Title: Letter from John Henderson to his mother, Mary Ferrand
Henderson, November 11, 1864 : Electronic Edition.
Author: Henderson, John, fl. 1863
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Title of collection: John Steele Henderson Papers (#327), Southern
Historical Collection, University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill
Title of document: Letter from John Henderson to his mother, Mary
Ferrand Henderson, November 11, 1864
Author: John
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Call number 327 (Southern Historical Collection,
University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill)
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Letter from John Henderson to his mother, Mary Ferrand Henderson, November 11, 1864
Henderson, John, fl. 1863
My Dear Mother
Your long and exceedingly interesting letter is just to hand The President has not been heard from and will not be until the close of the
session. Gov Swain has general Holme's promise that the students will not be disturbed until
an answer has been received from the president to the letter written by him in
pursuance of the resolutions adopted at the meeting of the board of
trustees. You may rest easy then for the present as I will not be
taken at least until the expiration of the session. I see the papers are
beginning to agitate the question and as they have laid hold on it there is no
telling where the controversy will end I am sorry to hear that the Rowan
artillery has its full complement of men as I had intended to make application
for admission into it. All things work for the best. Had I been taken a week ago I would probably have been hurried off
to some company to every member of which I would have been a total stranger And
as it is even if I were summoned now I dont know where I would go. There is a
slight chance of president Davis listening to Gov Swains
touching appeal; for it was a very creditable letter the contents of which he
read to the Senior class. I am perfectly indifferent what the answer may be in
fact I believe I prefer it would be an unfavourable
one. The time which I would have to spend at the university could at best be short and fleeting. Look how rapidly the
present session has flown by. A few months would make but little difference with
me. If I am able to endure the privations of camp life I would enter on the
Spring campaign a seasoned soldier. My health I believe is good. I have had no
more of those debilitating night sweats. I think I have had no more than two
altogether; yet I am aware that I am by no means strong and vigourous. I desire
to believe that the hardships and privations through which I would have to pass
if I entered the army would have a very
beneficial effect. I have a slate for Richard a very good one too but I fear I shall not be able to
procure the arithmetic. Is it indispensably necessary that he should have an
Emerson? However I will
look out for one and will not fail to purchase it if an opportunity is afforded
I am glad to hear that Richard is making such rapid progress in his studies. I hope he will be
made to study and to relish all studies equally alike, before his mind becomes
biased in favour of a particular branch or branches. You have not given up the
idea of having a private teacher? Dr Wrightsdaughter from Norfolk
now residing in this place is a very intelligent handsome and refined young
lady. She intends to go as a teacher into a private family next year but whether
her services have already been secured I have not thought it worth my while to
enquire. I called upon her once and found her attractive and pleasant. She is a
member of the Episcopal church If you desire it I dont think I would have any
difficulty in gaining all the requisite information. If you should succeed in
obtaining her as a teacher you might I think congratulate yourself on your good
success. I mean to see her several times before the close of the session, which is not far distant. I think if
nothing happens I will reach home next Tuesday two weeks. I told Father at the commencement of the
session that I thought fifteen hundred dollars would defray all my expenses and
I now find that my estimate was not far from being correct. I arrived here with
seven hundred dollars ($700) in the old issue; eight hundred and fifty
dollars ($850) I think only $800 perhaps
$850. It seems to me that my ist case was for $25. If so I
received but $807. I am uncertain about this however has been
sent me (in new issue) and I will require one hundred and fifty dollars
($150) more which Father may send me at his convenience Col. W.L.
Saunders returned to his regiment nearly a month ago. I wish you not to
relax your efforts in my behalf on account of the equivocal situation in which I
am placed I was writing with borrowed ink which the owner has just taken away.
It is as natural for me now to visit the ladies as it formerly seemed awkward
and unnatural. Scarcely a night passes without my calling upon some one There is
a certain class which I go to see regularly eight or nine in number and it takes
me something more than a week to go the rounds. There are others whom I know I
should visit; but I have not the nerve to call. The Mallets whose relationship
to me I have never been able to trace I have never yet honoured with my
presence; that is though I can not be said not to know them as I have had an
introduction still I have never been able to summon resolution enough to pay
them a visit nor do I know that I ever shall. They dont talk enough for me and
of all the people in this world deliver me from a
woman destitute of the gift of speech. Knowledge is elicited best and I may say
only by the collission of mind with mind. "The lone thinkers thoughts
come slight and slow" says the Homeric bard. "Unus homo,
nullus homo" is an old and truthful adage. "By a master we are
more excited than by a book; but an antagonist whether from his pertinacity or
his wisdom is to me a double master." (J.C. Scaliger)