days after Miss
Willard's visit to Jackson the servant announced that
Dr. Black wished to see me in the parlor. On entering
the room he greeted me with the following statement:
"I went to Crystal Springs, the day after we had our
conversation in the church, to look in upon the State
Convention. While there I told several of the leaders
what you had said in reference to entire consecration
and willingness to enter the temperance work. Mrs.
Mary E. Ervin, who was formerly president of the Mississippi
Woman's Christian Temperance Union, clapped
her hands and said: "Praise the Lord! For four years
I have been praying for a young woman to be raised up
in Mississippi to lead the young women's department of
the work. I have been commissioned," continued Dr.
Black, "by the foremost women of the convention to
tell you that your expenses will be paid to Crystal
Springs and that you will be entertained there if you
will go down to the convention. They wish you to come
at once. You have one hour in which to decide and to
catch the train. Will you go?"
When he had finished speaking there swept through
my mind, like a lightning flash, as is said to occur to
the drowning, the memory of my past life. Scene after
scene in vivid panorama glided by. Then the thought
presented itself of what the result might be if this
strange call should be accepted. It would lead me out
of the trend of my old existence. Doubtless it would
mean renunciation of home life, the estrangement of
friends, the criticism of an unsympathetic world; but
through all my retrospections and forecasts there was
sounding a voice more than human, with an imperative,
unmistakable ring: "Go! You must not fail to go!"
The hour of my destiny had come. "My soul was not
disobedient unto the heavenly vision." The answer was
given calmly and instantly: "Dr. Black, in one hour
I shall be on the train."
Hurriedly my dress was changed, the street car
reached, my ticket bought and I was seated in an express
that faced south. From the window a good-bye
was waved to Bessie. As the engine pulled out she
called: "Now, remember, Belle, you must return
this afternoon for we have an engagement to tea at a
charming home!" "O, that shall not be forgotten,"
was sent back in reply. "Meet me at the depot at four
o'clock." At the end of an hour or two, accompanied by
a minister, who came down in the car with me, I went
to the hall where the convention was in session at Crystal
Springs.
What a novel spectacle it was to me! The delegates
were massed together in perfect order, each looking so
serious and intent; the stage was filled with women and
decorated with flowers, while the walls were bright with
banners. There were stirring debates and tactful engineering
of parliamentary points. A beautiful Christian
spirit, holy enthusiasm and sublime devotion for
a great cause seemed to animate all.
A seat was taken on entering in the rear of the room,
but in a few minutes Mrs. Kells saw me and sent a
page to conduct me to the platform. There were Miss
Willard and Miss Anna Gordon, the noble young
woman who had accompanied the former in all her
labors and travels and who superintended the juvenile
temperance work of the nation; Mrs. Mary McGehee
Snell, now Mrs. Hall, who afterward became the most
celebrated woman evangelist in the South; Mrs. Lavinia
S. Mount, the devoted state president of the Mississippi
Union, and other distinguished women.
After the adjournment of the morning session Mrs.
Kells said to me: "Now, my dear, if you wish to learn
something about the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union you must not think of leaving here before the
convention closes."
"O, but I have an engagement for tea this evening
in Jackson!" was my protest.
"This occasion is decidedly more important than a
tea," she answered. "Send a telegram at once saying
you will not return."
The message was sent and on the days and nights
following I attended every session of the convention,
and was profoundly interested in them. Miss Gordon's
address was the first I had heard given to children. It
made a lasting impression as a model in its line. Before
that experience practical illustration in public speaking
was an unknown art to me.
During a meeting, Mrs. Kells whispered in my ear,
"It would not be surprising if you were appointed state
superintendent and organizer of the L. T. L. and Y. W.
C. T. U." The intimation dazed me. Those letters
which slipped so glibly from her tongue were as cabalistic
to me as the incantations of an Indian juggler. "Do
please explain all that," was my puzzled appeal.
"Why," she exclaimed, looking at me with astonishment,
"L. T. L. stands for Loyal Temperance Legion,
which is a juvenile society, and Y. W. C. T. U. for
Young Woman's Christian Temperance Union. It will
all come to you in the most natural manner. You must
be introduced to the convention."
"Oh! don't do that!" was my imploring answer.
"Being introduced to this body of women would be a
new and a terrible ordeal for me. I should not know
whether to stand up or to sit down, to laugh or to cry."
"O, well," she assured me, "if you dread it like that
it shall not be done."
She forgot her promise. On the last afternoon of
the convention, without giving me a hint of her purpose,
she walked to the edge of the rostrum and announced
my appointment by the executive committee as state
superintendent and organizer of those strange orders
with the mystical capitals. "Will Miss Kearney come
to the platform?" she continued. There was nothing
for me to do but to go. She took my hand, and introduced
me to the delegates, who arose and gave the
Chautauqua salute. In a low tone she said: "You must
say something now."
"Impossible!" was my reply. "I haven't opened my
lips before an audience since reading my Commencement
essay, eleven years ago."
"Oh! but you must," she insisted; "this is a good
time to begin." Turning complacently to the assembly
she added: "I'm telling Miss Kearney that she might
as well make her first speech here as elsewhere."
With a supreme effort I said: "Dear friends: I
haven't a conception of what it means to be a state
superintendent and organizer of the L. T. L. and Y. W.
C. T. U. The existence of your organization was unknown
to me three weeks ago. My ignorance concerning
your methods is absolute; but something in my soul
tells me that I must undertake this work. In accepting
the position with which you honor me my promise is
given to consecrate the best powers of my young
womanhood to the cause to which this day my allegiance
is declared."
Just as my little speech was finished Miss Willard
stepped forward and putting her arm about me said
some complimentary words of cheer. In a few minutes
the convention adjourned and the women, old and
young, crowded around, welcoming me to their sisterhood
and extending hearty invitations to visit their localities,
to speak and to organize. It was impossible to
answer them. My voice was choked, my eyes were
clouded with the mist of unshed tears. How strange
it all seemed! What was to be the outcome? Not a
soul explained my duties, not a suggestion was given.
No one had talked with me about the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union within the two weeks since I
had learned of there being such an organization. I
knew nothing of its history nor how to procure literature
to enlighten me. In the rush of those few days
at Crystal Springs no one had found time to answer
questions. One morning I had sought an interview
with Miss Willard at the home of her hostess. She
walked up and down the parlor with hand clasped in
mine talking lovingly and hopefully of my future, but
it did not occur to me to ask her about books and papers
bearing on the temperance question. As Anna Gordon
had passed through the room she handed me a little
package of leaflets.
On returning to Jackson from the convention, my
next step was to go to Canton with the purpose of
standing another examination in order to resume my
school in the fall. I had given myself to the W. C. T.
U. work, it is true, but it all seemed very vague;
especially how I was to be fed and clothed, for the officers
had told me there would no fixed salary, I
learned later that expenses and remuneration would
depend on collections at my places of appointment. So
the practical thing, it seemed to me, was to teach and
supervise the work of the two departments now under
my charge, not dreaming of going out into public life
and making speeches. It presented itself as an absurdity
that I should organize others into a temperance
society in which my own name was yet to be enrolled.
However, my time-worn plan of keeping myself in a
state of preparedness was available in this crisis.
I shut myself in my room and studied those leaflets
that Miss Gordon had given me with the earnestness
and devotion that final examination for university honors
would demand.
On my knees, day and night, I cried out for guidance
from Almighty God. No help could be obtained from
my aunt and uncle, for their ignorance of the subject
was as dense as my own. When their counsel was
sought with reference to my going into the work, they
both said: "Do it, honey, if you want to; it is a new
departure to us; we can't say what is best."
In loneliness of spirit and yearning inexpressibly for
some word of advice and sympathy, a visit was made
to the Methodist pastor, the man under whose ministry
my entrance into the church had been effected, when a
little girl, and from whose hands had been taken my
first communion; he it was also who had accompanied
me from the train to the hall during the recent
convention at Crystal Springs. In a very hurried manner he
entered the sitting-room of the parsonage and, as hurriedly
greeting me, announced that it was very near the
hour for his prayer-meeting. While we talked he
turned over the leaves of a hymn book searching for
the needs of his coming service. "Pardon me," was
my first hesitating venture, "but can you tell me anything
about the Woman's Christian Temperance Union?"
"No, ma'am, I cannot;" still turning over the leaves.
"Well," swallowing to keep down a sob, "can you
tell me anything about the Washingtonian movement and
the earlier efforts of temperance reformers?"
"Not a thing," bending his head lower to discern the
numbers of his hymns. "Can you give me an account
of Father Matthew's work in Ireland, or tell me if there
is a Catholic temperance society in America?"
"I can give you nothing at all on those subjects," was
the reply, leaning back in his chair and covering his
mouth with the book to suppress a yawn.
"You, perhaps, know," was my last despairing effort,
"of my appointment as state superintendent and organizer
of the Loyal Temperance Legion and of the
Young Woman's Christian Temperance Union at the
convention just adjourned at Crystal Springs? What
do you think of my entering the work?"
"You can do as you please, Miss Belle," he answered,
rising. "Of course, you may be sure that you will meet
with nothing but snubs. I should certainly hate to see
my wife or daughter undertake such a life." He excused
himself and went to his prayer-meeting - which
was composed, as usual, of about ten women and two
men - leaving me alone to work out my own salvation,
or not, as might be.
My next thought was to go to my old friend, Mrs.
Drane, who was a staunch Presbyterian, by the way,
and unburden my soul to her. In her gentle, kindly
fashion, she said: "I know nothing of the Woman's
Christian Temperance Union, but from what you tell
me about it and of your own convictions, I feel it is
the call of God to you and that it would be spiritual suicide
for you to disregard it. My advice is to go through
no more examinations, think no more of teaching but
give yourself wholly to this work for humanity."
As soon as my commission had been received I wrote
to father and mother for their opinions. Mother answered:
"My darling, I have always taught you to enter
every open door if it led to wider service for the Lord
Jesus. If you are persuaded that God wants you in this
temperance work don't fail to enter upon it; and I will
give you up if it breaks my heart. Flowers are kept
in your room while you are away as before a shrine, and
I long continually for a glimpse of your face; but my
suffering and loneliness now are as nothing compared
to the glory that shall be revealed in us through entire
submission to the will of Him 'who loved us and gave
Himself for us.' " Father wrote: "In a supreme moment,
such as that which has come to you, no human
being beside yourself can settle the question of destiny.
It rests with you and your God. You are standing 'on
holy ground.' I would not profane it by even a suggestion
as to your duty. You are my only daughter,
and I love you as I love my life; but if you feel divinely
called to go from home to 'sow beside all waters,' I
say go most gladly, and may the richest blessing of our
heavenly Father attend you."
My brothers wrote later that they could not appreciate
the motive which actuated me to relinquish a substantial
salary as a teacher and go into a strange work
without a dollar in view; but if my conscience prompted
that it was my duty, they would offer no opposition but
follow me in my travels with loyal hearts. All my fears
vanished after receiving those letters from my dear
ones, so full of faith and approbation. A renewed
consecration of myself to God was made at once, promising
to go wherever He directed and do whatever work He
gave me and ask no questions about bread, but suffer
want and persecution if need be to promote the blessed
cause that claimed my fealty. Every association was
rejected that hampered and every tie severed that bound
me to the old existence. In the strength and majesty
of a sublime purpose, I arose and shook myself free!
The call of God had come. Through that assurance
a deep peace abided with me, a joyous rest in Him.
There has been ever since a new song in my heart, a
new light in my soul, a new inspiration in my life, a
definite, sacred purpose that has never died out. My
mission was found. No more advice was asked for, no
more sympathy sought. I closed the door to all the
world but God, - AND WROTE MY SPEECHES.
Ah, but
a man's reach should exceed his grasp,
Or what's a heaven for?
- ROBT. BROWNING. AMONG the leaflets in
Anna Gordon's package was
one of Miss Willard's annual addresses and some of
Mrs. Mary H. Hunt's publications on scientific temperance
instruction. From these it was easy to gain a
comprehensive idea of the scope and purpose of the
woman's war against the liquor traffic and definite plans
for the children's organization. On a tract designed for
the Y. W. C. T. U., the name and address of Miss Mary
McDowell, one of the national organizers of the Young
Woman's work, were found. I communicated immediately
with her explaining my ignorant but inquiring
state and asking for some literature bearing directly on
her subject. She promptly forwarded several leaflets.
From this store of valuables sufficient information was
culled to enable me to prepare two speeches, - one for
young women, the other for children.
I had never taken an
elocution lesson and knew nothing
of voice culture. My unprospected field was entered
literally without training. The state president
urged me to go at once into the work of lecturing and
organizing. She sent me the address of a young woman
who was anxious to have a union formed among the
girls at a little place near Port Gibson. While definite
arrangements were being made for this trip, a visit was
paid to my home for a greeting and good-bye to mother
and father and the boys. Before leaving, a meeting
was planned for the children and my first public address
was given in the Baptist church at Flora. Notes
were placed on a table conveniently near, but they had
to be glanced at only once or twice. I talked without
embarrassment. Several nights after, a meeting was
held in the Methodist church for the people at large.
No address was attempted but the manuscript of my
speech for young women was read, and a Y. W. C. T.
U. was formed. There were only four girls present,
but every one joined. The smallness of the union
caused many to smile. Noticing the amusement rippling
over the audience, I said: "This is a weak beginning
but I prophesy that within three years there will
not be a saloon in this town." At the end of three years
there was not a legalized dramshop in the entire district
and public sentiment had been revolutionized respecting
the liquor traffic.
A letter finally came
from Miss Russell, the young
woman near Port Gibson, saying that arrangements had
been perfected and that she would meet me at the nearest
railway station. One bright, hot day in June, about
six weeks after receive my commission from the
Crystal Springs convention, I stepped off the train, with
umbrella and traveling satchel, to fill my first appointment,
as a W. C. T. U. organizer. There was no one
to greet me. On taking my bearings, the village was
found to consist of several small stores and a few residences
scattered far apart. Nobody was at the depot
from whom information could be gleaned, it being
quickly deserted after the train had passed; so, one of
the stores was invaded and a clerk asked if he could
tell me where to find a boarding place. "Over the hill,"
he answered, jerking his thumb eastward. Summoning
my reserve forces, the climb up the dusty road was
begun.
"Over the
hill," sure enough, there was a boarding
house, clean and white, close by the highway. On
knocking at the entrance, a tall, stout woman peered
from behind the door at the end of the front hall. "Good
morning!" I said cheerfully, her silence forcing me to
take the initiative. "Will you allow me to spend to-day
and to-morrow here?" It was Saturday; and I did not
travel on Sunday.
"Well, yes, I reckon
so!" was the answer, but she
did not ask me to come in, and continued to eye me
cautiously. Still waiting, my interrogatives were plied
in self-defence. "Is Miss Russell in town?"
"No, indeed! she
lives several miles out in the country
and has not been here for weeks."
My heart sank. "Do
you know Miss Russell?"
"Yes, that I
do!" A broad smile broke over the landlady's
face. "She used to board here and teach school.
Do you know Miss Russell?" she asked in turn.
"No; but she has
been inviting me to come here to
speak on temperance and organize a union among the
young women. She promised to meet me here today."
"Won't you sit
down?" asked the landlady emerging
from behind the door, and apologizing for her lame foot
and disheveled appearance. "Miss Russell may come
in yet. I haven't heard a word about the meeting.
When did you expect to speak?"
"To-morrow night.
Miss Russell was to arrange
everything."
"Well, nothing has
been done that I know of. Folks
are here from all over the county to-day to a big picnic
in the grove back of the house. They ain't thinking
about temperance. You can see them gathering now."
Looking in the direction
indicated there were seen
some hundreds of persons coming into the woods and
disporting themselves in true picnic fashion. An inspiration
seized me. "Since the journey has been taken
here, I certainly do not intend going away without holding
a meeting," I declared. "If a number of notices
are written will you have them put up all over the picnic
grounds?"
"Of course I
will!" the landlady rejoined. Forthwith,
my satchel was opened and in a few moments the
following arrestive words were scrawled in a mammoth
hand: GREAT W. C. T. U. MEETING TO-MORROW
NIGHT! A MISSISSIPPI WOMAN WILL SPEAK! COME!
COME! COME!
My coadjutor remained
true to her promise and the
notices were posted. Miss Russell arrived early the
next morning and satisfactorily explained her previous
non-appearance. Arrangements had been made for me
to speak in the village church; an announcement of the
lecture was read from the pulpit at the eleven o'clock
service. Sunday night the church was packed with people
who had come from far and near to behold the novelty
of a woman speaker. When the audience was
viewed from my position at the altar my courage fell
below zero. The blood seemed to freeze in my veins.
The opening services seemed remarkably brief and the
presiding minister was introducing me to the congregation.
Not a word that he uttered was comprehended
by my dazed faculties, but when he sat down the fact
appeared that my hour had come. Holding to the communion
table for support I said: "It will be impossible
for me to speak to-night unless some young woman in
the audience will first pray." Miss Russell had given me
the names of several consecrated girls who had received
fine spiritual training at the State Industrial Institute
and College, so one of these was called on. Without
hesitation the noble young woman responded.
When the prayer closed my
address was begun and
carried to the end with ease. The manuscript which
was spread out before me was referred to but once.
The transport of enthusiasm, the inexplicable fervor,
the exquisite joy, the utter abandon that often comes
to public speakers in appealing to the intellect and stirring
the emotions of an audience descended upon me.
It was forgotten whether the listeners were opposers or
sympathizers. Nothing was remembered but that my
speaking was for deepening and broadening the outlook
for young womanhood and the ultimate redemption of
mankind from the curse of drink and the blight of social
impurity. It is worth the effort of a life-time to experience
the divineness of such a touch.
From the hour of my
speech in that little town until
this day, - which means the test of nearly eleven years
on the platforms manuscript has not been referred to
but once and notes have been used only two or three
times. I concluded that decidedly the best course to be
pursued was not to be hampered by the consciousness
that succor was near but throw myself completely on
my own resources and trust. At the close of this my
first address to an adult audience my second Young
Woman's Christian Temperance Union was formed.
Several years after this
experience, Miss Russell entered
the work of the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union as state lecturer and organizer and it was my
pleasant privilege to arrange a meeting for her. From a
girlhood of heroic achievement she advanced to an enviable
position as one of the foremost teachers of Mississippi,
and from the school-room stepped easily upon the
platform.
There
is no road to success but through a clear, strong purpose.
A purpose underlies character, culture, position, attainment
of whatever sort. - T. T. MUNGER
When Mrs. Mount, the
state president, failed to secure
engagements for me in certain places, which sometimes
happened, if the towns were in need of an organization
my creative faculties were set to work to accomplish
our purpose regardless of the obstinacy of the
hindrances. Every available orthodox means was used.
A letter was first written to the minister whose name
had been given as a sympathizer with the temperance
movement, explaining my mission and requesting that
he secure me an audience, provide entertainment and allow
a collection to be taken at the meeting, to defray
expenses. If a reply was received saying there was no
opening another preacher was written to, and so on, until
the ministerial circle in the town was completed. If
all wrote that it was a hopeless undertaking, then letters
were sent to Christian women whose names had
been secured through the ministers. If these failed
then men and women outside the churches were appealed
to; the destined place was always reached in the
end, and a union among the children or the young
women was invariably formed.
