Understanding his sexuality while growing up
As Baker was growing up, he understood that he was different, but he did not understand the contrast between heterosexuality and homosexuality as a strict division. Instead, to him it seemed to be more of a spectrum of choices.
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Oral History Interview with Quinton E. Baker, February 23, 2002. Interview K-0838. Southern Oral History Program Collection (#4007) in the Southern Oral History Program Collection, Southern Historical Collection, Wilson Library, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.
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- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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When, as you were growing up in Greeneville, when did you start realizing
that you were different and potentially a gay, a gay man?
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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Well, I guess realizing that I was different was very early. I
don't know about putting a name on it.
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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Right.
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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Probably very early realizing that I was very different, but different
for various reasons, it didn't have anything to do with
sexual differences as much as what my interests
were. I was more interested in walks, sitting by the river,
reading—not interested in what most of the males were doing,
during my period, which was more hanging out at the pool hall, that kind
of thing, that was not my interest, and so that made me stand out, and I
guess I realized that—well probably very young, I probably
realized it when I was very young and I wanted to—I was in a
dance recital and I wanted to dance, and my father was not going to hear
of that, so those kind of things just kind of made it stand out for
me.
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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I see, I see.
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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But, you know, in terms of—I don't really know any
difference in terms of sexual kinds of things because in that period,
there were all kinds of sexual fooling around with young people, boys
with each other, so it—
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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It was just common in everyone's growing up experience.
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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Yeah, some people did, some people didn't, it was sort of a
common thing, but no one made it, it wasn't, "This
makes you one." One way or the other. Probably the point at
which I realized that there was a difference in terms of sexual
perspectives might have been high school.
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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I see.
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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And that was probably because one of the people that was very openly gay
and flamboyant in high school, and was always ridiculed by the principal
and I was always befriending him, so. [Laughter]
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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I see, where you scared to be associated with the flamboyant one?
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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No. No, I was not afraid to be associated with him. I mean, I had gone
through enough of being called various names,
‘sissy’ and other things that that
didn't bother me. Obviously, it bothered
me, it made me uncomfortable, but it didn't keep me from
associating with—I never really liked to see anyone put down
or hurt or ostracized and so the more that they would sort of taunt
Lester, the more that I would try to be there to say, "You
know, there are people who are not friendly, or who
don't—"
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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You extended a friendly hand to Lester.
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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Oh, Lester, you know, Lester was quite capable of
[Laughter]
- CHRIS McGINNIS:
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Doing that on his own—
- QUINTON E. BAKER:
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Of defending himself [Laughter] But he was
always, he was in need of someone to talk to, or someone to hang out
with, and I would do that, yeah.