Halliburton, John Wesley, b. 1840
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Chapel
Hill
March the 11th.
My Own Darling.
I have been quite fortunate to day. That is to say Cousin William has honored me with one of his life
giving letters. Ed political letter has also come and as I see that you are so opposed
to the discussion of politics I am almost tempted to eschew the whole business.
I heard from father a day or
two since through Jimmie Garrison. He (father) intends to let me take a tour of the Northern States next
summer. I will first go to Richmond — then to Washington (Mt
Vernon) Baltimore — Phila —
Newyork — The Springs along there — New Port — Portland Maine — quebec — Montreal (as I go up the St Lawrence) on to the Niagara Falls,
cross the lake and bathe in every
one of them. Cross over over to Chicago — then to Lake Itaska (Indian Guide) then all
through there to Cincinatti — then down the Ohio to Memphis! And then of course to Little
Rock.
Father thinks that I am going there
for improvement but I am going so that I can be your Pilot as we go on a tour next fall. I'll have learned the ropes and will
be able to make my darling more comfortable as we together make this splendid
tour.
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My darling I am at a loss how or what to write to day. I am very dull here
lately. I am growing more and more anxious to leave this place. Oh! Cousie it
does seem that the nearer I get to my graduation the slower the time flies.
Darling I feel more and more like leaving every day. If I had my own way I would
not stay another day. No! I would bring this letter and not send it. Our Dancing
Master has come and I intend to "Take lessons" for the last
time. I know not that I will ever dance much — but still I would like
to know the art. Our Ball Tickets will soon be on hand and I intend to
distribute some of them around promiscuously. Few if any will honor me I guess
but I will feel like I had done my duty. Oh! my darling if you and Fannie would Come! I could assure you
that you would have a most excellent time. You and Sister could find hansome
young men to your heart's content and not have to
endure such fellows as Wilbur and P. Why
I declare I could get some retired rooms for you and her and you could have the
use of the parlor and such nice fellows as I would bring around would make you
mad with joy. Then such music! Such Speaking! Such a Supper!
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Such dancing! My Cousie you never would forget it as long as you live. Ladies
will accompany the organ — Military companies will parade
— Bands of music will burst forth in noble strains! All will be joy,
hilarity and the most intoxicating excitement.
Can you and Sister come. It will cost
you $150.00 apiece but you will feel that you have not spent it
foolishly.
Shakspeare once said that — "Who steals my purse steals trash." That's exactly my fix now for I have not had a dime in
— oh! mercy I have forgotten howlong. If "coming events cast
their shadows before them" I have no hope of receiving any more for a
long time — for no-where can I see pictures of dimes &
dollars and eagles. Alas! Alas! I cant do a thing. Why darling I could not come
to you — were you to send for me — unless perchance some
of the Summer friends might take a notion to lend me a dollar or two. Oh! yes
"The eloquent clink of a dollar or two" is a forgotten melody
— all its rich realities are gone — and like the Minstrel
who sang the "Last lay" Is only remembered to awaken a sigh
that it could not always last. Money! Money who does not want it! Who is there
that seeks it not! What will it not do!
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Had I enough I would or could buy the Crown of any
King in Christendom. But there is a treasure awaiting me! Her diamond yea! Anjel
eyes will wander over these Scrawled lines and may
hap chide me for not writing more legible. Oh! yes my darling you are my
treasure — my heart is with you. I must for my own peace and
contentment hasten to you as soon as possible.
I declare I must humbly beg your pardon for the hasty manner in which I've
written this letter. This is the first of six that I
must write to night.
I will enclose a few lines to sister Fannie. This is the second time. Tell her to answer it. I dont know
whether she will or not. But hope so.
Give my love to all. Tell Jonnie if he has had the mumps he might
have written to me. Hal wont
write. I have a notion never to write them again. Tell Gul that unless she writes a PM to some of your
letters that I will take it for granted she has something against me at heart.
To Ida and all my love. The
same to Sister Fannie.
Write often my darling to
Your
Cousie