After being fairly started it was easy sailing for me
in Mississippi. The loveliest homes in the state stood
wide open with a warm welcome; the press was generous
in its expression, - even the papers most conservative
on the woman question and prohibition never once
publishing an unkind criticism; and the blessed ministers,
with a few isolated exceptions, gave me the heartiest
reception and most cordial co-operation. Without
them very little could have been effected. They offered
me the use of their churches and the hospitality of their
parsonages; they spent portions of their limited salaries
to advertise the meetings, hireing conveyances to drive
me long distances through the country to meet appointments
and accompanying me from place to place on the
railroads to insure a successful attempt at organization.
They failed in nothing that was true and brotherly and
Christ-like. To them the deepest gratitude of my heart
is rendered faithfully and reverently. It is amusing
to know some of the influences that operated to introduce
my work. The third effort at making a speech
was at the Methodist Camp-ground, on the Gulf of
Mexico, near the little village of Biloxi. While there,
a young girl about seventeen years of age, was introduced
to me: she was very gay, very bright, and an
ardent Episcopalian. It was learned that she lived in
one of the adjacent towns, back from the coast, and that
the place was full of young ladies. On being asked
if she would arrange a meeting for me on her return
home, she replied that it was quite impossible. In the
afternoon of the same day she went with me to hear
Bishop Keener preach. Returning from the service, she
said suddenly: "I believe, after all, an audience can be
secured for you in my town. In an hour or two I shall
leave and will write you in the course of a few days
what the prospect is." Within a week I had received
an invitation to come, had gone, had organized a very
large Y. W. C. T. U., and had been royally entertained
in the home of the young girl's parents, who were elegant
people. Just before leaving my little hostess said,
with a mischievous smile, "Did it ever occur to you
that my mind was changed very quickly that day you
asked me to secure you an audience here?" On
acknowledging that I had often wondered what was the
cause, she explained as follows: "When you first spoke
to me I was undecided whether the dress you wore was
sateen or China silk. If it had been sateen you would
not have been asked to this place; but during the prayer
after the Bishop's sermon I found it was China silk, and
at once concluded to have you come."
"It is not fine feathers that make fine birds," truly,
but it has been discovered to my sorrow for humanity,
that it is often fine clothes that gain a hearing for a
speaker in an unpopular cause.
Day by day valuable experience was being added
to my limited store. In a few months a visit was paid
to a little country place, near Natchez called Washington,
one of the historic landmarks of Mississippi, - once
the territorial capital and the place where the first
Constitutional Convention of the new state met, in 1817;
the old Methodist church in which it was held is still
standing. Here Aaron Burr was taken, in 1807, after
his capture, en route on his supposed treasonable expedition
to Mexico, and here he gave bond to appear
before the Supreme Court of the Mississippi Territory.
Jefferson College, for the education of boys, was located
there in 1802. This venerable institution now opened
wide its hospitable doors to receive me.
The minister who had invited me said: "Your meeting
is to be in the afternoon. No one will be present
except some old settlers. It will be best to talk to them
on Prohibition." At that time, my knowledge of the
methods employed in the abolition of the liquor traffic
went no farther than the principles involved in simple
total abstinence; but some points gotten up in my journeyings
on the legal side of the question were put together,
and we went to the church expecting to find
about two dozen elderly ladies and gentlemen congregated;
but not a soul was present, and as soon as we
arrived it had begun to rain. Just as the thought presented
itself of suggesting to the minister and the two
friends who had accompanied us that we return, lo! the
doors opened and in marched about fifty students,
dressed in uniforms, ranging in age apparently from
fifteen to twenty-five, and calmly took their seats with
exact military precision.
Terror seized me. There were only two set speeches
in my repertoire: one was for girls and the other for
children; the facts that had been prepared for the "old
settlers" would answer no better. What was to be
done? As soon as the students appeared the minister
sat down at the organ, without saying "By your leave,"
and proceeded to sing; then he prayed and immediately
after introduced me. It would have been far easier to
have faced a fire of musketry in the heat of battle than
the calm gaze of those placid young men. There they
sat, still and solemn as the judges of the Areopagus, not
relieving the cruel tension by the faintest indication of
a smile or a frown. While standing before them the
wish uppermost in my heart was that the planks of the
old church floor would split and let me drop through
to some happier spot: but as the awful seconds went by
and no hope presented itself in that direction, or any
other, a brave front was assumed, and going on the
principle that "honesty is the best policy" the deplorable
condition was revealed to them: "Boys, I have no
idea what to talk to you about this afternoon," was my
frank avowal. "Never before has an audience of young
men greeted me. Your august presence is overwhelming.
Since entering the W. C. T. U. work, meetings
have been held for the public, it is true, but my speeches
were made for the benefit either of girls or children.
You do not belong to the first class, so my usual remarks
in that line cannot be applied; consequently, the
nearest approach to the fitness of things will be to speak
to you as if you were little children."
At this the reserve of my auditors was broken and
they laughed aloud and clapped their hands. Encouraged
by this demonstration of approval, without further
apology I made a talk on Scientific Temperance, telling
them of the evil effects of alcohol and tobacco on the
human system. They listened with absorbing interest
throughout, and, at the close, gave the most tumultuous
applause.
That night was spent at the college as the guest of
the president's wife. While sitting in the parlor after
supper a committee of young men waited on me with
a request from the student body that an address be made
to them in the chapel, saying that study hours had been
postponed, by special favor of the president, until the
meeting was concluded. The invitation staggered me.
"Oh! boys!" was my reply in real distress and
embarrassment, "you were told all that I know in the
church this afternoon; my supply is exhausted."
"Come and tell us the same things over," they urged.
"The students are so anxious to hear you once more.
Several sent word that if you would speak to them again
to-night they would sign the pledge against the use of
liquor and tobacco." That inducement was too alluring
to be resisted; so my opposition weakened and consent
was given to hold a meeting.
As soon as the delegation disappeared to report the
result of the interview and to gather the clans, my room
was sought, and covering my face with my hands to
shut out all distracting objects, my brain was ransacked
for every fact and story that had ever been read or
heard on the temperance question, and every deed of
pluck and heroism was marshalled forth, from the
Spartan boy with the fox in his bosom to the valorous
deeds of the armies of Napoleon, and down to those of
Robert E. Lee.
In the course of half an hour an escort of a goodly
number came to conduct me to the chapel which was
filled with students and professors. Then my first
impromptu address was made. The effort was richly
rewarded by securing the signature of nearly every student
to the double pledge against the use of alcoholic
stimulants and tobacco in any form. The next day
Washington was left with a glad heart but a wiser
head. Dwelling on the trying lesson that had been
taught me by this new experience, I resolved never to
leave home again on another campaign without being
fortified for every emergency by a stack of speeches to
appeal to every class - from babbling babes to scheming
politicians.
From the moment of enlisting in the ranks of temperance
reformers, work was done with unremitting zeal.
The eternal principles of righteousness upon which the
Woman's Christian Temperance Union was founded
appealed to my highest convictions and commanded my
unswerving loyalty.
"In December, 1873, under the inspiration of a
temperance address delivered by Dr. Dio Lewis, of
Boston, the women of Hillsboro, Washington Court
Home, and other Ohio towns, were moved to concerted
action against the saloon. They gathered in the streets
to pray, and marched two by two into saloons. They
besought the men who drank to cease to do so, and the
men who sold to give up the business, and invited all to
accept Christ. In fifty days this whirlwind of the
Lord had swept the liquor traffic out of two hundred
and fifty towns and villages."
The outcome of this crusade which was so strongly
characterized by the outpouring; of the Holy Ghost was
the Woman's Christian Temperance Union. The first
local society of that great organization was formed in
Fredonia, N.Y., on December 15th, 1873. In August,
1874, at Chautauqua, N. Y., a meeting was held "from
which the call for permanent national organization was
sent forth." In Cleveland, Ohio, November 18th and
20th, 1874, the National Woman's Christian Temperance
Union was organized. It was incorporated March
1st, 1883, in Washington, D. C. Its growth has been
marvelous. "It has fifty-four auxiliary State and five
Territorial Unions, besides that of the District of Columbia
and Hawaii, and is the largest society ever composed
exclusively of women and conducted entirely by
them. - It has been organized in every State and Territory
of the nation, and locally in about ten thousand
towns and cities.
"The lines of its work are: I. Organization. II. Preventive.
III. Educational. IV. Evangelistic. V. Social. VI. Legal.
"Besides these are: 1. The Affiliated Interests. 2.
The Standing Committees.
"Under the six chief heads are grouped various
departments, each one under the charge of a National
Superintendent, as follows:
The World's Woman's
Christian Union "is composed
of national unions, and was formed in November,
1883. It is organized in forty nations, with a total membership
of about half a million."
The reformation of the drunkard and the banishment
of the open saloon were the primary objects of the earlier
endeavors of that devoted band of women known as
the W. C. T. U.; upon these rocks they still stand, but
their platform has "widened with the process of the
suns " until the White Ribbon movement rests upon a
foundation of plans and principles broad and generous
enough for the establishment of a church, a state, or a
nation. Its purpose now is to carry the philosophy of
Jesus Christ into politics, to make a practical application
of the laws of God to those of men; to cause morality
to become the rock-bed of our national life and
brotherhood the ozone of its atmosphere; to advance
the welfare of women; to defend the childhood of the
world, and to protect the home. The numerous
departments of the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union form a mosaic of many thousand colors. The
colossal figures worked out are God in government;
man as the exponent of righteousness in citizenship;
woman in church and state as the daughter of God and
the partner of her brother man. In the brilliant array
of glorious possibilities for the human race that the
organization has held forth, it was the splendid opportunity
for broadening and illuminating the horizon of
woman that most attracted me.
Within the first year of my ministry I traveled into
almost every section of Mississippi and organized over
one hundred unions among the young women and the
juveniles, speaking to the children in the afternoons, to
mixed audiences at night; holding business meetings
in the mornings to discuss methods of work best calculated
to forward the interests of the societies formed,
and to appoint superintendents of the different departments
adapted to start the union to move in easy channels.
As a reward for my strenuous efforts the
Woman's Christian Temperance Union sent me as
delegate-at-large from the State to the National Convention,
which met in Chicago in 1889. That was my first attendance
upon a national convention. The large number
of delegates present, the thousands of people who
thronged to each session, the admirable executive power
displayed by Miss Willard and other leaders, the thrilling
debates on the floor, and the fine logic and eloquence
that blazed in the numerous evening addresses was all a
revelation to me. More practical knowledge was gained
of the Woman's Christian Temperance Union during
those few days spent in Chicago, and more was learned
of human nature, than in all the personal experience
acquired in months of field work.
Nothing by joy filled my heart over my first efforts
for the young people of my native state. For a number
of years there had been a profound unrest in the heart
of the girlhood of the New South Faint echoes of the
secrets of a higher, stronger life, struggling consciousness
of the necessity for more exalted action, whisperings
of unborn possibilities suggested aspirations in directions
that before had been only dimly outlined. The
surging, aching, loving heart of womanhood began to
throb and pulse with heavenly assurances of the right
to do and to dare, striving to find a channel through
which it could voice its longings. The Young Woman's
Christian Temperance Union, that vast force, with its
multiplied interests and varied, ever-widening scope of
thought and accomplishment, that splendid factor which
had arisen in our midst like a giant in its power, generating
such light and sweetness over the already luminous
fields of modern philanthropy, supplied the demands
of the hour.
It has been a benediction to the girls of the South
whose lives it has touched. A subtle, unseen spirit has
taken hold of the fines faculties of their souls and
stirred to action every holy impulse, producing changed
beings. Indifference has been turned to enthusiasm;
selfishness has been broadened into sympathy; unkindness
has been swallowed up into an abounding charity;
idle hands have reached out for employment; narrow
minds have expanded and become glorified by the quickening,
uplifting agency of love for humanity that has
poured, like a divine radiance, into their slumberous lives
and raised them up to God. In the few years since the
Southern girls have donned the white ribbon and enlisted
in the ranks of the Young Woman's Christian
Temperance Union, in conjunction with the young
women of the North, East and West, they have assisted
in campaigns for constitutional amendments; secured
signatures to the Polyglot Petition; supported rest cottages,
lunch houses and headquarters for working girls;
taken charge of mission meetings at night; sent singers
to the hospitals; dispensed substantial charities through
the medium of the Flower Mission in their visits to
prisons, almshouses and the homes of the poor and distressed;
distributed literature, studied the subject of
physical culture and formed hygiene clubs; introduced
text-books in the public schools teaching the effects of
alcohol and tobacco upon the human system; established
loan libraries, engaged in evangelistic, kindergarten, social
purity, Sunday-school, juvenile and press work; labored
among lumbermen, sailors, foreigners and the colored
population; conducted Demorest Medal contests,
held Gospel Temperance meetings and obtained thousands
of signatures to the pledge. They are now supporting
beds for young women in the Temperance Hospital
at Chicago, and in the cities have established drinking
fountains for man and beast. They are raising funds
to aid in carrying on missionary temperance work in
foreign fields; circulating petitions among the high
schools and colleges against the use of wine and all
alcoholic beverages at class suppers and alumni dinners;
conducting parliamentary drills, prosecuting topical
studies and discussions; giving receptions and entertainments
in their parlors, besides holding public meetings
of a high order to create sentiment for the temperance
cause, and educate the people up to the idea of total
abstinence and prohibition and gain the co-operation of
young men. They are offering prizes of money to pupils
who write the best essay on temperance, and several
are going out into different states as organizers and
lecturers, and one into foreign fields as a missionary.
The young women of New Orleans, who were members
of the Y. W. C. T. U., for a long time supported
a room in an institution for the destitute, near the Charity
Hospital, where men and women could find a refuge,
before entering the great world again to seek work and
a shelter. The girls of Richmond, Virginia, one year,
raised $600 which they expended in sustaining a retreat
for the sick. The Y. W. C. T. U. or Asheville, North
Carolina, in co-operation with the King's Daughters,
established an admirable, uniform system of charity by
which the poor of the city were clothed and fed. The
young women of Mississippi have been potent factors
in bringing temperance sentiment up to the high-water
mark which the state now enjoys. All of this blessed
service is simply a faint foregleam of the noble attainments
and beautiful opportunities which the future
holds for Southern girls. When they devote wholly
their latent, unused powers to rid this drink-cursed Republic
of its over-shadowing curse, then indeed, will be
started a wave of helpfulness that will swell into a great
ocean for the temperance cause and for the evangelization
of the world whose shores will be bounded only by
eternity.
The most hopeful feature of the Young Woman's
Christian Temperance Union is the standard that the
girls have set up for the equal purity of both sexes. "A
white life for two," is their war-cry. The day will soon
go by when a young man, indulging in strong drink and
poisoning himself with nicotine, will have the assurance
to ask a girl, pure in heart and life, to link her destiny
with his. The day is fast coming when a young woman
will place too high an estimate upon herself to accept
the attentions of a young man given to dissipated
habits. The watchword that will be handed down the
lines and rung from the hill-tops of advancement will
be: Sobriety, or no husbands. The new law that is
being evolved out of the old chaos is that when the holiest
of alliances is consummated, it will be upon a true basis.
The most prominent figures in this era of the history
of the South are the young women; formed for all possibility,
ready for every development, capable of every
achievement; strong, earnest, brainy, progressive,
comprehensive! The light of the future is in their faces,
the shuttles of destiny are in their hands, the suggestive
tread of their oncoming feet sounds ominously near.
They have adopted the creed of a new philosophy. The
non-entity of other times has vanished; in her stead has
come the energetic, up-to-date, gracious entity who is
getting hold of the springs of power through legislation;
who is turning the locks of the doors that have shut
her out from the sanctum-sanctorum of ecclesiastical
polity; whose sweet voice is swelling into louder, deeper
tones, and is singing out from pulpit and from platform
the glad songs of freedom, of advancement, of human
rights and privileges.
What's
brave, what's noble, let's do it after the high Roman
fashion, and make death proud to take us. - SHAKSPEARE.
My experiences in that state alone would fill volumes.
A way was made into nearly every nook and cranny;
from the Red river district in the North to the blue
waters of Berwick Bay in the South; from the cotton
fields of the Mississippi to the timber-lands of Lake
Charles; often riding twenty miles in a lumbering vehicle
through the pine woods to reach an appointment,
or puffing down streams in energetic tugs through chilling
winds and surprising sand-bars; entertained in an
humble cottage to-day or in a mansion to-morrow; eating
fat bacon and cold potatoes on a lonely prairie, or
feasting like the gods on the Atchafalaya and the
Ouitchita; depressed with illness at Grand Cane or radiant
at receptions from Monroe to the Crescent City.
Ins and outs, ups and downs, arounds and abouts, but
God in all and above all.
There is no country in the United States like Southern
Louisiana. It is a land of languorous beauty, of
poetry and romance. From New Orleans to the Texas
line there is an unbroken stretch of territory; a broad,
flat belt that has been utilized for rice and sugar plantations.
Numerous rivers and bayous roll peacefully
through it, adding exquisite touches to the scenery.
Mammoth live oaks, draped in gray Spanish moss, line
the sides of the streams, their branches almost meeting
in the centre, forming shady arches. Sail boats with
their white and crimson canvas, steamers, skiffs and
numerous other craft float up and down the waters;
over rich oyster beds, under an Italian sky; through
zephyrs soft wth sunshine and heavy with the odor
of orange blossoms; in the midst of a tropical growth
of plants and flowers as rank as in Central America;
past ever-changing scenes of dreamy loveliness that
soothe the senses and stimulate the imagination.
The most famous of all the rivers and bayous are the
Atchafalaya and the Teche, which are connected with
the story of Evangeline. Nearly every planter claims
the tree under which Longfellow's heroine rested in that
memorable search for her lover; but at St. Martinville
the "Cajans" - who are the descendants of that little
band of Acadians who left Nova Scotia in 1755, expelled
by the English, to find a refuge in this delightful land -
say they have the original; and only Evangeline oak.
These people still live in the primitive style of their
progenitors, and, like Mark Twain's man in the Azores,
"thank God and St. Peter they have no blasphemous
desire to know more than their fathers." In traveling
through this section, one would think he had suddenly
dropped down into southern France. Dark, foreign
faces are seen at every turn and the jabber of French
tongues fills the air. This is the region from which
Geo. W. Cable secured the material for his numerous
stories. Here are the quaintest old houses imaginable,
the first story of brick and the upper of frame work.
Age and conservatism and fossilized ideas and customs
seemingly laugh at reforms. The church of Rome holds
full sway. The women keep up the religion. At Opelousas
there is a convent of colored nuns. In the hollows
of the trees about the grounds images and crucifixes
are placed, before which the negro sisters bend the
knee.
In visiting the homes of the leading sugar planters in
southern Louisiana, one would never dream that the
civil war is over. On all sides there are unmistakable
evidences of wealth; elegant residences, horses and
carriages, coachmen, dining-room servants, governesses and
housekeepers; in the fields, hundreds of negroes working
under an overseer, whom they call "overseer," as in
ante-bellum days. At sunrise, noon and sunset, the
plantation bell rings and the laborers walk, or ride mules
to their work, so many in numbers they look like battalions,
particularly so as each man and woman is armed
with a hoe, carried on the shoulder like a musket.
It is amazing to see how the woman suffrage question
is growing in this quiet section. Opinions are expressed
endorsing the movement that surprises the unexpectant
listener. The women especially are having
their eyes opened; particularly those who have been
connected with W. C. T. U. work. They see that the
solution of the drink problem lies to a great extent in
woman's ballot; and, looking deeper, they find that the
key to the whole situation. Not only in political and
philanthropic circles have women been brought to realize
their restrictions but in ecclesiastical as well.
