Henderson, John, fl. 1863
Damp and wet as they were sleep over took me and it was an effectual protection
against the cold. Perhaps "effectual" is too strong a term;
for I feel more indebted to D
r
Kennedy's blankets than to
anything else and to use his own expression "They feel very comfortable
of a warm night. The march from
Tarboro
was
painful and toilsom in the extreme. The distance is twenty three miles and we
began it yesterday about twelve Oclock. The stragglers were innumerable but I
was not one of them; far from it I arrived at the fort about eight Oclock last
night. Most of [unrecovered] men camped on the way and did not
arrive here until noon to-day. I like the life of a soldier very well so far but
of course it will be some time before any decisive judgment can be arrived at.
There is something romantic about the life; the mode of life; the cause he is
contending for. He has to bear with every species of inconvenience; to live well
or ill is with him the same. What difference does it make whether he is
furnished with a pound or a quarter of a pound of meat a day. One third of a
pound is the usual allowance. If they draw five days rations they eat it up in
two. But starvation: they dont starve Well how do they live? Dont ask me; they
can tell you more about it. Soldiers can eat anything and relish it too. While
at
Fort Clifton I was
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astonished at seeing men eat beef which smelled
so very offensive. The stench was intolerable. But yet it was eaten. I have met
several of my old friends and acquaintance, companions of school and college
days.
Adams,
Gardiner,
Brookfield and myself mess together and will
share the same quarters as soon as we become comfortably situated.
Fort Branch is jammed. Our company will
remain here but a few days. Already it has been ordered to
Weldon and
will probably leave here for that point the latter part of the present week.
Lieut.
Primrose is not here;
stays at home on furlough nearly all the while; should have returned to the
Fort today. If you can
find a
Richmond paper containing accounts the full account of the late
tremendous mass meeting in that city, you will confer a great favor upon me by
forwarding it. If it is to be found you need be in no hurry to forward it to me
until it is positively known where I am to be stationed permanently. Give my
love to
Mother, my cousins,
and the little ones and my respects to Miss
Gilpin. I have written a long letter though labouring under
many disadvantages and though it may be unsatisfactory, still it is the best I
can do under the circumstances. As soon as I am stationed somewhere permanently
I will write oftener and better. Forgot to mention that I saw
Stephen in
Raleigh With my best wishes
for your health I remain very affectionately