Mending relationships rent by racial disagreement
Taylor argues that the northerners who participated in the southern civil rights movement and then returned home without making changes in their own communities treated the social movement too flippantly. He explains the sorts of opposition he faced regarding racial issues and the peace movement and the ways he worked to overcome the disagreements his stances caused.
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Oral History Interview with J. Randolph Taylor, May 23, 1985. Interview C-0021. Southern Oral History Program Collection (#4007) in the Southern Oral History Program Collection, Southern Historical Collection, Wilson Library, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.
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- BRUCE KALK:
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What sorts of opposition did you experience within the Southern
Presbyterian denomination over this racial issue?
- J. RANDOLPH TAYLOR:
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Well, you know, in retrospect, I've been really very blessed
by the fact that I was of the South and that my roots are in the South
and that I lived in the South. Let me say that what that meant is that I
could never go off somewhere and demonstrate my zeal for interracial
relationships and then go back home and assume that I had done my thing.
That's too easy a way out that affected the whole civil
rights movement. It was too easy a movement. The fact is, in the South,
when we marched we had to march on the courthouse that probably had some
of our elders and deacons as its officials. We had to demonstrate
against business establishments that were owned and operated by members
of our congregations. Therefore, you had always to stay in touch with
people with whom you disagreed, and in retrospect, that was a very
salutary thing. That meant that there was no sort of quick fix. You had
to very carefully work at what you did, and then you had to go and be
sure relationships were still intact with those with whom you had been
in opposition. Now that's hard to do, but that's
what pastoral care is. It's like surgery a little bit. You
need the surgeon to come in and lance the boil, but then
somebody's got to change the dressing and see that the
healing is done and so forth. And that's part of what was
involved for those of us who were southern whites, is to not just lance
the boil but to see to the healing that's involved.
It's painful, but it's a very important
discipline. And let me give an example from a
different area. I found it very helpful to be pastor in Washington, D.C.
during the early years of the protests against Vietnam, for the reason
that I had on my session and diaconate and in our congregation a large
number of people who worked at the Pentagon. In other words, the
military establishment is pretty powerful in Washington, and here we
were talking about that we have made a mistake in committing ourselves
militarily in southeast Asia. Well, once again, you couldn't
just paint a sign and say, "Hey, that's a
mistake." You had to make that witness, but then you had to sit
down with the very people whose job it was to implement the policy of
military involvement in southeast Asia and try to think through,
"How do we hold together in the life of faith and the community
of faith? We disagree on this, but here's where
I'm coming from. Where are you coming from?" That
sort of thing. And I've always been grateful that
I've never been able to be quick and easy and superficial
about social issues. I've always had to sit down with people
who disagreed with me and keep a relationship. I think that's
an important reality in the southern church, that the change has come;
it's been painful, it's been slow, but
it's very authentic. You get a white southerner
who's really dealt with his instinctive racism, and he or she
has already dealt with racial feelings that the rest of the country
doesn't even know it has.
- BRUCE KALK:
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How has your political liberalism shaped your status within the
denomination? Did you feel or experience any isolation during the
sixties by fellow clergymen?
- J. RANDOLPH TAYLOR:
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Yes and no. I did feel some, yeah. There were some lonely years. But on
the other hand, there was a growing realization on
the part of people of conscience that change had to come, and, while
they might not have been approving of this method or that, there was a
general feeling of a need for change. The Fellowship of Concern that I
mentioned to you before was probably influential here, in that it
quickly became a kind of support group, so one was not isolated but had
colleagues who came from the same tradition. The other thing to be said
about that is that I am really from the South, as I've said.
I've indicated that one of my ancestors was the first
President of Davidson. Another ancestor was Stonewall
Jackson's chaplain. I had family that fought all through the
Civil War, a great-great-grandfather who was a moderator of the old
Southern Presbyterian Church many years ago. In other words, I had
impeccable Southern credentials
[laughter],
and that helps. My father's position in terms of
World Missions gave me a breadth of introduction that I shall always be
grateful for, and I would oftentimes talk to Dad about that, that
"I hope I'm not just using your influence,"
and he was delighted. He said, "What you're doing is
directly related to what went on in World Missions." And then
one more thing. You have to remember where I began, in terms of seminary
and Scotland and A.M. Hunter and James Denney and all that. With all
that civil rights involvement, I'm still basically a Biblical
theologian. I'm still a teaching and preaching pastor, and I
have seldom tried to preach any political solutions from the pulpit. My
feeling about the pastoral responsibility is that in the pulpit and in
the worship service, you help people to grapple with Moses and Amos and
Jeremiah and Jesus, and you help them to see what the Word means for
them and for their life and for their systems and their jobs and their
structures. And then during the week, you try to
demonstrate that in where you put yourself and your time. But
I've tried to keep a right careful distinction there, so that
in retrospect, I think that probably is how I have been able to continue
as a minister in the Southern Presbyterian Church through all of that
hurricane and, I hope, be helpful.