Morgan City is a small town on Berwick Bay. A
Methodist church was built there largely through the
munificence of Capt. Pharr, a wealthy sugar planter.
Very soon a Sunday-school was organized and Capt.
Pharr was requested to act as superintendent. He refused.
Other men were urged to accept the position,
but they likewise refused. As a last resort, the minister
asked Mrs. Pharr, the wife of the planter, to be
superintendent of the Sunday-school. She accepted. The
Bay lay between Mrs. Pharr's home and Morgan City,
and every Sabbath she had to pay from $1.50 to $2.00
ferriage in crossing to and fro. There were a number
of children in a little fishing village near, whom Mrs.
Pharr wanted to take over with her to Sunday-school
and church, as there were none near them; but the expense
of crossing the Bay was so great she found it
impossible to do so. Finally, she went to her husband,
and said: "Captain Pharr, I wish you would furnish
me a boat in which to go over to Morgan City and take
the children from Berwick." The Captain refused, saying
that it would cost too much; besides, there was no
one to pull the boat across the Bay, and a man would
have to be hired at $1.00 a day to do it, and it would be
too expensive all around. So Mrs. Pharr, quietly
bought a boat on credit, and paid for it in one month by
charging passage during the week to the persons who
crossed over on business. Captain Pharr was so pleased
with his wife's skillful financial engineering that he
hired the boatman, and everybody went over the Bay to
Sunday-school free of charge.
For five years, Mrs. Pharr was superintendent of the
Morgan City Sunday-school, and collecting steward of the
Methodist church. At the end of that time, she
was elected delegate by the quarterly conference to the
district conference, which was held in a small adjoining
town. She went. Bishop- was in the chair. The
report of the Morgan City work was called for. Mrs.
Pharr arose to read what she (for she was the church)
had done. Before she had time to open her lips, the
Bishop said, "Madam, it is not constitutional for a
woman to represent any church at a district conference."
Mrs. Pharr sat down in silence.
Two more years rolled away. Mrs. Pharr continued
to act as Sunday-school superintendent, and
to collect the pastors' salaries, as steward of the Methodist
church. The time for another district conference
came around. Mrs. Pharr was again elected delegate
by the quarterly conference. "What use is there in my
going?" she protested. "I shall not be allowed to
speak." The presiding elder who was present assured
her that his influence would be sufficient to guarantee
her a hearing, so Mrs. Pharr went. Again the report
was called for from Morgan City and again Mrs.
Pharr arose to her feet, - this time to speak of the work
and not to read a report. The new presiding Bishop
said: "My sister, you cannot say a word in this conference.
You can write your report, and let a brother read
it; but a woman cannot be allowed to speak." Patience
had ceased to be a virtue. Mrs. Pharr replied, in a
spirited way, "If I, who have served the Methodist
church for seven years as Sunday-school superintendent
and collecting steward, am not permitted to report my
work before this august body of men, no brother for
me shall read what I have done. Bishop, don't you
think you preachers are a little inconsistent? You urge
the women of your church to crucify themselves constantly
in class-meetings by giving their sacred personal
experiences, and call on them to pray in public gatherings;
but after a woman has done all the work she can
in the church, she is not permitted to tell of it." There
was no reply. The presiding elder was asked to report
the work done in the Morgan City church, and Mrs.
Pharr went home the second time unheard, and quietly
resumed the double office she had held for seven years,
continuing to perform the duties incident without a
murmur, until her husband accepted Christianity and
came to her relief. This experience formed an epoch in
her existence and made history that shall stand as a
light-house for other women to steer by, and to which
they shall look back smilingly in the better days that
are coming.
When Capt. Pharr first moved to St. Mary's parish
he was very irreligious. He owned a line of steamboats
that ran up and down the Atchafalaya from New
Iberia to New Orleans. Soon after his marriage his
wife, who was very devout, said to him: "Sunday
traffic is a terrible offense in the sight of God. You must
stop your boats from running on the Sabbath."
"What!" he exclaimed, in his stentorian voice that
made the very rafters ring, "stop my boats when every
other man's boats are running on Sunday! It would
be sheer madness! It would ruin me forever!"
"Capt. Pharr," she persisted, "I shall never use a cent
that comes from the desecration of the Lord's Day,
either for myself or my children. It would be preferable
to suffer want than to roll in riches that came from
such a source. If you will sell out your boats and go
into some other business I will work to help you get
another start."
The Captain rebelled fiercely for awhile, but finally
concluded that nothing could withstand a determined
woman, especially when backed by religious fervor. In
a short while he disposed of every boat and invested the
money in a sugar plantation. Fortune favored his new
venture and wealth poured into his hands. His possessions
became great and his home on Berwick Bay is one
of the most magnificent in the entire South.
The story of Captain Pharr's conversion is exceedingly
interesting. He had a way of rising very early
as he did in the days when he was a penniless boy in
North Carolina and of going about his premises attending
to any work that required oversight. Mrs. Pharr
held family prayers with her three little sons every
morning before breakfast. The Captain returned from
his tour of inspection sooner than usual one day. As
he reached the door of the sitting-room his attention
was arrested by the sound of a childish voice in prayer.
His oldest son was saying, "Dear Lord Jesus, bless my
papa and make him a Christian." Then the second boy
began his prayer with "Our Father who art in heaven,"
and ended: "Dear Lord Jesus, bless my papa and make
him a Christian." The third little fellow repeated the
same prayer and finished with the same request that his
father be made a Christian. At last Mrs. Pharr prayed
most earnestly for the blessing of God to rest on her
family, returning thanks for all that had come to them
through the riches of His grace, and ended her petition
with, "O, God, open the eyes of my husband and
bring him to a full knowledge of Jesus Christ." Captain
Pharr said it broke his heart. He made a complete surrender,
then and there, to God. This was before he sold
his line of steamboats.
Once, while in Georgia, I heard an evangelist, who
had been entertained at Captain Pharr's home, tell the
story of the conversion of a certain steamboat captain
which was very similar to the experience of Captain
Pharr, with the addition of an incident illustrative of
its results. The revivalist said that the news spread
among the hands on the boats that "de Cap'n had come
thu." "Comin' thu" is an expression common with
the negroes, implying that a profession of religion has
been made; "thu" being a contraction of the word
through. The phrase has originated from the custom
that the colored people have of going into trances and
making visits through heaven and hell, hearing
"unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for a man to
utter," before they declare themselves fit subjects for
baptism. One of the boats was loading up for a trip to
New Orleans. Everything was in a great stir. There
were loud calls and impatient answers, perpetual runnings
to and fro, and a general mixture of gay songs
and muttered curses filled the air. Dinah, the stewardess,
had finished her work and was standing calmly in
the sun talking to the cook. "Aunt Milly," she asked
with an awe-struck face, "did yo' know dat de Cap'n
had done come thu?" "Hush, nigger!" said Aunt
Milly, "doan' yo' talk sech fool'ry as dat ter me. De
jedgmen' will be here 'fore de Cap'n come thu." "Sho's
I live, Aunt Milly," exclaimed Dinah, "it's de Gord's
truf! Hezekiah tole me he seed de Cap'n come thu one
day while de missus was er prayin' wid de chilluns.
Hezekiah's him what waits on de white folks' table, -
Aunt Felicy Ann's boy, Hezekiah - him what lives nex'
to us house whar de hopper-grasses am so powerful
thick in de spring. He are de boy." "Go off, Dinah!
I ain' los' all my gumption yit! 'Spec' I'se gwine ter
'blieve dat rascally chile, Hezekiah? When de Cap'n
come thu dis ere ole 'ooman's gwine straight home ter
Gabrell. Go 'way, nigger, I'se gwine whar I'se gwine!
Dat's whar I'se gwine. Take yo' brack se'f off!"
At that moment the Captain walked out in full view
of them and said to the deck hands: "Now, boys, put
up the smoke-stack! We ought to have been five miles
down the river by this time." The negro men sprang
to obey orders and to adjust the smoke-stack, the upper
joint of which had just fallen. As they got it in place,
and the Captain was about to give the command for the
boat to "shove off," down it came rolling, missing the
Captain's head by half an inch, and scattering soot
fore-and-aft. The Captain opened his lips to swear as he
had been in the habit of doing all his life on such aggravating
occasions; but his face grew suddenly very white
and the oaths died in his throat unuttered. With a most
heroic effort he summoned up a smile and said: "That
is all right, boys! Of course you couldn't help it. Now,
let's at it again!" Once more the men worked like
beavers and adjusted the joint. The bell began to give
the signal to "cut loose," when down lumbered the pipe
the second time, bringing a shower of cinders and a
shadow of dismay. The Captain's face grew red with
rage, and his eyes blazed; but he checked the volume of
imprecations surging between his teeth, bit his lips and
walked rapidly to the stern of the boat and gazed down
the river. When he regained control of himself he returned,
and cried out, "All right, boys! We'll try it
again!" Once more the men tugged and pulled and
screwed the smoke-stack in place. Surely it would stay
this time. The sun was high in the heavens. The time
for starting was already two hours behind. The Captain
paced up and down trying to suppress his impatience.
The boat loosed from its moorings and began
to puff down the Atchafalaya, when, lo! with a terrific
thud the smoke-pipe fell the third time. Without moving
a muscle of his face the Captain called out, "Come
on, boys! that joint's down again. I'll help you put it
up this time and if it falls any more I'll order a new one
as soon as I get to New Orleans."
Afar off, and unseen, Dinah and Aunt Milly had been
watching and listening with their hearts in their
mouths. At the Captain's last words Aunt Milly
clapped her hands to her head and exclaimed, " 'Fore de
Lord, Dinah, de Cap'n's sho come thu!"
On visiting Captain Pharr's home after hearing the
evangelist relate this incident I told it to him, and asked
if it were not a chapter out of his own life. He was
indignant, and exclaimed wrathfully, "The idea of my
being such a poor steamboat man as to allow a smokestack
to fall three times! If that absurdity was published
to the world as connected with me it would ruin
my reputation as a captain and the reputation of the
story-teller for veracity. The negroes got their idea of
my conversion from seeing me hoist a steamboat chimney
one day and not lose my temper."
Whether in adjusting the smoke-stack or hoisting a
chimney it matters not. One thing is very certain:
"The Cap'n's sho come thu."
The
earnestness of life is the only passport to the satisfaction
of life. - THEODORE PARKER.
While in Boston a reception was given by the
Massachusetts Woman Suffrage Association and the
Woman Suffrage League of the city to the delegates of
the National W. C. T. U. Convention, who were interested
in the living question of the political emancipation
of women. As it had been an engrossing faith with me
for years, I gladly profited by the opportunity to become
a part of such an historic occasion.
After an hour spent in social intercourse Lucy Stone,
noble heroine, devoted apostle and dauntless pioneer
of the Equal Rights movement of this country, called
the meeting to order and requested that the guests
make brief speeches regarding their convictions on the
subject of Woman Suffrage, and stating the position
it occupied in the estimation of the public in the sections
where they lived. Mrs. Julia Ward Howe, who
appeared before me for the first time since my early
experience in New Orleans, welcomed the visitors.
Prominent Southern women, among them Mrs. Lide
Merriwether, of Tennessee, and Miss Frances Griffin
of Alabama, expressed themselves as being entirely in
sympathy with the cause of Equal Rights. The Northern
and Western women who spoke afterward were not
more radical. This meeting did much to bring into
closer unity the leaders in the two greatest reforms of
the nineteenth century - the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union and the Woman Suffrage Association.
After the adjournment of the national convention
I made Boston my headquarters for two weeks
while visits were paid to its classic suburbs.
On my return to Mississippi, I stopped en route in
Washington. The beautiful capital has since become
the scene of many notable occasions in my life. The
most prominent were the tremendous meeting held in
Convention hall, which seated 7,000 people, in honor
of the presentation of the Polyglot Petition, in 1895,
to the President of the United States; the Woman's
Council in the same year; the International Convention
of the Christian Endeavor, in 1896, and the National
Convention of the American Woman Suffrage
Association, in 1898.
During the three years following I traveled through
nearly every Southern state in the interest of the
Woman's Christian Temperance Union, from Delaware
to Texas, speaking in halls, parlors, churches, theatres,
school-houses and in the open air; to negroes as well
as to the white population; to audiences of children,
young women, and mixed assemblies; in public and
private schools, colleges and universities for both boys
and girls; before conferences of ministers, chautauquas,
schools of methods, State Teachers' Associations; State
and National Conventions of the W. C. T. U., the Christian
Endeavor, and Woman Suffrage Association, and
have lobbied in the Mississippi legislature to secure the
passage of the Scientific Temperance Instruction bill.
The most interesting of all these tours was the visit to
the Naval Academy at Annapolis, and to the home of
the Southern novelist, Augusta Evans Wilson, in Mobile.
Often in small towns I have spent the entire morning
in going from house to house telling the people of our
work, and drumming up a congregation to hear me at
night. At other times I have been met at the railway
station by committees bearing flowers, and have been
carried to handsome homes behind white horses, in a
carriage decorated with white ribbons, to be welcomed
later on by tremendous city audiences. Week by week
I have lectured twice a day and have organized unions
wherever there was the faintest possibility of success;
and in almost every case have been received with cheering
cordiality and treated with the utmost appreciation
and generous hospitality. If there is strong prejudice
in the hearts of the Southern people against
woman's public work, as the world at large is incline
to believe, the force of it has never been felt by me. Opposition
either subsided or was silent in the presence of
my exuberant enthusiasm. Girls belonging to the most
conservative and cultured families joined the Young
Woman's Christian Temperance Union and developed
into admirable philanthropists; gentle, timid ladies
from the seclusion of their home life unhesitatingly
entered the ranks of the mother society, and men, unused to
the "new woman" movement smiled approval and gave
their heartiest support.
The conviction has grown with my wider knowledge of
them that Southerners, though tenacious of social
traditions, are hospitable to new ideas and are chivalrous
toward a woman who wishes their co-operation
provided that she comes to them also as a lady. A study
of state codes will show that the South has led in making
women equal with men before the law. Owing
partly to the simplicity of its social structure new
thoughts permeate quickly; and being throughout a religious
people moral questions, such as the temperance
reform, if put to the popular white Southern vote would
win by a large majority; and if the dangers of negro
suffrage were settled forever it is scarcely a matter of
doubt but that the men of the South would trust the
women with the ballot, except in those states where
there is a large illiterate white vote; and this, not only
because ignorance is an insurmountable obstacle to
progress, but because the unscrupulous politician is always
on hand bidding for this vote.
That the above statement respecting the attitude of
the South towards the temperance question is not extravagant
may be inferred from the following facts furnished
by chairmen of the executive committees of the
Prohibition party, and other prominent prohibition
workers in the Southern states, and by the Secretary of
State in Mississippi, during the months of January and
February, 1899: Mississippi has 75 counties; of these
61 are under a state local option, dramshop law; 14 liquor
counties only in this commonwealth. Georgia
has 137 counties; 113 are under prohibitory law, six or
seven of these having dispensaries; - 24 liquor counties
in Georgia. The Willingham bill, which called for the
prohibition of the manufacture and sale of liquor
in Georgia, was before the legislature of that state
in the winter of 1899. It passed the house by
93 yeas to 65 nays, but was defeated in the senate
by a vote of 26 to 14. Kentucky has 119 counties;
73 are under local option, leaving 46 in which
there are open saloons; parts of 28 of these counties
are "dry." Florida has 44 counties; 20 are under
local option; leaving 24 "wet." Alabama has 66 counties;
22 are "dry " and 44 have liquor; however, the
legislature, in February, 1899, passed a law which establishes
the dispensary in 15 counties, leaving 29 under
the control of whiskey. The state of South Carolina
is wholly under a rigid dispensary law. Maryland has
23 counties; about half this area is under local option.
There are saloons in Tennessee only in incorporated
towns; counties without these are dry.
Many towns have surrendered their charters in order
to annihilate the saloon. There is also a four-mile
law which prohibits a dram-shop within that
distance of any college, factory, rolling-mill or other
chartered institution. It is safe to estimate that much
more than half the area of its 36 counties is under prohibitory
law. North Carolina has local prohibition in
many places in its 96 counties, and is now striving for
a rigorous dispensary law. Three-fourths of the state
is probably free from the open saloon. Louisiana also
has much prohibitory territory spotted about over its
59 parishes, and temperance sentiment is gaining
ground steadily. Of the 220 organized counties in
Texas 55 have prohibition by local option, and prohibition
prevails to such an extent in other counties that
"The Texas Liquor Dealer" mourns that one-half the
populated area of the state is covered by prohibitory
law. These figures show that the white people of the
South are very well masssed for the temperance cause.
It is equally a fact that the ignorant, vicious and purchasable
negro vote turns the scale in most of the territory
where the open saloon exists. There has been
a Prohibition party organization in every Southern state
which has done much to create sentiment and annihilate
the liquor traffic.
Immediately upon entering the work of the Woman's
Christian Temperance Union, I affiliated with the Prohibition
party, as it was the only political body in the
United States that stood for the protection of the home
against the saloon. My brothers and I had stirring
arguments on the subject. In their excitement they
would walk rapidly up and down the long, old front
gallery at the plantation home, and say, "You are the
only one of a vast relationship who has gone over to
a new political faith. If you and the women associated
with you, continue the agitation that has begun
you will eventually break up the Democratic party."
One of the stock arguments against woman suffrage
is that it is unnecessary for women to vote, as they are
represented at the polls by the men of their families.
For nearly eleven years I have been the only party Prohibitionist
in our household, and in all that time my father
and brothers have represented me at the ballot-box
by voting a straight Democratic ticket.
Mrs. M. M. Snell and I were appointed by the
Prohibition party of Mississippi as delegates to the
memorable National Convention which met in Pittsburgh,
but, to our regret, found it impossible to attend.
Of course there were physically rough places in my
W. C. T. U. pilgrimages through the South, - cold bedrooms
and colder halls and churches in winter; frightful
heat and suffocating dust in summer; late hours of traveling,
excessive fatigue, frequent and prolonged illnesses,
often among strangers and uncomfortable
surroundings; but, as for real hardships, I have never
known them. My trials have been nothing in comparison
to those of many women who have given their
lives for humanity's uplift in the cause of temperance
and prohibition. The leaders of the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union - those in the forefront of the battle,
are among the bravest of earth. God only can know
the crucifixions they have suffered to carry the blessed
tidings of this later dispensation to the souls of the
sorrowing and the heavy-laden. From the beginning
they have been opposed and criticized, and laughed at,
but they have gone on their way undaunted, knowing
that they were fulfilling a divine commission and were
backed by the power and the love of God.
They did "not hope to be mowers,
None but those who have endured it can know the
sting, the bitterness of having to go into homes where
there is an utter lack of sympathy; where in each smile
there lurks a sneer. None but those who have tried
it can realize the hardness of pushing the work in places
where people did not care to receive it; of undertaking
to banish the wine-glass from the tables of the rich and
the beer-mug and the whiskey-flask from the lips of
the poor. The constant strife with the liquor traffic and
the political power back of it; the standing for principles
which the world regards as useless or insulting;
the juttings of radicalism - which means Christianity
brought down into daily life - against conservatism
which often means selfishness. The loneliness of spirit,
the bodily fatigue, the unremitting drain on heart and
brain and nerve that fill up the days of a worker for the
Woman's Christian Temperance Union only the advocates
of other great reforms can rightly measure;
but they are willing to undergo it all if, by their sufferings,
one life can be redeemed or one community
brought into touch with God.
