Maintaining her dignity in poor working environments
Using an illustration from her own work experience, Barbee insists that African American women must learn to stand for themselves, refusing to give up their rights even when the white men in authority demand it.
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Oral History Interview with Annie Mack Barbee, May 28, 1979. Interview H-0190. Southern Oral History Program Collection (#4007) in the Southern Oral History Program Collection, Southern Historical Collection, Wilson Library, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.
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- BEVERLY JONES:
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So all your foremen were men …
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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And white.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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In the later twenties.
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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Yeah, men and white. All of them was white.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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Well how did they relate to black women working. Basically what
I'm trying to get at is how did they treat you.
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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Now, that's the thing. Oh they'd treat you nice.
But some of our women made it very hard by being so humble.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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So they would say yes sir or mister.
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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Being humble. I had a incident that happened to me and they was fixing to
fire me. I went to New York with Dorothy Campbell, you know the
Thompsons around here, Gertrude and all—her aunt, Dorothy,
Dee and I, her mother is too. Well I went to New York and stayed with
her, she and Marie, in the early forties. I was up there during the
strike in Harlem. It's been so long, you don't
know nothing about that. Buddie Farrington her brother, came over there
to take me to Harlem. They were striking over there, I told him I
didn't want to go. So I went to New York and stayed two weeks
and never did see Harlem. Went up there and stayed. And I told Marie,
Marie . I said I'm going to New York.
And I told her to tell him I was going. She said he said you can have a
week, you can't have two. I said, well look here Marie. I
said, I'm not begging nobody to let—tell him to
give me my time when go up there. Everybody else'll leave
here and stay two weeks and three weeks. "Well Annie, you
know." I said,—the job. I told her that she was a
little union lady. She said, all right, you go, you'll get
fired. I said, well right now I don't care. That's
what I told her. Well, I went on. Who called me. I think your momma told
them children to call me. Called me up. Said Mr. Vickers or somebody
said if I didn't bring my so and so
back here he was going to fire my so and so. I was in New York. Okay, I
said, thank you. I said, yes I'm coming home, but I got two
more days. I stayed. I didn't come home. Came on back and she
said, "Annie I'm scared." I said, yeah
I'm going up there to face it. I said, nobody, nobody tells
me what I can do and what I can't. This ain't no
slavery time. I was hot as a forty-five. I said, now I'm
going back up there. You better be careful, I ain't being
careful, no. So I got ready and went on back to work. I went to Marie, I
said I got a call when I was in New York for me to come back to work.
And I said I'm up here this morning, I said, I'm
up here to be fired so fire me. So I thought that's settle, I
said, I don't know what you done. I said, now I told you to
tell—I forgot who it must have been, Mr. Vickers or
somebody—I'm going to New York. I said, you told
'em and I said, I went and told him myself, he said okay. I
said, now what happened while I was gone. I said, now you're
the union leader, you better tell me something and tell me now.
'Cause I was mad. She said, "Annie, be
careful." I said, I ain't bowing to none of these
white people goddamn ass. I told her right there in her face. I said I
ain't bowing. I said, no, I'm a single woman and I
can get a job. I said, I ain't no old woman, I
ain't bowing. I went around there, I said, I
didn't come to go to work, I came to see about this firing
business. I said, I ain't begging. "Well
you're talking so bad he might fire you." So let him
fire me, I said, I'm ready. Went on around there. I said to
Mr. Vickers, I said, no. He said, "Are you back
Annie?" I said, yeah. I said there's been some
misunderstanding about when I went to last night. You know as long as
I've been here I wouldn't walk off the job. I
said, somebody told a lie on me, how who is it. He said, "I
don't know." I said, well I got a call
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- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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'Cause I wouldn't buy it. Coming up there an
telling old nasty jokes.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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Who was that?
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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The foreman, saying old nasty jokes.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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In front of women?
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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They joined in, I'm telling you now.
- BEVERLY JONES:
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Black women
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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Well, you just don't know. You see, I think some of these
women ought to tell the young people how it is. I think it's
time for them to tell how it is. Any two time you put yourself on the
line and don't demand respect and carry yourself in a way
that makes somebody respect you, that's your fault. I
don't care if it's the president of the United
States, I'm a person and I demand respect. If it costs me
something I'll pay it. They didn't do it.
They'd laugh and play them old nasty jokes and here they go.
And I would never laugh. Someone'd say, you so solemn. I said
I'm up here to work, 'cause that's my
purpose in this factory, is to work. And I don't tell nasty
jokes whether they're black or white, nobody, I
don't tell no nasty jokes with nobody. I said, I'm
a person. I said well if you're scared you're
going to get fired and let them man fumble your behind and say all that
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- BEVERLY JONES:
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They didn't do that did they? The white foremen would do this
to black women?
- ANNIE MACK BARBEE:
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Who was at fault. They were. If you don't put dignity on you
there ain't nobody else who's going to do it. You
sit around here and don't put it on you, who else going to
put it on you. You're a person. I
don't care how low your job is, regardless it's
honest work. You're not stealing. You are a person within
your own right, and you demand respect from people, don't
care a durn who it is and how high it is, you demand it.
It'll cost you something but be willing to pay it. No honey,
I said I ain't bowing. I said I don't bow to
nobody. I don't bow to nobody but god. It'll cost
you something, but I don't bow. I know that there is a time
for meekness and humbling. I know that. I got sense enough to know that.
But this is not the time. See I knew if he had fired me I would a had a
hard time finding another—but I was willing to pay the price.
Come telling me when to go and telling me I could go and then calling
way up to New York and telling me I better bring my so and so back home.
I didn't, I came when I got ready. And I think, if I can
remember, came when I got ready and stayed my two weeks out. I went to
work on a Monday and I came back here on a Thursday. I didn't
go up there 'till that Monday. I took just the exact day. He
didn't know nothing about it. I never did tell him.