N C. Misery
Oct 25th 1859
According to my promise which I made to you before I left home viz to write to
you before Saturday, I now take the pleasure of so doing. But do not expect any
thing lively or interesting, for if there ever was a sad mortal I am one. Ever
since Saturday I have had the blues, not so bad in
Raleigh however as up here,
& I feel more like committing suicide than doing anything else. Imagine
yourself in my situation. Here I am, after having spent a week so very, very
pleasantly with the fair sex, in the dullest place in the world surrounded by no
associates but those of the masculine
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gender
& with no prospect of fun before me for five long weeks. But in all my
trouble "Hope" serves as a beacon light to guide me through
the darkness of despair & sorrow & I am somewhat comforted by
it. But as you charged me not to write you a dull letter, let us leave this
melancholy strain & see if we cannot find something more amusing. I
arrived at this charming place safe & sound after a very sad &
lonely ride & I am now fixed in my "sanctum" for the
rest of the session. The same questions How did you enjoy yourself at the fair?
Did you go to the Soiree? have been asked me a thousand times & I am
heartily tired of answering them. And worst than all it was reported that I was
desperately in love with
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Nick
William's cousin which to those who were ignorant of the fact I
positively denied. But this much I will say to you, that if I had such another
week to go over at the end of it I would be either perfectly miserable or just
the other extreme. One of the boys said that they expected to see me hugging up
Nick now & that I would be one of his strongest friends
& supporters in his ball manager election next winter. It affords me
much pleasure to say however that I am not the only one in this condition.
is worse than I am & Mr
Hill is desperate about Miss
Sallie R. The fact is that
every one who attended the fair is looking very melancholy & you need
not be at all surprised to hear of some misfortunate occurrences
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before long. There is no news of any importance
up here. Several of the boys have been sent off for visiting the fair,
& every thing is as quiet & still as death. I did not get an
invite to Miss
Hill's wedding
which was a great disappointment to me.
Jim Graham
says
that
Hillsboro is to be turned over this week in celebration of the
marriage. My Love to Miss
Ida. Tell her that I have been meditating seriously upon what she told
me Sunday night & ask her if it is really so. I delivered her message
to
Bullfrog & he
said he was much obliged.
Nick desires to be remembered to all of you.
Jim
sends his
love. Now Miss
Sophie write
me soon & let it be a long & lively letter much more so than
the one which I have written to you. Remember me to Mrs
Manly & Mrs
Grimes. Be sure & write soon to your affectionate friend