The Devonshire coast of England is very dangerous.
It is bound by rocks that mean death to any ship that
strikes upon them. For many years there have been
men employed by the government to walk up and down
that sea-girt point to warn passing vessels. They are
called life-saving-men. They have worn steep paths
into the solid rock, which their faithful, tireless feet
have pressed during the time of their ceaseless marchings
to and fro. The keen wind bites them and the salt
waves drench them and many are swept into the sea;
but their places are supplied, the watch is kept up, the
signals are given and the ships sail by into their harbors
of safety. The leaders of the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union are life-saving-women; they walk
up and down the rock-bound coast of the world's appetite
and ignorance and prejudice waving the danger
signal to the souls that pass by on the great deep
of temptation. They too have worn steep paths into
the stony ground; they too have felt the icy wind
and tasted the brine of the salt spray; they too have
sunk upon the reefs and have been swept into the sea
of eternity. However the watch is kept up; the flag
waves on unceasingly; restless, winged feet move unwearied
in their ministry; storm-tossed crafts sail by
unharmed into the harbor of peaceful lives, under the
shadow of the Most High.
My
rendezvous is appointed, it is certain;
MY three older brothers
had left the plantation and
had gone into the wide world to battle with life. The
youngest was at college. On returning from one of my
long campaigns and finding father and mother alone
I said to them, "My first duty is to you. All thought
of leaving home during your life-time will be relinquished."
The tears sprang quickly to father's eyes,
and he exclaimed, "My daughter, I would pray God
daily to let me die if I thought my living would keep
you from the work of the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union." Mother said very quietly but very positively,
"So would I." Of course, under such circumstances
it was very easy for me to go.
In 1893 a journey was made to Chicago to take a six
months' course in Bible study and practical Gospel work
in the training school established in that Arabian
Night's city by the great evangelist, Dwight L. Moody.
For months my traveling and speaking had been incessant
and my strength had been so overtaxed, that, soon
after arriving, great physical exhaustion followed.
Finding it impossible to carry out the proposed program,
this institution was left after remaining in it only
one month. When vitality began to return lessons in
voice culture were taken from a noted specialist. Some
time after, on going to a hotel near the World's Fair,
in order to visit that wonderful exposition more conveniently,
instruction in physical training was received
from Baron Possé, a young Swedish nobleman, who
was at the head of a successful institution in Boston
for the scientific development of the human body. He
and his pretty American wife and some of my Southern
friends were at the same hotel with me. Among the
latter was Miss Clara G. Baer, of New Orleans. She
is a native of Louisiana and is another striking illustration
of what young Southern women can accomplish.
Her childhood was spent in the South, where, as the
little "Dixie" of the home, she grew into a girl of
much spirit but not robust constitution. Her school life
was passed, for the most part, in Kentucky. As she
approached womanhood the need of a strong, vigorous
physical being was felt more and more. The dream
of her life was to be able to do her part in the world's
work unencumbered by weakness and days of pain.
How to do it became an absorbing question. To leave
the anchorage of home and start out alone to find the
way was opposed to every family custom, and became
the cause of many a controversy with those
who loved her. About this time, God sent into her life
a woman whose own expedience enabled her to grasp
this young girl's need. She advised her to go to New
England and take up the work which had so long lain
near her heart, saying: "Remember, we cannot afford
to neglect one opportunity for self-improvement. You
feel the need - leave to God the rest." Acting on this
advice, Miss Baer went to Boston, where she soon
met Baron Nils Possé and his wife. During her
summer work in his classes at Martha's Vineyard they
became warm, personal friends; and when, in the fall,
they invited her to make her home with them, if she decided
to remain in Boston, it seemed as though the way
was being pointed out most clearly.
Miss Baer's professional life may be said to have
begun while still a pupil of Baron Possé; for he soon
appointed her to take charge of a large gymnasium for
women at Waltham, Massachusetts. She graduated
from the Possé Gymnasium in the class of '91. Immediately
after her graduation she secured the position of
Director of Swedish Gymastics in the Boston School of
Oratory during its summer term. In the fall of that
year, she was made a member of the regular faculty but
was suddenly summoned South by illness in her family.
Being unable to return immediately to Boston, she accepted
offers of work at her home in New Orleans, the
positions being Director of the Ladies' Class of the
Southern Athletic Club and of the physical work at
the Quincy school. She was also made a visiting
teacher at Newcomb College and Tulane University.
In the spring of '92 she decided to remain at Newcomb
and was then elected to the faculty. Through her connection
with the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union, as State Superintendent of Physical Education,
with the Louisiana Chautauqua and the Peabody Summer
Normals, she has come in touch with the most progressive
element, not only in Louisiana, but the entire
South. In 1894 she was instrumental in securing the
passage of the law which makes physical education a
required branch in the public school curriculum, thus
placing Louisiana on record as the second state in the
Union to take such a step - Ohio being the first. Miss
Baer's influence and recognition have passed into the
national work of the Woman's Christian Temperance
Union and she is now one of the associate superintendents
of the department of physical training. She invented
the new ball game "Newcomb," and she has also
revised "Basket Ball," which she calls "Basquette."
Both of these games are copyrighted and published in
booklet form. Miss Baer has produced a hand book of
gymnastics for the school-room, called "Progressive
Lessons in Physical Education," which is in its second
edition, the first being published by the School Board
of New Orleans for use in connection with her instructions
to the teachers of that city. It is now used in their
schools. Miss Baer is one of the editors of the "Possé
Gymnasium Journal," Boston, Massachusetts, and for
the past three years has been lecturer on Medical Gymnastics
at the New Orleans Sanitarium and Touro Infirmary
Training Schools for Nurses.
During the World's Fair the rare opportunity was
granted of meeting many distinguished women from
all parts of the earth. The most famous and interesting
was Susan B. Anthony, the intrepid advocate of Equal
Rights. She was filled, as in her youth, with the inspiration
of a mighty purpose. Under its influence she
had become the living embodiment of the repressed but
unconquerable dignity of the world's womanhood, -
calm, self-forgetful, self-sustained. It was a joy to
behold her receiving the homage of the public whose
criticism and opposition had so persistently followed her
in the earlier days but against which she had stood like
a wall of granite and had signally overcome. Several
years later, when I was passing through Rochester,
New York, Miss Anthony invited me to spend a night
with her at her home by letter, as follows:
Office of the President, ROCHESTER, N.Y., August 27th, 1899,
My Dear Miss Kearney
I want to hear all about
what you are doing,
and tell you all about what I want you
to do. Which is, as you may guess, to devote
yourself wholly to the work of getting the
ballot into the hands of the women of Mississippi
that they may make of themselves a power
to bring about the good they so much desire.
Sincerely & affectionately yours
Some distinguished guests had been invited to tea.
Miss Anthony was in an animated mood and talked
constantly and brilliantly, relating incidents from her
earlier experiences in connection with famous men and
women who had long since passed away. Before the
visitors departed she took a lamp in her hand and bidding
us follow, climbed several flights of stairs, finally
reaching a sky-chamber.
This "lady with a lamp shall stand
From piles of manuscript
lying about or packed away
securely she drew forth some pages of her biography
that had just been completed by her faithful Boswell,
Mrs. Ida H. Harper, but which had not yet been delivered
to the printing press.
When the hour for retiring came Miss Anthony
conducted me to my room and with her own hands
prepared the bed, remarking that nothing gave her
more pleasure than keeping house. Hanging on the
walls of this chamber were time-faded pictures illustrating
the horrors of the slave trade. Miss Anthony was
an ardent abolitionist and has ceaselessly carried out
and on her doctrine of human emancipation.
During my six months' stay in Chicago, in 1893, a
most interesting trip was made to Canada, in response
to an invitation to deliver an address before the
International Convention of the Christian Endeavor
Society, which, that year, met in Montreal.
At Kingston we boarded the steamer, Bohemian,
and had a charming trip down the St. Lawerence,
passing the Thousand Islands and successfully shooting
the Lachine Rapids.
The day following the adjournment of the convention,
I went to Quebec, visiting every point of
interest in the quaint old city and for many miles
beyond, - from the Plains of Abraham to the beautiful
Falls of Montmorency. The greater and more
magnificent Falls of Niagara were taken in on my
return trip to Chicago.
The year 1893 was memorable for me in many ways.
John G. Woolley, the celebrated prohibition and
Christian citizenship orator, was met soon after
coming back from Canada, and an invitation was received
from him to attend a convention, to be held at
Rest Island, Minnesota, a short distance from the
twin cities, St. Paul and Minneapolis. This lovely
spot lies in the heart of the dimpling waters of Lake
Pepin which is an expansion of the upper Mississippi.
On its wooded banks, in deepest solitude, surrounded
by enchanting scenery, Mr. Woolley had established
a retreat for men cursed with the appetite for strong
drink. They came without money consideration, to
seek release, through the grace of Jesus Christ, from
the chains that bound them. In the early morning
and at twilight those sin-sick men gathered in the
bright, east room, where gospel services were conducted
by one of the many ministers attending the
convention. These were times of tender communing
with God, of the birth of souls to the gladness of
redemption, of confession of sin and consecration to
a higher life.
In that restful, blessed place my soul began to
hunger more for God. I yearned for a closer touch,
a deeper knowledge, a truer hand-clasp, a safer walk
with my Redeemer than had yet been realized. Daily
the burden was with me of the consciousness that my
religious life needed a clearer coloring, a finer texture,
a more abiding strength. A desire to see God "face
to face," to talk with Him upon the heights was
ever present. Hours were spent in agonizing prayer
and passionate weeping. At length the glory of God
shone upon me and there came a full baptism of the
Holy Ghost. Joy and peace had followed my conversion,
but as the years had gone by with their
increasing responsibilities the sweetness of entire
dependence upon God had departed and the old deadness
had begun to creep over my soul. With this renewal
of tryst with my Lord, there came again the same
rest and gladness that accompanied my first meeting
with Christ; but it was deeper and calmer, and
mingled with a mysterious wonderful outpouring of
the Spirit. Some writer had said: "It is well to take
time to mend one's friendships." It has been proven in
my experience that it is necessary, at intervals along
life's journey, to make fresh consecrations, to renew
our covenants with God.
How can
we tell what coming people are aboard the ships
that be sailing to us now from the unknown seas?
- CHAS. DICKENS.
brother had failed two years before and he had returned
to the old home; he had become so much better that all
of us thought he was on the road to complete recovery.
Knowing he could never be sufficiently robust for active
business, it was planned for him to live with father and
mother.
In a short time every preparation for my departure
was finished. After a tender farewell and "God speed "
from my dear ones, I was soon traveling to New York,
with a heart full of thanksgiving to my Heavenly
Father for His marvellous blessings. The dream of my
life was about to be realized, - a trip to Europe was close
at hand.
Several days were spent at Prohibition Park, Staten
Island, attending the farewell meetings which were held
in honor of the delegates from the United States and
Canada to the World's W. C. T. U. Convention in London.
At last we stood beside the ship that was to carry
us across the ocean. The time for it to move off had
almost arrived; but my trunk had not come. My uneasiness
grew with the flying moments; still it did not
appear. A dear friend who stood by me, noticing my
anxiety said softly, again and again, "You must learn
to trust God in the dark!" At the last moment, the
longed-for baggage arrived.
On June 5th, at 4 P. M., the steamer Berlin moved out
from New York harbor in a glow of sunshine.
Hundreds of friends stood on the pier waving their
handkerchiefs to the passengers, who leaned over the
bulwarks and watched them with yearning eyes until
the growing distance hid them from view. Then followed
a rush for chairs, a diving into trunks for suitable
clothing for the voyage, greeting of state-room
companions, and general adjustment to environments.
Later the dining-saloon was the source of attraction, to
some of us for the first and last time. "Life on the
ocean wave" was delightful for fifteen hours to me.
During the night a heavy fog settled upon the waters,
the fog-horn blew shrilly every few moments, and the
ship moved slowly. The fog and the horn-blowing
continued through two following days. The captain stayed
at his post during all the weary hours without a moment's
sleep, having his meals carried up to him. He
feared coming in contact with "ships that pass in the
night." During all this time the ocean was calm and
unruffled, but black and sullen looking. The third
morning brought the sunshine, which continued.
Sea-sickness came with the dawn of the first day. The
passengers sat on deck, wrapped in heavy rugs, too
miserable to speak, too inert to move. Deck stewards
moved to and fro dispensing beef tea and hard-tack,
arranging head-rests, and making the situation easy for
the sufferers.
The monotony was broken Sunday morning by services
held at 11 o'clock, when a sermon was preached,
and at night another meeting was conducted. The ship,
which had been making good time, began to move
slowly when the deep sea was reached beyond Newfoundland,
as icebergs float beneath the water in this
latitude, and to strike one means fatality.
There was a glorious company an board - lecturers,
ministers, writers, singers, and (inglorious) a French
variety troupe. Every day the W. C. T. U. women
observed the noon-tide hour with prayer. In the evenings
entertainments were held in the dining-saloon
when there would be music, lectures and recitations.
In the early morning, the last day at sea, a flock of
sea-gulls denoted that we were nearing the shores of
England; soon we were sailing by the Scilly Islands.
News of the arrival of the Berlin was received immediately
at the first light-house, telegraphed to Southampton
and cabled thence to New York. Land's End
was later reached, bringing to remembrance Charles
Wesley and the lines he wrote while standing there:
"Lo! on a narrow neck of land,
Then we sailed along
the Cornish coast and after
awhile caught glimpses of hawthorn hedges, growing
grain and stately dwellings. There were a number of
little boats with crimson sails floating on the water and
numerous brigs and steamers. Sky and sea and earth
were in fullest harmony. Beautiful! beautiful! beautiful!
Friday night, June 14th, we anchored in port at
Southampton. Early next morning some one knocked
at my state-room door. Opening it I was joyously
greeted by Miss Jessie Ackerman, who had come down
from London to meet the delegates to the World's W. C.
T. U. Convention, for which organization she had just
completed her second circuit of the globe as
"Round-the-World Missionary." She accompanied me to the
home of her hostess and mine, the well-known Quakeress
preacher and author, Hannah Whitall Smith,
whose "Christian's Secret of a Happy Life" has had
more editions and been printed in more languages than
almost any other American book. Soon we were in the
cars, gliding swiftly through bright fields of wheat and
crimson poppies, past charming little villages, clean and
picturesque, to the great metropolis.
The home of Hannah Whitall Smith is one of the
headquarters of intellectual freedom in London. Everything
in her household is beautifully attuned to the law
of grace and beauty; even the meals are announced by
an exquisite strain of music proceeding from some mysterious
source. Among the other guests in this hospitable
home were Mrs. Margaret Bottome, President of
the International Order of King's Daughters; Frau
Kamer and Frau Gezyski, elegant ladies from Germany,
Miss Alli Trigg, of Finland, and Madame Selmer of
Denmark. There had never been such immense and
enthusiastic meetings held in the interest of the temperance
reform in Great Britain as those that took place in
London during the week that followed our arrival.
Sunday morning, June 16th, 1895, I received the
following little note from Miss Willard, which was sent
by a special messenger. It was headed 94 Ashley
Gardens.
"Howdy! So glad! You
have been elected the only
new (spick and span) round-the-world missionary.
You are to speak fifteen minutes this P. M. Meet us.
Come with H. W. S. to the platform. Ever thine,
"SISTER FRANCES."
On Wednesday, June 19th, 1895, Miss Willard
opened the World's Convention of the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union in Queen's Hall with 234 delegates,
representing twenty-four nations, and with members
of fraternal delegates from kindred societies. A
morning conference the following day closed the business
proceedings of the third Biennial Convention of
the best organized and largest body of women on earth.
The Lord Mayor of London gave a reception to the
international delegates, during the World's Convention
and, on June 21st, Lady Henry Somerset received at her
famous country residence, the Priory at Reigate, Surrey.
Hundreds of women from nearly every clime were
rapidly transported from the heat and dust of London
to the historic edifice which "her ladyship" had just
refitted most elegantly for the coming of age of her
only son. After the guests were cordially greeted by
Lady Henry and Miss Willard, they spent the remainder
of the day in wandering over the beautiful grounds and
in enjoying a study of the antique furnishings of the
Priory in which were found rare paintings and tapestry,
coats-of-mail and other curious relics of a long line
of noble ancestry.
Every day since receiving the appointment of
round-the-world missionary I had been in an agony of unrest,
and waited constantly on God in prayer for guidance.
It required a hard and desperate struggle before my
duty was made clear. My desire was strong to go, but
the divine leadings not to go were at last very definite
and infinitely stronger. My physical strength had
been terribly depleted by six years of continuous public
work and travel, and the realization was forced upon
me that not enough vitality was left to undertake the
arduous labors of a missionary in foreign lands. Besides,
there was an abiding consciousness that it was
not the will of my Heavenly Father that I should go at
that time. The invisible but real hands of God were
felt pushing me away from the acceptance of this commission.
On the ship, going over, this message was
sent me by the Father, but its import was not understood
for many months after: "Beloved, think it not
strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you
as though some strange thing happened unto you: but
rejoice inasmuch as ye are partaker(s) of Christ's sufferings,
that, when His glory shall be revealed, ye may
be glad also with exceeding joy."
On the day the reception was given at the Priory I asked
to be allowed to appear before the Executive
Committee of the World's W. C. T. U., which met in
the afternoon in an upper chamber. After explaining
the reason for my action a formal resignation was made
of the office to which I had been elected. Subsequent
events proved the wisdom of my determination.
Like
a plank of driftwood
IMMEDIATELY after the
adjournment of the World's
great convention Miss Willard and Lady Henry Somerset
commissioned me to represent the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union at the International Congress of
Christian Workers at Grindelwald, Switzerland, and my
departure was made at once for that place with a party of
friends from the United States. Crossing the Channel,
which was smooth and beautiful, we landed at
Calais and were soon passing through the sunny slopes
of la belle France. About dusk we reached the town
where Joan of Arc met her unhappy fate. A wretched
night was spent with seven ladies locked up in a compartment
in a continental car, which is such a horror to
all travelers who have ever enjoyed the luxury of a
sleeper on our great American lines of railway. Next
morning we passed over into Swiss territory. We became
aware at once that we had gotten into finer atmosphere
and on higher ground. At noon we crossed Lake
Thun, which lies like a gem in the heart of the great
mountains that surround it.
Grindelwald is a famous resort high up in the Burnese
Alps. The Jungfrau and the Matterhorn keep eternal
watch over the hamlet and its kindly, simple people.
It was here that Dr. Henry Lunn, the editor of "The
Review of the Churches," had established a European
Chautauqua, the leading purpose of which was to promote
church unity. The town consists of several hotels,
a few stores, many bazaars where curios are sold to
tourists, and a few charming "chalets." Among the
last is that of Madame D'Aubigne, the wife of the great
writer. The adjacent hills are covered with the quaint
huts of the peasants. A little Protestant church, antique
in structure, occupies a prominent place, and adds to the
generally striking effect. In it our meetings were held
to advance the temperance cause, and here I had the
pleasure of speaking.
For four delightful, never-to-be-forgotten days we
stayed in those rarified regions, growing nearer to God
with every breath. At sunrise, parties began excursions
through the mountains, some riding on horseback,
others in carriages or on railways. We went to the very
edge of glaciers, and looked down into the clefts of
seemingly interminable blue ice; climbed to the tops
of peaks; walked over beds of snow and watched
avalanches fall in a splendor of misty whiteness. The
women work in the fields as regularly as the men. Often
they were seen hitched to carts pulling heavy loads of
hay, or bearing burdens on their backs. Once I saw
a man between two women drawing a wagon.
While at Grindelwald a cordial invitation was sent
by Lady Henry Somerset, through Miss Willard, to
occupy a room for as long as I desired for rest and
recuperation at the former's Chalet Villors, near Aigle,
not far from Lausanne, but I decided to take a tour
with friends through several countries of Europe instead
of resting.
From Grindelwald we went to Interlaken and there
took a boat and passed up Lake Brienz. Soon we began
to ascend the Alps, going over the Brunig Pass. Just
before we reached Hergiswyl, we gained a view of Mt.
Rigi. Beyond, nestling close to the ideally beautiful
lake that bears its name, is the city of Lucerne. In this
heavenly place we tarried all too short a while, then
journeyed to Geneva, by whose borders Lake Leman
stretches its shimmering length; the Rhone, blue and
placid, winds through its heart; the Alpine range
reaches to the very edge of its quaint old streets. Mont
Blanc rears its majestic head in full view - pink in the
flush of the early dawn, pure white at noontide, or red
with evening cloud-glories. I have noticed that the
highest mountains always catch first the rays of sunlight
in the mornings and are the last to retain them
in rosy tints upon their snow-crowned heights when
the shades of night draw near. So it is with those lives
that are in nearest touch with God. They are the first
to receive the inspiration of His great thoughts and the
last to reflect them, standing above the multitude in
their lonely grandeur and translating to the world beneath
the holy will of the Father concerning them.
Geneva is a great educational center. The academy
organized by Calvin, and which was afterward honored
by having John Knox among its first students, has
grown into a university and has become the Mecca of
progresssive Protestants on account of its broad spirit.
Women are admitted to its lectures on perfect equality
with men. Consequently the former are becoming more
numerous every year. After making a trip to the Castle
of Chillon, visiting the home of Voltaire in the little
French town of Ferney, and seeing the elegant chateau
at Coppet where Madame de Stael was banished by
Napoleon for being too much interested in politics, and
different historic points in Geneva - among them the
house where Jean Jacques Rousseau was born - we
passed into Italy.
Turin was the first place at which we stopped, then
Pisa. Despite the subjection that is taught women by
the Catholic church in Europe it is pleasant to note
signs of the breaking up of old forms of social crystallization.
In Pisa there is a normal school conducted on
a co-educational basis; and I was told that a number
of women were there studying medicine. This was
more interesting to me than the leaning tower and the
swinging lamp from which Galileo gained his inspiration.
Before Genoa was reached, we approached the
Apennines and for a long distance sped through their
magnificent heights and smiling valleys. At the city
whose name is evermore linked with that of Columbus,
begins the wonderful road along the Riviera. We
gained here our first sight of the Mediterranean, and for
many miles skirted close to its rock-bound coast.
En route to Rome, in our compartment, were two
ladies of our company besides myself, an old Italian
woman and two foreign men. We had to make ourselves
as comfortable as circumstances allowed,
which meant that some slept sitting upright, some with head
on seat and feet on valise, while others watched and
slumbered not. At twelve the two men drew out their
bottles and drank heavily, then lighted their cigars and
smoked. This interesting performance was repeated at
short intervals until the day dawned. There was a streak
of sunlight through the reeking air, short staccato
snorts from my companions in distress, a rubbing of
eyes, a stretching of muscles, an exchange of miserable
glances, an outlook through the open window to the
shining waters of the Mediterranean, soon a dash across
the yellow Tiber, and we were in the Eternal city.
Rome, like heaven, is a place to be striven for, to dream
over and hunger for; but it is better to leave to the
imagination than to attempt to put into words the measure
of its treasures, old and new, its historic suggestion
and the power of the awful and majestic march of the
ages which echoes from its sacred hills.
From Rome we went to Naples, then to Pompeii.
Climbing to the top of the highest point of observation
upon the walls of the once lava-buried city, we obtained
a fine view of the surrounding landscape. Before us lay
the Bay of Naples, placid in the July sun; Beyond it the
Apennines; on the further shore the towns of Castellamare,
Herculaneum, and beautiful Sorrento, the birthplace
of Tasso; to the right Naples; in the rear, Vesuvius,
sending out its volume of never-ending smoke.
Venice answered in full all the dreams that I ever had
of its beauties. On leaving there we traveled to Florence,
where, unfortunately, only a short time could be
spent in the art galleries, studying the great works of
the old masters who have rendered the city famous, and
in threading the thoroughfares made historic
by illustrious men and women.
In Milan, the white marble Cathedral was, of course,
the centre of our desires, after that the refectory of the
Dominican Convent, near the church of Sta. Maria della
Grazia, where is found all that remains of "The Last
Supper," Leonardi da Vinci's masterpiece, a fresco,
which is almost obliterated.
The innate tact and grace of Italian people is delightful.
One day our party of W. C. T. U. women were
crowded in a railway compartment. The only men
present were our conductor, a cultured young Englishman,
the son of the Bishop of Winchester, and an
elegant looking young Italian gentleman of the higher
class. The latter could not speak a word of English,
and was an entire stranger to the rest of us. As we
entered he was smoking, ignoring the fact that the carriage
was not intended for that purpose. The ladies
gave evidence of disapprobation; but the unconscious
sinner smoked on ignorant of the misery he was creating.
Finally our escort leaned toward him and said in
the native tongue: "Will you please discard your
cigarette? The ladies object to it." The Italian looked
around perfectly amazed. I presume it was the first
time in his whole life that he had been made aware of
the fact that women objected to smoking, as so many
indulge in the habit in Europe. When the Italian saw
the expression on the faces of his fellow-passengers he
colored to the roots of his black, curly hair, and immediately
threw away the offending cigarette; anxious
to atone for the discomfort he had unwittingly caused
he sprang to his feet, and, opening a large wicker
basket in the rack above him, took therefrom a beautiful
lemon with a long branch and leaves attached, and, with
a graceful bow, handed it to the lady opposite.
After a day and night's continuous travel from Milan, we
arrived in Paris. Gay, charming Paris! the loveliest
and wickedest city on earth. There is an irresistible
fascination in the sans souci of these impulsive,
happy-hearted human beings. There is joy and lightness in
the very air, that takes hold of one unconsciously; but
when we think of the immorality and atheism under it
all, we are conscious of a pain and a pathos unspeakable.
If there is a place in the world against which
all the artillery of Christianity should be leveled, that
place is Paris. Now there are only feeble rush-lights
in the midnight darkness. One-hundred and fifty McCall
Missions are scattered over France; there are
thirty in Paris. One night, after walking down the
brilliantly lighted boulevards with a party of friends,
we strolled into one of these quiet little rooms. On the
wall opposite us was written, in French, "I am the
Resurrection and the Life." The minister who conducted
the evening service read passages from the Bible
and announced the hymns, none of which we understood.
When we had almost decided in despair to retire,
the organ pealed forth the familiar strain, "Whosoever
Will May Come," and we lifted our American voices in
praise, with their sweet French tones. Finally, we
joined in singing together that dear old consecration
hymn, "I am Thine, O, Lord," and left with thanksgiving
to God that there was a place, however small, in
the great city, into which those who love Him and
serve Him can go apart for awhile and rest.
Miss de Broen, a young woman from Holland of
wealth and leisure, while traveling for pleasure on the
continent in 1871, arrived in Paris during the terrible
days of the last Commune. She was so impressed by
the horrors which she witnessed that she decided to remain
and help to alleviate the sufferings of the people in
the Belleville district, the scene of the bloody butchery.
There was begun at once that beautiful mission work
that has made her name blessed in the hearts of thousands
of human beings. For nearly twenty-five years
she has stood an unwavering light in the darkness of
atheistic gloom, carrying forward her vast undertaking
with a trust that has never once abated. Terrible sickness
followed in the wake of the siege. Miss de Broen
established a medical hospital, where the sufferers could
be administered to free of cost. After the Revolution
ended it was continued for the poor in Belleville; but
through all the years it had been resorted to by many
from the heart of Paris, the average annual attendance
being as great as 30,000. In supplying the bodily wants
of these needy people, no opportunity had been neglected
of bringing their sin-sick souls to the personal knowledge
of the Divine Physician, who came to "bear our
infirmities." Out of this enterprise there had grown
a training school for girls, sewing classes, day and night
schools, mothers' meetings, a gospel mission hall, where
regular Sunday services were held, beside Bible classes,
prayer meetings and temperance meetings. A large
proportion of Miss de Broen's time was spent in visiting
the poor and sick, and distributing tracts and Bibles.
I shall never forget the pathos in the voices of the men
and the women, who stretched out their hands in an
imploring way to her, saying, "If you please, madame,"
for the gospel leaflets she carried as we walked through
the streets of Belleville. One day I dined with Miss
de Broen and afterward spoke at her mission. She
urged me to stay and lecture to the English-speaking
people of Paris, offering me a home and a salary, but
it was impossible to accept for the same reasons that
prevented me from going around the world as a W. C.
T. U. missionary. It was a wonderful opening fraught
with gracious possibilities for the spread of the blessed
doctrine of total abstinence and the gospel of our Lord.
I pray God that some strong young woman who reads
these words may feel impelled to go; if not to Paris, to
some other field of mission work for the Master.
On my return from Paris several days were spent
in London. After going out to Windsor Castle,
Hampton Court and many other points of interest, I
bade good-bye to the friends who had been with me
on the continent and began a journey alone through .
Ireland. Happy hours were spent in its leading cities,
in riding over its picturesque mountains and in
skimming over the surface of the beautiful lakes of
Killarney.
Leaving Ireland I went directly to Scotland. Edinburgh,
the historic, the romantic, was the goal of my
heart's desire. At sunset that glorious old city was
reached, with its ancient castle, Holyrood Palace, and
Princes street, incomparable for beauty - bathed in
light - its crags and rocks, its hills and stretch of sea.
Of all the fascinating spots around Edinburgh, the
most charming is the home of Sir Walter Scott. A
short ride on the cars brings us to Melrose, where we
take an omnibus for a four-mile jaunt through the
country of Abbottsford, the baronial castle that was
the pride of the heart of "the grand old man" of
Scotland.
Melrose Abbey was next explored and a trip made
through the Trosachs, the region of the "Lady of
the Lake," the most captivating section of all Scotland.
Long coach drives were taken through the wildest,
grandest parts of the Highlands, and two boat rides;
one across Loch Katrine, the other down Loch
Lomond.
Behold,
the Lord our God hath showed us His glory and
His greatness, and we have heard His voice out of the midst
of the fire; we have seen this day that God doth talk with man
and he liveth. - DEUT. 5:24.
It was too early in the season to return with safety to
the South, but a strong presentiment of coming sorrow
so impressed itself upon me that it was impossible to
shake it off, or to attempt to do any work, or to entertain
any thought but that of going home. For the first
time in my life a foreboding was yielded to and the last
week of September found me on the plantation at Vernon.
I was shocked to find my brother, whom I had
left with every assurance of returning health, frightfully
altered - stamped with the seal of death. Neither
he, nor any one, seemed to realize the hopelessness of
his condition, but a physician was in constant attendance.
Although scarcely able to stand, he wandered about
the house restlessly, silent, his attenuated figure the
shadow of his former fine physique, his face sad and
unsmiling with a touch of the awfulness of eternity upon
it. The next Sabbath he was unable to arise. As I
waited by his bedside he looked at me calmly, his blue
eyes full of the old love of his boyhood days, and
actuated by the same unselfish spirit that had characterized
his life, he said apologetically, "I am a little too
weak to get up this morning, sister." Several days of
great suffering followed. At last the knowledge that
death was close at hand came to him. He asked mother
to pray. "If life is given me I will show the world
what it means to be a Christian man," he said. Oh!
the heart-break of that hour! In the holy watches of
those days and nights surely he had an understanding
with God, Who had said so lovingly through His Son,
"Come unto me all ye that are weary and heavy laden
and I will give you rest."
In one week's time, my brother died. There are
moments when one cannot weep, nor speak, nor pray, -
only be quiet before God. This was my first great sorrow.
My faculties were dazed in the presence of death's
awful mystery. How strange every one seemed! How
weird the trees, the flowers, the sunlight! I was alone
with our dead. He would soon be taken away from the
old home to come back no more forever. Forever? O,
God! why should we be put in this sorrowing, unsatisfying
world to struggle and to suffer - to grope, and
never to know? All the fought-for peace of years fled
from me; all the trustfulness, the acceptance slipped
away in the darkness and horror of those hours.
Twice in my life there has been felt the personal presence
of God. Into that chamber of silence, shrouded
in the desolation that only death can bring, He came to
me; softly, swiftly, clearly the footsteps of my Lord
were heard; suddenly the room was filled with His
glory. Distinctly as if a human voice had spoken there
fell upon my awakened sense the blessed words, "Peace,
be still!" A holy calm descended upon me, a strange,
sweet gladness. I went out rejoicing and praising God.
After awhile our beloved was taken away. The
mourning little company filed its way across the autumn
fields, aglow with October sunshine, to our old family
burial-ground, near by, in the heart of the deep, still
woods. The long shadows flickered across the open
grave, and the fading light fell in golden glints about
it. My tears had all been shed, a divine, inexplicable
joy possessed my being. I wanted to sing, to speak!
My soul was on wings, and thrilled with the triumphant
refrain, "I know that my Redeemer liveth," while the
divine undertone of Christ's assurance echoed back, "I
am the resurrection, and the life: Whosoever believeth
in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live." "Whosoever!"
He believed. Thank God!
Two days after my
brother's burial I was lying in
the shadow of death with typhoid fever. The doctor
looked at me with sad eyes full of apprehension. "You
are very ill," he said, "but you will not die." "O, that
is quite certain," was my instant reply. "My life work
is not yet finished; the call will not come for me to go
until my destiny is completed."
The fiery furnace of
sickness and sorrow left me
stronger in mind and more in love with God than in all
my life before. In the days of convalescence my studies
were resumed with eager vehemence. As soon as physical
strength returned, my public work was renewed
and continued from March until November. I was
radiantly happy, and my efforts were crowned with
unusual success. Numbers of new friends came into my
life, splendid audiences greeted me and many adherents
were gained for the cause of righteousness to which my
time and enthusiasm were devoted.
At the close of the spring campaign in Mississippi a
tour was made through Georgia where the privilege
was granted of standing on ground rendered sacred by
John Wesley in the days of his early ministry in America.
In going to Charlotte, North Carolina, a visit was
paid to the gentle, sweet-faced widow of Stonewall
Jackson. She had been a member of the white-ribbon
army for years, and spoke with pride of her distinguished
husband's total abstinence principles, quoting
his famous remark, "I fear a glass of liquor more than
the bullets of the enemy."
Soon after leaving North Carolina, the historic capital
of the Southern Confederacy was seen for the first
time. My hostess carried me to every place of interest
in the charming old city, - the house that Jefferson
Davis occupied while president of the seceded states,
now used as a Confederate museum; the residence of
Robt. E. Lee, owned at present by the Virginia Historical
Society; St. Paul's Episcopal church, where these
two famous leaders worshipped and whose pews, at the
time, were draped with Confederate colors and decorated
with laurel wreaths; St. John's chapel, built in
1771, where Patrick Henry made his immortal demand;
the stone house in which Washington and Lafayette
held their conference; the elegant monuments erected in
honor of the soldiers and sailors, General Lee and other
heroes, and Holywood cemetery, where Monroe, Tyler,
J. E. B. Stuart and Jefferson Davis lie buried. At this
beautiful place of interment a striking memorial has
been erected by the Ladies' Association in memory of
the Confederate dead. It consists of a vast pile of
stones laid in the form of an obelisk. At its completion
it was found to be very difficult to put the cap-stone
in place, - many trying and all failing. Finally it was
announced by the state that freedom would be granted
to any convict in the penitentiary who could adjust it.
The opportunity was too precious to be lost and one of
these unfortunates gained the double triumph.
The Ex-Confederates were having a great reunion
during my visit to Richmond. The city was filled with
men dressed in gray uniforms, tattered and time-stained.
Among these were some old negroes who had served
throughout the civil war with their masters. Nothing
more pathetic could be imagined than the happiness
they evinced moving among the veterans and wearing
the badges of the regiments in which they served as
proudly as on the day in the 60's when they marched
away to the battle fields.
Day and night the crowds filled the vast auditorium
of the Exposition building which was decorated with
war pictures and battle flags. There were glowing
speeches by prominent Southern orators, interspersed
with martial music. The old songs were sung that
had brightened many a camp-fire; the "rebel yell" was
given, - at first short and sharp, but finally swelling into
a deafening roar, the enthusiasm increasing with every
demonstration.
There was no exhibition of bitterness on any occasion.
The address of the Northern Soldier received an
ovation. There was deathless loyalty in every Southerners'
heart to the spirit under which the war
had been fought but with it was an unquestioning
allegiance to the Union. The stars and stripes were
dearer to them, even in that hour of tender reminiscence,
than their own conquered banners. I wept
with the old warriors in memory of their "Lost Cause;"
but there was profound thankfulness in my heart that
the Civil War ended as it did; that fraternity was restored;
that no longer was there a North and a
South but an undivided country; a united purpose,
under one flag, to work out our sublime destiny - the
development for the world of the principles of
self-government.
Since then, the war between the United States and
Spain has been fought. The North and the South
have stood shoulder to shoulder in the movement at El
Caney, in the furious charge up the hill of San Juan,
in the sinking of the Spanish fleet at Santiago and in
the immortal victory at Manila. Heroes of both
sections perished together on the Maine, and lie buried
side by side in the trenches of Cuba and the Philippines.
The forces of fraternity have culminated in the
Spanish-American war; but in all the years since Lee
surrendered his sword to Grant at Appomattox
numerous agencies have been at work to effect the
solidity of the American people and to unify the great
Republic.
And
who commanded (and the silence came),
AFTER visiting the
University of Virginia and the
famous home of Thomas Jefferson, "Monticello," at
Charlottesville, Virginia, the remainder of the summer
was spent at Mountain Lake Park, Maryland, Old
Orchard Beach, Maine, where W. C. T. U. work was
done, and on the coast of Narragansett Bay, near Newport.
Lecture engagements were filled in the fall of
1896 in the state of New York, where pleasant visits
were made to the United States Military Academy, at
West Point, Vassar College, at Poughkeepsie, and many
delightful trips up and down the Hudson were enjoyed.
Addresses were made in New Jersey and in all the New
England states except Vermont. Everywhere I was
received with unlimited cordiality, and was the subject
of as much generous hospitality and loving kindness as
was ever lavished upon me in the South.
The following spring a lecturing and organizing tour
was begun in March, that continued until the middle of
December, through the far West. Never until this
journey had I realized the immensity of the distances
in this great country of ours. With the dawn of the
morning following my leave taking from Forth Worth,
Texas, I found myself skirting the great American
desert traveling up the Pecos Valley in New Mexico.
The country to El Paso is an unchangeable, sandy valley
with mountain ranges on either side, bare and dusty
looking. Not a human habitation is in sight, except
wigwams huddled on the glowing desert at frightful
distances from each settlement. These were occupied
by Indians. Here, as elsewhere in this region, nothing
is seen growing except the mesquite bushes, Spanish
daggers, and numerous varieties of cactus.
As soon as I got to El Paso I entered a street car
to pay a visit to the old Mexican town, Juarez, which
is just across the Rio Grande, with the purpose of seeing
the ancient church Guadaloupe, which dates from
1549. It was my plan to make a missionary temperance
tour through Mexico on my return in December,
but afterward I concluded to defer the journey until
more time was at my command.
On leaving El Paso the train swept through the heart
of the desert with its blinding glories, mammoth cacti
with crimson blossoms, a few lonely birds beating their
wings in the air, and the inevitable line of mountains
about us. It seemed like a foretaste of heaven to glide
in from the arid plains of Arizona to the cool, green
regions of California, with its fields of barley and wheat,
orchards of various fruits, and mountains softened with
grass and shrubs - bathed in evening light with the
peculiar glow in it that rests on the hills and valleys of
Italy.
Soon after my arrival in San Francisco, accompanied
by an ensign from the Salvation Army and a Christian
lady friend, I went down one night into the depths of
Chinatown. This is a section of San Francisco that is
inhabited wholly by the Chinese, who, true to their instincts,
have packed themselves into every available
niche. Within ten blocks 20,000 of these Mongolians
are found - human beings of every variety wedged in
with poultry and animals, flesh and vegetables. We
went into the opium dives, entering dark, forbidding,
rambling old houses, and after meandering around in
shadowy courts and murky passages arrived at tiny
rooms full of rags and filth and fumes, and saw
stretched out on loathsome cots specimens of humanity
that had once been called men, but at present looked
more like spirits from Hades; bodies thin and scrawny,
the yellow skin like parchment drawn over the grinning
bones; small, sleepy almond eyes glistening under
shaggy brows that beetled from bare, knotty foreheads;
a mass of blue-black hair coiled at the back of the head;
all - bones, skin, eyes and hair piled up in the middle of
the bed - smoking. A flickering candle was standing on
a little table close by the couch. Beside the light was
a small jar containing a dark, gummy substance, which
we soon discovered to be opium. As we entered one of
these dens the smoker grunted a recognition and closed
his eyes. In his hand he held a long-stemmed pipe, with
the mouth-piece glued between his lips. Suddenly he
sat up, and, leaning towards the table, he took a small
wiry instrument, and, digging up a speck of opium from
the jar, he punched it into his pipe, the opening of
which was at the end of the bowl, and holding it over
the flames sucked the stem vigorously until the opium
puffed and fizzed. Two or three whiffs, and all was
over. At once the smoker repeated the operation, then
again and again, looking at us appealingly at the end of
each performance for a piece of money. We endured
the sight of the degradation as long as we could, then
walked away filled with disgust.
After leaving the opium dens we went to the Chinese
theatre. It was filled to overflowing. On the main
floor were men, all sitting on the back of the seats, and
each fellow smoking like a steam engine. The air was
so full of the fumes as to almost suffocate one and
so cloudy as to obscure the vision. Penned off in the
boxes were the women. As soon as we entered we were
met by an usher and marched up, not to a reserved seat,
but on the stage, in the midst of the actors. In astonishment
there we sat, and gazed with awe upon the horrible
creatures dressed to resemble nothing on earth nor
"in the waters under the earth." Painted faces and
naked chests decorated with skins and tinsel, marching
to and fro beating pans and drums, and screeching,
whooping and dancing. In the midst of the pandemonium
we sat and gazed, and the smoking Chinamen in
the audience sat and gazed at us. It was a midsummer
night's horror.
In walking through the uncertain streets in the flicker
of the faintly glimmering lights we saw poor little
Chinese women dressed in gaudy clothes, with rouged
cheeks, hurrying by, and others of their unfortunate
sisters looking from curtained windows down upon the
surging crowd of men upon the streets below. Poor
little sparrows! God pity them!
From the theatre we went to the joss house - the
Chinese place of worship. It is a large building with
an up-stairs balcony. The furnishings are rich. Idols,
looking like monsters, are standing about, and there
are heavy curtains, and inscriptions in gold, altars towering
nearly to the ceiling, and great basins where the
ashes are caught that fall from burning the sacred
sticks. There was the "holy of holies" that the foot of
a Christian is not allowed to enter.
We visited the handsome stores and watched with
amusement the lordly air and stately tread of the
wealthy merchants as they walked up and down their
establishments bartering away their costly wares.
While standing in one of these stores a little Chinese
boy six years old came in and asked his father a question;
then followed an animated conversation. The
merchant, turning to us, said: "My little son. He
likee Mellican shoes. I give him a pair, but he will not
carry paper bundles on the street. He do not think it
high-toned." It is hard to Americanize the Chinaman.
In spite of missions and direct contact with our civilization,
he retains his oriental dress and heathenish customs.
My first view of the Pacific was gained at Inspiration
Point, a lofty eminence to the west of San Francisco
overlooking the Golden Gate, the beautiful bay and the
mountains. The trip from San Francisco to Portland
takes one through the delightful Shasta region. The
scenery is magnificent every step of the way as far
north as Ashland - an almost unbroken stretch of
mountainous country that grows in grandeur until
the border line of California and Oregon is passed. Mt.
Shasta stands out like a mighty giant for hundreds
of miles, robed in snow; cold, changeless, full of majesty
and mystery. From Portland I sailed down the
Columbia river nearly to its mouth, gaining glimpses of
Mt. Hood and Mt. Rainier along the route.
Passing from Oregon, I went into Washington, visiting
first the interesting little city of Vancouver, and
after a short, delightful stay at the capital, made a boat
trip on Puget Sound to Tacoma.
During the first week of July, 1897, I took passage on
the elegant steamship, Queen, departing for Alaska.
Going from Seattle to Sitka is like sailing up a wide,
smooth river, with all the joys of a sea voyage without
any of its discomforts. On either side is an unbroken
stretch of magnificent scenery that transcends all description.
Every view is full of exquisite beauty, or replete
with grandeur. The trip to Alaska is the summer
tour par excellence, sought by tourists from all parts of
the world, and pronounced by them to be incomparable.
To convey an adequate conception of the mammoth
size of Alaska, it is said that if one were to stand
twenty miles to the westward of San Francisco, he
would be just half-way in the possessions of the Federal
government. Alaska is larger than all the states
that would be included in a line drawn east from Chicago
to the Atlantic, and south as far as the Gulf of
Mexico.
The rivers of Alaska are among the longest, and it
has the highest mountains, the largest glaciers, the most
numerous bays, straits, sounds and channels, and the
richest gold and silver mines on two continents. The
wonderful revelations among all the other wonders of
this wonder-land are the glaciers. On the trip to
Sitka the first of these of any importance that is passed
is the Patterson. After that comes the Davidson, then
the Windome, and at last the Muir, that marvelous
inland sea more than one hundred fathoms deep, which
is renowned as one of the most astonishing developments
in the natural world. There are said to be ten
other glaciers in Alaska as large as the Muir, one twice
as large, besides many small ones. Now for the Muir
itself. Imagine, facing a body of placid water, great
colonnades of ice forming a crescent two miles in
length, 250 feet high at the centre, and sloping gently
down at either end to 150 feet. Imagine this frozen
mass fashioned in the most fairy-like forms and
dream-creations - chiseled grottoes, turreted castles, Milan
cathedrals, Spanish Alhambras, all breaking into each
other with a bewitching haphazardness. Imagine the
color of each a deep, cerulean blue, intensely so in the
interior and paling towards the outward edges, and
over this azure, silken sheen, a white lace veil, spider-
wrought in its delicacy, thrown lilac a snowy cover.
Imagine the light of the sun upon it, and a thousand
tints and glints and shadows that transform and glorify
the whole into a shimmering hill-chain of fire-hearted
opals. Imagine a dying glacier to the left which looks
like a mighty river caught in its downward career, and
held cold and stiff in the hand of death. Imagine ice
fields beyond, stretching back into the interior over
thirty miles, further than the eye can reach, grim and
awful in their calmness. Imagine mountains on all
sides rearing their shining crests 6,000 feet in air.
Imagine Glacier Bay at their feet clothed in silvery
mist, on whose surface float sky-hued icebergs.
Imagine brooding over all a deep silence, restful and
unbroken as that in the heavenly spheres. Imagine
all this, and you have the Muir as it stands to-day.
On the day of our arrival in Sitka the Hon. John G.
Brady received his "credentials" ratifying his appointment
by President McKinley as governor of the vast
territory of Alaska.
Before making the journey to Alaska Mrs. Brady
had written that she would be my hostess while I was
in Sitka. As soon as the steamer anchored an old
Indian guide was employed to conduct me to the home
of Mrs. Brady. After passing through several streets
of the queer little town, and along the water-front of
a dirty Indian village, we reached a modern residence
which my heretofore silent companion indicated by
certain grunts and signs to be my destination. Mrs.
Brady greeted me cordially. On learning that my stay
in Sitka would be but for a few hours, she suggested
that we go from house to house, to tell the people of
my mission in order to secure an audience, and hold
a meeting that evening.
Acting upon her suggestion, we went from one end
of the town to the other, - to the newspaper office, the
home of the Episcopal bishop, the Presbyterian mission,
the dwellings of the Russians, everywhere, explaining
the work of the Woman's Christian Temperance Union
and urging attendance at the evening service. At nine
o'clock, while light was still in the heavens, we went
to the little Presbyterian church and I spoke to the
people assembled and organized a W. C. T. U. -
almost under the pole-star. That night Governor and
Mrs. Brady accompanied me to the Queen, and early
next morning the ship moved away from Sitka.
On returning to Tacoma we found the city in a blaze
of excitement over the discovery of the Klondike gold
fields, whose fabulous riches have since lured so many
to fortune or to doom.
My travels and lecture work continued through eastern
Oregon and Washington, Idaho, Montana, Wyoming,
Utah and Colorado. I rested from my labors for
several days in Yellowstone Park, whose wonders
would fill a volume, then continued farther westward,
stopping en route in Nevada and again spending some
time in Southern California and, on my way home,
speaking in Arizona, Texas, New Mexico and
Louisiana.
The
people of the United States are more sensible of the
disgrace of Mormonism than of its danger. The civilized
world wonders that such a hideous caricature of the Christian
religion should have appeared in this most enlightened land. -
JOSIAH STRONG.
of the Roman Catholic cathedral in New York,
it is the most superb house of worship in America. The
Tabernacle is a mammoth building almost circular in
shape, and having the appearance of a gigantic turtle
upon the outer side. Its utmost seating capacity is said
to be eleven thousand, the great gallery holding nearly
as many as the main floor. The wood-work of the
superb organ came from the forests of Utah.
The choir, composed of five-hundred voices, is wholly
voluntary. The acoustic properties of the building are
exceedingly rare.
While in Salt Lake City I
addressed an audience in
the Tabernacle. One of the wives of Brigham Young,
a Mormon woman doctor, some members of the W. C.
T. U. and several officials of the Mormon church occupied
seats on the terraced platform. B. H. Roberts, the
polygamous Mormon, whose admission to Congress
was refused, offered prayer, and other ecclesiastics performed
different rôles. It was a strange and interesting experience.
The Assembly Hall is an
elegant building, like an
opera house upon the inner side. These three structures
are within one enclosure; a huge wall shuts them out
from the busy street, and around the Temple is a strong
iron fence, beyond which the foot of a Gentile is not
allowed to enter. None but the saints go into the sacred
precincts. 1 During
the years that the Temple was
being built the priests, in order to keep up the courage
of the Mormons and stimulate them to greater zeal and
activity in raising money for its completion, told them
that as soon as the Temple was finished the Lord would
come and occupy a room in it. When the last touches
had been given, and the Temple stood an assured reality,
and the Lord did not come, Elder Woodruff, president
of the State Church, said he had a revelation from
God that He was offended because the Gentiles had been
allowed to gain a foothold in Utah, and that Christ
would not appear. Further, that the wrath of God
could be appeased only by unceasing work to evangelize
the world. They are now sending out their missionaries
by the hundreds; some of them boys not out of
their teens. By this means, and the thorough organization
of the church in every branch, Mormonism is
growing tremendously. It cannot be realized or appreciated
by those who are far removed from its centre,
or who have never been given an object-lesson of its
strength.
While I was in Salt Lake City the Annual Conference
of the Mormons was held. Men and women poured
into the Tabernacle day after day from the most remote
corners of Utah and adjoining states. Some conception
of the vastness of the movement was gained when I saw
that great auditorium packed from door to door at a
morning business session. Imagine what it would be at
an evening meeting. At this conference the elders and
bishops and other high church dignitaries occupied the
three rows of seats that stand one above the other in a
semi-circle facing the main body of the edifice. Without
introduction one man after another arose and addressed
the people. At the close of each harangue the
speaker said: "In the name of Jesus Christ, amen!"
and all the audience answered, "Amen." During this
especial conference the burden of each orator's effort
was to inveigh against the priesthood being criticized
by the church members. "When that begins," said one
mighty in authority, "then comes darkness and death
to Mormonism." Their leading thought, however, was
that the revelations of God to a people must be given
by human agencies; and, secondly, these agencies must
be beyond all cavil. Elder Merrill said, "The Bible is
good, and the Book of Mormon is good, but give me the
living oracles of the church." Apostle Taylor then took
up the song, beginning with Noah and going on down to
Joseph Smith, to prove that the written Word was insufficient
through which God could reveal himself to
the world. "Other churches have the Word given by
men; ours is given by direct revelation. Joseph Smith
had this revelation, and it has been given to us ever
since!" cried one of the enthusiasts.
The Mormon church is supported by tithes, each man
and woman contributing a certain portion of their income
or earnings, and the church has become very rich
through it. Another mode of increasing the treasury
is by baptisms for the dead. There are priests who are
always officiating in the Temple, and thousands of baptisms
are performed every day. Some persons are baptized
hundreds of times. At each baptism a sum of
money is paid for the ceremony, and the issuance, by
degrees, of the tormented soul from hell assured.
The Mormons are devoted pleasure-loving people,
and all their pursuits in that line are sanctioned by the
church. Their dances are always opened with prayer,
the bishop usually officiating on the occasion. The
church and state are closely united in Mormonism. No
man runs for a political office who is in any way connected
with the machinery of the church, unless the
church approves. In Salt Lake City the functionaries
of Mormonism have their offices in a large building in
the business section of the town, and here, too, are
found the tithe-houses. For years the Mormons were
not regarded as Christians by the outside world. They
speak of this bitterly. Christ is recognized prominently
in their worship, but usually upon the same basis as
Joseph Smith. The following incident will explain volumes.
A little Mormon girl, returning from Sunday-school
one Sabbath day, was accosted by a Gentile lady,
and the ensuing conversation occurred: "Do you like to
go to Sunday-school, dearie?"
"Yes, ma'am."
"What have you been studying lately?"
"I have just been learning about Moses and Jesus
Christ. Now we are going to study about Joseph
Smith."
The whole structure of Mormonism was conceived of
and carried into execution by shrewd, cunning men.
Joseph Smith is canonized among the Mormons, and
his fame sounded through successive generations as a
prophet from God. Brigham Young's statue occupies
a conspicuous position in the leading street of Salt Lake
City, and his praises are sung by the Latter Day Saints.
His process of hoodwinking is gigantic. At one time,
it is said, he issued a manifesto that he had received
a revelation from God to the effect that only a certain
sort of tree should be planted by the Mormons in Utah,
and he had these trees in his nursery. At once all the
faithful cut down their trees and ordered others from
President Young. When the new trees were three
years old he had another revelation that God was again
displeased with the variety, and desired a different kind.
Once more the trees were all cut down, and a sort entirely
unlike the others ordered from Brigham Young's
nursery. This occurred three times, the orders all being
filled from the same source. He reaped a goodly harvest
from the credulity of the people. A second story
similar to this is told of the president. When the saints
had accumulated thousands of heads of hogs, Brigham
Young said it was declared to him in a revelation from
God that no swine should be used by the Mormons; but
Brigham, in the generosity of his soul, sorry to have
his brethren suffer the loss, bought up all the hogs and
sold them at a fabulous price to the emigrants passing
through Utah on their way to the far West. In addition
to all these statesman-like manoeuvers, Brigham
Young added to his wealth by seven breweries.
When the law was enforced abolishing polygamy
there were 1500 Mormons in jail at one time in Salt
Lake City, both men and women. If a child were born
in a polygamous marriage, but made its advent in another
state, it and its parents were free if the infant was
kept away from Utah for three years. This was called
"outlawing a child." In the first stages of the Edmunds-Tucker
enforcing act many hundreds of children were
"outlawed," but since Utah has gained statehood
polygamy is practiced more openly by those who had
contracted plural marriages in the earlier years of the
movement.
It had been the wonder of my life how any woman
could enter a polygamous marriage. When I arrived
in Salt Lake City and met some of the leading women of
the church of the Latter Day Saints and talked with
them about their religion and home affairs, I realized
the motive power that had induced them to be wedded to
men who either had other wives or would take unto
themselves others. The majority of the women of the
older set were converted to Mormonism in their early
years. Marriage and motherhood were held up as
requisites by which to attain unto eternal life, and the
greater sacrifices a woman makes in these lines the
greater will be her exaltation after death.
They entered polygamy from an intense religious
enthusiasm, actuated by the same promptings that lead a
nun into the convent or a martyr to the stake. This
principle is still alive in the hearts of the more conscientious
Mormon women; but as the years have gone
by and the power of the church increased, of course
there have been thousands of women who entered
polygamous marriages from baser motives. I expected
to find a dull, groveling lot of people in whom the animal
was ever to the front. My amazement was unbounded
as woman after woman was introduced who
was the very acme of refinement, intelligence and often
of beauty.
One of the foremost leaders of thought among the
Mormon women edits a paper in Salt Lake City and is
a devoted club woman. She has represented the women
of Utah in the National Council of Women and appeared
before congressional committees to secure measures
for the advancement of her people. She was educated
in Massachusetts, and when in her teens she
accepted the Mormon faith and crossed the plains with
other pioneers in the days of the noted exodus. Like
any other business personage, she has her office in the
city and is as full of affairs as the most energetic man
in the blocks about her.
At a reception given to me by Mormon women in a
Mormon woman's home in Salt Lake City, I met typical
Mormon women of every degree. The house in which
the reception was held is an elegant structure with
stained glass windows and rich furniture; every curtain
and carpet and picture in exquisite harmony. The
hostess was a woman of wide culture; she had traveled
extensively in this country and abroad and was the very
essence of high-bred grace and polished manner. Her
five daughters, dressed in perfect taste, and having inherited
their mother's gentleness and attractiveness,
helped to do the honors of the occasion most beautifully.
On leaving the reception, I said to a Mormon woman
who accompanied me:
"You don't mean to tell me that our hostess is one
of many wives of some man, do you?"
"Oh, yes!" was the quick, cheerful reply. "She is
the second wife. The first lives not far from her on an
adjoining street."
Among other noted Mormon women in Salt Lake
City, are Dr. Martha Hughes Cannon, who was elected
to the Senate of Utah, a practicing physician, and Mrs.
Zina D. Young, one of the nineteen wives of Brigham
Young. The latter is a vivacious old lady, near three
score and ten years of age. She is called "aunt Zinie"
- "aunt" being a title of love and respect among
the Latter Day Saints, just the same as that we honor
the older negro women in the South. In the home
of Mrs. Zina D. Young I was shown the celebrated
painting of "Joseph, the Prophet," which hangs in a
room filled with portraits of Brigham Young and other
apostles and evangelists of the Mormon church. The
home of "aunt Zinie" is an unpretentious cottage situated
on a quiet street.
Prominent objects of Salt Lake City, scarcely second
in interest to the Temple and Tabernacle, are the dwellings
of Brigham Young called "Bee-hive" and "Lion-House,"
where he kept his many wives, and the palace
of Amelia, his favorite wife, that stands on the opposite
side of the street. The latter has been confiscated since
the abolition of polygamy, and "Bee-hive" and "Lion-House"
have also passed into other hands, but it is
understood that the wives who are still living are well
provided for, as President Brigham Young left a large
fortune. The younger Mormon men and women do not
usually enter into polygamous marriages, but, it is said,
on incontrovertible authority, that polygamy is still
practiced by the older people who had contracted plural
marriages before the Edmunds-Tucker law went into
effect. Numbers of Mormon women are rearing large
families of children without any visible husbands, not
only in Salt Lake City but in states adjoining Utah; and
these women are held in high repute among the Mormons,
thus showing that they are regarded as legally wedded.
When I was going to Salt Lake City the train stopped
at a wayside station for supper. A pretty girl about
thirteen years of age was selling glasses of milk from
a large tin bucket that she carried on her arm. She had
a winsome face and I asked: "Are you a little Mormon
girl?" "Yes," was the demure reply. "Have you
many brothers and sisters?" "Quite a number."
"How many wives has your father?" "Two." "Does
he live with both?" "Yes." "Which is your
mother?" "The first." "Do you like the other?"
"Yes, of course! why shouldn't I?" she demanded with
blazing eyes, and with a disdainful snap of her bucket-top
she marched off. Poor little thing! She had the
fire and loyalty of the usual Mormon woman, and of
every other woman who believes in a cause whether
right or wrong and has to suffer for it.
The wonder and glory of Utah is Great Salt Lake.
This marvel in nature "covers an area of 2300 square
miles." Its depth is seldom greater than twenty feet,
but at the deepest point it is sixty feet. Its waters are
as clear as crystal, and the sand at the bottom, which
is plainly seen, is a grayish white. There are several
islands in Great Salt Lake, and the mountains are round
about it. A storm upon it, or a sunset, is a sight calculated
to fill one with awe and admiration. At a point
upon the outer edges, where the desert joins the lake,
the waters have been gradually cut off; the dry air
quickly evaporates the moisture, leaving shining beds
of salt glistening in the light. Heavy rollers drawn
by horses are passed ever these; then the crystalline
mass is shoveled up, put into sacks, and placed on the
cars, which run close to the fields of salt, and shipped
to the outside world.
Saltair is the name of a mammoth bath-house built
out in the waters of Salt Lake. To this huge pavilion
thousands resort every summer to enjoy the exhilarating
effects of a float on Salt Lake. "Going down into
the water" here can hardly be called a bath, as the
water is so densely impregnated with salt that one's
body is borne up lightly like a cork; and if the head and
feet are not submerged, can glide over the face of the
sea like a fleck of down. The finest saloon in Utah is
at Saltair. It is run by leading Mormons. Up to
twenty-eight years ago the Latter Day Saints were
undisturbed in their desert retreat, but since the mining
interests have grown so important in Utah, the state
has become settled by hordes of Gentiles until now,
really, the population and appearance of the country is
very much like other localities, except that, underneath
the surface, the Mormons still have their hold upon
material prosperity and religious power.
For
looking backward through the year,
WHILE in Salt Lake City
I spoke at several meetings
held in the interest of the temperance cause and
lectured once on Alaska. The state convention of the
Woman's Christian Temperance Union was in session
a part of the time. Some of the greatest audiences that
it has been my pleasure to address, greeted me in the
West. Those in certain portions of California, Utah,
and Colorado being particularly gratifying. One of
the most interesting places which I visited in Colorado
was Cripple Creek, the famous mining camp. The
whole country in the gold belt surrounding the place
presents a most novel and engaging appearance to a
stranger. Numberless prospects cover the face of the
hills. A "prospect" is a venture at mining, looking
for paying ore. If not found in sufficient quantities to
meet and go above all expense of operation, the venture
remains forever a prospect. If the precious metals in
paying quantities are found, it is called a "mine." The
population of the mining district of Cripple Creek was
at that time estimated at 40,000. In the town itself it
had reached the large number of 20,000. It is wonderful
how human beings flock to these rich mining camps;
how they suffer privations and work like galley-slaves
for gold. I found educated men at Cripple Creek delving
in the mines, while their wives cooked and did every
kind of hard work, living in two-room huts in the back
yards of persons who were equally cramped and equally
hard-worked. The open saloons, gambling dens and
dance-houses flourish with a brazen effrontery not seen
in older haunts of civilization. At the "Branch," the
Monte Carlo of Cripple Creek, gambling is carried on
with a high hand. The rooms are magnificently furnished;
soft velvet carpets cover the floors, and elegant
oil paintings of the most immoral subjects decorate the
walls. Here the men flock to scatter their hard-earned
dollars at faro, poker, etc., while the "Branch" proprietor,
loaded with diamonds, looks on complacently.
In this institution there is a palace saloon in which there
is a bar of heavily carved oak with beaten brass ornamentations,
costing nothing less than $20,000. In other
drinking establishments similar furnishings are found,
and musicians are stationed near the door to beguile the
wayfarer into their depths by bewitching strains of exquisite
melody. The miners go to the "Branch" to get
their checks cashed. In one day the amounts rise as
high as $12,600. Vice of a lower order than drinking
and gambling stalks unrebuked through the streets of
Cripple Creek, in the glare of daylight as well as in the
shades of night.
On my arrival at the mining camp an afternoon
meeting was held with some W. C. T. U.
women. It was said that all the churches in the
place were either too small to accommodate the desired
audience or were occupied with protracted
services; so in order to reach the crowd the
alternative was to go on the streets at night, and to talk
in the open air. That evening at 8 o'clock, accompanied
by the president of the local society, I stood on the
corner of a crowded thoroughfare and spoke to hundreds
of people thronging the way.
At the close of the meeting, reinforced by another
friend, we visited the saloons, the dance-halls and the
most prominent gambling dens. In the rear of one of
the grog-shops were found two young men, one frail
and pallid, seated at a piano; the other leaning against
a whiskey barrel. They were both singing a pathetic
melody, the chorus ending with, "I am an outcast, a
wanderer; I am far from home to-night." We stopped
to listen. Going over the words a second time the
boy-pianist looked at us unsmilingly and said, "That means
me!" As we walked down the sin-cursed street, for
blocks the plaintive refrain followed us on the summer
air, "I am an outcast, a wanderer." Doubtless hundreds
of hearts in Cripple Creek responded to the plaint.
A short distance beyond Colorado Springs, is found
South Cheyenne Cañon, noted for its wonderful scenery
and as the place where Helen Hunt Jackson desired her
body to be buried. The cañon is short, but stupendous.
Ponderous granite mountains come so near together
that on first sight it seems impossible that a roadway
could ever be forged between them. It looks as if a
mighty hand had pried the boulders apart, and that
they may at any time close up their ranks again. In
the grandest part of the cañon are found Seven Falls
that present a scene full of entrancing loveliness. The
granite has been smoothly terraced by mother nature
in seven different places in a great gorge, and over these
surge volumes of water clear as crystal. At this point
the carriage is abandoned and, climbing up several
flights of steps hundreds of feet high, the brow of a
mountain is gained and at once commences a search for
the sacred spot where the body of that sweet singer and
romance writer, Helen Hunt Jackson, was laid to rest.
It is found on the slope overlooking the yawning clefts
in the cañon and in close proximity to the Seven Falls,
- a cool, peaceful nook under the sighing pines. A
mass of stones now lie on the empty grave, and between
these are wedged numerous cards of visitors who desired
to let the hawks and eagles and mountain-grasses
know that their majesties had called.
Helen Hunt Jackson died in San Francisco. In her
last days she requested that she be buried in South
Cheyenne Cañon. As soon as was practicable, her husband
had her body brought from the city, where it was
laid temporarily, and carried over the mountain heights
by a carriage-road to her favorite place, where she had
often sat and read and written far removed from the
din and strife of the outside world. Only a few friends
formed the mournful party as it filed its way through
the mountain fastnesses with its precious burden to the
abiding place that had been chosen above all on earth
in which to wait for the resurrection morn. The burial-ground
was so unusual that it attracted hordes of visitors,
who began to make it a rendezvous for picnics and
headquarters for advertisements. The notoriety and
accompanying desecration grew so offensive to Mr.
Jackson that he had his wife's remains removed to the
cemetery at Colorado Springs, and the grave marked by
a modest headstone. Helen Hunt Jackson will linger
forever in the memory of mankind as the friend of the
Indian, - "Romona" and "A Century of Dishonor"
immortalizing her as the strongest advocate for that unfortunate
race known in the literary or philanthropic world.
After the long absence of almost nine months, during
which I traveled thousands of miles and had numberless
strange experiences, going back to my blessed
old plantation home was looked forward to with greater
eagerness than in all my life before, especially as I came
with health fully restored. A hearty welcome awaited
me as always from mother and father, who were ever
in such perfect accord and sympathy with my public
work. Oh! the joy, the abandon, the peace, the indescribable
sweetness in one's own home such as is found
nowhere else on earth!
At mine there is rest of body and soul for
me. Everything is kept quiet. Mother's solicitude
goes so far as to prompt her to station little
negroes at strategic points about the yard to prevent
the roosters from coming within hearing distance
of my windows, fearing their crowing may disturb
me. In the afternoons, when my usual walk is
taken over the hills and through the beautiful woods, a
delegation of eight or twelve young black boys and girls
accompanies me. They usually return laden with flowers
and grasses and always expect remuneration of some
sort; so I have them stand in line and rejoice their
hearts by filling their hands with sugar. Off they
scamper, - eating as they go. At Christmas, the custom
of all the negroes on the plantation is to rush into the
"white folks' " house one by one or in groups and cry,
"Chris'mus giff! I done catch you fust." Every one
expects a present of some sort, if nothing more than a
bit of fruit or a stick of candy; but there must be something,
in order to prevent the deepest disappointment.
In ante-bellum days each was remembered generously;
every old ex-slave still expects it and they have handed
down this expectation to their descendants.
Just after supper, in the spring and summer, father
and I sit on the front gallery and talk as freely and
confidentially as in my young girlhood. In winter, after
the evening meal, mother reads to me for two hours.
On these visits home, I hug the fleeting hours to my
soul; so full are they of happiness and satisfaction. The
pain of parting from my dear ones has never grown less
poignant. While life lasts I cannot forget the picture
which is repeated at each of my departures. The waiting
vehicle at the front gate, the horse held by some old
negro servant. Father suffering visibly, but smiling
bravely, saying, "God bless you, daughter, and bring
you back in safety to us." Mother folding me to her
heart and sobbing, "Good-bye, darling! Good-bye, my
precious one." My youngest brother walking briskly
up and exclaiming, "Do come on, sister! You will
never catch the train in time." As we drive under the
cedars, on looking back, father is seen busily engaged
examining the fixtures of the gate and mother is walking
back and forth on the long gallery, crying, "Goodbye,
darling, good-bye!" And yet, they would not have
me leave the work and remain with them for all the
gold in Alaskan hills.
Should
auld acquaintance be forgot,
FOR several weeks
during the winter of 1897-98 Miss
Jessie Ackerman was my guest at the plantation. She
was very much interested in the colored people and
requested the privilege of holding a meeting with some
of them in our dining-room and of furnishing the
refreshments. She desired to invite only fifty and these
to be limited to the ex-slaves of the Kearney family.
New Year s day was appointed for the gathering.
Long before the noon hour our dusky guests began to
arrive. Some came in respectable buggies driving
well-groomed horses, some in lumbering farm wagons;
others rode mules or walked. They were comfortably
clothed and ragged, middle-aged and old, strong and
feeble. One stumped in on a peg leg, his original member
having been torn off in a cotton-gin "since de
wah;" rheumatism had sentenced another to crutches,
and one came with tightly bandaged head to cover an
empty eye socket; but all felt very high-toned and important
and representative of the family dignity. The
dining-room had been decked and garnished for many
hours in anticipation of the unusual event. There were
great branches of holly, rich in its dark green leaves
and crimson berries, graceful, grey sprays of trailing
Spanish moss, and clusters of mistletoe banked over the
mantel, the pictures, the sideboard, the window-frames,
- at every point of vantage. In the centre of the large
table a huge basket of fruit peeped out from between
drooping vines, and cakes and nuts and candies completed
an artistic and enticing decoration.
The negroes stood in solid ranks about the table.
Father had declined to act as master of ceremonies,
as he was not well, and mother also refused the honor,
which consequently devolved upon me. Near the door
leading into the hall father stood, looking very worn
and feeble, near him were my youngest brother and
guests who had dined with us; further on Miss Ackerman
and myself, and beyond us sat mother.
I opened the ceremonies by announcing that the
agreeable occasion had been planned and carried out by
Miss Ackerman; that she had furnished the good things
and wanted them all to have a happy time. After
telling them of her travels and work as a missionary,
Miss Ackerman was introduced. She fired
their enthusiasm by a stirring speech. When she
related the incident of walking on the bottom of
the ocean, of lying in the ear of a god in India,
and portrayed the terrors of a storm at sea, they
gave a long, low, whining groan and pressed nearer together,
swaying to and fro. At the close of her address the
meeting was thrown open and different persons
were called upon for testimonies. We thought to make
it a love-feast and to be edified by many ripe Christian
experiences; but it took a different turn. "Aunt Miry,"
an old woman on crutches, who was one of grandmother's
house servants, was the first one asked to
speak. Without hesitating a moment she said: "Whoever
would er thought that I could er cum inter Marse
Walter's house lak dis! It makes me think might'ly o'
de time when ole mis' wur er livin'," then there followed
a short dissertation, in mournful intonations, on
the good old times when she "had teen tuk kyar uv an'
everybody had plenty and to spar'."
Numbers of men and women followed in the note struck
by "Aunt Miry." The pathos deepened; mother
left the room. Father was the "Marse Walter" referred
to in the speeches. I watched his face as the
meeting progressed. His eyes filled slowly with tears
and his lips trembled with suppressed emotion. Finally
"Uncle Jim Fisher" was called on; he had been one of
grandfather's slaves and was the old man with the
empty eye-socket, left so by an invading sliver of iron
while he worked in a blacksmith shop. Lifting his sad
face reverentially he said in measured tones as if chanting
a requiem: "Holy, holy, holy! O, how sweet to be
in my young Marster's house dis day! Look at my
young Marster! fresh an' fine, jes' off de vine!" pointing
to father, aged and feeble, but who was never
anything but beautiful in the eyes of the old slave who
remembered him only and always as the handsome
"young marster" of brilliant youth.
Uncle Jim's speech was the most grandiloquent of
the day, and the most touching. When he finished
father's indisposition was forgotten. His soul was
awake and his mind stirred with memories of a hallowed
past, especially with the part he had played in the great
drama so intimately allied with the destiny of the race
whose representatives now before him had been held in
slavery by himself and his kinsmen. Stepping quietly
to the front he threw back his head, assuming an attitude
peculiar to him when deeply moved, and made a
strong, tender speech to those dark friends of happier
days. Pressing about him closely they began to moan,
crying softly with uplifted faces bathed in tears. "I
have been your friend and shall be unto the end," were
father's closing words. "Dat's so! Marse Walter, dat's
so!" "Praise Gord, dat sho is so!" came from all parts of the
room.
Finally, Harrison Green, the only preacher present,
was asked to pray. He was a Hercules in ebony - one
of mother's former slaves. Closing his eyes and stiffening
his neck; he made a prayer distinctive of the negro
pastor in his unlettered, unfettered religious frenzy, -
abjectly heart-revealing, boisterously sin-denunciatory,
crowded with heaven ascending ejaculations and hell
descending imprecations, all punctured with stentorian
groans that appalled the ear and dismayed the soul.
Miss Ackerman had provided fifty paper bags to be
filled with the refreshments and taken home by her
colored guests. When everybody had been served, Harrison
Green, the inflated preacher, said to me, "Miss
Belle, yer mus' call dis yer meetin' ter order agin an'
give me er chance ter say er word to dese yer folks."
Silence was restored. Walking ostentatiously to a small
table near, pushing his hands into his pockets and scrutinizing
the faces of his hearers, Harrison said: "Look
here, niggers! is yer gwine ter brek up dis here meetin'
in er onmannerly fashion, an' let dis strange white
'ooman leave widout returnin' her sum perliteness by
depressin' our thanks?" Wheeling around to Miss
Ackerman, he continued: "We is pow'ful' bleeged ter
yo', my sister, for dese yer things yer gin us fer ter
eat, but pow'fuller more thankful for what yer tole us
in yo' speech. Before yo' go away, 'dough, I think
yo' had better tell us how to raise our chilluns." Shaking
his fist in sudden wrath at the group of boys and
girls on the opposite side of the room who had crept in
unnoticed and who were now chattering like guineas
and cracking nuts with their shining teeth, he exclaimed:
"Shut up dat fuss, niggers! Ain' yer got no
manners 'fore white folks?" Cooling down again and
altering his voice to the ministerial tone, one hand thrust
out in mild gesticulation, he said to his colored friends:
"Now my bredderin, a partin' an' a farewell word ter
yo' an' me is dis: we mus' be so ongrateful fer what dis here
strange white 'ooman has done fer us dis
New Year Day as to make us more inconsistent accordin'
ter our religious departments fru all de years what am
ter cum."
After the benediction was pronounced "de meetin'
broke up." Then the women came in a shy way to greet
Miss Ackerman and me. What they said to her she did
not tell, but one old woman, holding my hand in both
her horny ones said: "Honey, doan' yer know me? My
gal, Jemimy Jane, she nussed yer" Another, after a
hearty handshake, exclaimed: "Lor', little missy! I
ain seen yer since yer wur er chile. My gal, Drunella
Clarissy, nussed yer!" In mother's room I heard Sally,
the heroine of the silver and Federal soldiers, saying:
"Humph! Dat white lady may be er traveler but she
cyant tell me much. I'se seed storms on de Gulf o' Mexico
when I use ter go down dar wid mistis' jes' 'bout as
big as her in ennybody else has ever saw. Gwine down
inter de bottom o' de ocean an' layin' in de year o' dat
gord I doan' know nuthin' 'bout. I sho ain' done dat!
But I jes' knows one thing: what dis here nigger an'
her white folks has seed am sholy hard to beat!"
Thank
God that, looking across a grave,
EIGHTEEN HUNDRED
NINETY-EIGHT was another
fateful year to me. In January a business trip
was made to Jackson, Mississippi. In the early
dawn of a cold, grey morning I was seated in a
train for the purpose of returning home. The only person
in the car besides myself was a lady who sat at some
distance behind me. In a few moments a gentleman,
very Western and very noticeable in appearance, entered.
Approaching me he lifted his hat and said
hesitatingly, "Excuse me, but I followed you because
I thought I knew you." There was a quizzical look on
his face which I construed as amusement. Thinking
that the stranger's purpose in accosting me was simply
to form an acquaintanceship to relieve the ennui of
travel, all my Puritanical instincts rebelled. With a
repellent air I said, "Yes?" Considerably disconcerted
but evidently intent on discovering my identity he scrutinized
my hand satchel for a name, and with a searching
gaze into my eyes asked: "Is this Miss Belle Kearney?"
"It is, sir," was my reply, stiffer than before.
A radiant smile passed over the gentleman's face and
bending toward me he said in low, sweet tones that began
to sound wonderfully familiar, "Have the years
washed out all remembrance? I am your brother!"
It required then only a moment to recognize the beloved
comrade of early days, who read Shakspeare with
me and helped to build the "castles in the air." There
was the same tall, lithe figure, but with a man's sinewy
strength and graceful dignity in place of the boyish
bearing that filled my memory. Since leaving Mississippi
for the West, at seventeen years of age, he had
lived in Texas, Mexico and the mountains of New
Mexico. In all that time he had returned home but once.
After three days only, spent together on the plantation,
I was forced to leave to fill some lecture engagements.
My brother had never heard me speak, so he
accompanied me to my next two appointments. On the
last day we dined together at a dear friend's home. In
the afternoon I stood on the front porch and waving my
hand to him called out: "Farewell, dear heart!
Come home to us every year after this, won't you?" A
smiling good-bye was answered and he was gone. Little
did I dream then that we should never meet again on
earth.
The following summer my
headquarters were made
at a quiet little village on Narragansett Bay. I was the
guest of my beloved friends, Ednah B. Hale and E.
Carol Hodge, who are the gifts of God to me. While
resting in their seaside cottage, the awful tidings
reached me of the sudden death of the noble brother
from whom I had so recently parted. Immediately after
his visit to us in the spring he went to Las Cruces, New
Mexico, where he intended to make his future home
engaging in the practice of law. My precious brother!
Out of the shadows of the earth-life he has stepped;
the sunlight is over there. Surely our Father has prepared
for him a place where his God-given faculties can
find their full development, where he can grow into
"the perfect stature." Surely there awaited him the
unspeakable bestowment of immortality - a happy,
peaceful, glorified immortality. In the intuitive, divinely
wrought assurance that had come to me, I asked
no questions of God. I was conscious of no rebellion.
I lifted my thoughts calmly to Him, and with eyes undimmed
with tears and lips untrembling with sobs, I
said: "It is all right, my Lord, whatever Thou sendest
me. It is all right." This was the second brother who
had gone out from us in less than three years; the first
not quite thirty, this last nearly ending his thirty-first
year.
Two scenes are stamped upon my brain and burned
into my heart eternally. One October day in 1895 - a
little funeral procession moving slowly from the old
home at Vernon across the sunlit fields. The open
grave, the gleams of evening light and flickering shadows
slanting across its sides and upon the coffin; the
home-going, the fever, the semi-consciousness, the resting,
the abiding, the all-rightness. In July, 1898, alien
hands ministering to the young stranger hundreds of
miles from home and loved ones, laid to rest at last by
men whom the perils and the loneliness of the great
American desert had made brotherly and loyal. Now
there is a lonely grave at La Luz, in the far-away territory
of New Mexico, in the depths of isolation, and
the dreary winds, and the sweep and moan of the prairie
grasses as they bend toward it - a lonely grave, and -
God!
After it came - the message of death - I kept right on
with my work. What else could I do? "For suffering
and enduring there is no remedy but striving and doing."
In the midst of the work and the loneliness, - the
crowds and the stress of the human. Out of the darkness
a voice was singing to my soul:
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
While on my way to New England in the summer of
1898, I stopped in Pulaski, Tennessee, to pay my respects
to my venerable great-aunt, Mrs. Ann Lindsay,
who wore the crown of eighty-five years. This gracious
old lady discussed the Spanish war with absorbing
interest and showed me family relics more than a hundred
years of age. At last she drew out the family
tree and began to descant upon it. She appeared to
conclude that so late born a "young American" needed
tutoring on ancestral lines. "My child," she said to
me, while her sixty-five-year-old bachelor-son stood by
and adjusted her white lace cap: "I suppose you know
that your great, great, great, great-grandfather was
Sir David, the Earl of Lindsay, of Scotland? and that
his son, James, came to America 'forward' in the
seventeenth century, in the second or third fleet that
sailed into James river, and settled in Gloster county,
Virginia? and that your kinswoman, Mary Lindsay,
daughter of Joshua, son of James, son of Sir David,
married Edward Masterson, who was son of an Irish
earl? and that Ann Lindsay, daughter of John, son of
James, son of Joshua, son of old James the first, married
George Zollicoffer, son of John Jacob Zollicoffer, a
Swedish baron? and did you know that you are the
great, great, great, grand-daughter of Phillip Kearney
whose father was an Irish earl? And do you know that
the Lindsay coat-of-arms is Three Bullocks' Heads and
the Bloody Yoke - livery blue, trimmed with red? You
must apply to the Herald's office of the ancient government
to get the Kearney and the Masterson coat-of-arms,
not remembered by any present member of the
family."
As the dear old lady talked on, the past now almost
her only present, it was difficult to suppress a certain
sense of the ludicrous. A scene of the long ago came
before me; of my standing in the midst of my four
brothers with this same family record in discussion, and
of my saying, "Boys, when you marry I will frame
a tree for each of you and present it on your wedding
day." How they laughed, and one of them said derisively,
"We had just as soon have so much sky! It isn't
the family tree that counts this day in the world, but
brains, brains, brains, - and the energy to back them!"
It took me a long time to learn this wisdom, so early
acquired by a boy's free contact with men; but after
much sorrowful experience I did - thank God! Years
of philanthropic work have taught me that "It's only
noble to be good." However, I listened, interested, to
my venerable aunt and later paid a visit with a heart
full of reverence to a little grave-yard in the town of
Pulaski, and searched out a long vault of stone under
which lay the dust of one of my great, great-grandmothers.
Upon the marble slab was written: "Sarah Kearney
Lindsay, Died, 1774."
A
name earth wears forever next her heart;
THE month of February,
1898, found me in Washington
City attending the annual convention of the National
American Woman Suffrage Association. On entering
the building where the sessions were being held
on February seventeenth, a friend said to me: "Do you
know Miss Willard is dead? She passed away this
morning - just after midnight." On Saturday I was in
New York city, where the funeral services were first to
be held, accompanied by Mrs. S. D. La Fetra, former
president of the W. C. T. U. of the District of Columbia.
My desire was to see Anna Gordon at once. Our great
leader had entered into everlasting life from the Empire
Hotel. As soon as possible her remains had been carried
to the home of her niece, Mrs. Katharine Willard
Baldwin, at 85 Clinton Place.
About dusk, in the face of a driving wind and rainstorm,
we found our way there. We were invited into
a little sitting-room. The door opened gently, and Mrs.
Baldwin entered. After a quiet, but cordial greeting,
she began to tell us about the going of Miss Willard.
"Her death was very beautiful," she said; "much
more beautiful than grandmother's, because she was
younger. She looked like a little child - soft and sweet.
At the last she was totally unconscious. The departure
of her spirit was exceedingly peaceful. Her breath
went out in three restful sobs, the last like a strain of
music the most exquisite I ever heard. She lies in
there," pointing to an adjoining apartment. "Anna
Gordon is to sleep in the room with her every night
until she is taken away."
As we arose to leave, her eyes filled with tears, and
she exclaimed: "I can't realize that Aunt Frank is
dead! it seems so strange!" In the darkness we went
to the Empire Hotel to see the W. C. T. U. women who
were congregated there. It was a pathetic company of
forlorn workers. As they sat or moved about, mournful
and helpless, talking in low, awe-stricken tones of the
one dearest in all the world to them, who had gone up
higher, I thought of that little band of disciples in the
long ago who stood desolate, gazing "steadfastly toward
heaven" after their departing Lord, and the
appearance of the angels in their midst. The Comforter
was with us, too, that heart-breaking night, and the
same sweet words came sifting into our souls: "Why
stand ye gazing up into heaven? This same Jesus
which is taken up from you into heaven shall so come
in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven;"
and the blessed promise came with the thought: "Ye
shall receive power after that the Holy Ghost is come
upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me. . . to the
uttermost part of the earth."
As the women talked the leading sentiment to which
they gave expression was: "We have a common sorrow
and a common joy. It is sweet for her to 'enter into
rest,' but pitiful for us who stand in the shadow -
waiting."
What pen of men or tongue of angels could summon
words sufficiently strong or wise or tender in which to
describe the work and the personality of this divinely
inspired apostle of our Lord! Miss Willard's leadership
was incomparable. She had the great power of
drawing more people toward her, and of keeping them
bound by the closest bonds of devotion, than any being
that ever lived. The secret of it was that she was
thoroughly true; true to herself, true to humanity, to
which she gave her best; true to her heavenly calling
and purpose, true to God. Miss Willard was a marvelous
orator, organizer, author, statesman, Christian.
O, radiant spirit, O, sinless soul, thou hast won thy
greatest victory! Thou hast conquered death and entered
upon the eternal verities! Thou hast stood in the
presence of the angels, and seen Christ face to face!
"How beautiful it is to be with God."
For over nine years Miss Willard had been more to
me than any woman who lived, except my mother. She
was the leading inspiration of my life. She was never
too busy to be loving, never too tired to be interested in
those who followed the white ribbon banner, uplifted by
her devoted hands. In all the care-filled days of her
wonderful life she took time to send words of cheer and
assurances of loyalty and appreciation for the smallest
thing done for Christ and humanity. On her way to
England she sent the following back to me, - only a
word of remembrance but invaluable as her words:
"Only waiting till the shadows are a little longer
grown," when their souls,
With the dawn of the
untried years beaming
full upon me, through the swiftly opening gates of the
twentieth century, here among the palm trees of Florida,
its blossoms, its song-birds, its radiant sunshine,
where my work has brought me in this year of
grace, 1900, I consecrate myself anew to God,
and cry as fervently as when the call of the
Master first came to my life, over a decade ago,
"Here am I, Lord. Send me!" give me strength of
body and mind and spirit to work for the incoming of
Thy Kingdom when not a being in all the world shall
ask, through ignorance, "Who is Jesus of Nazareth?"
when the gentleness of Christ shall supersede the inhumanity
of man; when every institution is banished
which causeth a tear or maketh a lie; when every law
is so modified that no child shall cry for the loss of its
birthright, nor a man mourn for his broken life, nor a
woman weep for the possession of her heritage.
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CHANGED CONDITIONS
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carpet-bagger was a Northerner who had come into the
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a penniless adventurer. A scalawag was a Southerner
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READJUSTMENT
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THE YOUNG LADIES' ACADEMY
There!
little girl; don't cry!
They have broken your heart, I know;
And the rainbow gleams
Of your youthful dreams
Are things of the long ago;
But heaven holds all for which you sigh,
There! little girl; don't cry!
- JAMES WHITCOMB RILEY.
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STORMS OF THE SOUL
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"A Spirit broods amid the grass:
Vague outlines of the Everlasting Thought
Lie in the melting shadows as they pass;
The touch of an Eternal Presence thrills
The fringes of the sunsets and the hills."
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A NEGRO SERMON
Are you in earnest? Seize this very minute;
What you can do, or dream you can, begin it!
- GOETHE.
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A HIGHER LIFE
Rather the stream that's strong enough for waves,
Than the loose sandy drift
Whose shifting surface cherishes no seed
Either of any flower or any weed,
Whichever
way it shift. - ANON.
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THE PUBLIC SCHOOL MA'AM
No lily-muffled hum of a summer bee,
But finds some coupling with tile spinning stars;
No pebble at your feet, but proves a sphere;
No chaffinch, but implies the cherubim;
. . . . . . Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God.
- ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING.
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EDUCATIONAL MATTERS
You must not cease to do them good.
- MARIE ESCHENBACH.
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THE SOUTHERN PROBLEM
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EVOLUTION OF SOUTHERN WOMEN
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THE TRANSFORMATION
For the far-off, unattainable and dim, -
While the beautiful, all around thee lying
Offers up its low, perpetual hymn?
- HARRIET WINSLOW
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"And I smiled to think God's sweetness
Flowed around" my "incompleteness
Round" my "restlessness His rest."
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MISS FRANCES E. WILLARD
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THE NEW CAREER
One day, one night, one morning, or one noon,
One freighted hour, one moment opportune,
One rift through which divine fulfillments gleam,
One space when fate goes tiding with the stream.
- MARY A. TOWNSEND.
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MY FIRST SPEECH
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"AWAY DOWN SOUTH IN DIXIE"
WHEN my public work
began, acquaintance with the
W. C. T. U. was so limited that it seemed impossible
to speak those letters in the order in which they should
come. I would nearly always say W. T. U. C. or W. T.
C. U. until they were conned over and over again--W.
C. T. U., W. - C. - T. - U. - like a child studying its
lesson. My all was given to the Woman's Christian
Temperance Union and its service was entered with the
avowed determination to succeed, cost what it might of
personal energy and sacrifice. It was felt that I was
called to push the work and not for the work to push me.
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2. Work Among Foreign-Speaking People.
3. Loyal Temperance Legion Work.
4. Work Among Colored People.
5. Health and Heredity.
6. Scientific Temperance.
7. Physical Education.
8. Sunday School Work.
9. Temperance Literature.
10. Temperance and Labor.
11. Parliamentary Usage.
12. Press.
13. Presenting our Cause to Influential Bodies.
14. Anti-Narcotics.
15. Evangelistic.
16. Unfermented Wine.
17. Proportionate and Systematic Giving.
18. Non-alcoholic Medication.
19. Penal and Reformatory Work.
20. Work among Railway Employes.
21. Work among Soldier and Sailors.
22. Work among Lumbermen.
23. Work among Miners.
24. Sabbath Observance.
25. Department of Mercy.
26. Purity.
27. Rescue Work.
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28. Mothers' Meetings.
29. Purity in Literature and Art.
30. Parlor Meetings.
31. Flower Mission.
32. State and County Fairs.
33. Legislation.
34. Franchise.
35. Peace and Arbitration.
36. Kindergarten.
37. School Savings Banks.
38. Medal Contest Work.
39. Christian Citizenship.
40. W. C. T. U. Institutes."
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HOW "DE CAP'N COME THU"
THE first invitation that was given me to speak out
of the borders of Mississippi came from Mrs. Caroline
E. Merrick, President of the Louisiana Woman's Christian
Temperance Union, and afterward one of the foremost
leaders of the suffrage movement in the South.
She requested me to attend the State W. C. T. U. Convention
which was to meet in New Orleans, and to deliver
an address on the evening that would be given to
the Young Woman's Branch. Consent was forwarded,
but considerable misgiving was felt as to my capability
to reach the standard demanded by a city audience.
After my speech in New Orleans was made an invitation
was extended to lecture and organize throughout
the state Very soon a work in Louisiana was begun
that has continued; not only for successive months, but,
at intervals, through successive years.
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A SOUTHERN PILGRIMAGE
Two years after entering
the work of the Woman's
Christian Temperance Union I was sent as a delegate
from Mississippi to: the National Convention which met
in Boston, in 1891 and was there made a national organizer
and lecturer for that association. The city was
reached in time to allow me the privilege of attending
the first international convention ever held by the white
ribboners. There were women from almost every civilized
country on the face of the earth, all coming
together in one great work, all meeting on one broad
platform, all having "one Lord, one faith, one baptism."
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And to gather the ripe, gold ears,
Until" they had "first been sowers,
And watered the furrows with tears."
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UPON THE HEIGHTS
My Lord will be there and wait till I come, on perfect terms;
The great Camerado the lover true for whom I pine, will be
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I should love to have
you over night with us. If you can stay
over - telegraph me at once, so that I can
announce this fact that we are to have a
daughter of Mississippi with us at our vigil
Monday evening "at home" - I am sure very
many of our Suffrage friends will be glad to
avail themselves of the opportunity of meeting you.
Susan B. Anthony
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In the great history of the land,
A noble type of good.
Heroic womanhood!"
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ACROSS THE SEA
ON returning from Chicago, in November, 1893, my
work of organization and lecturing was resumed in the
Southern states and carried on without interruption until
May, 1895. At that time the State Convention of
the Mississippi Woman's Christian Temperance Union
met in Natchez. Mrs. L. S. Mount, who had served
so long and faithfully in the presidency, resigned, and
the honor of filling her place was conferred upon me.
Within three weeks after, I received a cablegram from
Miss Willard, who was then in England, asking me to
come at once to London. An International Convention
of the Woman's Christian Temperance Union was to be
held there at which she desired me to be present. Father
and mother insisted that the call be accepted. A
formal resignation of my office as State President was
made, as the length of my sojourn abroad would be uncertain.
The fact of having a vice-president-at-large
insured that the machinery of the state organization
would move without break. The health of my oldest
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'Twixt two unbounded seas I stand."
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ON THE CONTINENT
Tossed on the watery main
Another plank, encounters, meets, touches, parts again;
So, tossed and drifting ever
On life's unresting sea
Men meet and greet and sever
Parting
eternally. - SANSCRIT, B. C., 1600.
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THE SORROW.
THE last week in August I sailed from Scotland for the
United States, and after an uneventful voyage arrived
in New York, spending some time there and on
Staten Island, at the latter place addressing a public
meeting.
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THE FAR WEST AND ALASKA
Here let the billows stiffen and have rest!
God! let the torrents, like a shout of nations,
Answer, and let the ice-plains echo, God!
- COLERIDGE.
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"THE LATTER DAY SAINTS"
THERE is no place in the Union as unique in every
particular as Salt Lake City. It is made so by a peculiar
people - the Mormons - whose strange religious faith
sets them apart from all the rest of the world. Driven
from the states on account of their repugnant doctrines,
they found a refuge in the desert of Utah, which they
have transformed into a modern garden of Hesperides.
The city sits at the base of the Wasatch Mountains,
the breath from whose cool summits invigorates and
strengthens. The streets are very broad and smooth,
shaded by numerous trees and rendered attractive by
handsome homes and business blocks. Temple Square
is the centre of religious life, and the leading object of
the admiration of both Mormon and Gentile. Here are
found three magnificent structures. First and always
the Temple, that wonder of architectural beauty and
splendor. It was made of pure white granite taken
from a canon in Utah. It was forty years in process
of erection, and cost almost $6,000.000. With the exception
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Gentiles and Mormons in Salt Lake City.
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IN COLORADO
Along the path my feet have pressed,
I see sweet places everywhere, -
Sweet places where my soul had rest.
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THE OLD PLANTATION HOME
And never brought to mind,
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And
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THE LAST FAREWELL
The world's dim vision clears,
Till Calvary lies in the golden glow
Of God s eternal years. - MARY T. LATHRAP.
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"Was it so long? It seems so brief a while
Since this still hour between the day and dark
Was lightened by a little fellow's smile;
Since we were wont to mark
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The sunset's crimson dim to gold, to gray,
Content to know that, though he loved to roam
Care-free among the comrades of his play,
Twilight would lead him home.
"But if we so, with eager eyes and glad,
Looked forward to his coming in the gloom;
If so our hearts leaped out to meet the lad
Whose smiles lit all the room -
Shall there not be a Presence waiting thus
To still the bitter craving of the quest?
Shall there not be a welcome, too, for us
When we go home to rest?"
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"The self-same twilight, cool, and calm, and dim,
That led him home to us, despite our fears,
Shall lead us home to him! "
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THE "HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY
One of the few that have a right to rank
With
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"A glorious bridge will make
Out of the golden bars,
And all their precious treasures take
Where shine the eternal stars."
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"I know not what the future hath
Of marvel or surprise,
Assured alone that life and death
His mercy underlies.
"And so beside the Silent Sea
I wait the muffled oar;
No harm from him can come to me
On ocean or on shore."